It seems I am going the right way.
I am disabled because of mental problems and stay in developing countries not in developed ones and don't take drugs.

http://www.madinamerica.com/Mad%20In%20America/Home.html

out of this

...When the World Health Organization compared outcomes for schizophrenia patients in rich countries to those in poor countries, it determined that outcomes were much, much better in the poor countries...


...In 2007, researchers at the University of Illinois reported that 15-years after initial diagnosis, 40% of the schizophrenia patients who had weaned themselves from antipsychotic medications were “in recovery,” versus five% of those who were on the drugs...