I had today stimulation of abusing sex and programming. I feel worse than the days before. I walk means stress in my mind. I had yesterday a talk in my mind in which they announced getting harder with me. but I never know if the voices are serious or not.

Some days before I had massive programming to a gay in the Red Dragon.
I noticed that highly probably the man in the neighboring room was involved according to the colour of his skin is a Malay.