I charged accidentally my tablet in the night. I forgot to
plug it out.
I woke up in the morning finished. I could not concentrate
the whole day on the topic I wanted

I had today a lot of stress in sleep and some programming
into my sleep. Partly was this due to allergies but I found
in the morning also a man who moved in a few days ago
doing psychic attacks in front of my room.
I felt sick much of the day and was in bed also much of it.

I had massive programming of abusing sex. Awake I
find myself longing for such which was before only to a much  smaller degree the case after stimulation of such.  Is this also the future of technology?

Abusers make targets compliant for rape with Mind  control technology.
Maybe the woman even marries her rapist afterwards.

Both she would not have done without the use of such technology

update

I had about a week already  stimulation
of all sorts of abusing sex. Before some time
it was not. Allergies may play a role

I had a lot of stimulation of abusing sex in Teluk Bahang.
Often it was heavy. I was sometimes for hours in bed or
completely down because of this.
I have a lot of voices which I think are not my own.
If the terror should stop I had to do  something for them,
I heard.
I notice something which I estimate as programming
to a social democrat. A lot of negative talk is going on
to get my mind down to make me to accept their rule.
But that may be also from my past
There was also massive reprogramming of SM Sex.
It overwhemes my consciousness when then is any
additional stimulation.
I can use my mind better for me it is not as good as it
used to be
There are also somethings which I see as manipulation.
I am forgetful. I cannot direct myself as good as
I could.

Recently I had a discussion with a woman about politics.
Afterwards I was annoyed about how things weht.
I lack skills to deal with how the discussion went and
also to express my feelings in time. I started thinking about
how to get off better the next time  and had some ideas.
I then heard a voice. "You won't make friends by this". The
voice as my enemy.

I had many times in Malaysia now hard stimulation oft abusing
sex. I am offen finished for the day then and do not do much  and
do  not like to speak.

I had the time in Malaysia most of the time sexual harassment. I stayed always in Chinese owned guesthouses. So much to Chinese hospitality. It does often not exist as there are hints that the owner of such may be involved in my harassment but they are for sure in my MC.
Harassment was repeatedly strong especially the last morning. Voices say they will destroy me now, harassment would remain strong.

The last days in Malaysia I had always stimulation
of abusing sex in sleep. Sometimes it was so strong
that I felt down the whole day and did not talk much.

Transhumanismus ante portas: der Mensch als Auslaufmodell

http://www.krisenvorsorge.com/transhumanismus-ante-portas-der-mensch-als-auslaufmodell/

Brain-Computer-Interface

„Ende März gab der milliardenschwere Unternehmer und Gründer der Unternehmen SpaceX und Tesla, Elon Musk, bekannt, mit dem neurowissenschaftlichen Startup Neuralin eine Mensch-Computer-Schnittstelle (BCI) entwickeln zu wollen. Ins Gehirn implantierte Elektroden sollen es künftig Menschen erlauben, per Gedankenübertragung mit Maschinen und anderen Menschen zu kommunizieren. Sprache und Bilder hätten schlicht eine zu geringe Datenrate, um die Kommunikation der Zukunft zu bewerkstelligen, so Musk.“

Auch Facebook kündigte vor zwei Wochen die Entwicklung eines Brain-Computer-Interfaces an. Jack Ma hingegen warnte zuletzt auf einer Konferenz vor den Folgen der ungeregelten Digitalisierung und Entwicklung von KI (künstlicher Intelligenz). Er sieht vor allem schwere Konflikte aus der zunehmenden Automatisierung von Arbeitsprozessen und dem Austausch von Menschen durch Roboter im Arbeitsalltag heraufziehen.

Ich halte es fuer wahrscheinlich das ich unfreiwilligerweise

schon mit  irgendwelcher Technik in Verbindung gebracht

wurde die meine Gedanken liest, mir ins Hirm quatscht aber

auch Stress,  Schmerzen verursacht.

In Malaysia now I have had no harassment at first.
Moreover I felt mentally free. I had myself the idea to
meditate again. For long time I not even could think of such
while some years ago meditation and learning English
 belonged to my daily life.
I had 3 days of harassment starting 4 days ago.  Yesterday
it was severe. I felt sick for the whole day  and was much in
bed. I have developed fear. I did not have that much some
years ago. I have had alzheimer's symptoms for long time
I do not know in hindsight exactly how many years I
assume at least 2 years. But remembering learning English
and meditating I could not do for longer time.

The last 3 days I had no stronger harassment. Yesterday I had
signs of recovering. But stimulation of abusing sex is still
there.

I had sexual harassment again. I had stronger pain today.
Programming kept me lartgely from doing what I want.
Though I explained what I do and why. This is anyway a
mistake to explain myself also in Thailand. No good.
Just get back on track and get past disturbers.

I had again stimulation of abusing sex. Voices announced so.
Before a talk about health. Psychiatry is no good I think or
better I know.
I described my alternative. Voices accepted.

I do not that easily speak about sex publicly.
At least sometimes. The stimulation of abusing
sex yesterday was gay stimulation. Today I had
stimulation of abusing sex again. It is also
programming of accepting abusing sex.
It affects my eyes heavily. I cannot read some
stuff anymore.

I had heavv stimulation of abusing sex into sleep.

Ich wachte vorgestern mit staerkeren Schmerzen auf.
Im Nachbarzimmer war eine Person aktive.
Ich bemerkte auch Manipulation am Geist.
Aus dem was ich mitbekam koennte es sein das ein
tragbares Geraet fuer die Schikanen benutzt wurde.

Gestern hatte ich Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem
Sex. Ich denke das dies Menschen in der Naehe waren.

I had stimulation of abusing sex this morning. Such may
bring me in emotional trouble later during the day.

I had sexual harassment twice this night. Forgetfulness
comes back. Forgetting essential things.
But there is also programming to make me fortot things.
I use a timer sometimes not to forget things but I now
repeatedly forgot the times.

This time asleep harassment was even worse than the day before.
Such harassment makes sick.

This night and in the morning I had sexual harassment.
I am already exhausted in the morning.
The people in the neighboring room have been doing it
twice but there was also another source.in it.

I had again heavy sexual harassment this morning into sleep.
Yesterday it was announced by voices that I would have
my power back now. At least today it is like this.
Despite the heavy sexual harassment I can go on doing.
My passivity which I had a long time now is not only
my issue, my weakness. I blamed myself put myself down
for being passive but this important external factor I did
not even know.
For years I wanted to put my flat into good order when I
was there. T tried many times to work on it but ended up
doing only a little. I could not do it. voices said they wanted
to put me in a home for disabled. They were against this
purpose and boycotted it.They were able to do this.
The second purpose was to prevent me
from moving to a nice place at the beach.
Influence is partly that strong that I cannot resist.
They mess with my memory intendedly.
I will write a story about this.

A few days I had a talk in my head about western medicine:
The fantastic western high performance western medicine
High performance western medicine? They cannot
even heal a sniff or a cough. At least one of them.
When you look up common diseases you find they can only
relief of symptoms. This is not a high performance medicine
this is rather a scam.
I sent an article to my brother which included treatment options
for cancer prooven helpful but not supported.
It was written that pharmaceutical industry was going for
money and preventing helpful treaments for getting known.
I thought industry alone does not have the power to put such
through. Proper politics a proper working FDA would prevent
such. But the FDA is corrupt for decades and politicians
supporting such. Suspicion fell on my head on Hillary Clinton
who supports GMOs, The weedkiller of monsanto is
carcinogenic.
I heard Ted Cruz, the candidate who placed second
in the fight to become presidential candidate of the
republicans talking positive about medicine which I see corrupt.
Donald Trump is pro natural medicine! This offers some hope.
I think he has the duty to clear up the mess at the FDA and then
include changes in a reform of health-insurance.