Yesterday I woke up after sleep and was already exhausted. I did not notice stimulation of abusing sex. But soon later I noticed massive programming. That strong I for sure did not have this often before. It was that strong that it is hard to resist. It is just a strong programming of enjoying abusing sex, that strong that it covers the negative sides of it. I was shocked about this it is also very traumatising. I did a lot of deprogramming and still have to do. The day before this I had strong programming of another sort of abusing sex and a lot of work with it.
With these repeated massive programming and traumatising they can break people. You just can't get behind to work it out and are finally overburdened.
This is sophisticated terrorism and it is said that the governments were the culprits.