I had sadistic sexual abuse in my childhood.

I am now a target of covert harassment. Sadistic

abuse has also to do with positive feelings

apart from the pain humiliation, stress. 

These positive feelings are used in my targetting.

They try to connect these feelings to them to

make me like them.and how they do things.

This I always rejected but the affection to them

and how they things do is growing in me.

I do not like the social democrats, I never did.

But with what I experience they may change that.

That is how the social democrats treat ordinary people

First they tried simple convincing in my brain with thoughts

then they tried to blackmail me You cannot resist us we are

too large for you.Now they are programming affection

and acceptance of them. That is how this social democrats

are. They just want them to follow you and give a chit

what you think and feel and even torture you.

I have for years this stimulation this pain and stress

I cannot get out of this abuse because it is reproduced

and used for this purpose. I am depressed also 

because of this. It must be clear that the social democrats

so are not a democratic party. They are rather a 

terrorist organisation.