Es ist schon eine kleine Weile her als ich morgends
aufwachte und bemerkte dass ich wieder Stimulation von
missbraeuchlichem Sex gehabt hatte. Ich ging raus zur Kueche
und bemerkte dann das relativ klar das von Manfred eben
solche Stimulation von diesem Sex ausging.
Manfred hat ein Zimmer  wenige Meter von meinem in einem
Gasthaus und sass auf seiner Veranda. Ich sagte zu ihm das er
dies lassen sollte. Dabei war auch mein Aerger darueber zu
spueren. Er antwortete nur ich solle ihn in Ruhe lassen, er sei
am arbeiten. Das aergerte mich ebenfalls.
Die Stimulation von diesem Sex hoerte auf fing wieder an und
hoerte dann wieder auf. Dies war erfreulich
Ich war aber noch sauer und so fragte ich Manfred gelegentlich
ueber einen laengeren Zeitraum so oder so aehnlich:
Na klappt es mit deiner Ruhe? Ist es okay so?
Manfred beschwerte sich daraufhin ueber mich.
Ich fand das uebertrieben. Aber wegen kleineren Dingen kann
man auch schon Aerger bekommen.
Ich verkaufe mich  nicht allzu gut in solchen Situationen und
sehe dann nicht so gut aus.

I could not sleep last night early so I was in bed in the
morning. When I got up I was exhausted. This remained
much of the day. I could not do much. 

The last two days I felt miserable.
Any action was stress.
I had the last two nights stimulation of abusing sex.

                   
                          The serial griller

Ein Staat grillt seine Bürger mit einer Mikrowellen - Waffe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=259Ns3ZwDVk

I had the last three times asleep stimulation of abusing sex into
sleep. Once I could not go to sleep for half of a day, once
I was just exhausted. I notice a lot of programming related
to the German social democrats at the moment.

I had gain stimulation of abusing sex into sleep last tme asleep.

I had strong stimulation of abusing sex in the morning.
I assume people around did it.

Last time asleep I had heavy stimulation of abusing sex.
It has made me feel down for longer time. It may have
been psychic attacks by some asshole around,

The same day I wrote the last post I  was told to
leave the guesthouse I stayed.
No real reason I saw there. Just false accusations.
Repulsive was this from the owner.
Yesterday in another guesthouse  I got a headache
while trying to sleep.
I tried switching off the electricity. It worked.
This was in the middle of the night.
Next morning I had a problem with a neighbor
because of his lack of electricity and can't do
this further easily.

The place where I stay has a TV in the common room.
I noticed that strong stimulation of sadistic sex I have trouble to
 turn against the last days, seems to stem from it.
When I pull the plugs f antenna and electricity, I have  much less
 to do with feelings related to the sex I mentioned.
Radiation from TV had been a problem before, I am
electrosensitive That it is connected to such feelings was not yet
clear.
But  TV may also be used for staking purposes.

The plug for the electricity plugged in gives me alone a lot of
stress with this. I take the plugs out in the evening.
Strangely I found this day the TV just with this plug inside
as if anybody knew this effect on me. I do not think
watching TV without the antenna plugged in works, but I have
 to test this yet.

The day before yesterday in Had Yai and yesterday
in Georgetown stimulation of gay sex.
In Had Yai first shortly after 4 am in Georgetown
after 3 am in the night.
Both nights it went on longer time or was repeated.


 

I was again a little overly aggressive. I am irritable at the moment.

The last days I had several times stimulation and programming
of gay sex. This makes me weak during the day, it is painful
stressful. I am less active.

Last night I had strong stimulation and programming

of gay sex. I was hearing a car leaving but am not

completely sure as I just woke up; The man in room

one was awake. I could hear him.

I could no more go asleep this night because of this.

I haven't been doing anything the last days.
I just feel down. There has been
programming of lust to gay sex several
times. I notice influence of programming
to my mentality and try to deprogram it.
But they can quickly reprogram it.
The many talks I hear in my brain without
anybody near are information which my
brain stores and which influences me as well.

There was some programming  in sleep turning against my
independence and getting me to go to Germany apart from
some stimulation and programming of abusing sex.

It looks like there is a lot of control over my life now from
this western or Thai terrorists.

| had again programming of abusing sex into sleep,
I have a lot of work to deprogram it.

I had again programming of gay sex. It is programmed to
like men.
I seem to be at least a little sick and spent much of the day
in bed.

I had this time asleep very heavy programming of gay sex
yet I am not that much down than before.

Several days I had moderate stimulation of abusing sex.

Yesterday and today threats they would restart heavy

I have identified the stuff of the 3 times heavy attacks.

It was programming to a gay in a very short time a  lot

of programming. It knocked me off my socks for some

time. Now I have to get this stuff out again.

The whole stuff is a delicate topic to talk about.