I had voices the last days. I woke up with abusing sex stimulated
every time. To a good degree it has to do with my allergy.
But probably not always. It is strange when once a complete
sex is stimulated in the same room hardly anything changed.
The influence voices and harassment have is meanwhile strong.
I do not manage to be that decisive and active I used to be also
because there is programming which keeps me away from it.