I am in Singapore for some days. Yesterday asleep I had again stimulation of abusing sex over any radiation. Half asleep I noticed it. I did not manage to get out of the bed to go after the stimulation. This whole stuff I had many times.
This abuse invites others also to connect to me on this abusive way and makes me shy away from much contact. I cannot concentrate easily and read. It is painful and stressful. I feel pretty much down and also angry. But I can't direct my anger to the source. I do not know it.
I had a lot of voices. "The rats would now disappear in their holes.Malaysia would have admitted harassing and subduing mental sick, the Thais would now not doing this, they would like to fall to the winner." and so on and so on.