I had yesterday again massive programming and also
stimulation of abusing sex.
As a consequence more people in a restaurant contact
me emotionally on this.
One suspect is the  man in the dorm where I stay.
I had twice windows xp,which I prefer over
windows 7, crashed. I had a sd card deleted, I do not
know how this happened.
The terror which I had last in Thailand made me passive
for some time. I am rebuilding strength but do not have
much to take such easier.