Ex-Innenminister: Schily nennt Furcht vor Überwachungsstaat paranoid

http://www.spiegel.de/politik/deutschland/nsa-ex-innenminister-schily-haelt-furcht-vor-ueberwachung-fuer-paranoid-a-913507.html

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Otto Schily rät der SPD, die NSA-Ausspähaffäre nicht im Wahlkampf zu thematisieren. Die größte Gefahr gehe vom Terrorismus aus, nicht von Geheimdiensten, sagte der frühere Innenminister dem SPIEGEL. Die Furcht vor dem Staat trage "wahnhafte Züge".

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Ach tatsaechlich? Vor einigen Tagen befand die Schnarre das die Vorwuerfe der SPD an die Regierung wegen Menschenrechtsverletzungen scheinheilig seien,

Herr Schily haette solches in seiner Amtszeit ebenfalls  getan.

Im Gespräch mit dem SPIEGEL sagte Schily, man solle nicht so tun, als ob die größte Gefahr für die Menschen in Deutschland von derNational Security Agency ausgehe: "Die größte Gefahr geht vom Terrorismus und von der Organisierten Kriminalität aus.

Law and Order sind sozialdemokratische Werte

Kommentar; lAW AND ORDER der Sorte die der Obrigkeit dient und gegen das Individuum gerichtet ist. Ich denke das die SPD Beteiligung an Staatsterror beiteiligt ist, der teilweise durch die Ueberwachung ermoeglicht und unterstuetzt wird.

Die SPD ist eine top-down organisierte Kaderorganisation, die gegen Freiheit ist. Die Kontrolle des Individuums wird mit der Ueberwachung aber auch mit auf Strahlen basierten Waffen gewaehrleistet. Ich bin ein Opfer solcher Waffen. 
Ich sehe die SPD, Demokraten weltweit als eine Gefahr fuer die Freiheit des
Individuums an.
Sie ist also mehr ein Schaafszuechterverein, weil sie Menschen zuf solche reduzieren will, als eine politische Partei.
Wenn Herr Schily so sehr auf Law und Order steht, sollte er sich darum kuemmern das die SPD als solcher Verein registriert wird.

Fairerweise will ich sagen das in einer parlamentarischen Demokratie die meisten Parteien eher Schaafszuechtervereine sind oder nach einiger Zeit werden. Die SPD ist es von ihrer Anlage her.

Today I managed not to get sexual  hrassment today but the voices say it will be reorganized. But I did not get enough sleep.
When I tried today there were people loudly talking outside in the lounge with breaks in this so you could not adjust to this.

I noticed yesterday that daily activities went better than much of the last time.. The harassment the last days was not so hard I thought which is probably right. There may be also letting go of my mind. There seem to have been control which kept me down rather often I was down. I do not know how such could be possible. Through monitoring of my mind with being able to interfere at any time?
.This sexual harassment especially which I have had now for many years drives me regularly into a burnout, For me this means being much less active than without it.. This burnout made me passive for hours every day and depressive the rest. I could not made up my mind easily, could not concentrate long, weak mental performance. I did not much often shied away from simple tasks. It affected my body. I was just weak in sports.
Meditation was able to get me out of such quiet often. But gang stalking and MC were able to reduce my meditation practice. To get out of a burnout I need a lot of meditation with several hours every day for weeks but with sexual harassment I am into one again quickly.

I noticed today asleep no sexual harassment after I had a talk in my head before and it was noticed in this talk that this harassment gets me down. Could it mean that the harassers are more positive about me now. Maybe. I had also some comments which may be seen as helpful. My learning English regularly has to do with it. I heard that I could be now be seen more as a normalo.

I read in the TAZ an article about the ultrarunner. There is a ultramarathon in California. 217 km much through the desert.

http://www.taz.de/Ultramarathon-in-Kalifornien/!119775/

They wrote that some runners can't sleep after the run with pain.

I had it regularly that I had too much pain to go to sleep again after sexual harassment during sleep.

Despite not having sexual harassment I feel mentally in a mess. Having to do with the voices, the harassment my life leaves me with too many issues which need attention

I noticed two days ago that there may be another wave of programming to a social democrat by programming acceptance of maso sex and using this acceptance as a base for positive feelings to the social democrats.
hey tried to convince me many times to join them by voices which I think are from anywhere, any radiation.  They also seek this way around my consciousness to get positive feelings to the social democrats into me. Such programming is mostly this stimulation of abusing sex which gives me a harder life for years now. The first wave of programming to a social democrat I did not deprogram completely I also did not understand the connection to the maso feelings and the danger of longtime programming, of programming which adds up.
That SM feelings are more present in my life than lets say a decade ago has to do with this programming.
Such things which are played on me are certainly some of the favorite games of mainstream fanatics.

I had the last days again stimulation of abusing sex and
 programming of such. It weakens me during the day.
At the place where I stay now I had it not when I first
stayed there. After some days voices announced
harassment at that place and it started the next morning.

There is no fucking title for this post

I had twice stimulation of abusing sex and then have trouble with feelings and thoughts of such sex during the day.

THIS IS NO FUCKING HEADLINE

I had during sleep strong programming and stimulation of abusing sex. It was about programming of  acceptance of gay sex. This is massive influencing which I do not want apart from giving me stress and pain.



The googlers now force me to have a headline. I cannot publish a post without a headline.  Get  out of my blog. But they won't they will use every tiny portion of power they can get from every person which will admit it. I may change the blog now.

It is anyway mental sick to give everything a label and google adapting to this.

I could not sleep last night. There was fear. I have still pain from the last attacks.
Voices say they will destroy me.  They say in the place where I stay now the harassment would start now.

The last days I did assessment tests in English one at
 cambridgeenglish.org.
I got  the result. Level: English proficiency. IELTS 9
 (highest level for general English)

This tests are approximate only but that much below
can my level not be. I know myself that I still have
to learn vocabulary to review grammar and want
more confidence in the language when it gets into
detailed speaking.

I have been learning English for some years every
 day 2 hours. But with decling health and ongoing
 partly severe harassment I lost discipline. I want to
 get it back and go on learning to make real tests.
Language proficiency is a proper level to teach English.
I would need aditional knowledge and skills in teaching
and make a test there to become a certified English
teacher.
With the ongoing harassment this will be difficult.
So I ask for support against this. I recognize that some
Thais look down on me like to mock me probably
due to my psychological problems, they recognize or
get told by others. The harassment is done by Thais,
who else where I stay and I have noticed Thais having
fun with it. So Thais quiete some Thais get happiness
with making people suffer including from stimulation
of sexual abuse. This seems to be part of Thai culture.
So Primitivity and repulsiveness are stronger than culture
in Thailand up to now in my personal experience.I do
not exactly expect it to change because the next prevealing
features of too many Thais are arrogance, stupidity and
obstinacy.
Yet, I would love it when you prove me wrong.

Today I had again stimulation of abusing sex which during the day turned out to be giving me pain and making me partly passive. Voices say they will destroy me. I had it in Malaysia too and harassment which brought me down. Such will possibly happen again.
It comes over any radiation. I do not know how that happens.
I do not know how to go against such terror.

I had this morning during sleep painful stimulation of abusing sex. I then run in trouble with me during the day.
Thailand will be in my memory for much of such abuse.

I had in Thailand the last days again stronger stimulation of abusing sex, which gives me trouble during the day.

I had the last days stimulation of abusing sex, which was not that strong.
Today the first time it was stronger. And this was announced yesterday
by voices in my mind.
I have often voices which try to convince, trick and
press me into becoming a social democrat. 

Yesterday and today I had stronger stimulation of absing sex, which is then stressful and painful during the day.

I have clear now that yesterday was strong programming to a social democrat. Today Ihad stimulation of abusing sex and programming to a gay.

I had no stronger harassment the last days. I have to do with a lot of voices they are   partly inner voices it is also partly difficult to estimate them correctly.

I had once longer time stimulation of abusing sex while awake. It is then that I have trouble
to get away from this stimulation.

The last days I have massive stimulation of abusing sex in sleep. I need half a day to deal at least
to some degree with it and to do something but I do not get over the emotional injuries I note programming
to a social democrat but this may be also stuff which is older and in my head some time.
I do not know how to get out of this. This all happens over radiation.I do not know where it is from.

I have no more stimulation of SM sex now there is programming to a gay. Programming to like men is underway. I have to counter this.

Yesterday I had strong programming of SM sex.
I felt down the whole day. I have to do with
such through a abusive history and still slip in
it myself. But when there is programming
the whole is much stronger, it is often
reprogramming of such.
Today I woke also up with stimulation of abusing
sex and a whole bunch of programming which
changes my way of thinking forcibly
This is it what it is all about.
The establishment tortures, abuses me sexually,
brainwashes me to be a follower or it.

I state when you believe when you believe in
the western mainstraim then you are mad.
I am absolutely sure that the west is determined
to shape the world towards its idea, which
means it will turn the world at least in partly madness.

I do not know how long I will be able to hold
such views as brainwashing is going on.
I have a lot of programming to a democrat.
That means this organisation is nothing but
a terror organisation.
You can be sure that such terror organisations
are not hunted in the west. Too view understand
that though I am for sure not the only one who
gets targetted.
When I blame the democrats that does not mean
that conservatives are not to participating in
such activities. How to go against those who
rule even if there are a lot of crimes involved.

I often wanted to write reports about my experiences of MC, but I find myself repeatedly not thinking of it for months even if had planned to write down a lot. I also wanted to do something which may have helped with my MC but I notice that I just could not think of it for months.
I also have longer time had trouble doing meditation to the degree I need it to keep standing and not going down, this trouble is less but still there.
Yesterday I had again stimulation of abusing sex and I notice that I do not recovered from it.
I still have pain.