Yesterday I slept in Chaiya and woke up okay in the morning . I went to sleep again and woke up some time afterwards feeling miserable, which remained to a big degree the whole day.
Today I slept in Surat Thani and woke up in a bad condition again. There is probably a rat in Hotel Phanfa, where I stay like in Chaiya because I noticed severe programming.

This hidden influence is meant to change important aspects of my life. It hinders my getting out of my sexual abuse because it is reprogrammed it tries to install dependancy, listen to orders trust and so on.