I had hard stimulation of abusing sex in the morning.
It has been that heavy repeatedly that I do not much
afterwards during the day.

The last days I had again heavy stimulation of abusing sex.

It was announced before.

In Thailand it is actually worse than it was before in

Malaysia but I am not sure about the source.

I had heavy stimulation and programming of abusing sex last time
asleep.

The last two days stimulation and programming of abusing sex
was stronger than before.  That programming was influencing
my feelings during the day and made relating to people
sometimes difficult.

The last 2 days again stimulation of abusing sex.
What then happens is that people in my daily life
start to stimulate such.
That is how quite some  people are nowadays.
As soon someone has experienced some sort
of sexual abuse more and more people also want to
do such abuse.
May be they are envy that someone could have such
and they did not have yet.
I am not sure.

I had the last days again stimulation of abusing sex
Yesterday it was very strong, today I was passive
some hours because of this. I can much worse simply
do things.