Sunday, February 22, 2015

Since I spoke about my allergies connected to the
stimulation of sadistic abuse such stimulation has
become little.
Still I had ongoing stress in sleep including
stimulation of unwanted sex.
In Thailand stimulation of other  humiliating sex
also gay sex was strong the last days and horrible
the last time asleep. 
I suffer the whole day from it. I feel  rather weak.
This abuse worsens my eyesight.To improve
my eyesight and my. arthritis I should avoid stress
but I can't because of the ongoing abuse.
Voices say they want to destroy me now. But what
they say changes like the wind in many but not all 
aspects.
I hope they change in this respect.
Allergies probably play a role in causing stress
related to it.



Saturday, February 07, 2015

I had last time asleep massive programming of sm sex,
which brings me in trouble with myself.

A lot of programming and stress had  in the other
place I stayed first in Penang.
but at the place where I am now I have had  also
repeatedly stimulation of abusing sex..

Monday, February 02, 2015

I had most of the last time stimulation of abusing sex.
The last time asleep it was very strong.

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

I have had last time asleep stimulation of abusing sez
and massive programming of such.
Harassment itself was announced.
I am through the stress weaker have pain in the left chest.

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

i had today again sexual harassment which was not happening
much the last weeks.

Friday, January 09, 2015

I notice programming to an social democrat
The programming could be old or new.
I have programming to no more see
organic farming and foods as important.

A few weeks ago my allergies peaked.
I had developed them because of
ongoing stimulation of sm sex.
The stimulation of such stopped.
But I have further ongoing
stimulation of gay sex.
When there is a lot of such
this can lead to burn out.

Wednesday, January 07, 2015

The whole  last time, several weeks, I was
bad off and could not do much.
The last days it is better I can do again.
I am not sure about what is MC and
what is sickness.

Sunday, December 28, 2014

I had again sexual harassment in the morning into sleep.
There was also programming into my dreams.

Thursday, December 18, 2014

I had the last days stimulation of abusing sex into sleep.
Once I had a day off. I felt well. This day I wrote
something negative about America in my blog just
as a draw.
The next day harassment went on.

Friday, December 12, 2014

I had again stimulation of abusing sex which brings me down
during the day.

Saturday, December 06, 2014

I had stimulation of abusing sex into sleep last night. It
was announced before by voices.These announced
such again. Such stimulation and programming
brings me in trouble the following day.
Due to stimulatiion of SM sex for years now
allergies have gone worse and can be a threat.

Wednesday, November 26, 2014

I had harassment in sleep last night.
 After it started sleep was over.
Later there was sexual harassment.
Suspects are the women staying in
the guesthouse where I stay.

Sunday, November 16, 2014

The last days I had in Thailand and Malaysia
stimulating the same kind of sexual abuse into
sleep. With such the sun does not shine in my
life. With this stress and pain it is just dull.
This is ongoing much of the last 19 and a half
years. I have become sick over this.
Arthritis, eye problems, depression, stomach
problems.

Saturday, November 08, 2014

German Editor Turned CIA Whistleblower: "Democracy in Germany Is Merely an Illusion"


http://russia-insider.com/en/germany_media_watch/2014/11/08/12-35-23pm/german_editor_turned_cia_whistleblower_democracy_germany

Ich wuerde es auch so sehen,

Die Demokratie wird von zwei Parteien beherrscht, das Land
eigentlich von diesen zwei Parteien durch und durch gepraegt.
Fast alles was ihre Konzepte nicht reinpasst kommt nicht durch,
Kleinere und neu auftretende Parteien werden in
 grossem Umfang in weitgehende Anpassung gepresst  dort wo
 sie es nicht sind oder z,B. durch Unterwanderung in diese gebracht.
Die Gruenen zum Beispiel unterstuetzten Zwangsbehandlung
in der Psychiatrie. Dort werden Drogen verwendet die
im zweistelligen Prozentbereich Krankheiten wie zum
Beispiel Alzheimer erst verursachen.

Die beiden grossen Parteien sind in ihrem Wesen nach
nicht demokratisch und versuhen auch deshalb dem Land
eine diktatorische Fuehrung zu geben.

Weil ueberall alles versucht wird zu regulieren nach schwaez-
roten Konzepten ist diese diktatorische Fuehrung
moeglicherweise dichter und teilweise schlimmer ist als in
tradittionelle Diktaturen von irgendwelchen Herrschern.
Ich produziere fuer diese Erscheinung einen "Fachbegriff":;

Deutschland ist "schwarz-rot-gestoert"! 

Dieses Syndrom der Schwarz-rot-gestoertheit  tritt
vorwiegend in den Laendern der westlichen
Hemisphere mit einer parlamentarischen Demokratie
auf in national unterschiedlicher Ausfuehrung und
Auspraegung

Wodurch ein Land aber erst zu einer totalen
Diktatur wird und jede Opposition zerstoert wird
sind der Einsatz von Geisteskontrollwaffen.
Mit diesen Waffen werden die Gedanken der
Menschen beobachtet, es werden Stimmen  ins
Hirn gesandt, es werden Gedanken nicht stimmlich
gesandt. Diese kann man nur schwere als fremd
erkennen, es wird in den Schlaf
programmiert. Es wird missbraeuchlicher Sex
programmiert und stimuliert,.verbal schikaniert
der Koerper zum Zappeln gebracht und anderes.
Ziel bei den ganzen Bemuehungen ist wohl der
Mensch wie die Ausfuehrenden es wollen.

Die totale Diktatur ist schon da.

Diejenigen die nicht durch andere Kotroll und
Lenkungsmittel in den erwuenschten Bahnen und
Formen laufen werden dann Opfer von
Geisteskontrollwaffen.

Die Politik in den westlichen Demokratien nutzt
diese Waffen statt sie so zu regukieren das Gefahren
fuer die Bevoelkerung ausbleiben,
Dadurch werden die Schwarzen und die Roten zu
Terrororganisationen.
In einer solchen Groesse hat es wahrscheinlichh
solche noch nicht gegeben.

Ich bin uebrigends ein Opfer dieser Waffen aber
auch von Stalking
Ich weiss nicht wie ich da rauskommen soll.

Aktiivismus:

http://www.covertharassmentconference.com
http://www.eucach.org
http://www.stopeg.com


Wednesday, November 05, 2014

I had yesterday heavy stimulation of abusing sex over hours.
I had such also several times the last time.
Voices said, their gangstalkers would have done it.

Friday, October 31, 2014

the last thre days there was stimulation of abusing sex
but I not sure about much my allergies play a role in this.

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

I had hard stimulation of abusing sex into sleep.
This was announced.
Voices say it will go on.
Thais around are probably involved.

Monday, October 27, 2014

Ich hatte wieder schwerere Stimulation von missbraeuhlichem
Sex in den Schlaf. Der Tag heute war dann wie so oft mit Stress
und Schmerzen beladen.

Saturday, October 25, 2014

I had last time asleep programming and stimulating of
abusing sex in sleep.
I get in trouble with me after such like today.

Thursday, October 23, 2014

The last two days I had strong programming in
my dreams and stimulation of abusing sex in
my sleep.