Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Monday, December 31, 2007
Monday, December 24, 2007
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Some days ago I had a rape. Sex with violence was induced.
A horrible event I do not know how long I will suffer from it.
Voices even said I should get used to it.
Yesterday evening I left my flat in Chaiya and went by bicycle to a shop. When I entered the road several motorbikes overtook me. I did not feel well about that feared something might happen. After I was in the shop I went back to my flat on my bike. Quickly after I started to ride the same. Several motorbikes overtook me at the railway tracks. They may have been stalkers to intimidate me.
So I ask the people of Chaiya who have seen this and to try to remember who the people were who did this and tell me and help me to get information out of them or care themselves about the people. They may be also a threat to you. Though I cannot be absolutely sure about this, there is a high probability that I estimate this people right.
This people may be connected to a government related terrorsystem which can turn against anyone in the country. I read once a report that also Thaksin used a basher against the democracy movement. For me it looked like this man belonged to a government related gang stalking system . The government has all over the country people accessible to do harassment actions or more for it which are not covered by any laws. The whole thing may hide behind national security, but actually the terror is also used to serve special interests and goes against the basic human rights of the targets. It is in the interest of the Thai people that this system gets unveiled and destroyed.
They as well can be and probably are targets of this system.
A horrible event I do not know how long I will suffer from it.
Voices even said I should get used to it.
Yesterday evening I left my flat in Chaiya and went by bicycle to a shop. When I entered the road several motorbikes overtook me. I did not feel well about that feared something might happen. After I was in the shop I went back to my flat on my bike. Quickly after I started to ride the same. Several motorbikes overtook me at the railway tracks. They may have been stalkers to intimidate me.
So I ask the people of Chaiya who have seen this and to try to remember who the people were who did this and tell me and help me to get information out of them or care themselves about the people. They may be also a threat to you. Though I cannot be absolutely sure about this, there is a high probability that I estimate this people right.
This people may be connected to a government related terrorsystem which can turn against anyone in the country. I read once a report that also Thaksin used a basher against the democracy movement. For me it looked like this man belonged to a government related gang stalking system . The government has all over the country people accessible to do harassment actions or more for it which are not covered by any laws. The whole thing may hide behind national security, but actually the terror is also used to serve special interests and goes against the basic human rights of the targets. It is in the interest of the Thai people that this system gets unveiled and destroyed.
They as well can be and probably are targets of this system.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
I slept yesterday in the norning without closing the shielding and did not have that much stress.
Last night I did and had very hard harassment. Voices said before I should not do it.They did not want it. But I did. I notice stress coming from one direction which I am not able to shield yet.
The poeple I meet in Chaiya are mostly nice this is what I enjoy. But I had again that sort of hidden harassment which is able to destroy me.
In Chaiya where I am now there are no foreigners so Thais are doing this.
So are Thais to me in Thailand for no visible reason. Not much about Thailand isn't it.
There are a bunch who are nice but in fact I have that hard harassment from Thais in several places all over the country. I also have to assume that a certain number of Thais knows what is going on and keeps quiet, say it different they silently support a enslavement or destruction of mine. So when I take the nice people and the disgusting ones together and look how I fare in Thailand I come for me to the following judgement at least for the last time.
The Thais are nice people? Bullchit, they are bastards!
I won't hide that this sort of harassment also happens to me in other countries but the people there are anyway not 'in danger' to be called nice. (Germany, Malaysia...)
That they were nice people is history.
May be Thailand is going along the globalisation of certain unhuman standards coming from America or Europe and gives up its superior level which they had in some areas.
It is not only my opinion. Two other foreigners who know Thailand for 20 years also said they they have turned a lot to the worse.
Last night I did and had very hard harassment. Voices said before I should not do it.They did not want it. But I did. I notice stress coming from one direction which I am not able to shield yet.
The poeple I meet in Chaiya are mostly nice this is what I enjoy. But I had again that sort of hidden harassment which is able to destroy me.
In Chaiya where I am now there are no foreigners so Thais are doing this.
So are Thais to me in Thailand for no visible reason. Not much about Thailand isn't it.
There are a bunch who are nice but in fact I have that hard harassment from Thais in several places all over the country. I also have to assume that a certain number of Thais knows what is going on and keeps quiet, say it different they silently support a enslavement or destruction of mine. So when I take the nice people and the disgusting ones together and look how I fare in Thailand I come for me to the following judgement at least for the last time.
The Thais are nice people? Bullchit, they are bastards!
I won't hide that this sort of harassment also happens to me in other countries but the people there are anyway not 'in danger' to be called nice. (Germany, Malaysia...)
That they were nice people is history.
May be Thailand is going along the globalisation of certain unhuman standards coming from America or Europe and gives up its superior level which they had in some areas.
It is not only my opinion. Two other foreigners who know Thailand for 20 years also said they they have turned a lot to the worse.
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Thursday, November 08, 2007
Sunday, October 28, 2007
After the last post the sexual harassment switched from such with violence to gay programming. Two times it was severe. It gives me trouble in daily life. it is a lot of pain and stress. I need a lot of time to deprogram it and it is hard to keep up with it. Many also step on my freshly open wounds so I have stress additionally as soon as I am with people.
There is massive additional programming. Again they want to make me to a social democrat. A special mentality is tried to be put in my head. The heavy terror I have helps to get this stuff in my head and also to stay there. When I was in Nong Khai in a meditation monastery I had this also very hard that they tried to get their social democratic bullchit in my head.
In Thailand I have this heavy terror repeatedly since about 2 1/2 years. Before I had longer times without terror or few in Thailand.
There is massive additional programming. Again they want to make me to a social democrat. A special mentality is tried to be put in my head. The heavy terror I have helps to get this stuff in my head and also to stay there. When I was in Nong Khai in a meditation monastery I had this also very hard that they tried to get their social democratic bullchit in my head.
In Thailand I have this heavy terror repeatedly since about 2 1/2 years. Before I had longer times without terror or few in Thailand.
Monday, October 22, 2007
Last night there was massive stimulation of sex with violence. Voices try to press through that I accept it. I want to work it out. It is difficult when it gets stimulated again and again. Apart from this many Thais like sex with violence. Seems to be part of the Thai culture in quite some areas of Thailand. When I was at the hospital today again massive stimulation from many sites. I just had to leave for some time.
Friday, October 19, 2007
Three days ago I had again harassment I would call destructive. This was also announced by voices before.. The Thais have decided to destroy me I thought. The atmosphere from others around towards me was bad. I see no reason for this.
The other days I had every time sexual harassment, first stimulation of sex with violence during the day, then voices that this would stop it did but for this gay programming.
The other days I had every time sexual harassment, first stimulation of sex with violence during the day, then voices that this would stop it did but for this gay programming.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Thursday, October 04, 2007
I often had voices which tried to make me stay in Malaysia. But I did not want
But there seems to be also programming to achieve this. Today I wanted to leave to Thailand but could not sleep much so I decided to stay longer. Sitting too tired in a bus would not be good as I had already sleep deficit from the night before. This trials I had also before when I stayed in Malaysia. This is only one of many manipulations in my life.
But there seems to be also programming to achieve this. Today I wanted to leave to Thailand but could not sleep much so I decided to stay longer. Sitting too tired in a bus would not be good as I had already sleep deficit from the night before. This trials I had also before when I stayed in Malaysia. This is only one of many manipulations in my life.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
At the place where I meditated I had massive stimulating of sex with violence. I noticed that quite a number of people around Krabi seem to like this. When I think about it now I feel the stress the traumatising of this events. In Had Yai then again stimulation in the guesthouse Cathey where I stayed. I had been often there and no harassment, but the last two times massive terror. Voices had announced it before that they would destroy this place which was nice for me.
In Malaysia also now twice massive sexual harassment but not on sex with violence. The Thais seem to like this more.
In Malaysia also now twice massive sexual harassment but not on sex with violence. The Thais seem to like this more.
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Saturday, September 22, 2007
I was some days off meditation then again close to the tigercave. The second day there was massive sexual arousal of abusing sex during sleep. Today massive programming of German mentality. One monk may be in in giving infromation about me away.
My observation lets me assume that many people are ready to give information about me to other places. Which place is it people can easily be convinced to give information to? Probably the Thai government, who else? As I experience trouble in many places in Thailand it looks nationwide organized, like it is written in gang stalking writings.
For sure a certain number of Thais support it that I am treated like chit in Thailand. Welcome to Thailand. Forget about that.
The first years when I was in Asia the discrimination was worst in Malaysia but regarding the last time Thailand is catching up. May be it has to do with that it globalizes that means it adapts down humanity to the horrible mainstream level.
I had again and again harassment free times in Thailand but now no more much.
Welcome to Thailand? Yes you are welcome. You can be sure that the Thais have fun with you.
But this does not mean that you will have much fun.
Be aware when you travel to Thailand.
The Thais decide if you have your human rights!!! You have nothing to do with this and maybe you cannot do much about it.
Also on Koh Samui Mind Control technology was used on me.Why not on you?
Twice I had electronic harassment in Thailand connected to a doctors visit.
Why should it not happen to you when you come to Thailand?
Well I am not a quality tourist. I am a mental disabled person. Maybe the Thais fear problems
But up to now I got more trouble than I make, much more!
Is the terror because the Thais show their racist face to a mentally disabled person who is additionally a foreigner?
I tried several times to rent a flat. In Nong Khai first. Massive sexual harassment started shortly after I moved in. In guesthouses the terror was at that time often less.
Then In Ban Khok harassment was severe and is also reported at the beginning of this blog.
In Chaiya then in my next room I rented the terror then was at a level that I would label destructive.
It looks like it has a racist background.
In Krabi now again after a break also the terror level has increased.
If you think Thailand would be a good distination to live then you should read books of people who failed. They have a lot of nice people but also a bunch of monsters and bastards.
When you have to do with their monsters the nice ones don't matter much less.
There are enough Thais who like to exploit and destroy foreigners like they are doing it with me. If the terror level is high which I know is not a problem if they want it such things can happen.
My brain is monitored 24 hours a day. Much if not all activity is recognized and they can at any moment switch to harassment. I know that Thais are inside this horror, but Germans for sure are too, Americans as well. You can be sure that Americans I know won't help you out of this. they are in in any way but remain quiet. Like the American English teacher who also manages the guesthouse 'The Web' in Surat Thani or the American yoga teacher in the guesthouse 'Mut Mee' in Nong Khai. That is how the people are to me. As if I was a terrorist. They like to exploit and subdue me. But it may be a way to produce terrorists, like beaten dogs get aggressive. The political leaders won't mind as they won't be touched. And they don't mind deaths in the population.
But what should happen to them if they watch my thoughts day and night. You even don't have that chance anymore when you are mistreated and monitored like this.
The use of MC technology is also probably the real reason why the Thai government is winning the war in the south. I remember that there was in the bangkokpost a report about a budget for military actions in the south which included also a certain sum for secret measures (like MC I assume)
My human rights situation including my privacy is horrible. Most others who know enjoy. And I am sure those who know and enjoy also my sexual abuses give a chit how I suffer and think about people. (including the American in the guesthouse 'The Web', the American yoga teacher in the guesthouse 'Mut Mee'. They also seem just to give a chit about such things and enjoy it.
I do not know why many go along with this.
I think that any support and developping aid should be stopped for Thailand.
You should let their poor starve to death because there is a higher probability that you just support to bring up monsters who aid to destroy others or destroy others belonging to minorities.
The nice people in Thailand who I appreciate but may know about what happens and also just watch the destuction of people should also so pay a price for this if it is possible to cut educational development projects.
My observation lets me assume that many people are ready to give information about me to other places. Which place is it people can easily be convinced to give information to? Probably the Thai government, who else? As I experience trouble in many places in Thailand it looks nationwide organized, like it is written in gang stalking writings.
For sure a certain number of Thais support it that I am treated like chit in Thailand. Welcome to Thailand. Forget about that.
The first years when I was in Asia the discrimination was worst in Malaysia but regarding the last time Thailand is catching up. May be it has to do with that it globalizes that means it adapts down humanity to the horrible mainstream level.
I had again and again harassment free times in Thailand but now no more much.
Welcome to Thailand? Yes you are welcome. You can be sure that the Thais have fun with you.
But this does not mean that you will have much fun.
Be aware when you travel to Thailand.
The Thais decide if you have your human rights!!! You have nothing to do with this and maybe you cannot do much about it.
Also on Koh Samui Mind Control technology was used on me.Why not on you?
Twice I had electronic harassment in Thailand connected to a doctors visit.
Why should it not happen to you when you come to Thailand?
Well I am not a quality tourist. I am a mental disabled person. Maybe the Thais fear problems
But up to now I got more trouble than I make, much more!
Is the terror because the Thais show their racist face to a mentally disabled person who is additionally a foreigner?
I tried several times to rent a flat. In Nong Khai first. Massive sexual harassment started shortly after I moved in. In guesthouses the terror was at that time often less.
Then In Ban Khok harassment was severe and is also reported at the beginning of this blog.
In Chaiya then in my next room I rented the terror then was at a level that I would label destructive.
It looks like it has a racist background.
In Krabi now again after a break also the terror level has increased.
If you think Thailand would be a good distination to live then you should read books of people who failed. They have a lot of nice people but also a bunch of monsters and bastards.
When you have to do with their monsters the nice ones don't matter much less.
There are enough Thais who like to exploit and destroy foreigners like they are doing it with me. If the terror level is high which I know is not a problem if they want it such things can happen.
My brain is monitored 24 hours a day. Much if not all activity is recognized and they can at any moment switch to harassment. I know that Thais are inside this horror, but Germans for sure are too, Americans as well. You can be sure that Americans I know won't help you out of this. they are in in any way but remain quiet. Like the American English teacher who also manages the guesthouse 'The Web' in Surat Thani or the American yoga teacher in the guesthouse 'Mut Mee' in Nong Khai. That is how the people are to me. As if I was a terrorist. They like to exploit and subdue me. But it may be a way to produce terrorists, like beaten dogs get aggressive. The political leaders won't mind as they won't be touched. And they don't mind deaths in the population.
But what should happen to them if they watch my thoughts day and night. You even don't have that chance anymore when you are mistreated and monitored like this.
The use of MC technology is also probably the real reason why the Thai government is winning the war in the south. I remember that there was in the bangkokpost a report about a budget for military actions in the south which included also a certain sum for secret measures (like MC I assume)
My human rights situation including my privacy is horrible. Most others who know enjoy. And I am sure those who know and enjoy also my sexual abuses give a chit how I suffer and think about people. (including the American in the guesthouse 'The Web', the American yoga teacher in the guesthouse 'Mut Mee'. They also seem just to give a chit about such things and enjoy it.
I do not know why many go along with this.
I think that any support and developping aid should be stopped for Thailand.
You should let their poor starve to death because there is a higher probability that you just support to bring up monsters who aid to destroy others or destroy others belonging to minorities.
The nice people in Thailand who I appreciate but may know about what happens and also just watch the destuction of people should also so pay a price for this if it is possible to cut educational development projects.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
After my last post I had 3 days no sexual harassment. One day I spent in Surat Thani and there was again some during sleep. Now again no. The voices are there trying to make me follow the social democrats in Germany. It is awful that it is permanent tried to intrude in every aspect of my life, my mind and I cannot do much about it at the moment.
I visited the tigercave in Krabi, a well known monastery in Thailand and asked to stay there for meditation.
After a while a monk with some knowledge of English spoke to me. He knew me and mentioned some things Iwould do how I would be, I thought is this the behavior of a gangstalker?
I did not know him. He said I would not follow that would be a problem.
No, that is not a problem of mine.
Such monks certainly don't support it that you look for a teacher.
In the monastery I was told I could not stay.
I visited the tigercave in Krabi, a well known monastery in Thailand and asked to stay there for meditation.
After a while a monk with some knowledge of English spoke to me. He knew me and mentioned some things Iwould do how I would be, I thought is this the behavior of a gangstalker?
I did not know him. He said I would not follow that would be a problem.
No, that is not a problem of mine.
Such monks certainly don't support it that you look for a teacher.
In the monastery I was told I could not stay.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
on the freedomforce website
No man is free who is not a master of himself.
When you are not a master of yourself you need the chance to become a master. To go that way you need your human rights and not dependency.
The weaker you are the more you need them because the more get greedy to make profit out of a possible dependency with you.
No one enslaves you to make you a master of yourself. He does it for his own profit and rather keeps you in dependency than lets you out of it.
No man is free who is not a master of himself
That cannot mean that it is right to enslave for instance disabled people or the elderly who are weak or those with few education. It can only mean that then there is a danger of not being free but there must be chances to escape.
No man is free who is not a master of himself.
When you are not a master of yourself you need the chance to become a master. To go that way you need your human rights and not dependency.
The weaker you are the more you need them because the more get greedy to make profit out of a possible dependency with you.
No one enslaves you to make you a master of yourself. He does it for his own profit and rather keeps you in dependency than lets you out of it.
No man is free who is not a master of himself
That cannot mean that it is right to enslave for instance disabled people or the elderly who are weak or those with few education. It can only mean that then there is a danger of not being free but there must be chances to escape.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Eduard Griffin and Mike Adams, what about speaking out about the silent holocaust (electronic harassment and MC) ?
You seem to know about it.
Being quiet about this makes you guilty.
I saw an Indian ad "retiring with self respect". Can you do this without any problems and participate in the silent holocaust? There is guilt to stay quiet about this abuses and silently enjoy the benefit.
I address this to all who are inside the MC abuses or know.
When there is an car accident in Germany and you see it and don't help when needed you commit a crime.
When you recognize crimes and silently enjoy the abuses instead of helping you commit a crime.
What about helping against MC and electronic harassment. At least the smallest thing you are willing to do?
But many of you are probably of that sort of being criminal as long you are not caught, or what? Low level characters prone to corruption and abuses and as such not suitable for positions with responsibility. (American Standard) I have met quiete some Americans who are inside and enjoy to be quiet about it so I think the term is proper, apart from the things I see in their society which justify to use the it.
What about helping against electronic harassment and MC? At least the smallest thing you are willing to do?
You seem to know about it.
Being quiet about this makes you guilty.
I saw an Indian ad "retiring with self respect". Can you do this without any problems and participate in the silent holocaust? There is guilt to stay quiet about this abuses and silently enjoy the benefit.
I address this to all who are inside the MC abuses or know.
When there is an car accident in Germany and you see it and don't help when needed you commit a crime.
When you recognize crimes and silently enjoy the abuses instead of helping you commit a crime.
What about helping against MC and electronic harassment. At least the smallest thing you are willing to do?
But many of you are probably of that sort of being criminal as long you are not caught, or what? Low level characters prone to corruption and abuses and as such not suitable for positions with responsibility. (American Standard) I have met quiete some Americans who are inside and enjoy to be quiet about it so I think the term is proper, apart from the things I see in their society which justify to use the it.
What about helping against electronic harassment and MC? At least the smallest thing you are willing to do?
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