I had again severe sexual harassment into sleep today.
 I was exhausted for several hours.
Such stimulation is a form of contact. Unwanted contact.
yet contact which other may feel and then try the same
route.

I notice that there is quite some manipulation related to people I
 have to do with.
My personal environment seems ro be controlled. This is a
condition something could happen to me and what happens then
is planned for any purpose.