I had today again heavy stimulation of abusing sex.
Voices said such would stop today because I would
withdraw from people when such happens.
We will see how much truth is in what the voices say.
Sometimes it is right what they say sometimes not.
But voices say terror would go on just different
no sexual harassment.

I feel depressed because of these stimulation which are
also bodily quite stressful. It includes this time also
programming to a gay.