I went to Malaysia for some days. Nearly all nights harassment. In 3 of 4 of the last nights it was heavy.
In Kuala Lumpur where I am now I have recognized a Finnish and a Slovak man involved.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Thursday, May 08, 2008
I am a few days in Malaysia now and was several times upset about some things.
So once I made to a Malay a negative statement about all Malays.
To generalize was wrong. I should have directed my anger solely to the concerned ones and not show disrespect for those not involved.
I know some years before I did not generalize. There was some programming to achieve this and I did not deprogram this good enough.
There is another program to achieve negative speech in me which I have to deprogram. It is 'You are only a...' You can put any nationality behind it.
Such speech will stir negative feelings towards me like the generalisation or put people on distance to me.
I have to deprogram such things more consequently. But it is a lot of work and there other programs I have to deal with like programming to a gay like programming to a social democrat.
So once I made to a Malay a negative statement about all Malays.
To generalize was wrong. I should have directed my anger solely to the concerned ones and not show disrespect for those not involved.
I know some years before I did not generalize. There was some programming to achieve this and I did not deprogram this good enough.
There is another program to achieve negative speech in me which I have to deprogram. It is 'You are only a...' You can put any nationality behind it.
Such speech will stir negative feelings towards me like the generalisation or put people on distance to me.
I have to deprogram such things more consequently. But it is a lot of work and there other programs I have to deal with like programming to a gay like programming to a social democrat.
Sunday, May 04, 2008
I am in Malaysia and had the second night there massive stimulating of abusing sex. Voices say they want to enforce abusing sex and try to blackmail me with this.
I know many people know about my MC and enjoy being inside. I hope there are still a few real human beings there who think such things should not happen and open their mouth.
Or all people already declined to mainstreamstandard or to the absence of humanity?
I know many people know about my MC and enjoy being inside. I hope there are still a few real human beings there who think such things should not happen and open their mouth.
Or all people already declined to mainstreamstandard or to the absence of humanity?
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Yesterday I decided to write something about Thai politics today. Today I was in a bad condition. I had it quite some times that I had the idea to write something but often I was not able tbecause the terror brought me too much down.
About Thai politics in short. I am not able to spent enough time and concentration to this right now.
There is a current threat to go to mainstreamfacism (facism behind the masquerade of a formal democracy in Thailand).
My idea. Yes amend the constitution.
Changes I think of.
No government now or in future can mess up the constitution any more.
Proposals to change it should be the task of commitees not connected to the government and to decide about such changes should be a task where larger number of the people of Thailand are involved but not the government because it will always use such changes for selfish profit.
The government should no more have the right to pass any laws regarding police, courts, education system and army.
For that people out of the bodies and citizen commitees should be installed.
The government should also not appoint any top member of the former mentioned.
To separate power in society and keep this up is important for a democracy.
If the EC forbids the parties fine.
If not maybe the army can help to push through such, others or much more detailed changes where are also more segments of the society involved in working them out.
In secret budgets must be investigated anyway but to prevent the take over of total power by the governemnt could be a task to support for them. There need not be a new coup. Just a threat to the government how the changes of the constitution have to be may be enough. About this you could talk and decide.
One more thing. My observation tells me that the army had to do with the terror of mine at least some time ago.
It is better to listen to me instead of suppressing and exploiting me.
Or is it that enjoying being monsters?
About Thai politics in short. I am not able to spent enough time and concentration to this right now.
There is a current threat to go to mainstreamfacism (facism behind the masquerade of a formal democracy in Thailand).
My idea. Yes amend the constitution.
Changes I think of.
No government now or in future can mess up the constitution any more.
Proposals to change it should be the task of commitees not connected to the government and to decide about such changes should be a task where larger number of the people of Thailand are involved but not the government because it will always use such changes for selfish profit.
The government should no more have the right to pass any laws regarding police, courts, education system and army.
For that people out of the bodies and citizen commitees should be installed.
The government should also not appoint any top member of the former mentioned.
To separate power in society and keep this up is important for a democracy.
If the EC forbids the parties fine.
If not maybe the army can help to push through such, others or much more detailed changes where are also more segments of the society involved in working them out.
In secret budgets must be investigated anyway but to prevent the take over of total power by the governemnt could be a task to support for them. There need not be a new coup. Just a threat to the government how the changes of the constitution have to be may be enough. About this you could talk and decide.
One more thing. My observation tells me that the army had to do with the terror of mine at least some time ago.
It is better to listen to me instead of suppressing and exploiting me.
Or is it that enjoying being monsters?
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Yesterday I found a source of sexual harassment. The family who just moved in two flats further. I expressed my displeasure with this clearly build up shielding and had no sexual harassment. But I was that exhausted after I woke up that the effort to ride a bicycle was sometimes too much and I had sometimes to take a break. I am not sure where the stress is from.
I thought yesterday to unsubscribe from a newsletter I get in my Indian email.
Today this newsletter was the first time automatically placed in the junk folder.
MC already that far? I can't be sure. But I know that the Indians stupidly copy the western style democracy and economic system and ensure that so their old culture will be eradicated from this planet. Do they also follow the MC disaster?
I do not know for sure. But if Indians, FUCK OFF!!!
But I have only words. That part of the elite who always turns against the ordinary people has more.
Today this newsletter was the first time automatically placed in the junk folder.
MC already that far? I can't be sure. But I know that the Indians stupidly copy the western style democracy and economic system and ensure that so their old culture will be eradicated from this planet. Do they also follow the MC disaster?
I do not know for sure. But if Indians, FUCK OFF!!!
But I have only words. That part of the elite who always turns against the ordinary people has more.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Last post I asked the question should this be Thai standards connected to abuses over radiation.
I can answer the question now. Yes, there are groups who want to have this standards and seem to enjoy the use of MC including rapes, brainwashing and murder and want to stick to this.
I had some days break of harassment but also again harder sexual harassment.
Thais I know a new slogan to advertise tourists. What about:
Welcome to Thailand, welcome to the country of the smiling monsters.
When I think about the abuses I had here the slogan seems to be appropriate. It is a special feature of Thailand apart from nice people they have as well
So helpful am I to propose a new slogan to advertise new tourists and what are many Thais doing or supporting to me?
I can answer the question now. Yes, there are groups who want to have this standards and seem to enjoy the use of MC including rapes, brainwashing and murder and want to stick to this.
I had some days break of harassment but also again harder sexual harassment.
Thais I know a new slogan to advertise tourists. What about:
Welcome to Thailand, welcome to the country of the smiling monsters.
When I think about the abuses I had here the slogan seems to be appropriate. It is a special feature of Thailand apart from nice people they have as well
So helpful am I to propose a new slogan to advertise new tourists and what are many Thais doing or supporting to me?
Thursday, April 03, 2008
I was several days in Chaiya and the sexual harassment started again. My shoes were stolen a teenage boy mocked me. My abuse so can never heal when abuse takes place again and again. Additionally people tend to ridicule me when it was stronger.
I slept in Surat and again hard sexual harassment. When Thais harass a disabled person like me like this and see any weakness as justification to support such things it must be horrible for disabled Thais who have no money to support their independance. Do you sell them for lifetime abuses? How much do they cost? There is no reason why you are not doing this if you support such terror towards me. What a miserable society where disabled get no chance and are deliverd to the abuses of the most pervert. Should this be new Thai Standard to give free way to such people. I know this is American and European Standard behind many careful drafted lies to get such abuses whenever the powerful it want but should this be Thai Standard? Free way for the abusers, rapists, thiefs if they can hide behind new technology, is this new Thai Standard? Build a wall of lies around it to protect it. Should this Thai Standard? Should this be Thai Standard? But you have certainly enough excuses to escape this question, right?
You must understand you cannot learn much from America and Europe in many areas. They are sohisticated in some and quite primitive and idiotic in other areas. To separate it out is not that easy. At best don't listen that much to them.
I slept in Surat and again hard sexual harassment. When Thais harass a disabled person like me like this and see any weakness as justification to support such things it must be horrible for disabled Thais who have no money to support their independance. Do you sell them for lifetime abuses? How much do they cost? There is no reason why you are not doing this if you support such terror towards me. What a miserable society where disabled get no chance and are deliverd to the abuses of the most pervert. Should this be new Thai Standard to give free way to such people. I know this is American and European Standard behind many careful drafted lies to get such abuses whenever the powerful it want but should this be Thai Standard? Free way for the abusers, rapists, thiefs if they can hide behind new technology, is this new Thai Standard? Build a wall of lies around it to protect it. Should this Thai Standard? Should this be Thai Standard? But you have certainly enough excuses to escape this question, right?
You must understand you cannot learn much from America and Europe in many areas. They are sohisticated in some and quite primitive and idiotic in other areas. To separate it out is not that easy. At best don't listen that much to them.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
The harassment went on up to today in the guesthouse where I stay now. I noticed several times radiation coming from the right when you stand outside my room facing its door. In this direction are everywhere buildings probably solely inhabited by Thais. I do not have the means to discover where the harassment is from under this conditions.
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Thursday, March 20, 2008
From the beginning of my harassment in 1995 up to recent days my sleep has been a target. I got often woken in the middle of the night with pain and often had shortly before programming in my dreams.
Several times I developed a fear to go to sleep because of the terror I probably would get. So I stayed up in the night and could not go to sleep. Again and again I had to beat the fear before I could do this. The misery for my life caused by the terror is one thing.
But there is something else. Sleep disruption is suspicious to make sick. I do not think that those who do this have any concern for this but I hope others.
Chronic sleep disruption can cause heart and kidney disease
http://www.uhn.ca/news/Index.asp?ID=5166&category=8&Archive=Yes
Several times I developed a fear to go to sleep because of the terror I probably would get. So I stayed up in the night and could not go to sleep. Again and again I had to beat the fear before I could do this. The misery for my life caused by the terror is one thing.
But there is something else. Sleep disruption is suspicious to make sick. I do not think that those who do this have any concern for this but I hope others.
Chronic sleep disruption can cause heart and kidney disease
http://www.uhn.ca/news/Index.asp?ID=5166&category=8&Archive=Yes
Sunday, March 16, 2008
When I arrived at my room after writing my last entry the attacks I described there were gone. From the source I mentioned there I noticed no more much.
But the next morning I had massive abusive sexual attacks during sleep. They were stronger than usual. In Thailand I did not have such often before. Voices said that I accept this kind of sexuality because it they can easily exploit it.
The programming to a social democrat has to do with this. Voices said using this abusive history would probably be the only war to get this programming through. So they must prevent that I can workout my sexual abuse and reprogram it often.
I do not like to serve the devil!!!
Can anybody understand that. Yes, you can but give a chit on it, isn't it. Well, I know it is finally my task to get out and not that of anybody else. But inside the abuse and MC there are a lot present and try to get some benefit. You can be sure that nobody tells you anything.
When I remember that I perceived that doctors in Thailand and in the US, Germany are probably inside such abuses I ask a question which world are we living in?
I call that also doing holocaust research.
That they are in the US and Europe primitive enough to enjoy it I am sure about but it is not restricted to that. Where are the people who say no to that?
That governments have noting better in mind is a normal thing. That is why I like Anarchy.
But the next morning I had massive abusive sexual attacks during sleep. They were stronger than usual. In Thailand I did not have such often before. Voices said that I accept this kind of sexuality because it they can easily exploit it.
The programming to a social democrat has to do with this. Voices said using this abusive history would probably be the only war to get this programming through. So they must prevent that I can workout my sexual abuse and reprogram it often.
I do not like to serve the devil!!!
Can anybody understand that. Yes, you can but give a chit on it, isn't it. Well, I know it is finally my task to get out and not that of anybody else. But inside the abuse and MC there are a lot present and try to get some benefit. You can be sure that nobody tells you anything.
When I remember that I perceived that doctors in Thailand and in the US, Germany are probably inside such abuses I ask a question which world are we living in?
I call that also doing holocaust research.
That they are in the US and Europe primitive enough to enjoy it I am sure about but it is not restricted to that. Where are the people who say no to that?
That governments have noting better in mind is a normal thing. That is why I like Anarchy.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
I am staying in 88Hotel in Bangkok not far from Khao Sarn road. I perceive that from room 312 perp activity is going on. My detection method is rough and uncertain so I also may be wrong.
I can't go easily check and there. Thais could do this easier. It is also in your interest, Thais. Gangstalking activity and mindmanipulating are reported from many countries. Such people who are doing this may turn shortly against Thais to harass them. So Thais could check in this room there. The strength of the attacks indicates that technology may be in use.
I can't go easily check and there. Thais could do this easier. It is also in your interest, Thais. Gangstalking activity and mindmanipulating are reported from many countries. Such people who are doing this may turn shortly against Thais to harass them. So Thais could check in this room there. The strength of the attacks indicates that technology may be in use.
Friday, March 14, 2008
It seem that my harassers have read my blog as they got around my shielding and also massive gay programming was done again. I got my perception confirmed that at least one source of the attacks is a Thai one. Trat so was a bad place to stay this time though the people were friendly to my face.
In Bangkok now I had no stimulation of abusing sex and not, not yet recognized programming of such. The stress I have is probably related to my sensivities. But the perps are there with voices and sometimes changing stresslevels a bit within seconds.
In Bangkok now I had no stimulation of abusing sex and not, not yet recognized programming of such. The stress I have is probably related to my sensivities. But the perps are there with voices and sometimes changing stresslevels a bit within seconds.
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Three days ago I woke up without noticing direct stimulation of abusing sex but heavy programming of such was there. Shielding could finish this source which is probably a Thai one. But as I am not completely protected I had massive programming to like the German social democrats and a mentality I relate to them. I don't think that I perveive things wrong but there may be things involved I do not know. If it proves right with doing such things the social democrats would be actually an extremist terror organisation. But they are probably not the only ones who abuse this knowledge and technology.
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
The last time I spend in Cambodia on the lake in a guesthouse. I had despite shielding every time when I was at sleep attacks and massive stimulation of abusing sex. It is not easy to find out who this die. Once I recognized it coming and stopping from the room beside me, though I can't be absolute sure. Mr Simon Fish or Fishg from Canada stayed there with several people.
I am in Thailand now and in the first night massive sexual attacks coming from my western neighbor in the guesthouse.
The second Massive programming in my dreams which was depressing. and stressful. this time there is some probability that Thais have to do with it.
I am in Thailand now and in the first night massive sexual attacks coming from my western neighbor in the guesthouse.
The second Massive programming in my dreams which was depressing. and stressful. this time there is some probability that Thais have to do with it.
Sunday, March 02, 2008
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