Two days ago I had massive programming of abusing sex in Koh Kong. Very often I had the question in my heas 'why don't you accept it', why don't you want it?' It is that strong that more people than before react on it and touch these wounds. I have trouble to get rid of it.
I am now in Sihanoukville.
I offer the people there money if they are ready to give information about things which get planned against me. Just approach me.
One person I have met there may be belonging to the organized chit I have to do with.

I am the second day in Cambodia now and had the first time again harassment during sleep.
Not direct sexual harasment but programming of such and other stuff which made me feel bad much of the day. I assume that my environment is involved. It is difficult to protect myself during sleep while travelling. Tips to achieve more security are appreciated. The programming to direct me in the way the terrorists want gives me a lot of stress and problems.

After my last post I had some days off sexual harassament, today at sleep it started again. And it was announced before.

The last days all sexual harassment during sleep and also programming to a social democrat in Bangkok.
There is programming to do abusing sex. This terror is a heavy burden to any relationship.



Double speak of the democrats in Thailand like in Germany?

....The government keeps promoting organic farming and reduction of chemical use," said Tussanee Verakan, coordinator of the Alternative Agriculture Network. "Why did they put such heavy restrictions on organic substances which are the heart of organic farming?"..

Acting like this is daily work of the social democrats in Germany.

http://www.naturalnews.com/026013.html

First I could then no more visit the page

www.mercola.com

my email at

www.mail2world.com

I cannot reach though the site is still up. I had a talk in my head about it.
Perps may be not able to control my mail there like my gmail and rediffmail.
My inbox at gmail is monitored. It has to do with the adds which are displayed then, but some adds tell me that people are monitoring it also for other reasons. Or how can I get an add like
"How I became a sex slave" a book about a woman who became it. I had shortly afterwards stimulation of sex with violence in Surat. Voices tried to make me accept it.
How can the mentioned add be related to my email when there was no chance.
This add was related to my Mind Control and gangstalking which I experience and the googlers seem to be inside?
Is it like this that in American style capitalism the manager is a gangster or if he is not a gangster he is not the manager?

I had yesterday and today again stimulation of abusing sex and programming to a social democrat during sleep.
This reprogramming of such sex is horrible and makes me much more vulnerable so that more people touch my open wounds and my mind turns to it so that I have a lot of stress during the day. Voices say they want to enforce such sex. Not much about such people behind this.

After the last two times asleep I noticed that there was severe and programming to a social democrat. Stimulation of abusing sex again was strong. I feel miserable like so often. My life is made miserable by this. This brainwashing is that strong that I feel down for quite a long time so my activity and concentration is on a reduced level. I know it from experience that when I have removed the programming I have my old strength back.

I think Eastern Europe really should realize their own Union. It cannot be that they turn from being controlled by successors of Stalin to being in the influence sphere of the successors of Hitler.
In Germany there is admittedly quite some Nazi influence. My mind control is an example of that. Germany has a strong influence on the EU and coins it also in its desired direction.
I fear that the Eastern European countries fall prey again to be part of miserable politics. Maybe Russia could make advertising such a Eastern European Union to its task to improve its own national security. An independent Eastern Europe is less likely to be the field for NATO troops to prepare for war against you or direct weapons against you . In the Pravda I read the only reports about growing influence of America in the back of the people in Eastern Europe. To help Eastern Europe to get rid of this and to be free helps you to protect yourself against the sure ambitions of America to conquer you. The only point which you can make important for you in Eastern Europe then are questions related to the NATO in Eastern Europe.

I had stimulation of abusing sex today and I notice stuff that looks like programming to a social democrat, like usual. These things are a big burden to my life. Usually I recognize Germans being inside the crimes against me when I meet any. Many of them like to abuse people. This seems to be something characteristic for Germans.

The last night strong stimulation of abusing sex during sleep. I do not know where it came from this time.
Some days ago there were it probably schoolboys who stayed beside me.
Last night was also programming to a social democrat. Such programming to a lying, tricking around and truth twisting person, which I associate with social democrats and which they are.

I had two days no terror. The last time sexual harassment was there again and it was announced in advance.

This time asleep massive attacks which have considerable impairing consequences ongoing the evening.

Die letzten male hatte ich wieder massive Attacken waehrend des Schlafes. Ich bin dann ziemlich erschoepft und habe viel Aufwand mit Entprogrammieren vor mir. Ich kann mich dann nur wenig konzentrieren und habe kaum Kraft etwas zu machen.
Es ist irgendwelche Strahlung und ich weiss nicht genau woher sie kommt.
Wie ueblich oefters Stimmen wie "Es sind doch alles nur die boesen Schwarzen, die sind es doch nur, wieso kommst du nicht zu uns?"
Die Roten wuerden wuerden mich gerne als Sprachrohr gegen diese Partei einsetzen. Es sieht so aus als ob sie das mit dem Terror erreichen wollen das ein Aufenthalt in der Psychiatrie gerechtfertigt aussieht. Wichtig sei dies weil dort dauerhaft Wiederstand gegen ihre Kontrolle ausgeschaltet werden kann. Dies sei sonst nicht moeglich.

Today I had the most massive terror for a long time in Chaiya where I stay.
I do not expect much anymore form Thais. That is it.

Last time asleep was stimulating of abusing sex, programming of such and programming in my dreams in Had Yai.
The days bofore there was sometime nothing the other days there was. I nearly always suffer from the consequences of hidden influence, which is organized or also just due to my sensivities.
I am not working but because of this nearly always under stress.

I had a day off and this morning again stimulation of abusing sex and I perceive also programming in my dreams. There are always Thais ready to support the destruction of people be aware of this when you come to Thailand. I like to stay here but Thais prove me nearly every day with this terror that it is best not to have much to do with them.

In Had Yai I had once stimulating of abusing sex and once massive programming in my dream.
In this dream I was in a home for the disabled and spoke with people there. I thought already for a long time that I never want to go to such a place.
It was hard programming and I have done some stuff to deprogram but it is not gone yet.
Voices say that it is the plan to get me in such a home to have access to me to exploit my mind.
That is why they boycott my life my own efforts to get better or healthier.
I had now in Songkla one day no sexual harassment and then very strong. This is stressful troublesome as it is reprogramming it and in your mind present during the day with the tendency to repeat it. When I have no such harassment this is less or not there.
Some timea go there were also voices which said that they could not win against me without putting through abusng sex.
I still like Thailand but there is also a accumulation of hate because everywhere there are Thais who seemingly participate in the terror against me and actually defile the reputation of their country.

Between the last message and this one passed only a short time. I went to my Hotel room, checked my shielding and there was no more noticeable stress coming from the TV antenna plug even after I removed all the shielding, which was more than what Mukazo Mukazo Vunda describes in his book: Coherent madness..., as sufficient to shield military grade DEWs(Directed Energy Weapons)
I assumed this, because I had it often that a signal disappeared after the perps got to know I know about it and tried to find out. That does not mean that the signal won't appear again when they feel safe again. So they escape effective to get caught and go on.
Well then, where to turn to get support or help against this.

I stay in First Hotel in Padang Bezar Thailand. I cannot shield the TV antenna plug. To shield the TV requiered a lot of material.
I do not know if this is due to MC or my sensivities.
MC is there. A lot of programming to a social democrat.

Voices announced after my last blog entry that they would put up the level of harassment to eliminate the effect of shielding. This seems to have happened. I woke up again miserable today. This time in Malaysia was much worse than the one before also my last stay on Penang island was accompanied by much less harassment than this time. That times get worse for me in Malaysia without any reason makes me angry. But where exactly to direct the anger?

I was at PCB close to Kota Bahru and noticed there programming or brainwashing to a christian.
I am now on Penang island and had a horrible time. Ongoing brainwashing. That means that I wake up and feel that humiliating sex is strongly programmed. I am stressed and passive for hours because of this massive programming. The day I had this first during sleep onPenang island in the afternoon afterwards a muslim woman checked in at the guesthouse where I stay and shortly afterwards she started with psychic attacks stimulating this abusing sex in her room. I was quiete angry and she got to hear it. The next day a muslim family checked in and I recognized also interest in stimulating such sex. I had it the next morning. The last night again massive attacks. Shielding just made them more bearable. This kind of humiliating sex which is programmed is more favored from Malay rubbish, while Thai rubbish tends more to sadistic abuse.
That hard as the last days I had programming seldom. Is brainwashing daily life in Malaysia?
My opinion about Malaysia has turned to the negative because of this despite the people in daily life a usually friendly.