I noticed repeatedly some success of programming me. I sat in a restaurant the TV running. A Bruce Willis movie was shown. Some years ago I was bored by his movies and said on one occasion. Minor juvenile offenders should be punished by making them watch a Bruce Wilis film in full length. Now I felt admiration for him and watched the film. I recognized later that there was influence.
Some days ago I was in my room in the guesthouse where I stay and was stressed by repeated terror in the nights. I assumed only, I did not check enough that the terror was coming from some Britains around and sweared that Britain should sink into the ocean. Such a statement is also due to programming. I like British people on the whole I hate that they participate in the gangstalking and MC system. But only a part of the population knows and supports this system. Such a general statement which is only negative I wold not have made some  time ago.

The last days in Phnom Penh I had hard attacks. Last night I woke up early in the morning and checked with my means if there was radiation coming from any direction. It was from the left if you stand in front of my room and stopped a few seconds later as usual. But my means to detect are not reliable, so it is not sure if it was from there. Later I noticed massive programming. Gay programming. Programming to accept it. I was down for some hours and need a long time to deprogram. That is apart from the damage they do the time they steal.
Like now when I was the first time in Phnom Penh I had a hard time. It is just not a good place for me.
Unfortunately there are quite some Cambodians who then when I am hurt jump on the wounds so that I sometimes think there may be quite some Cambodians supporting the abuse. If it is like this Cambodia does not deserve support itself.

I stay in another guesthouse in Phnom Penh. Again hard sexual harassment during sleep. In this area Cambodia is not good.

I stay in Koh King II guesthouse in Phnom Penh. In the evening when I arrived at the guesthouse I was received by one man of the staff starting psychic attacks by the woman receiving the money emotionally with a little contempt. They probably have to do with the psychic attacks during sleep. I had it already before in Koh Kong that the staff was probably inside. Disgusting.
That is life as a guest in Cambodia when you are vulnerable. I won't forget to say that I meet friendly people there, but the others turn my days to the bad or very bad.

I had massive programming to accept abusing sex the last days. I changed my room and went to a guesthouse in an area where nearly only cambodians stay.
But the sexual harassment during sleep was even worse  than before and Cambodians are probably  in it.  May be it is the same like in many countrys (Europe, Thailand, Malaysia..) that Cambodia has a hidden terrorsystem which can be activated at any time against anyone without the public  knowing anything and that the government supports actions against me.
May be many of the Cambodians are like quite some Malays who don't accept sexual self determination and support to press me in their desired form of sexuality. May be they are chronical abuser or support chronical abuse. 
Or is it just easy to corrupt the people close to me where I stay to get such terror done.

I am not pleased about people in Phnom Penh because I have a lot of sexual abuse during sleep and have to assume that not only foreigners have to do with this. That Cambodians are like this has also to do with the fact that they were a western colony like Malaysia and act towards deeply hurt people according to European Standards. Once you are deeply hurt or do not function properly over longer time it is likely that you get permanently abused and exploited. That is the European Standard for such people protected for instance by the social democrats in Germany behind their hypocrisy about help. Is it also Cambodian standard?
A positive judgment about Cambodia is only possible if the abuse stops if you do not comply with European Standards.

Again stimulation of abusing sex.
There is another problem related to this.
In the guesthouse where I stay people feel my increased vulnerability and tend to turn against me. I had it in Koh Kong that the staff of a guesthouse also stimulated this and now again where I stay in Phnom Penh.
Like usual people are ready to join abuse but help you won't get. Miserable. That is how the people are in Asia. But Europeans are much worse. There is not a bit of a chance for me. The highest that may be a small one I thought I would have in Asia. But when they all fall to the abusers the chance for me will not be there.
Well, That Cambodia is corrupt I knew before.
To inform others about places where is some probablity that the environment supports the abuse I mention the following places in Cambodia.
Koh Kong guesthouse Koh Kong.
Royal guesthouse Phnom Penh

Today was massive stimulation of abusing sex. it is a face with enthusiasm programmed related to abusing sex. I am in heavy stress nearly all the time.

I had two days off torture in Phnom Penh. Today it was again. Voices anounced it yesterday.

I had again a bad night, one to which you say the following day is already over. Later I noticed massive progamming of positive feelings related to abusing sex. Voices also say already for a longer time, that without this abusive sex they can't win again me. Some time ago I had a ad in the inbox of my gmail email account which referred to the book: "My way to a sex sklave" I do not know how this ad should be related to me in another way than MC. The googlers certainly know.

I can't access my Indian Email, a quite big provider, but I can my American. Is this the way to make people have an American one?

I am now for some days in Koh Kong in Cambodia. The first days severe harassment then less but tonight it was again massive. I have to assume that there are people who know in Koh Kong. and it is no a ood sign for the town that such things find support there. Once I complained about psychic attacks and soon a offical observed the situation. In my room I got loud about radiation and the next day police was sitting in the restaurant when I got up. Suppression aid from the police? May be. I had this suspicion also once in Thailand. I is anyway often a danger that the police is your enemy when you have little money or are counted to minorities. After this events I think Koh Kong just does not deserve much tourists though I met nice people there.

I have massive stimulating of abusing sex nearly all days in Bangkok. I perceive that acceptance or positive feelings to abusing sex are being programmed. A lot of stress for me.

I came to Bangkok some days ago and recovered a little at first. My room in the South is hard to stay at. Despite shielding I had strong sexual harassment tow nights ago and changed the room. But again strong sexual harassment and additionally massive exhaustion after the night.

I am in Bangkok now. The first night was completely without harassment. The first since long. Then it started again. Programming in my dreams stimulation of abusing sex, permanent stress with radiation in my room. In Bangkok I usually had few harassment when I was there the last years.

Some days ago I had a rape. Sex with violence was induced.
A horrible event I do not know how long I will suffer from it.
Voices even said I should get used to it.


Yesterday evening I left my flat in Chaiya and went by bicycle to a shop. When I entered the road several motorbikes overtook me. I did not feel well about that feared something might happen. After I was in the shop I went back to my flat on my bike. Quickly after I started to ride the same. Several motorbikes overtook me at the railway tracks. They may have been stalkers to intimidate me.

So I ask the people of Chaiya who have seen this and to try to remember who the people were who did this and tell me and help me to get information out of them or care themselves about the people. They may be also a threat to you. Though I cannot be absolutely sure about this, there is a high probability that I estimate this people right.

This people may be connected to a government related terrorsystem which can turn against anyone in the country. I read once a report that also Thaksin used a basher against the democracy movement. For me it looked like this man belonged to a government related gang stalking system . The government has all over the country people accessible to do harassment actions or more for it which are not covered by any laws. The whole thing may hide behind national security, but actually the terror is also used to serve special interests and goes against the basic human rights of the targets. It is in the interest of the Thai people that this system gets unveiled and destroyed.
They as well can be and probably are targets of this system.

I slept yesterday in the norning without closing the shielding and did not have that much stress.
Last night I did and had very hard harassment. Voices said before I should not do it.They did not want it. But I did. I notice stress coming from one direction which I am not able to shield yet.

The poeple I meet in Chaiya are mostly nice this is what I enjoy. But I had again that sort of hidden harassment which is able to destroy me.

In Chaiya where I am now there are no foreigners so Thais are doing this.


So are Thais to me in Thailand for no visible reason. Not much about Thailand isn't it.


There are a bunch who are nice but in fact I have that hard harassment from Thais in several places all over the country. I also have to assume that a certain number of Thais knows what is going on and keeps quiet, say it different they silently support a enslavement or destruction of mine. So when I take the nice people and the disgusting ones together and look how I fare in Thailand I come for me to the following judgement at least for the last time.


The Thais are nice people? Bullchit, they are bastards!


I won't hide that this sort of harassment also happens to me in other countries but the people there are anyway not 'in danger' to be called nice. (Germany, Malaysia...)

That they were nice people is history.

May be Thailand is going along the globalisation of certain unhuman standards coming from America or Europe and gives up its superior level which they had in some areas.

It is not only my opinion. Two other foreigners who know Thailand for 20 years also said they they have turned a lot to the worse.

Now I had hard sexual harassment and programming during sleep which makes you think "I don't like to do anything for some time.....I am exhausted". The programming is like you feel loosing your face, there is trying to shape the personalty.

I stay in Chaiya some days now. I encounter mostly friendly people but in my direct living environment I don' feel well. I had most days sexual harassment the last time harder one.

After the last post the sexual harassment switched from such with violence to gay programming. Two times it was severe. It gives me trouble in daily life. it is a lot of pain and stress. I need a lot of time to deprogram it and it is hard to keep up with it. Many also step on my freshly open wounds so I have stress additionally as soon as I am with people.
There is massive additional programming. Again they want to make me to a social democrat. A special mentality is tried to be put in my head. The heavy terror I have helps to get this stuff in my head and also to stay there. When I was in Nong Khai in a meditation monastery I had this also very hard that they tried to get their social democratic bullchit in my head.
In Thailand I have this heavy terror repeatedly since about 2 1/2 years. Before I had longer times without terror or few in Thailand.