The whole last time are signs that my story as MC victim is going on  better than before.
Today I heard voices that I should read about thought reform. This is a topic which matches. Such I also looked up at the very beginning being in MC.
Voices said I could now get out of this I had to do with. It would be possible now.
It was for me not possible for many years. I could not get my\head round to write police reports about what I had to do with. I just could not. It was also that speaking about it was difficult.
I was not believed at the police and the peiple which produced
hopelessness for me. Though I could have done more against this but I did not.
This was weak and prolonged my suffering unnecessarily.
On the other hand I had that much pain, stress, manipulation 
from harassers that I will not blame myself too much.
I hope I can get out of this the next time.
I do not believe easily such voices which also have said a lot of 
nonsense up to now.. The last days I hear in the morning a longer 
talk. Such was not always usual. For some time I heard such a  talk in the morning with something  which made me think from
the very beginning that they are fucking democrats doing it during the day. in this or that way trying to make me their own. That is what they call democrazy Fuck you democrats. Fuck you democrats.At least you do no more pretend to be democrats. To use  modern technology to try to enslave people shows the democrats should label themselves as terrorist organisation.

I say to try to enslave people. I had it some time ago I noticed the control in my mind was with the democrats. I did no nore have
the control with myself in my mind. Any emotional reaction on impressions was judged no more with me so decisions were no more with me.It did not remain like this long
It changed back to me. At least it looks to some degree I have it.
This long talks which I have in my mind most days store informatiom in my head which may be used in the way it was spoken. There is also programming. I once read the newspaper and noticedI have a negative attitude towards Russia, this is new, where is this from. I could locate it and throw it out but not the detail I do no more know now.

Well, the last days I remembered something I could not think of 
really for a long time. Doing meditation. I just could not think of
doing it for a very long time. It was not there. So my immune system got weak and weaker. I had also times when I could not think of learning english. I was doing it every day but then a time
came I could not think of learing english, which I had been doing 
for years.

The lasts time some things go better. The day when Mr Scholz in Germany announced he would apply for the seat of the  chairman of the party of the SPD I tried and I could be more active than before. I could not do much before because of blocking control I think for longer time I just was passive and longer time I felt weak due to sickness.

I could for a longer time not manage to write posts in blogger. I was blocked or innerly not strong enough? I noticed not being able to do other things.
 My stomach is giving me a little pain. Still a little fortunately.
  My heart is worse, weak now

I find it probable that the programming to a 'Sozialdemokrat'
which I notice for years at least contributes to the forgetfulness
or maybe Alzheimers I have.

Mental weakness was also programmed.  I think ths is the reason
why I could not consciously use my brain well.
The programming included to get me under their control
which they have managed to a degree hic is unclear to me

I could write a lot which I will  hopefully later.

I have what I already in Had Yai. Voices do not allow me to sleep.
repeatedly and will probably bring me in trouble if they go on
 for lnger timehere is also stirring up unrest. The voices are
 technical,  I assume. I hear such stuff like the 'social democrats
 will be the last party on this planet. They will make me work for
 them. The voices are that much that it is hard to use my head calmly.

I ended up on infowars wesite.
There was an article about Assange.
The question was is he an journalist.
There was during the Vietnam war
a journalist who also published secret Material of the
US government which helped end the war. He was
seen as a hero. He said his work would be similar
to what Assange did. Assange would be a journalist.

I was twice on the website infowars. The second time I visted it
the article was removed. I actually visit it
I visited also rtdeutsch.com twice. The second time i visited
the webpage sites I wanted to visit were removed.
.I wanted to use the webpages for a blog entry.
I have voices which want me to stop this online stuff.

I am pissed, well
The USlike most other countries like for instance  Germany this
decided not to regulate Mind Control weapons. Russia has
publicly discussd them and regulated them by laws.
The US  also Germany and other countries which did not
regulate rhese weapons decided with this to become Tyrannies.
The weapons can be used to harm, change or destroy people
without much of traces. And this is what they are doing and
denying with this weapons.
That has to do with western mainstream politics too often
not exceeding junk quality. To escape this we probably have to
overcome western mainstream.

The reason why they go after Assange is probably
the following. Imagine being a Tyrant in government.
You enjoy also doing your crimes. You would find it
rather disturbing a journalist publishing some of
your crimes  you did in secrecy, isn't it.  So publishing
state secrets gets a crime  you really go after. There is
no escaping severe punishment even if or because
crimes of the governmenthave been unveiled.

Terror has stepped up I have sleep deficit o nearly 3 nights.
There are always voices when I try to sleep.
The sexual harassment which stopped happily may be 2 weeks
 or a little more than this has left me burned out with making
mistakes in routine things. They are trying to get my thinking and
acting more under control in details.
For years I tried o get active against this terror.I could not. I ended
up in a depression  after plans to write and get reports to the
bpolicef ailed. I tried it repeatedly but it did not work. I could not
do anything about it. My mindset was too weak about this
I should have improved it.
Now they seem to want such writing
and also to bring me down or a breakdown.

Not long ago I subscribed to a newsletter of Dr Mercola.
The last days I started to consider the newsletter doubtful.
Today I wanted t unsubscribe. But in my gmail account
all posts of Dr Mercola were removed.
This may mean Dr Mercola is anyway connectet to
gangstalking.
western medical doctors are for me partly suspicious to
support the system I have to do with. I have to outline
what I mean later.

This time asleep I had short time but massive stimulation of abusing
 sex. It is probably from people in the guesthouse.
I feel depressed now. The stuff may also be about pressing me
into their desired mental shape. Voices are about this.

voices say they wood be active in some ways today. which would
affect me to a larger degree.
They would have kept awake the night which happened.
I had this already repeatedly where I stay now.
I do not have an answer to this. It is any radiation or psychic
attacks.. It would be a good idea if somebody knocks
so that I do not take all while largely asleep.
Even if I know somebody doing such I do not know how
to turn against them wthout evidence to show.

Stimmen drohen die letzten Tage massiv verschaerften
Terror an der meine Existenz in Freiheit beenden soll.
Letztenendich ist es wohl das was mit dem Terror beabsichtigt wird und auch Unterstuetzer in Thailand und Malaysia hat.
Das was Stimmen sagen hat nur einen begrenzten
Wahrheitsgehalt. Ich hoffe das die Ankuendigungen nicht
wahr werden.

Today like in many talks in my mind before here is programming
of  mentality and radiation. The latter is often included in talks.
On my tablet the app Article reader had been deleted without my
knowledge and consent.  Articles from the alternative spectrum
with it like 'nutritional psychiatry will be the future of mental
health treatment'.
I reinstalled it saved articles in it. Now some days later one
article is removed. It dealt withh uman rights abuses the
current president of the USA has to do with and mentioned
such abuses of the presidents before. It mentioned that now
the human rights would be taught n high school.

I had sadistic sexual abuse in my childhood.

I am now a target of covert harassment. Sadistic

abuse has also to do with positive feelings

apart from the pain humiliation, stress. 

These positive feelings are used in my targetting.

They try to connect these feelings to them to

make me like them.and how they do things.

This I always rejected but the affection to them

and how they things do is growing in me.

I do not like the social democrats, I never did.

But with what I experience they may change that.

That is how the social democrats treat ordinary people

First they tried simple convincing in my brain with thoughts

then they tried to blackmail me You cannot resist us we are

too large for you.Now they are programming affection

and acceptance of them. That is how this social democrats

are. They just want them to follow you and give a chit

what you think and feel and even torture you.

I have for years this stimulation this pain and stress

I cannot get out of this abuse because it is reproduced

and used for this purpose. I am depressed also 

because of this. It must be clear that the social democrats

so are not a democratic party. They are rather a 

terrorist organisation.

I have the last time stimulation of abusing sexbut at least it is not
that strong and or painful that it weakens a lot me which I had in
Thailand.

I go in Penang in an Internetcafe ask for an 2 hour package
pay and after that I ask for the change. The Chinese man in charge
 said most people would take the other package which would
cost the complete amount I gave him. I told him he should give
me what I ask for. He started arguing and even threatened he
would bring trouble to me.
I don,t have such that often but it also happens repeatedly.
Not long ago I bought a T-shirt and the Chinese just to kept the
relative large change arguing with me. I just took it out of his hands.
I had it in this Internet cafe that the computer was shot down when
the time I paid for was over but without giving repeatedly
information that it would do so which it does usually.
I was writing about my experiences in Mind control and actually
wanted to save this information for later use.

The Stasi in China.

China's TERRIFYING Social Credit System

https://www.prisonplanet.com/chinas-terrifying-social-credit-system.html

I think freedom made the US strong. People must be
able to really go their own ways without depending
too much on judgement.
I possibly would not even survive in China with my
 special disability. Many people have special wants or needs
with which you are in a bad situation when these are
not accepted. The acceptance is based on government
philosophy which is probably too tight or onesighted
for a whole nation.

This could be a topic for president Trump to address threats
to personl freedom.

I have a different idea but not thought that much about it.
Clearly unhealthy foods you find mandatory in the
back sheves, for sch food is no adversising allowed and on
such food is put an additonally tax Such foods would be
processed food, a!cohol for instance.

Today I had a talk in my mind about politics. I noticed that
there are now part of my thoughts following the Democrats
or social democrats. I never had this. I was always opposition
to them. I remember that programming to a democrat was
happening the time and three days before it was quite strong.
Being a follower to democrats so seem to creep slowly in
my mind. T try to deprogram. I know that it is not only the
democrats who are in such stuff. I supported the conservatives
for years in my mind. This year a few month ago something
in my mind changed and I had my original attitude towards
conservatives back. It is just not my party and I am actually
critical about them. About this I could not think all the years
ago. Voices actually asked me repeatedly or also tried to
make me think to bash conservatives now which I did
But I want to stop that now and try not to answer to what
programmers want as far as I can.
In Russia mind control weapons are regulated by law
while in the western world they are not. Some months
ago a German policemen denied that such existed.
In Malaysia a  Policeman also did not know anything
about such.

Russian Mind Control Weapons. They are regulated 
by law now.

http://mindjustice.org/russ9-05.htm

In Malaysia I wrote an police report about Mins Control.

A few days later I noticed something happened in my
mind to the positive. I had my mind back to some degree.
I went to Thailand and found myself quickly much more
active than most time the last years. This went on for some
days then  something happened in the night and I it was
again difficult to be active like the years before.

Bill Gates Funding Web of Satellites For Global Real-Time Surveillance

https://www.activistpost.com/2018/04/bill-gates-funding-satellites-global-real-time-surveillance.html?mutm_source=Activist+Post+Subscribers&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=253a64c44d-RSS_EMAIL_CAMPAIGN&utm_term=0_b0c7fb76bd-253a64c44d-388083253



Comment:
In Thailand I found out that sexual harassment was coming from
a satellite dish. It is directed energy you can block by very strong
shielding. I had ten metal sheets of about 2 mm thickness in a row
and achieved blocking of such. I had blocked such at other times
also with much less shielding.Well, humans also do psychic attacks
and stimulate sexual feelings in others to various degrees of strength.

In  Malaysia unplugging the TV antenna saved me from sexual harassment
at one place.

At the place where I stay I had repeatedly severe
stimulation of abusing sex which made me sick
for some time. I had voices that such terror would
go on now. Ich stelle fest das ich deswegen
vor Computerbildschirmen zu sitzen neuerdings
als Stress empfinde und ich es deswegen zumindest
teilweise vermeiden werde falls ich keine Antwort
darauf finden kann.

Trumps Allies face harassment

https://www.prisonplanet.com/new-normal-trump-allies-face-harassment-protests-anywhere-they-show-their-faces.html

I recommend Russia to try to keep a copy of Western Democrats out of their country. With this I think the political Left should also offer another or other ways. One which is serious about environmental protection and not going for
biotech.
One which does not want the global control of the people and
cultures for instance.

Ich hatte die letzten Tage wieder Stimulation von
SM sex im Schlaf. Allergien spielen wahrscheinlich
auch eine Rolle dabei,

I had every day in Thailand sexuell harassment.
It brings me regularly down. It makes me sick.
I do not know who is doing it, but I assume
Thais are involved like they were in the past.
But I do not really know.