I had the last time often stimulation of abusing sex
but this has also to do with my allergies.
This stimulation comes from some of the Thais
in the guesthouse. Disgusting!
My arthritis went some days that far that I
started to have stiffness issues. But it subsided
I had for some time to use the handrail to get up
the stairs I now can normally walk up the stairs
again. I feel depressed and do not much.
Programming and harassment had attacked  structures
of mine how I eat and organize. Some things I did
I just cannot do anymore or not at the moment.
There is some programming related to behavior change.