Monday, October 20, 2014

Ich hatte fast die ganze letzte Zeit Stimulation von
missbraeuchlichemSex. Die Stimmulation war aber teilweise
auch recht schmerzhaft und an den Kraeften zehrend.

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

I recently tried to take up exercises again but my arthritis pain
finished my intentions for some leg exercises.
I have had all the time I have been in Thailand harassment.
The restart of harassment was announced and done in
Malaysia before.
I think my arthritis has to do with this terror.

Thursday, September 18, 2014

I had the last time mostly heavy sexual harasment
in sleep. The day before yesterday I had
involuntary body movements after such harassment
while sitting in an restaurant.
I read longer time on my kindle and noticed that
trouble starts to set in for my eyes even reading
on the e-ink screen. I had to do with blurred vision
which I had before mostly on computer screens.
The night after that I had no sexual harassment
but heavy programming in my dreams.
Last time asleep I noticed light stimulation of
abusing sex.

Tuesday, September 09, 2014

Last time asleep I had again heavy stimulation of abusing
sex. This contributes to being depressed.

Monday, September 08, 2014

Ich hoere Stimmen.
Ein Teil davon ist technisch induziert.
Der Einfluss des Terrors und der
Stimmen soll mich dem Willen der
Ausfuehrenden veraendern.
Einiges verstehe ich anderes
wahrscheinlich nicht.
Ich bin ziemlich gestresst.
Manchmal koennen meine
Augen einen Computerbildschirm
nicht mehr lesen.

Tuesday, September 02, 2014

I had today severe stimulation of abusing sex.
I a then down for some time.

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

I had hard stimulation of abusing sex in the morning.
It has been that heavy repeatedly that I do not much
afterwards during the day.

Saturday, August 23, 2014

The last days I had again heavy stimulation of abusing sex.
It was announced before.
In Thailand it is actually worse than it was before in
Malaysia but I am not sure about the source.

Saturday, August 16, 2014

I had heavy stimulation and programming of abusing sex last time
asleep.

Friday, August 15, 2014

The last two days stimulation and programming of abusing sex
was stronger than before.  That programming was influencing
my feelings during the day and made relating to people
sometimes difficult.

Friday, August 08, 2014

The last 2 days again stimulation of abusing sex.
What then happens is that people in my daily life
start to stimulate such.
That is how quite some  people are nowadays.
As soon someone has experienced some sort
of sexual abuse more and more people also want to
do such abuse.
May be they are envy that someone could have such
and they did not have yet.
I am not sure.

Saturday, August 02, 2014

I had the last days again stimulation of abusing sex
Yesterday it was very strong, today I was passive
some hours because of this. I can much worse simply
do things.

Saturday, July 26, 2014

Yesterday I had stimulation of abusing sex in sleep today
I had not.
This programming is very heavy, I have a lot of pain related
to it  and I can't get such programming easily out of my head.
Real terror is this.

Wednesday, July 23, 2014

The last three times asleep I had again stimulation of
abusing sex. I had again programming of gay sex.
I feel more symptoms of my arthritis.
The terror was announced in voices I hear.

Thursday, July 17, 2014

I had until 2 days ago several times asleep
stimulation of abusing sex. The last two
days no more. My eyes get better without the
stress. Before I had sometimes trouble to read
a big computerscreen but now I do not have
this. I wanted to write about it but forget.
Twice I had it before the WM final.

Wednesday, July 09, 2014

Yesterday I had one of the most massive gay programming ever
in sleep.
I notice acceptance programming towards mainstream and
programming to reject anarchism with which I sympathize.
Just a confirmation that the American led manstream is a 
highly criminal rule which is with this mind control technology 
even totalitarian It cannot be accepted or tolerated.



Sunday, July 06, 2014

I had voices that there would not be any terror
some days ago. And there was no.
Such I had before. And it was announced
when the terror restarted.
Such games I had repeatedly.

Wednesday, July 02, 2014

Two days ago I had stimulation of abusing sex
and I noticed some structures of democrats
in my head.
Yesterday was stimulation of abusing sex
which gave me stress afterwards.
Today I noticed very heavy programming to a gay.

I often have voices I should do something against
the terror I have. When I do something the stress
level increases that much so that I cannot go on.

Sunday, June 29, 2014


Tinkering with destiny: Scientists demonstrate control over preference and behavior through brain stimulation

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/045565_free_will_brain_stimulation_animal_behavior.html#ixzz3611B1rWO


out of it:

You can imagine all the ethical applications of such technology. Many of us prefer activities and substances that do us harm. And sometimes, liking harmful things is downright self-destructive. In fact, self-sabotage may be the universal, underlying mental dynamic that ruins lives.

If this technology were sufficiently developed, it may help people overcome the love of harmful substances, harmful people and even blatant self-harm. All of these are a frustrating yet very common part of many of our lives.

comment:

Seeing some problematic behavior of humans and use these to interfere 
with technology is not what should happen

The problems they want to take care about are not even understood.
For instance self-sabotage is better understood in the bigger picture 
of having been harmed, being entangled in a set of problems related
to such.

Don't forget, the solutions for such problems offered over such technology 
are in line with the desires and mental doctrine of the ruling  and getting
people in line is why they want to interfere in this way. 

Solutions for problems must been available without taking away 
freedom of the people. That means just supporting the peoples effort to
solve their problems on their own. and strictly keep ideology out.





Tinkering with destiny: Scientists demonstrate control over preference and behavior through brain stimulation

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/045565_free_will_brain_stimulation_animal_behavior.html#ixzz3611B1rWOat


Science is admitting such openly now

That is actually happening to me for a long time.
As far as I estimate it the means to do such are
used in Germany since the beginning of the nineties
on some larger scale.