I had three days in Suan Mokh stimulating and programming of gay sex during sleep.
Now in my flat I had the last time asleep in the morning stronger stimulating of abusing sex.

I had last night programming in my dreams and a lot of stimulation of abusing sex in Suan Mokh. Probably MC but in the morning I noticed someone close also involved in psychic attacks.

I am staying at Suan Mokh. Two nights ago I had again strong stimulation of abusing sex. I am quite sure it was MC.
The last night I stayed in Chaiya then not in Suan Mokh.
Voices want to get me out of Suan Mokh. I do a lot of meditation there. And this meditation is that strong support that it prevents that they can destroy me at the moment.
So they have to get me out. I haven't done that much meditation the last four years because MC prevented this. After lunch I went to a internet cafe at Suan Mokh. It started raining heavily and did not stop for hours. so I can't go to my meditation place.

Mindcontrol (Geisteskontrolle) und LIDA auf CNN

http://waves.lima-city.de/joomla/filme/100-mindcontrol-und-lida-auf-cnn.html

daraus

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. Der militärische und geheimdienstliche Nutzen einer solchen Technik liegt auf der Hand.
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Mein Kommentar:

Auch Bevoelkerungskontrolle, neue Sklaverei und Ausbeutung ist wahrscheinlich schon ein taeglicher Nutzen fuer Organisationen die Zugang zu solchen Waffen haben wie eben politische Parteien. Ich nehme wahr das ich zum Sozialdemokraten programmiert werden soll.

This evening was tried to program in my mind. It was programming to obey a special political system. (the top to bottom centered totalitarian system of the red pest or the generally mainstream system?). That would mean finishing freedom.

I recognized also psychic attacks coming from monks in the dharma hall close to the dorm where I stay in Suan Mokh now.
I had a lot of sexual harassmen of monks in Suan Mokh over the years. Why are these people generally respected people.

I had massive gay programmming during sleep this morning. Possibly psychic attacks. Or MC I do not know.
I tried to talk about this topic but there is no understanding. They just blame me.
Some of the weakest talks I ever had about psychic attacks. It does not make sense to talk to them about this topic anymore. It probaly has to do that some like this form of discrimination and or do not accept me as a person may be others don't understand the topic.

Today strong sexual harassment. I have assumptions who did it. Repulsive.

I had this time asleep strong programming of abusing sex. This destroyed conversation today because this is just there the mind tends to go there and drags others into it during conversation. I spent a lot of time in bed the last two days. Yesterday I was told during a massage that I probably had fever. Ah, that was the reason for this but not the only one.
I also recovered from attacks which had brought me down while sleeping long. But yesterday morning new attacks destroyed this effect.

This night was again sexual harassment.
During the day I feel weak. I sleep very long. Sometimes to walk is stress for me. I have difficulty sticking with meditation.
Possibly there is not much future for me anymore.

The last time asleep I had strong programming in my dreams which I would call brainwashing because new structures were tried to set in my brain.
I was and still am exhausted from this. I have been lying down repeatedly longer time during the day. Sometimes my movements are affected from the terror.
The difference to the past is that there was no direct sexual harassment.
This seems to have stopped some weeks ago in Malaysia in Ipoh after a story I tell separate. Well it can start again at any time but I hope not.

I had very strong stimulation of abusing sex during sleep in Suan Mokh today.
Every sex I do not want to have stimulated is abusing sex.
Through the strong stimulation others also start to stimulate and I get a very bad day.

Today I had what I had many times. In the guesthouse somebody had checked in beside me I was woken up in the early morning by any radiation then something in the room beside me fell to the ground. Usually I feel stressed and in pain because the whole thing included harassment over radiation in any way. I did not feel that bad at that moment but harassment effects show sometimes later. IF I went to the police and accused the person of harassment and the person denied everything and there are no devices in the room obviously for this I would be there making claims without base.
Nevertheless is such harassment important to address but I do not yet know how.

I went to sleep again after some time and had some pain when I woke up. The source I do not know It may have been programming or my allergies to something around me.

Once heavy stimulation of abusing sex in Had Yai. I still suffer from it. In Surat also stimulation of bad sex.

This time asleep I had very strong of programming of abusing sex and some stimulation of such. The programming gives me a lot of trouble. It was the most severe programming for a long time. During the day also voices to press me to a social democrat. The voices said they could act also much stronger but that would be dangerous. Once in Penang I was not even able to move my hand in a certain direction and there were als voices about the topic.

If the organised harassment I had in Thailand should stop or I get support to get it stopped I would be trying to be helpful in the crisis and I think I may have to say something useful.

I had four sexual stimulations of sex with violence which I would call rapes because of their dimension the last time I was in Thailand.

If police investigations I possibly will ask for will go similar disappointing ways like in the link below I will think of ways to answer this.

Multiple Farang Deaths in Phuket
http://www.bangkokpost.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=21&t=1844

What I speak about has to do how I am treated.

I had some reprogramming not stimulation of abusing sex.

I stay some time already in Ipoh. I quite often like today spent nearly the whole day in bed. Today there was nearly no harassment, but I notice a lot of mental stuff of the social democrats. I am not sure if all it brainwashing from the recent past or old stuff which got into my head as a child.

I felt miserable today spent a lot of time in bed today. Harassment was announced yesterday evening and it happened. But there are also my sensibilities again involved. I notice something which looks like brainwashing again.

I had stimulation of abusing sex again. I was woken up with it. I tried to find out. To my perception it was probably a customer in the postal office beside the place where I stay, but I was not able to find out who.
A restaurant is in the same house where I stay. Later some stimulation came from there.

I had programming in my dreams today which made me weaker. I recognize that it should me hinder to do what I want. The last time there has been also been set some structures in my brain by any means over radiation. This happened against my will without my knowledge and brings about stress, pain and a lot of work of deprogramming.
Voices say I should not be that uncritical and try to throw out all I notice. I think it is right. Terrorist's stuff should not be in my head.