I had some terrible days apart from the last. the programming of abusing sex was that hard that I think they want to enforce it. Sure, when they program long enough and hard enough they can do it.
I notice the last time that I have often pain on the left side of the chest where the heart is. It is then when I have any stress. It does no more have to be severe stress. Moderate can bring this about.Maybe my body can't take it anymore. I am somewhat resistant to go to a doctor.
In Thailand they are sometimes in the terror against you. I don't trust Thais no more much anyway.
I have to assume that information about me is readily given to any place. I am completely fed up with this but how to change it?

Today again hard stimulation of abusing sex and programming in my dreams. Disgusting.I am stressed and exhausted.

Today I woke up only with a little stimulation of bad sex. But I was down, stressed and did not do much during the day. It looked like programming what I noticed programming to the social democratic system it is unfree.

The last days hard sexual harassment in two different places in Chaiya and of different sort. Well there are some monsters there. I am financially independent. Can you imagine what Thais do to their people with sexual abusive history.
Many Thais won't do it but many will. This happens where there is no culture to keep the worst to get their thing.

Well then.
I read that the Thai government will make 50000 people who lead a normal life snoop on the people all over the country. It should be to counter corruption. Ah, really.
This is against the privacy rights of the people and a typical act of a mainstream politican. On a problem he reacts with more control and goes the way to facism over more and more regulation.
Further this snooping can be used to cash in from foreigners.
I read a report where an Australian in Thailand bit in a food before he paid it in a shop.
He should be brought to court but was released when he paid about 2500 Euros for such a small thing.
When Thais snoop on foreigners they can use small misbehavior of these to make them pay the same. Further want you go to a country on a holilday or stay there where you are spied upon.
I don't like this development in Thailand.

The last days again stronger stimulation of abusing sex in the guesthouse.
Also when this is happening in many places, it are locals everywhere who are involved in this chit. Thais in this case!
And there are also locals who to jump on my weaknesses like stimulating abusing sex.
With the terror they are able to program me to like something within one night. I have to deprogram that then. There was recently massive programming to a gay.
There is a threat that they will increase the terror to destroy me after the elections in Germany this year. We'll see.

I n my last post I directed my anger at Thailand. I have to say that I am a victim of organized gangstalking and MC and the terror also happens in other countries. You can read about it here.

http://www.freedomfchs.com/index.html

Well there are differences. Malaysia is for me the worst place and Thailand a better one despite the terror I have here. But I had in Thailand terror free times and these are actually the only acceptable ones.

The last time asleep I had stronger stimulation and programming of abusing sex in the guesthouse where I stay . The people there seem to be involved. This I had often that people who work in a guesthouse in Thailand easily participates in terror against me or have fun hurting me.
Be aware when you visit Thailand as a tourist. That it is this what I get too often as hospitality. Are you sure they treat you better? Then read the papers you know that there are enough who aren't.

When I came to Chaiya some days ago I had hard sexual harassment in my flat and got angry about it. Some neighbors were involved but a source further away I cannot exclude.
In the guesthouse where I stay now there is also some sexual harassment and programming.
It looks as if I want to get rid of sexual harassment in Thailand and some other places I have to go into a bunker.
The influence of MC is strong. I notice that it may have kept me from gong in meditation.
I have often noticed influence on my life before which I could not easily escape.

I am in Chaiya again and had massive stimulation of abusing sex. My perception is that it was MC and not people. I went to a guesthouse to sleep, but during the night the foor got painted. I could not stand the smell of the solvents and left. I could not sleep anyway a car was waiting outside with the quiete loud motor running most of the time.

Patent for killer chip denied in Germany

http://www.presstv.ir/detail.aspx?id=94070&sectionid=351020604

Has such a patent denied already many years ago but is silently used and which has also other capabilities like reading and speaking to the mind, programming it and torturing not just killing?

Is it used already on minorities who have little support and acceptance in society like those labeled mentally ill?
When such people claim being umplantet their statements are talem as belonging to their sickness.

Nearly all the time in Surat now stimulating of abusing sex in the morning. I noticed that staff from the place where I stay may be involved. But there was also a strong signal coming from any place. When I walked by a certain building it subsided. I feel sick.

After my last post I had massive stimulation of abusing sex, sex with violence. But I do not know if there is a connection. This morning again stimulation of other abusing sex but not that much.

I am in my flat again after traveling. But there is strong influence on my mind coming from somewhere. I need information to find out where it comes from and how to counter it.
There are people all over the world who know and rather enjoy the suffering of MC victims than telling anything.

I am in Bangkok now. The last three days in Phnom Penh I had programming in my dreams, which caused considerably stress. This means like in Sihanoukville in Phnom Penh Cambodians cooperate or do such harassment against me. Ihe idiots are numerous everywhere.

I had only once sexuell harassment in Phnom Penh but other stuff went on much of the time.
I had trouble to do my daily English exercises until I noticed what there was going on. Now stronger programming to a social democrat is in the foreground apart from voices.
I met Germans in Sihanoukville and Phnom Penh. One person was suspicious being in MC the others nearly for sure in my illegal surveillance. I understand why the holocaust happened in Germany. Too many of them like such things and it is not different today as I get to feel or to know the support for my torture when I meet Germans.

I note programming to the social democratic system. Maybe it is also from my past. This top down closed system which is a total dictatorship. It is hard to get it out of my head. In the past there was often additional terror to take my power and my time to deprogram it. And so it works.
A former FBI agent in Thailand told me that after some time the MC victims cannot take it anymore and break. this means they take the programming.
Where do these miserable ideas, concepts and organizations which support it come from? From America, if I am not wrong. Without the support of both big parties this is not possible. That the whole thing is not that public is because in America there is not such a thing like a free media, it is a corporate controlled media where only that is told you the mainstream approves of. And this "freedom" wants America spread all over the world.

I assume that tending to Anarchism is a reason to get under MC. I have no more met people I really see as likable from the US the last years. I also often notice a certain radiation of Americans. Which I did not notice some years ago. Brainwashing or what? Probably.
That both big political parties are not serious about human rights shows my link to a site which tells about the complicity of the democrats in Bushs torture (comment to current politics). Public of this terror gets anyway only the tip of the iceberg.
I had also some hints that Anarchists got in trouble and were possibly brainwashed in Germany during the time Mr Kohl was chancellor. In Cambodia I also see less street children who keep a more natural mindset I find likable. When these children get under system approved education this is often over.

In Phnom Penh I had at first no stimulation of abusing sex. Last time asleep it happened again.

I had again stimulation of abusing sex in the guesthouse where I stayed in Sihanoukville. The staff there is involved. In contact with one person of it I got to feel contempt and stimulation of such sex was also tried.
The same like in Malyasia. When I spoke about it he laughed at me. At least he admitted it with this.
With Europeans I had much worse experiences in the past. They pretended not to know or understand and even went on.
The worst I had in Malaysia some years ago with some threats of violence and even going after me after I complained about it. The last I also had once in Singapore.
The best country is Thailand where I got it the easiest stopped when it happened and had several times longer periods with no stimulation of such in the past.
Well, it gets clear that one point which makes it difficult to get out of a abusive sexual history is that too many people want abusive sex and and try to repeat it at least in many places.
I am happy that I am not a weak person and not financially dependent. In the world of today sexual abuse would have happened then.
Thailand was never conquered by any western country and I think because of this is superior in humanity to some extend.

The last night in Sihanukville strong signals to stimulate abusing sex came actually from below me in the guesthouse. It is the area here the staff from the guesthouse sleeps. I suspect one woman but cannot be sure. It can be something else. In the morning I located signals from other directions.
Cambodia is when it comes to stimulate abusing sex not a good place for me and I have to leave it though Malaysia is altogether far worse.

I had again massive programming of abusing sex in Sihanukville during sleep.
I feel sick the last time. The stress of the terror is a huge burden but apart from this I am disabled.

Voices said that American mainstream will subdue the world. There would be no serious resistance.
At the moment I agree. Many won't see it as a disaster, I see. May be that belongs to the reasons I get Mind Control terror.