I had now altogether twice heavy harassment in Thailand
Once sexual harassment the other one not sexual. The
non sexual harassment was announced by voices.
I notice my body cannot take this easily anymore
Arthritis returned but the many year long terror
has also  affected my psychologically. I have had that much
pain that I cannot stand more easily.
The last time I have voices which keep me from going to
sleep for hours. It has also to do with fears going to sleep
as much harassment happened during sleep for many years
now.
Going to bed easily so does not help to get enough sleep.

There has been huge influence of MC on my life,
With manipulation I was often kept from tasks I wanted to
do