Zwei Naechte in Penang und zweimal Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem Sex. Heute war aber noch mehr.
Ich war richtig zerschlagen als ich aufstand. Was das war merke ich wohl wieder spaeter.

Ich hatte so ungefaehr die letzten beiden Jahre nicht mehr so viel meditiert. Jetzt stelle ich fest das da Programmierungen sind die mich davon abhalten.

Ich hatte wieder Stimulation von mussbreuchlichem Sex waehrend des Schlafes in Chaiya. Ich war gluecklich darueber das meine Allergien nach Jahren mich kaum noch plagten, aber jetzt verstaerkten sie sich  wieder.

ich hatte mit einer Art von Sex zu tun die leidvoll fuer mich war  und ich bin froh  das ich nach Jahren emotionaler Arbeit  innerlich Distanz zu diesem habe.
Was mich fertigmacht ist das versucht wird diesen nicht gewollten also missbraeuchlichen Sex rezuprogrammieren.

I have programming to a social democrat. There is also arguing to follow this terror organisaton.
Fortunately there is no terror at the moment. But this has a reason. My health is comprimised.

I had such hard harassment today in sleep that I did not do much the day. I intended to but I just lied down or sat down most of the day. It was worse than once in Singapore in once.
Voices say they want to destroy me. sometimes they say why don't you travel there or there. With that the countries is Asia certainly get more money from me.
It is probable that they will try to destroy me and make a lead a life they accept. That would be in a home for disabled.
I have decided not to go alife there. I hope I am consequent enough. I do not know if I can stand the terror. Voices threaten to do this terror some days until I can't move anymore. And in Malaysia they would do something in a hospital to me. Just voices or more. I do not know.
Thailand is probably a miserable country for me to go to. They only accept you when you fit into their heads. If not you get immideately rejection. Some idiots behavior which is spread so to say Thai standard. I anyway have decided not to learn from Thais. I have had a lot of negativity in Thailand.
the next days will show if they will destroy me or if it was just voices. But in the place where I am now in Chaiya there is a bunch of idiots around and some of which support and supported this heavy terror also in the past.
I do not know how to find out and survive.

I have hard brainwashing in Thailand now.
Hard programming to a gay.
Hard programming to accept mainstream medicine and not going for natural solutions.
Hard programming to a German social democrat.

The reason they do this. is much programming is that i politically do not agree
with the social democrats. So they have to make me believe in their ideas
like mainsteam medicine.
I hope I get this out of my head
But I hope more people see what a tyranny the west actually is behind its lies.

I proabably have to leave Thailand and go to a county which is not in line with the mainstream
and do not support such that easily. To many Thais gave actually also a chit for human rights to
my experience and enjoyed harassing me. So I do not wonder that I have this chit again.

yesterday I looked up something on the Internet I wanted to buy. I selected one item and wanted to pay it, the Internet connection then interrupted and finished.
Today I looked up the same item but they were everywhere 25 to 50% more expensive.

Not long ago I lost quiet some money because also there was some tricking on the Internet. There is large scale manipulation of the Internet and other stuff including the precious metals market which can be done only by very powerful people and groups like governments.

So one of the most important tasks for the people is to get governments much more under control. It is important to leash government members. That is what people have to learn and execute to escape tyranny.

Soleilmavis’ case summary on mind control torture and abuse

http://peacepink.ning.com/profiles/blogs/soleilmavis-case-summary-on-mind-control-torture-and-abuse

I have every time asleep in Georgetown in Penang stimulation of abusing sex.

I had stimulation and programming of abusing sex this time asleep in Penang.
I notice the landlady has a negative attitude towards me this may be support to allow or support harassment.

I had stimulation of abusing sex and severe programming to a gay last time asleep.

The last days I had again stronger stimulation of abusing sex during sleep. I feel sick during the last time. But going to the doctor makes no sense. He will shortly listen and then describe painkiller and antibiotics.

I had three days stimulation of sex with violence during sleep but now two day no more of such.

I slept this time in Singapore. I had hard stimulation of abusing sex and needed hours to recover partly from it.

I assume it was psychic attacks from peoples minds which I have from sometimes from some idiots but I can be organized harassment. That my vulnerability is abused for this purpose. Psychic attacks I call when someone contacts me over energy not by touching or talking. You feel it if someone stimulates sexual feelings with you. If the person stimulates bad feelings you get stress you will feel that more or less.
During sleep the effect is much worse because the human body is 10 times more vulnerable to radiation than awake.

I had voices which said up to now I did not have harassment in Singapore but now they would try. Well, I had sexual harassment during sleep before in Singapore. Such harassment is difficult to catch because it is over human radiation.
I welcome any hints which lead me to getting those who did it. In the morning there were several people repeating such humiliating contact but I do not know who did the hard ones. Hints are welcome. Humans can sense such stuff.

Electronic stimulation of such feelings is is also possible. I know it is. I caught it already. But I do not know enough to go against it and protect against it.

I had again stimulation of abusing sex and programming of acceptance of gay sex. Thought Reform is tried in Melacca. And some things make me assume that people here are involved.

When I then the next day after such programming go to a restaurant in some it is like this that people start to stimulate gay related feelings much more than on days I did not have such programming. Sometimes then I react aggressive in a way which is not complete proper. I try to improve this. When I get to feel unasked gay feelings from people I do not know I think I will not necessarily be friendly then just clearer in my expression that I do not want such.

I had massive programming of accepting abusing sex and even going for it myself in Melacca.

The last days again stimulation of abusing sex every time during sleep.
Melaka is one of the worst places if not the worst I have met the last time related to sexual harassment. Such harassment seems to be an integrated part in this city.

I had again stimulation of abusing sex during sleep.

I had last time asleep again stimulation of abusing sex. I spent much time of the day in bed.

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I am since over 16 years a target of something which comes from anywhere, I can't hear it, I can't see it, I can't smell it, I just feel it. Pain, programming of my mind, stimulation of abusing sex. I hear also voices, which I think are not my own.

Authorities you cannot talk to about this. You may be labeled insane. But such stuff exists and is extensively abused on many people. I have in this forum published a list of over 1000 people who complained about this. But there are many more, because many do not do any activism about this or ate organized elsewhere.

We need public support. Investigations are necessary. But there is the problem that I noticed in Germany several police officer inside the terror.

It is not easy to go ahead with this problem.

Es sieht so aus als ob ich Programmierung haette bestimmte Zeitungen zu lesen. Erwuenscht ist bei dieser Programmierung zum Beispiel der Spiegel nicht erwuenscht ist zum Beispiel die jungewelt (kommunisten)