Sunday, April 22, 2007

Today I watched the CNN report about the Virgina massacre. The relatives and others mourned the victims.
I thought a good mourning show. Yes, you need to do such a show it is custom over there. And a good show produces some sympathy which may be usful in future.
When it comes to MC Americans usually enjoy it. They enjoy the torture, the rapes, the manipulation, the brainwashing and the exploitation done to the victims. I personally have met a former FBI agent who openly with joy spoke about MC that at some point the victims can't take it anymore and break. I personally know Americans who I believe to be inside my MC and stay quiet.
The man who teaches yoga in the Mut Mee guesethouse in Nong Khai even tried to advertise his yoga classes in a way that seems to relate to knowledge about me gained by MC. In Bangkok an American started a talk with me and soon showed that he had illegal knowledge about me.
What about regulating this technology and restoring human rights and the rests of democracy you had?

But I believe it is rather American to go on feigning about human rights and silently enjoy the MC abuses.
This is American isn't it, ...mainstream it is for sure.

Friday, April 20, 2007

I had no gay programming during my last sleep but also attacks with stimulation of abusing sex which was exhausting. In Malaysia I had gay programming during sleep but also stimulation while awake and voices about it.
This terror is a huge strain on my life. I sometimes would like to write an article to this or that but often I end up not doing it also because of the burden. That is what the perps want I think. They exploit me by mind reading and keep me weak so that I cannot express myself and have the benefit of my knowledge and life the life I want. To my estimation MC is done by government around the world and others who have access to it also in Thailand. Bastards!!!
How should I respect authorities when I have to estimate things like this. But they don't mind victims like me usually have not the power to go against them.
There is not only the above as a consequence of MC to a target, there is a lot connected to this. I should speak about it later. This technology should not be used against the people and be forbidden and controlled.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Corruption in Thailand connected to Germany

Four years ago I stayed in a meditation monastery close to Sawi in Thailand. I left for some time and did other things for a while like following on the Internet a group of people who where involved with Psychiatry. This was interesting for me because it was tried to force me to a Psychiatrist for a examination in Germany, which afterwards could lead to being forcibly admitted to a closed ward.
When I came back to the meditation monastery the first night I stayed there I had massive pain and stress. I tried to build up shielding but a man close to my room complained about the noise which this made, so I could no more do much. The next day, still feeling very miserable I went to see the doctor in the hospital in Sawi. I explained him my symptoms. He did not do any examinations, he did not ask any questions. At once after I had finished speaking he offered me psychotropic drugs and nothing else. I said I would not take drugs for the mind and left.
The next day my lawyer contacted me by email and told me that I now could get my files from the prosecution in Darmstadt concerning the case which had lead to the conviction for a examination by a psychiatrist. He also made an offer to apply for an abatement of the action against me which would have cost me some hundred Euros. I did not react on this offer at that time.
Regarding the files of the prosecution, I had waited for these for months. Normally you can get such files in some days. I don't have this email anymore because the service was shut down on short notice.
I assume that the stress I had was harassment to support the acceptance for taking drugs and that this was supported by the doctor in Sawi and the German prosecution in Darmstadt.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

I am in Thailand again after I did not like to stay in Malsysia anymore but had massive sexual harassment in Had Yai. I have often been in Had Yai and had hardly such harassment before. But voices had announced that they would destroy the positive picture I had of this place.
I know that in Thailand quite a number of people know about this harassment MC and surveillance. I would appreciate some support, information or help against this crimes instead in indulging to enjoy them. Are such people to find in Thailand or does corruption dominate it in this area?

Friday, April 13, 2007

I had for long programming to stay or to go to Malaysia. This country is unfree so more possibilities for those who hunt me are there.
That they want me to have and stay in Malaysia could be a reason why the packet sent for me to the post office in Penang is not there. It should have arrived by two weeks ago. They may want me to wait for it which may take 2 months. I had as voice that I should wait for it and also in a talk with a Canadian.
What speaks against this is that I had a lot of harassment during sleep while in Penang and yesterday harsh gay programming which is everything else than inviting to stay in that country.
Yesterday I had a voice that I would get the packet now. I just had a talk with some travellers and said that I did not want to stay in Malaysia. It would be out of question.
We will see. I never know if the voice is right or not. there is always a lot of tricking involved as well as programming. Voices, technically induced, are information you store and which change your thinking and response to certain things when you do not deal with them consciously.

Such things are nowadays normal criminal mainstreamstandard.

I recognize and appreciate that descrimination towards me is considerably less in Malaysia compared to some years ago, but when I together with other things consider the trouble I had and have now, I don't to like to stay in this country for long.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

The yahoo-headline today

Where dating is dangerous
In a nation where premarital sex is illegal, how are people in Afghanistan pushing the limits?

My answer. I am a victim of hidden technology of the West which targets me with radiation. This includes to program me to a gay, and harass me in many ways. One example is to stimulate sex with violance which you cannot resist when you don't have shielding. I am not the only victim of this and often not believed when you speak about.
The allegeded freedom of the Western World is just as many things there an outrageous lie. Freedom is admitted publicly and by law but often taken away from the people in the back with sophisticated and or hidden means. With the globalisation they want to bring this chit to the last place in the world.

Monday, April 09, 2007

In the second last post I spoke about a packet I am getting in Penang and that I feared it would not be there. I visited the post office twice by now. The packet was not there and couldn't be tracked either by the post office. Tracking in the country of its origin was not possible at all for three days and then brought the last tracking dated to the 8th of March for the packet.
I am staying in Penang now for 5 days and had every morning hard sexual harassment during sleep. I increased shielding several times but only for a slow effect.
The last time I stayed at the same place I had hardly any attacks and could sleep without shielding, which I can do only in some places.
I had to shield the outlet for a TV antenna with a bunch of layers of shielding material, which I did not have before.
I had massive mind games last night and then I found out that strong radiation was coming from the room next to mine. I went past the room, stopped in front of it went back to my room and then measured no radiation coming anymore. There is probably a man doing harassment staying beside me or simply one jumping on my weaknesses.

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

I feared that something could happen to the packet I will collect in Penang because I have voices related to this and I had trouble dealing with this item before. That made me think that others may have interfered and may try it again. If I do not get an item in good condition I have to look for a proper answer. The item is insured, but only getting these means a lot of loss for me altogether 900 Malay ringit or some more or less. Exactly just getting the insurance is something what can happen because the fanatics don't want me to use this item.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Corruption in Malaysia

Last time when I was in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia I sent a registered letter and the same content as a fax to German officals. I went back to Penang and had there programming which I remembered when I noticed that both the fax and the registered letter never arrived in Germany. The programming had to do with not sending my items.
So they interfere in my life in Malaysia without asking and bring about trouble for me.

When I left Kuala Lumpur last time by bus I saw a big label with the following letters on it.

"The power to shape lifes." Then was a German Pharma company in connection with Malays mentioned.
People shape their lifes themselves. when they are in trouble or weak this possibility should not be removed from them.
When they are shaped by somebody else this is in the interest of those who do it, and this is against freedom, against basic human rights.
To my estimation exactly this is probably happening in Malaysia and cannot be accepted and must be changed. That could be a task of the Asean countries as well of the Malay people to screen the structures in Malaysia and to enforce freedom for the people.
If you don't do it there is a danger that Malaysia spreads its unfree system and Malays and also foreigners suffer from undesired interference with accordant consequences in their lifes.

Also in other countries like in Thailand there is interfered with my life but about this later.

In Penang I am going to collect a packet. I hope that goes well. I remember that I received a private packet from the postal service there which had been opened before and that probably people had snooped around it.

I called the post office Penang already and asked about the packet. A woman wanted to know a parcel number, I said 'moment I look it up'. She waited a little and then finished the call. I called again and gave her the number of the packet . After she had it she finished the call again.
I redialed, then I spoke to a man who said,' you have to dial the following number'. I wrote it down and repeated it to the Malay for confirmation. It was okay. Then I tried this number two times but got the message that this number was not valid.

Thursday, March 29, 2007

The programming I had in Surat Thani the last time was not that stressful like mostly but much more effective. I have much work to get rid of gay programming. It is that suddenly after such nights you think, feel or react different to one or several topics and you have to remove the new structures if you don't want to go the way programmers want. Voices say that they wanted to have it like this. It would be too much work for me to work out my abuse. This would be the quickest solution.

Two days before again I took a room in the hotel in Chaiya. This time very late, so that nobody checked in after me. But this happened in the morning. I was woken up by programming and radiation coming from room number 6 late in the morning. A young western woman was staying in this room.
I remember also having heard moving of furniture or staff in another room while half asleep.

Saturday, March 24, 2007

On Koh Pajam I spoke about not having much attacks in Surat Thani the last time. Now again there I had the last night severe ones again. Voices said they did not do it because they did not want it. But now it is known.
I understand my torture a little more. I signed up for a freedom newsletter.(http://www.freedom-force.org/)
But one Emailservice in UK and one in Israel I have did not get Emails from this service.
I looked for the site www.panafricaonline.com. It is no more there. It was a site for a Panafrican community and this is not desired in the times now where Europe and the US are conquering this continent for their own greed.
I looked for the site of the African writer Mukazo Mukazo Vunda who wrote a book about gangstalking he was and is alike me a victim of. His site is nomore accessible. You can download his free version of his book about covert warfare from other sites which I see as mainstreamcontrolled. Can I be sure to get the real version or one which is censored. Without the possibility to go to the writers site it is difficult to try to get his out of print version of the book in print again.

Thursday, March 22, 2007

I stayed one night in Chumphon after coming from Koh Pajam and had no attacks. Usually I had at the place where I stayed. Then in Chaiya I rented room number eight in the Hotel in the town there. I noticed strong radiation coming from room number ten, the room beside mine. The room was locked from outside its key was lying on a bench in the hallway. In the bathroom which comes after room 10 I did not foung strong radiation. These I could reduce considerably with my shielding in my room. Late in the evening some people checked in close to my room. I had strong programming during the night, but no sexual harassment. I checked out and in the evening in again. Now I had room number ten. I recognized no signs of radiation. That meant the source of radiation in my room the night before should have been coming from room number ten but it was removed the day after. In the evening I did not do much until I recognized radiation coming now from room eight which made me passive. I spoke to the German couple there and had afterwards no more problems also in the morning. The man did not recognize anything but I am quite sure that there were psychic attacks from one of them. You can easyly lie about psychic attacks because you cannot prove them easyly.

Monday, March 19, 2007

I was a week on Koh Pajam, a small island. The attacks there started the morning after the first night. I Did not have much shielding. The second night I had improved this and nearly no attacks came through. But the third stimulating of abusing sex was again strong and went on up to the end of the stay. They were the hardest I had the last time. I also tried to vary sleeping times but then sexual stimulating of abusing sex woke me before the time I wanted to get up.
I noticed a radiation source coming from the neighbor resort to the right when you look from Vijit bungalows to the sea. I had a ot of voices around this topic. First they did not want me to go to this island, because it is small and not hat they like. An airport would not be built there, big very expensive resorts would also probably not arise there. The beaches were more designed to be priviligued places not for people like you I also noticed.

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

I have bought something online the control terrorists don't approve of according to the voices I have. What happens? Several Emails sent from my google emailaccount to the seller and messages from him to me don't get to the destination
A year ago I bought some nice shirts in Bangkok. In Nong Khai I gave them to a tailor to change them. I never saw this person again.
Walking through Khao Sarn road in Bangkok I saw a girl who interested me. She was dressed in clothes you usually find with alternatives. I liked it. I stopped and pondered. A Thai approached me and started a talk. Then he looked in the direction the girl was sitting and finished the talk then. The girl had gone.
I had bought another shirt in Malaysia which was about the same style as such which I gave to the tailor. This is the only shirt I can't find anymore. I had also voices about this style and programming to buy something else.
That is MC for. And Thais seem to love to participate in this.
I assume that Muslims experience same things. So when the Thais think they can support to press people in shape I can say I understand that Muslims don't want to belong tho you. On the other hand Malaysia may be worse.

Monday, February 26, 2007

I had a lot o programming in my dreams and stimulation of abusing sex during sleep.
When I went into town I had a lot of unvoluntary body movements and stress again.
Then I may speak or act not in a mindful way which can bring me into trouble or bring about loss.
This is intended by MC. To produce a breakdown. In psychiatry there behind closed doors with specialists around they have the means to change people to the desire of those behind all.
(Hypnosis for instance)
This crimes are said to be government related. I say it is mainstreamrelated. On this way Psychiatry can be used as a political tool to eliminate opposition, to create slaves or followers for any institutions etc. The structure of psychiatry enables this. That is one important reason why psychiatry is the system most governments all over the world choosed to establish in the mental health area. Alternatives which are of much more help for those who are in mental trouble and which do not include such possibilities are marginalized. This is mainstream. With the mainstream it is everywhere like this. If you don't want such miserable politics people should learn to oppose the mainstream as a whole.

Saturday, February 24, 2007

I have spent about a month close to the guesthouse Jomannee in Nong Khai. It was a hard time with a lot of attacks and stress. But I refer some o this to my MCS and electorsensivity.
Once while walking in this area two smaller kids unleashed a bigger dog. It barked only but I was scared at first. There is some probality that the fact they did this to me had to do how the parents thought about me.
There I had no programming to a social democrat.
The north east of Thailand is said to be in favor of Thaksin.
I am now in the south and have a lot programming to a social democrat again. Terror is not that hard.
In the south the majority is said to prefer the democrats.
Are this political parties linked worldwide? Just an idea, there may be much I do not know what can lead to other conclusions.

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Possibly as an answer that I criticized the social democrats two days ago, I had stimulating of abusing sex today and additionally programming to a social democrat which I also had some years ago. A typical smiling social democrat is in my mind connected to abusing sex.
With typical social democrat I mean a world class truth twister and a permanent fiddler who despises everything in human life and is only interested in getting power over everything.

These attacks are unfortunately possible despite a lot of shielding. Probably I only can get some stress out of the attacks. When more severe attacks are able to reach meI may be sitting around for longer time and doing nothing.

Now I want to warn against such an organisations like the social democrats in Germany, Labour in England or similar ones elsewhere.
For me these organisations belong to the most dangerous ones for human freedom and a human future.
As their dream is to build a society with institutions and regulations which enable the total control of everyone, which reduce people to puppets for the ruling with no possibility to escape.
When you look at western medicine, Psychiatry and the soical system the which is control orientated you see they are going ahead quickly with their goals.
The fact that psychotronics are not an important issue to discuss about that even documents about this were removed from the National Library of Amerika the last years is another hint in this direction. The use of Psychotronics helps the mainstream a lot ahead in shpaing people to their desires.
The democrats are this not doing alone but they are one important force inside this no matter what they say.
They are world class liars and fiddler. Without knowledge you won't even recognize this.

They aren't an alternative for anything. They are good for nothing.

This should be seen and alternatives must be developped instead of giving in in their dominance.
I know this necessity for more than 25 years. But how difficult it is to develop alternatives and how dangerous this party actually is shows that I am a target of hidden weapons and it is tried to force me into social democracy.

Friday, January 12, 2007

I am three days in Thailand now and had massive sexual harassment during sleep. Last time like so often it happened shortly before my alarm clock rang.
The chicanery can destroy any advancement in my development out of my abuse.
Voices want me to bring to live the abuses instead going out of them. It would be too much work what I want.
Some years ago I had voices which said that it would only be possible to get me working for the Antisocial Facists in Germany (code name social democrats) by using my abusing past for their programming.
And that is what often happened. Affection to Germany was long time based on programming related to my positive feelings which were also connected to my abuse. It was programmed during sleep in my mind with stimulating of abusing sex. The positive feelings connected to a abuse make it more difficult to get out of it.

I intended to articulate me politically the last time but the stress is too much with the terror.