The following is about the 18 september
Last night in the morning I had programming in my dreams. The dream was about to show me beeing an English teacher and doing bad. It was connected to abusing sexual stimulation. I felt sick the last two days and so I laid in bed long and did not my usual English lessons. These days I did not have attacks. Yesterday I started again learning and the following morning I had the attacks above mentioned. The attacks were early in the morning so I went to sleep again. But I was woken up some time later by pain, again external influence.