I had some terrible days apart from the last. the programming of abusing sex was that hard that I think they want to enforce it. Sure, when they program long enough and hard enough they can do it.
I notice the last time that I have often pain on the left side of the chest where the heart is. It is then when I have any stress. It does no more have to be severe stress. Moderate can bring this about.Maybe my body can't take it anymore. I am somewhat resistant to go to a doctor.
In Thailand they are sometimes in the terror against you. I don't trust Thais no more much anyway.
I have to assume that information about me is readily given to any place. I am completely fed up with this but how to change it?