I had today very strong stimulation and programming of
abusing sex in sleep. I am still lacking of my power in the
evening because of that. But also this time I am not sure
how much my allergies and mistakes or deficiencies in
shielding may have contributed.
I slept the whole day. I had accumulated sleep deficit
the last days. After harassment I often can no
more go to sleep for many hours. So I often did not
get enough sleep when harassment took place and I
did not yet have a full night's sleep yet just 5 hours.