The last two days I have heavy stimulation of abusing sex
and programming. It is that strong that it is wearing my out
If it goes on it can be a danger. I do not recover during the
day from such.
My eyes express the stress most. I cannot read on  a computer
screen  but it is also much more difficult to get or remain active
what happened presses me down.
Voices say I should do something about it. But I Have no proof
but at least I can complain.