I had last time asleep again stimulation of abusing sex. I spent much time of the day in bed.

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I am since over 16 years a target of something which comes from anywhere, I can't hear it, I can't see it, I can't smell it, I just feel it. Pain, programming of my mind, stimulation of abusing sex. I hear also voices, which I think are not my own.

Authorities you cannot talk to about this. You may be labeled insane. But such stuff exists and is extensively abused on many people. I have in this forum published a list of over 1000 people who complained about this. But there are many more, because many do not do any activism about this or ate organized elsewhere.

We need public support. Investigations are necessary. But there is the problem that I noticed in Germany several police officer inside the terror.

It is not easy to go ahead with this problem.

Es sieht so aus als ob ich Programmierung haette bestimmte Zeitungen zu lesen. Erwuenscht ist bei dieser Programmierung zum Beispiel der Spiegel nicht erwuenscht ist zum Beispiel die jungewelt (kommunisten)

I had once hard stimulation of abusing sex which robbed me much energy and make me weak.
The last time I had several times tension and pain on the left side of the chest.

I had very strong programming of abusing sex this morning asleep. This did not steel my power. But I have a lot of work to do to get out of the programming. I do not know if I can do this in one day. They steel my time and I do not know if I get out of all programming. Quite often I have long talks. This is information the brain uses. So they can change your way of thinking if you are not aware of all they try and counter it. There were also voices saying that they want to get me and massive programming to a social democrat.

Voices announced harassment. The last time their announcements were right.

I was in Singapore a few days and had some stimulation of abusing sex once.
In Malaysia again I had stronger stimulation of abusing sex. I slept much of the day.
I have questioned Muslime rule before that was because I had until about 5 years ago massive stimulation of abusing sex in Malaysia in Penang. I have not forgotten that.
And now I have this hard stuff in Melacca while Penang has become better.
I also noticed with Muslims in Singapore that there is a anyway wrong development related to sex with too many Muslims which they turn then against me.

I had yesterday an announcement as voice in my head that I would have harassment in Singapore. I had some stimuulation of abusing sex in the morning.

Last morning sleeping again in Malaysia I had very strong sexual harassment during sleep. I remained much of the day in bed.
This stimulation is often bringing me down, reprogramming abusive sex, a real sexual abuse but not not recognized as such if I am not wrong. It involves no touch just the stimulation over radiation which also human beings can do.

Today I had again stimulation of abusing sex. Harassment just switched to another sort of abuse. I am not satisfied with my stay in Malaysia because or this. It makes eveyday day miserable the whole harassment destroys actually my life. I do not know which perverts decide and oranize such. Okay, when you are mainstream you can easily go that mad and do such stuff. Being mainstream is not yet recognized as a mental disease so such people can be that mad and are considered as normal.

There seems to be brainwashing included what I have here in Malaysia.
Brainwashing to a social democrat.
I do not accept such a Muslim rule anymore.

I had yesterday heavy stimulation of abusing sex. Today again but less.

I had again stimulation of abusing sex and I notice that the last days there has been programming or say it brainwashing to like the German mainstream especially the newspaper "Die Zeit". I had voices to this.
"Die Zeit" would be "sozialliberal". I know it had writers like
the former chancelor Helmut Schmidt and minister of economics Graf Lambsdorf. For me it represents mainstream spirit and with such tends to be a onesighted and limited while pretending to give the whole view. It is just not interesting to read.

Ich vermute das der Osteuropaer der bis Samstag morgen im gleichen Dorm wie ich war ein Gangstalker ist. Ich hatte Stimmen das der Terror auch ohne ihn weiter ginge und ich hatte wieder massive Stimulierung von
missbraeuchlichem Sex im Schlaf und auch Programmierung in meine Traeume.

I am for a few days in Singapore now and had every time asleep stimulation of abusing sex. I have this for many years now.
When it is more than just a bit such stimulation means a lot of stress fof me and I often need hours to recover from this or the whole day. This stimulation often means also reprogramming of abusing sex which means deprogramming or worse slide into abusive thinking or behavior.

I changed the guesthouse but have stimulation of bad sex the days I am there.

I acturally have every time asleep stimulation of abusing sex. I assume there are psychic attacks of people there but there is also the possibility of electronic ones.

I have now programming just of another abusive sex.

I often think about writing about MC and to do something about it.
But I recognize there is mental influence to suppress such. I just don't think of it until the day is over.

I had again stimulation of abusing sex the last time but not that strong. It is actually programming. Programming of enthusiasm towards such sex. It is very strong. So the desire towards such sex arises.
But when I deprogram such long time (hours) the desire towards such sex is weak or actually not there.
I can do the deprogramming because I now know some of the programs used. I noticed them over time.


Yeah, they also tried to program to make me believe I could fly.
I had often dreams with such stuff in it, me flying. It is unrealistic that such dreams are from me.
I think you must have your mind run far down to believe you could fly.

I had the last time nearly every time asleep stimulation of abusing sex. Yesterday it was not. This time it started again. Voices announced the break yesterday and also it would start again yesterday.