I wrote that I had hard harassment in Malaysia before. It was not always of the hard sort.
But today I woke up miserable. I had stimulation of abusing sex and also programming of such . The latter may be the case to some degree when it is stimulated while asleep.
Malaysia is not a good place for disabled people like me. There is always support for any harassment. But there are not many good places for me. Every thing goes down to American or European Standards in this idiotic globalisation.