The last two days I had heavy stimulation of abusing sex
into sleep. I spent much of the two days in bed
because of these.

I had stimulation of abusing sex the last days.
Twice I noticed people doing psychic attacks
 from the restauranat opposite my flat.This time
asleep there was programming and stimulation
of abusing sex. The programming is about
control of mine. I noticed that I had such
before. Programming which made me passive.
Such is control. First they stop your doing
yourself then they program action but this
action is highly probable controlled.
Programming to action I had last time
asleep.
 Inside doing this is to my opinion the
Government of Thailand, Germany, US etc.
That is also the reason why it is so difficult
to go against it. But I do not know for sure
 

I had last time asleep three times harassment. In the evening
from the man in room one psychic attacks, then in the
night probably an psychic attack from somebody who left
on a motorbike as I woke up, then in the morning stimulation
of abusing sex.I had severe pain during the day.

I had today very strong stimulation and programming of
abusing sex in sleep. I am still lacking of my power in the
evening because of that. But also this time I am not sure
how much my allergies and mistakes or deficiencies in
shielding may have contributed.
I slept the whole day. I had accumulated sleep deficit
the last days. After harassment I often can no
more go to sleep for many hours. So I often did not
get enough sleep when harassment took place and I
did not yet have a full night's sleep yet just 5 hours.

It is advised to use a vpn for security reasons to remain private
online on wifi
But vpns are based in west My experience is that you can't
simply trust American corporations. I won't  say that you can't
trust them at all either.
I had it with paypal, that they gave me a lot of trouble
I had it with google that I have to suspect that they
support my MC targetting. Now I have it with my vpn
provider. Just as I use a credit card the first time online
for shopping my vpn connects and disconnects all
the time. I did not pay enough attention to it so I went
on with what I wanted to do. At the same time in
the cafe where the wifi was available 5 Thai policemen
had taken place. Three of them using phones.
I have been a target of gang stalking where I but only
I have evidence that Thai police was involved.
So I feared that they had something prepared for me
related to stealing private data at that day.

This disconnecting and connecting of my vpn went ont
for a day. I contacted my service provider and now
without doing anything it works again.
Maybe even the provider helped with that I do not
know but it may be also otherwise.
Some suspicion remains.

The most secure browsers are no more available. Does this mean
governments want to be always able to know what you do online?
I had a Dell Kace secure browser. It has been deleted from my
computer.

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Vor ein paar Tagen hatte ich ein Gespraech im Kopf.
"Thomas Gottschalk ist halt ein Sunnyboy". sagte ich.
"Wie wird man ein Sunnyboy?". "Ganz einfach Sonnencreme
nehmen." Aber das wurde leider schnell als Verarschung erkannt.
Dann kamen Kommentare, etwas resignierend das
Mainstreamtypen doch wohl nicht so angenehm sind wie
zum Beispiel Gottschalk.

Heute sagte ich irgendwann ins Blaue.
"Thomas Gottschalk hat einmal in etwa gesagt
"Ich habe als Showmaster alle Fehler gemacht und ich habe
alle ueberlebt."
Er hat seine Lehrzeit gehabt und ist durchgekommen."
Dann kamen Stimmen. "Frueher ging das noch so nebenbei.
Heute ist es einfach zu hart. Man muss heute ins kalte Wasser
springen und gleich perfekt sein. Das  geht anscheinend so
nicht. Aber dann will man auch die Leute wieder an der
Leine oder langen Leine haben."

Solche Abfragen oder Stimmen habe ich viel im Kopf als
Teil meiner Ausbeutung.
Es existiert also Technick die Menschen ins Hirn quatschen
kann und auch Gedanken abhoeren kann.
Gesetzlich geregelt ist solches natuerlich nicht.
Diejenigen die es tun wollen sich die Ausbeutung damit
nicht entgehen lassen.

Die deutsche Bundesregierung hat die Pflicht
Schaden vom deutschen Volk abzuwenden.
und damit diese Technick und auch andere unschaedlich zu
machen.
Wenn sie das nicht tut macht sie sich einer
grob fahrlaessigen oder auch vorsaetzlichen
Pflichtverletzung schuldig die zu vielen
Verbrechen gefuehrt hat.
Das muesste fuer eine Amtsenthebung
der Kanzlerin reichen moeglicherweise
auch fuer Strafverfolgung.
Aber was laeuft im Westen
schon normal. Wir werden sehen.

I had the last days again stimulation of abusing sex at about
 the same time as before. No car was visible outside.
One night I suspected the man in room number 159/1. The next
night and the following he was out the time the attacks happened.
The whole last nights he was watching TV which I could hear but
 the last days he is sleeping and out in the morning.

Today in the morning I woke up and noticed having had heavy

stimulation of abusing sex I had all day pain from this which also

made me weaker and frustrated. There is also a lot of
reprogramming of abusing sex which needs deprogramming
This is some work for some time just from one incidence of
such abuse.
I noticed a woman in front of my flat when I woke up who
was there in a car. I do not know the mark the car was in a light
color. Anyway she made her suspicious. It was about half past
eight. She could be the culprit.

Yesterday I had massive stimulation of abusing sex.
Today again I had stimulation of such.
I am not sure how much my allergies play a role in this.
This evening I have trouble with programming to a
social democrat. I am not sure if it is old programming
or new.
I spent some additional time in bed the last two days
because of the stress.

Today I placed my bicycle near an ATM. A policeman close took
his phone and was going to make a call.
This made me go away to the next ATM. There behind the two
screens of the ATM a woman was waiting playing with her mobile.
She was so always able to get  close to people using an ATM there.
A second woman was waiting on a motor bike a few meters away
also playing with her mobile.
I also did not use the machines went away came back and started
waiting After I started the latter the two woman left. I showed
them the finger.
Well, nothing happened happily.
I have quite often harassment which I see as organised. I want
these Thais to leave me alone. There are certainly enough
idiotic Thais you can play on.

The day before yesterday I had some psychic attacks in my room.
Last night I stayed in a hotel. I had very strong reprogramming
of abusing sex, voices much of the time. A suspect is the person
in room 213. But I have no means to do something.
I asked the hotel stuff a question which should help to find out
 where the culprit has his or her room.
But the stuff consequently did not understand the words I
asked. I tried it often. They said oh cannot speak
English much. The question was actual quiete simple
English,  But I caught them on other instances to
react on my speaking fluently properly several times.
So, the stuff of the Hotel Bandon in Surat Thani is
probably supporting and protecting sexual harassment.

There is, there are places in Chaiya where people can go to wash
their laundry machines ready for that. Many leave the machine
washing alone and go to something else and come back later.
So did I, but I forgot to go there yesterday completely. Normally
this should not be a problem. But today there was no laundry there.
The woman who operates the service let me  talk on the phone to
another woman. This woman taught me how to use the service.
NErvig that sort of teaching of stuff where you all knew before.
A Thai will not teach me easily anything anymore.That is it.
I forget sometimes something. And a Thai will no more mess
with that with teaching or else. You don't get a useful reaction anyway.
She told me then that people had exchanged parts from my laundry.
I do not know.I could get them back some days later.
Later when I came back to do a second  machine of laundry
I got angry and stated loudly and aggressively when something
happens to this machine there will be a problem. I was surprised
by my anger.on the other hand the woman I said this to had been
behaving ugly towards me intendedly for some time.
In the evening there was nobody at the service I hope I will get my
laundry back.

Heavy voices which are often frightening.they are highly probable

technical voices.. Playing mindgames long times repeatedly.

I do not even thinkanymore of writing in my blog.

The voices made me do this.

I am sick for some days now.Sleep much, don't do much.
The body feels heavy.
Today I had again some psychic attacks related to abusing
sex
Voices keep me from getting enough sleep saying they
don't want me to get my strength back

The third day I am in Chaiya now I had harassment over any radiation again in the mnorning. There are no foreigners just Thais. So probably some idiotic Thai. So some of my day is stolen because of my harassment I am weaker.

Today I noticed something like programming, I am not sure about
that.I have a software which should help to keep me private and
secure in the Internet. It is based in the US and the last days it was
often not working.

The last time asleep I had again stimulation of abusing sex.

Today I had again stimulation of abusing sex during sleep.

In the evening I had two messages from a German
Mind Control victim. The person had not 
written to me before.

When I logged into my email account again some
time later the messages were no more there. Gone.
She had measurements done  to check for
MC signals.
There was an extensive report from  somebody who
seemed to be an experienced specialist in this area and
could find out if signals are probably related to Mind
Control or not.
I would like to get the messages again if possible.

Gestern und  heute hatte ich wieder starke Stimulation von
missbraeuchlichem Sex. Meine Beobachtungen deuten
auch auf Programmierungen hin und darauf das Raum 102
gewisse Verdachtsmomente hatte.