I notice some programming inside is no more used or not used at
the moment. There is a lot of programming to change my
personality.
Like talking in a simplified way to me for a long time every day
over a long time. I adapted to that. I was no more able to use
my mind I used to do.It made me think simplified. I did not use
my mental capacity. when thinking using my mind.
Voices say  they want my mind back. This lot of talking is
information for the mind which I did not want but my mind uses.
It is influence. I have a lot of different talk in my mind with
different mentalities talking. I notice this influences how I feel.
This whole influence had made it clear to me. With the mind
control forces working on the long run you won't have your
own independent personality. I could no more use  my mind
for my goals the last time. So this forces are the enemy of people.
They shape the people in the way the forces behind it want it.
On the long run targets of such probably won't escape.that.
This is also what voices told me sometime ago.
The means to influence and control minds including the
technology is not regulated by law.So government tolerates
such happening or rather is doing itself.