Today I woke up and noticed that being a democrat
seemed to be in my head.I had contact to a voice
for long time. This was also emotional. Now I notice
inside me emotional belonging to the democrats, in
German "Sozialdemokraten" or more suitable
"The Red Pestilence".
That are results of Mind Control weapons.
I hope I get this stuff out of my mind again.

I had voices which threat me in various ways today.
Voices make it difficult to concentrate on anything.

New mind-reading machine can translate your thoughts and display them as text INSTANTLY

.https://www.prisonplanet.com/new-mind-reading-machine-can-translate-your-thoughts-and-display-them-as-text-instantly.html

I claim they can do such for a long time already and they can do such from quiete a distance
(remote viewing). Victims of mind control technology claim the same. There is also
technology to speak  to your mind and harass
people.

I notice some programming inside is no more used or not used at
the moment. There is a lot of programming to change my
personality.
Like talking in a simplified way to me for a long time every day
over a long time. I adapted to that. I was no more able to use
my mind I used to do.It made me think simplified. I did not use
my mental capacity. when thinking using my mind.
Voices say  they want my mind back. This lot of talking is
information for the mind which I did not want but my mind uses.
It is influence. I have a lot of different talk in my mind with
different mentalities talking. I notice this influences how I feel.
This whole influence had made it clear to me. With the mind
control forces working on the long run you won't have your
own independent personality. I could no more use  my mind
for my goals the last time. So this forces are the enemy of people.
They shape the people in the way the forces behind it want it.
On the long run targets of such probably won't escape.that.
This is also what voices told me sometime ago.
The means to influence and control minds including the
technology is not regulated by law.So government tolerates
such happening or rather is doing itself.

The last time I often hear voices when I actually want to sleep.
This makes sleep when I get enough Irregular.
Yesterday evening there were voices that because I turn against
the West I could easily meet people on the street which go
against me and my property.
Later the evening I went out to go to a convenience store.
Two young men asked me for the way to a certain place
Suddenly there were five or more young men around me
and hardly anyone around because it was late.
But they were nice. They noticed my fear and just stopped
asking me and left me alone.
But I am pissed about these fucking governments worldwide
which do not regulate Mind control weapons and with this
enable and protect crimes with these. They just fucking
gangsters.

More than 20 years ago I got to know youngsters one of whom
appeared to be close to anarchism. I lost contract after some
time. Some years later I met him. His personality had changed
to somewhat conform to social democrats in Germany.
He had been home less and probably been brainwashed.
The same structures I now have in my mind highly probably
programming.

Today I started writing  about my experienced trouble with my banks
and wanted to contact the BAFIN [Bankenaufsicht] in Germany.
The Banks seem to be in my Mindcontrol or just know what I am
doing online. So I have regained access to my DKB account.
The Sparda told me they will contact me.after I tried to call them.

Trouble with Banks in Germany?
Search for the Term: BAFIN

I had trouble to do Telefonbanking on my sparda bank account.
Now my DKB bank account is blocked. I typed in 3 different
tans and I controlled the input of the two last they were right
but my account is closed..I should call them by phone.
But the last phone calls I had with them were a disaster.
I was sometimes chaotic but they were nasty including I would
not go to the phone when they call. But my phone notices me
of any call coming in.and stores a record of this. They just lie.

The voices in me seem to have
changed. They regard me as a human
being now. Yet they speak of me in the
third person they are external but
at least as they regard me as a human
now and no more that much just as a
guinea pig to my perception.

In the morning I had very strong stimulation of abusing sex.
It was that strong that I cannot stand it longer time.
Voices day they will destroy me now.

DARPA developing implant to monitor brain in real time

In a bid to improve the mental health of soldiers and veterans, DARPA has launched a $70 million project to create an implant that tracks neuron activity and provides quantifiable brain data.

To my perception such is probably there for 

longer time.

I notice voices speaking into my brain

related to current issues.

In Germany I once thought who is doing

this harassment to me. The secret service?

I had then voices No, it is not the secret

service, you are not important.

The next day I passed a car in the city

where I was and somebody sitting in a car

near me addressed me by name and said

you are not important. I did not know this

guy but was told it was a policeman.

I had in Chaiya heavy stimulation of abusing sex which
weakens me during the day.
Most days in Thailand I had such stimulation.

I had this morning very heavy stimulating of abusing sex.

Ich habe die letzten Wochen wieder stimulation
von missbraeuchlischem Sex.
Es ist dabei auch viel Programmierung.
Das ganze ist schmerzhaft, sehr stressig und niederdrueckend.
Manchmal denke ich wegen des jahrelangen sexuellen
Terrors. ich unterstuetze das Ueberleben der
Menschheit nicht.

Ich hatte gestern viele Male versucht in mein Internetbanking
einer deutschen Bank einzuloggen.  Ich machte viele Fehler
Ich taetigte mehrere Anrufe  zu meiner Bank. Es ging alles daneben. Das hatte ich noch nie. Ich denke mir das
ich bei meiner Bank ketzt nicht gut dastehe, aber  ich brauche
mein Internetbanking

Heute ist es so das Ich eine Email von meiner Bank bekam die meinen Vorschlag bezueglich meines Internetbanking ablehnte.
Spaeter war diese Email geloescht. Ich schrieb der Bank eine Email. Nach dem Versand erschien in rot eine Information  das diese Queued ist. Noch nicht ausgeliefert an DKB.
Das ist dann vermutlich google mein Emailbetreiber

Ich habe etwas wichtiges zu erledigen kann aber so nicht nach Kuala Lumpur weil ich wissen muss ob ich ueber meine Bank an Geld komme.

Beim Surfen merke ich das google chrome reibungslos funktioniert. Wenn ich eine anderen Suchmaschine nutze  dann kann surfen lange dauern. Wenn Ich einen anderen Browser als chrome nutze oeffnen sich moeglicherweise Internetseiten

nicht.

Ich hatte es wiederholt das Dateien auf meinem Geraet

ohne mein Wissen geloescht wurden.

Na gut, ich bin mit der Sicherheit nicht konsequent genug.

I had heavier harassment this night.
I did not like to do exercise today, but could still
do slow running. Trying to go faster results
in pain in the knee. I stop then because
going on then has already forced me to
stop for weeks before.
If harassment goes on I may have to stop
exercising because my legs won't go along
with it anymore which I had before repeatedly.
Decline of mental performance will follow.

I charged accidentally my tablet in the night. I forgot to
plug it out.
I woke up in the morning finished. I could not concentrate
the whole day on the topic I wanted

I had today a lot of stress in sleep and some programming
into my sleep. Partly was this due to allergies but I found
in the morning also a man who moved in a few days ago
doing psychic attacks in front of my room.
I felt sick much of the day and was in bed also much of it.

I had massive programming of abusing sex. Awake I
find myself longing for such which was before only to a much  smaller degree the case after stimulation of such.  Is this also the future of technology?

Abusers make targets compliant for rape with Mind  control technology.
Maybe the woman even marries her rapist afterwards.

Both she would not have done without the use of such technology

update

I had about a week already  stimulation
of all sorts of abusing sex. Before some time
it was not. Allergies may play a role

I had a lot of stimulation of abusing sex in Teluk Bahang.
Often it was heavy. I was sometimes for hours in bed or
completely down because of this.
I have a lot of voices which I think are not my own.
If the terror should stop I had to do  something for them,
I heard.
I notice something which I estimate as programming
to a social democrat. A lot of negative talk is going on
to get my mind down to make me to accept their rule.
But that may be also from my past
There was also massive reprogramming of SM Sex.
It overwhemes my consciousness when then is any
additional stimulation.
I can use my mind better for me it is not as good as it
used to be
There are also somethings which I see as manipulation.
I am forgetful. I cannot direct myself as good as
I could.

Recently I had a discussion with a woman about politics.
Afterwards I was annoyed about how things weht.
I lack skills to deal with how the discussion went and
also to express my feelings in time. I started thinking about
how to get off better the next time  and had some ideas.
I then heard a voice. "You won't make friends by this". The
voice as my enemy.

I had many times in Malaysia now hard stimulation oft abusing
sex. I am offen finished for the day then and do not do much  and
do  not like to speak.

I had the time in Malaysia most of the time sexual harassment. I stayed always in Chinese owned guesthouses. So much to Chinese hospitality. It does often not exist as there are hints that the owner of such may be involved in my harassment but they are for sure in my MC.
Harassment was repeatedly strong especially the last morning. Voices say they will destroy me now, harassment would remain strong.

The last days in Malaysia I had always stimulation
of abusing sex in sleep. Sometimes it was so strong
that I felt down the whole day and did not talk much.

Transhumanismus ante portas: der Mensch als Auslaufmodell

http://www.krisenvorsorge.com/transhumanismus-ante-portas-der-mensch-als-auslaufmodell/

Brain-Computer-Interface

„Ende März gab der milliardenschwere Unternehmer und Gründer der Unternehmen SpaceX und Tesla, Elon Musk, bekannt, mit dem neurowissenschaftlichen Startup Neuralin eine Mensch-Computer-Schnittstelle (BCI) entwickeln zu wollen. Ins Gehirn implantierte Elektroden sollen es künftig Menschen erlauben, per Gedankenübertragung mit Maschinen und anderen Menschen zu kommunizieren. Sprache und Bilder hätten schlicht eine zu geringe Datenrate, um die Kommunikation der Zukunft zu bewerkstelligen, so Musk.“

Auch Facebook kündigte vor zwei Wochen die Entwicklung eines Brain-Computer-Interfaces an. Jack Ma hingegen warnte zuletzt auf einer Konferenz vor den Folgen der ungeregelten Digitalisierung und Entwicklung von KI (künstlicher Intelligenz). Er sieht vor allem schwere Konflikte aus der zunehmenden Automatisierung von Arbeitsprozessen und dem Austausch von Menschen durch Roboter im Arbeitsalltag heraufziehen.

Ich halte es fuer wahrscheinlich das ich unfreiwilligerweise

schon mit  irgendwelcher Technik in Verbindung gebracht

wurde die meine Gedanken liest, mir ins Hirm quatscht aber

auch Stress,  Schmerzen verursacht.

In Malaysia now I have had no harassment at first.
Moreover I felt mentally free. I had myself the idea to
meditate again. For long time I not even could think of such
while some years ago meditation and learning English
 belonged to my daily life.
I had 3 days of harassment starting 4 days ago.  Yesterday
it was severe. I felt sick for the whole day  and was much in
bed. I have developed fear. I did not have that much some
years ago. I have had alzheimer's symptoms for long time
I do not know in hindsight exactly how many years I
assume at least 2 years. But remembering learning English
and meditating I could not do for longer time.

The last 3 days I had no stronger harassment. Yesterday I had
signs of recovering. But stimulation of abusing sex is still
there.

I had sexual harassment again. I had stronger pain today.
Programming kept me lartgely from doing what I want.
Though I explained what I do and why. This is anyway a
mistake to explain myself also in Thailand. No good.
Just get back on track and get past disturbers.

I had again stimulation of abusing sex. Voices announced so.
Before a talk about health. Psychiatry is no good I think or
better I know.
I described my alternative. Voices accepted.

I do not that easily speak about sex publicly.
At least sometimes. The stimulation of abusing
sex yesterday was gay stimulation. Today I had
stimulation of abusing sex again. It is also
programming of accepting abusing sex.
It affects my eyes heavily. I cannot read some
stuff anymore.

I had heavv stimulation of abusing sex into sleep.

Ich wachte vorgestern mit staerkeren Schmerzen auf.
Im Nachbarzimmer war eine Person aktive.
Ich bemerkte auch Manipulation am Geist.
Aus dem was ich mitbekam koennte es sein das ein
tragbares Geraet fuer die Schikanen benutzt wurde.

Gestern hatte ich Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem
Sex. Ich denke das dies Menschen in der Naehe waren.

I had stimulation of abusing sex this morning. Such may
bring me in emotional trouble later during the day.

I had sexual harassment twice this night. Forgetfulness
comes back. Forgetting essential things.
But there is also programming to make me fortot things.
I use a timer sometimes not to forget things but I now
repeatedly forgot the times.

This time asleep harassment was even worse than the day before.
Such harassment makes sick.

This night and in the morning I had sexual harassment.
I am already exhausted in the morning.
The people in the neighboring room have been doing it
twice but there was also another source.in it.

I had again heavy sexual harassment this morning into sleep.
Yesterday it was announced by voices that I would have
my power back now. At least today it is like this.
Despite the heavy sexual harassment I can go on doing.
My passivity which I had a long time now is not only
my issue, my weakness. I blamed myself put myself down
for being passive but this important external factor I did
not even know.
For years I wanted to put my flat into good order when I
was there. T tried many times to work on it but ended up
doing only a little. I could not do it. voices said they wanted
to put me in a home for disabled. They were against this
purpose and boycotted it.They were able to do this.
The second purpose was to prevent me
from moving to a nice place at the beach.
Influence is partly that strong that I cannot resist.
They mess with my memory intendedly.
I will write a story about this.

A few days I had a talk in my head about western medicine:
The fantastic western high performance western medicine
High performance western medicine? They cannot
even heal a sniff or a cough. At least one of them.
When you look up common diseases you find they can only
relief of symptoms. This is not a high performance medicine
this is rather a scam.
I sent an article to my brother which included treatment options
for cancer prooven helpful but not supported.
It was written that pharmaceutical industry was going for
money and preventing helpful treaments for getting known.
I thought industry alone does not have the power to put such
through. Proper politics a proper working FDA would prevent
such. But the FDA is corrupt for decades and politicians
supporting such. Suspicion fell on my head on Hillary Clinton
who supports GMOs, The weedkiller of monsanto is
carcinogenic.
I heard Ted Cruz, the candidate who placed second
in the fight to become presidential candidate of the
republicans talking positive about medicine which I see corrupt.
Donald Trump is pro natural medicine! This offers some hope.
I think he has the duty to clear up the mess at the FDA and then
include changes in a reform of health-insurance.

I had the last time all times asleep sexual harassment.
Today I did not have it but ran into stress through my
allergies.. It started after I did not accept having no
privacy from Thais but this is not necessary the point
why it happened. Some beautiful girls I saw sometimes
looking at me. I related them to MC probably knowing
more about me than they should. Today a girl saw me
then demonstratively turned away. I did not know the girl.
I can[t stand having no privacy. It stops me talking
online about me. I do not like thinking because all is observed
stolen or commented, on messed with.
I feel depressed have no drive to do much.
It has to do that my personality is tried to be
realigned with different values and different
way of doing things.
I have memory problems concentration problems.
I should meditate more.

Insider Reveals How DARPA Will Control Our Minds: "If Even 20% Of This Is True..."

http://www.zerohedge.com/news/2017-03-27/insider-reveals-how-darpa-will-control-our-minds-if-even-20-true

I am a target or victim of Mind Control technology for

nearly 22 years now..

Grossly said it starts with harassment to take out the 

power of a person and then they program you the way

they like you. It may happen during sleep, through talks

which are information you take in, or else.

I consider the political system of the US or other western

countries as  weak or inferior. It usually ends up with

 two parties democrats and republicans controlling power

and their mindset controlling the society and suppressing

everything else. This is a danger fro the future of mankind.

But with this weapons these two parties make their political

control of the country or\probably better most of the world
eternal.

I personally have been programmed to a democrat for a 

long time. I manage to deprogram this partly.

After I supported Trump in the last election I now notice 

been programmed to a conservative with an affection to

Merkel.

I am personally interested in Anarchism. But it is in all

areas tried to make me mainstream.

I noticed in Germany another person leaning towards

Anarchism been programmed to a democrat as I estimate it.

18 years ago I recognized an American being in my 

mind control. He admitted and said he was too weak to 

resist. He was as a pleasant person who I also

estimate not being accepted by American mainstream.

The voice or voices which bother me also say they are forced

to do this on this way the terrorist grid expands.

American is now already and will be always a total dictatorship

of the mainstream. Who is there who can challenge the power

of this two parties gone mad with power. A single person

is not able to achieve much. And organisations never can get

big with the two parties in power.


It was like this that Internet connection was
interrupted as I was writing this post and I
could not save the message. So I stored the
message on the computer in the Internet cafe
I was working with told them to leave it
untouched. I went to get an usb stick.
But when I came back and I wanted to start
the screen of the computer the computershut
down. this means in an Internet cafe usually
that everything gets deleted.  I thought I try
and tried to switch on the computer again.
But it did no more. I have to assume that in
this cafe people are working against me
supporting the harassment against me.
I had such also in Malaysia.

The last weeks I had some days no harassment
and often harassment which was not that
strong. I could be active. Some weeks ago
in Had Yai I had the last time harassment
which kept me in bed for at least a part of the
day. Today sexual harassment was stronger
and I feel pressed down. But I am still active.
When the harassment gets even stronger I
possibly can't remain active.
Through the weaker harassment my mind has
recovered. I see it as the main reason
supplements second. I had for longer time
alzheimer's symptoms like forgetfulness
and also the mind working worse than before.

I had the last days up to yesterday massive programming
to a gay. It also included stimulation of abusing sex.
Today I am happy not to have had such.
Last night I had a talk with the voices which I think are
not my own. I said there is a lot of energy lost alone from
stimulation of abusing sex and because of mt head injury.
So it is now and it was sometimes  as a teenager that the brain is
working bad. It does not take in and does not process that good.
That has to do with lacking energy for instance due the above
mentioned, But there must be a huge lack to make this happen.
It is a bit like  in school after a long day in the last  hour I often
was simply tired and could not participate often. This lack of
energy even stronger creates problems. This is intended by the
harassers.

Impending Danger: Today’s “Super-Fuzed”, Super-Powerful US Thermonuclear Weapons Directed against Russia. “How is This Going to End?” (Putin)

http://www.globalresearch.ca/impending-danger-todays-super-fuzed-super-powerful-thermonuclear-weapons/5580097

How is this going to end?

I think America will do everything to subdue all countries on this
planet! They are mad with it. They are mad with it!

The weapons of the US will be used for this purpose. How cruel
they will be I do not know. But their huge weapons arsenal is for this

purpose.

When we want freedom which means also freedom from American 

domination everybody  on this planet outside of America must learn

and get mad about and support it/

Freedom from American domination needs to be addressed globally.

People should get together for this.

There are other possible upcoming threats like the Chinese one.
It should be addressed separately. Such a forum or else could address
global security problems. It must not be controlled by America.

Ich hatte die letzten drei Tage wieder Stimulation von
missbraeuchlichem Sex im Schlaf und auch
moeglicherweise Programmierung in meine Traeume.
Leute in meiner Naehe sind wahrscheinlich dafuer
verantwortlich.

Judge: Investigation Into Obama Spying on Trump Would Reveal Mass Surveillance of All Americans

http://www.prisonplanet.com/judge-investigation-into-obama-spying-on-trump-would-reveal-mass-surveillance-of-all-americans.html

comment:

How about Mind Control technologies which can

be used to kill, torture, read and speak to minds,

sexual abuse, brainwash, manipulate, control and

exploit people. 

I have to do with such since 22 years.

I once thought  who is doing this to me the secret service?

No, it is not the secret service. You are not important.

The next day I passed a car which I found out later was used

by police. One man in the car said to me. Mr Weinand, you are

not important.

What about that technology?

You go on using it for your advantage, keep silent and stating

with this democracy, human rights and law are just a miserable joke?

You keep stating the foundation of the West but also at other places

are lies?

I am in bed in the afternoon regularly at the same time
and wake up the same time. I do not know this from
times before. Manipulation I cannot beat easily.
I stay longer in Surat Thani than I wanted.In
Had Yai I had the same. I could not easily meditate
as I did years before. I know I have to do a lot but
I do not organize that. Good to write that maybe I
find now a way to do that.

The last time also in Malaysia I have been a lot in bed also
today.I have not had stimulation of abusing sex in sleep
in the night for most of the time in Surat Thani.I don't do
much. I have difficulty to get doing. I lost money recently.
This voices I have and I think are not my own are
bothering. They are conversations with me about stuff now.

To get out of my depression is not that easy. I have to
develop discipline in meditation again first. Voices
are often that disturbing that I turn to them instead
just noting them. My posture  is not right. I hope I
get ahead with this seemingly easy things. They are
not that easy for me at the moment.

I had no harassment a few days. Yesterday I had stimulation
of  abusing sex. I assume it was a Thai. I was not that hard.
Today I had some of such stimulation again. It was stressful
and reducing activity. I have been in bed for three days in
Surat and felt better afterwards. I thought My body is ready
again for some action. The same day stimulation of abuseve
sex restartet.
This night I had this voices again that various sorts of
harassment would  restart. They want to make me work for
them this seems to ge real. I had in Bangkok recognized
an American which was inside my mindcontrol. He said
he had been too weak to resist and worked for them.
The voices I hear also tell me that they have been forced
to do this and could not resist.
There is a silent holocaust going on. The worst criminals
on this planet are usual governments. Such stuff which
happens to me for such a long time would never be tolerated
by non government forces. They would be with this a non
government source of power.

The people who do this will further try to ger me working
for them by permanent abusing me but leaving me also time
like before.

What yesterday was announced did not happen.
I woke up and noticed no strong pain or abuse.
Mostly but not always  such announcements which told what later
should happen came true.
From the many painful stimulations I have an ongoing effect on my
body. I managed to meditate in the past a lot which countered much
of the effects. This I have  not manage the last years.  Often I just
could not think of it like it was with learning English.
I have to restart doing a lot of meditation. With it I can get my
strength back and sort out my mind. This I have to do first because I am
everything else than efficient in many things, burned out.
I have been passive often the last few years. Partly this came from many
years of stress and abuse and I could no more and did
no more want to take it. But did not find a way out and got depressed.
Today I noticed I am more free in my mind to go my way
and and noticed that I now can address this problem mentally
which I started and will have to do some time to be mentally better
prepared for future abuse. This means being less passive and being
active as far as I can and also want.
I could not write a police report about this stuff. I did not
manage and I blame me for this. Yes it appears weak.Yes I could tell
a lot why I did not manage to do it. I will later.
My depression which is not only the stuff I mentioned needs addressing
too. When I have my mental freedom I will try to address it with
mental work. The abuse is partly just shocking to me. In high stress
times the last few years mental work isn't much possible.
Voices which I think are not myown like lecturing me a lot about this
or that and disturbing talks during the day curb my thinking. Voices
are very disturbing for that.
I notice difficulty writing. I hope it is just once and not repeating in
future.

I woke up tonight and had voices saying in the morning
I wood wake up in severe pain and probably not able
to travel. They would give me such pain repeatedly
until I would be willing to work for them.
The text is not exactly the same as it was. I can no
more remember it exactly as it was

I notiec I cannot enjoy music enjoy much anymore.
My eyes get worse again.
This bestialic stimulation of  sexual abuse this day.
And what happened afterwards. A young woman
was asking for such sex by by signs. I answer this woman has
the right arss to beat 

President Trump wants to make America great again.

Then he will have to turn against the FDA.

This agency has to my observation been corrupt for

decades and has just proven this again.

FDA quietly bans powerful life-saving intravenous Vitamin C

http://www.naturalnews.com/2017-02-01-fda-quietly-bans-powerful-life-saving-iv-bags-with-vitamin-c.html

I am a few days in Thailand now and had every time sexual
harassment. Yesterday it was that strong that I was weak the
whole day. I then do not like much conversation then. This
I had often over many years. After strong harassment I do
not easily get together a smile or like to talk.
So relationships got difficult through this.
I have forgotten items several times the last days one item is
lost.

Forgetfulness is less at the moment possibly due to less
harrasment. But i have often pain in the area where the heart is. Sometimes the left arm is also tense. Only getting upset a little may make pain stronger. Exercises with arms increase pain so I  stopped it until I know  it is safe to do. Sometime ago I noticed that the many humiliations through the harassment are finally burdening my heart. In the last post I wrote that manpulation is less. It is less noticeable. I often cannot think of what I want to do and spend the day with other things. Going back to what I want functions for some time only after that  I am again doing nothing or something else.

      
Since the last post I had no severe harassment.
I had twice stimulation of abusing sex but
these were different and not so devastating yet painful.
That it seems possible to adjust harassment levels
 I noticed repeatedly.
Voices keep me from sleeping. Manipulation  is less
but I can't get easily to old strength. This was
repeatedly the case for longer time that I no more can
 do it.

The last three times asleep I had heavy harassment.
Stimulation of abusing sex as usual.
The first two days it was stressing, the second also
exhausting but today the third day the exhaustion presses
considerably on my activity.
First unlike the days before I innerly resist activity just
would like to relax. When I try to read I repeatedly end
up doing that or find myself busy with my voices. These
are stronger when I have a lot. of stress. My allergy
is stronger now .I feel my body can't take what is
happening. When it goes on this may mean decline.
Over the week I forgot several times things but I
happily retrieved the items later.
One person is a suspect to have done the sexual
harassment. It is the person in room 11.
But I do not know how to finish the harassment.
Voices say harassment will go on. They will finish my
case now. Such sounds pretty American rather idiotically
American but actually I  don't know really.
One thing I could do is to leave the Chinese influence
area may be anywhere to South America.
Chinese have been often enthusiastic about such abuse
and supporting harassment which leaves me no chance.
 I think I am an Mind control victim but I have never
heard of anyone who got out of such.

This post contained several mistakes. I recognized most
of them in the draft corrected them repeatedly but in the draft
the mistakes were repeated after correction.

I had severe stimulation of abusing sex this morning.
Voices announced this yesterday. They say it will
go on.

In nearly all guesthouses where I stay and the owner is Chinese I have
harassment.
I had today other thing go wrong with Chinese
So I think China must be contained.
Russia, Japan the Asian countries maybe India should work together
to contain it
The intellectual drain of smaller countries because some or their best
go to China must be addressed.

I had voices 2 days ago which said the terror would restart. I had
a break of some days. So it happened. Yesterday I had terror and
today that much that I needed hours to get by with it.
I had sexual harassment but this time it was gay stimulation.
Voices say they may want to bring me to a breakdown to deliver
me to psychiatry and then social engineering to the person they like.
Or put me in a home for disabled.
But voices say a lot. I notice a lot of very hard programming to a
democrat.But I know that what I think about what I notice may look
different after I look some time at it. This programming may have
been there before.
They say the want to destroy me it would take only some days now.
On the other hand voices reminded me of programming to a democrat
I had some time ago which I noticed at that time but did not counter
enough at that time.They would accept me being an Anarchist or
or sympathize with Anarchy.

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Koennte es sein das die 'Autoritaeten' sich die besten Zuschauerplaetze
fuer das Spektakel ausgesucht haben?  Na ja, Ich mein ja nur.

Today in the morning I had again stimulation of abusing sex.
There is another point. I looked up information about
Alzheimer's. I found that being not able to concentrate,
not being able to take in information or keep it, not being able
to process information more often are probably signs of
being on the way to Alzheimer's. I had this more often the
last years. The stimulation of abusing sex was one of the
most devastasting for my body and mind. I ascribe the
symptoms largely to this. This stimulation was often
very stressful and burning me out. Another point was
probably  mental influence which held me from
meditation. I could not do it much the last years.
When I started various stuff happened. I got heavy
stimulation of stress or distractions of my mind or quickly
 rerouted to other activities which I was not able to notice
quickly. Such people who did such stimulation  and enjoyed it are
just  pieces of character rubbish.

Brain Implants To Cure Mental Disorders May Soon Be A Thing

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/05/27/brain-implants-mental-disorders-darpa_n_5395708.html

They want to play with your brain and saying they are helping?

I state this way to mess about the brain by an implant is about control.

Governments mostly are not interested in healing mental sickness.

They rather want to exploit the weaknesses mental sick people have.

They do not support orthomolecular medicine which offers scientific

evidence of healing mental sickness.

One probable reason is that such medicine just heals it does not

offer much to manipulate and control people as Psychiatry does,

Psychiatry is supported by governments and does not offer healing.

So it is important for people to learn to turn against the

control junkies in governments.

I had no harassment for some days and started to get better

but the last days sexual harassment restarted. The consequence

is that I am down again and again getting more passive.

When you have a history of sexual abuse you experience 

that many people want to repeat the abuse I had it that

also with a therapist in Germany. Not much about humans.

Mass surveillance exposed by Snowden is about control, not counterterrorism – Oliver Stone to RT

https://www.rt.com/uk/369453-oliver-stone-snowden-movie/

I am not surveilled but also harassed up to the level to get multiple

sicknesses. Harassment happens over radiation.

I assume now the idea behind this harassment is social engenering.

I notice influence of voices and programming of my mind.

When I speak about such hardly anyone understands the matter

of covert harassment.

Today I woke up and felt a little recovered which also affected the
mind. I do not know when I had such the last time but I was used
to such and stronger recoveries during sleep before my
harassment started 21 years ago.

The last days I have spent much in bed. I am a few hours up now
and want to go to bed again.

I watched a presentation of Shawn Stenenson about sleep.
He said about that the body detoxifies during sleep.  This
would be the main way to detoxify the body.
Recent research would show that the unability to detoxify
the brain would be the major reason why Alzheimer' s develops.
I do not know the exact words Mr Stevenson said. So the
meaning of his words can be a little different in detail but
hardly in the main point.

I am a target of gang stakling and mind control activities for
21 years now.
I am woken up often in the night 3 times.
I have programming in my dreams which is stressful.
I have stimulation of abusing sex which has in the past
often that painful that I could no more go to sleep this night.
I have had with this stimulation of abusing sex over
distance sexual abuse for many years with varIous effects
on my health.

For longer time I am worse organized than before.
Such happened due to the ongoing harassment
The last time I noticed forgetfulness.
Last week for instance I lost my key, my umbrella
and my shoes in a few days. I need time to recognize
people know but not much.

So this forgetfulness may be an indicator of a degenerative
disease whih leads to death after some time

With that the harassment can be considered as tried murder.


I hear voices also such which are not my own.
They say they want to get me to breakdown
Then I could be sent to Germany and there put in a care
facility after being deprived of the right of decision.
I do not want that. So they use this means.

That is just an idea why this harassment is happening.
The whole stuff looks like being German social politics.

My sister is living in a care facility which costs the taxpayer
3500,- Euro a month. If she would have been treated like a
human being she would be able to walk and take care of
of herself This would cost a quarter of a care facility if she
would need state support.
After having harassment for years her body gave up when she
dos the first time in psychiatry. I know it was at that time.
She developped multiple sclerosis and lives in a roll chair now
There have been reports on deaths related to such harassment.

They do not care about the damage they do and you can be sure
 they  do not care what you want.

I had yesterday stimulation of abusing sex .
and I notice programming.
Voices trying to get me to jump to conclusions.
Some voices which I had a long time have
changed.

I wanted to write it already but I did not.
The day after the election I could much
easier be active than the days before.
I refer to my blog entry before this one.

Today I had strong stimulation of abusing
sex. When I got down into the cafe of
the place where I stay two woman contacted
me emotionally this way. Maybe they have
been doing it before as well.

I actually wanted to write something related to the
election in the US but I had 2 bad days now and did
not do much. Some stress may have been from
guests, but some I do no know. I had such often in
the past. Influence was like this that I could not
even think of learning English after I had done it for
years consequently.
Or being able to do some stuff and then for some time
hardly anything.

I had all the last days stimulation of abusing sex into
sleep in the guesthouses where I stay.

I had today again strong stimulation of abusing sex.
I assume somebody of the place where I stay.
But at the moment I have my mind for myself.
That is quiete a lot. I have the hope that I get
back in track in some time.
What is disturbing are voices which are speaking
a lot. Then they are probably trying education.
I want to do it myself but it is already happening.
I got into trouble with somebody who insulted me
repeatedly. I then sat down alone for a while was
thinking but maybe also programmed.
The words I had  in my mind were similar of the
words the staff in the restaurant later said.
So are they trying to educate me here in Malaysia
The point is I do then not think for myself I just
take solutions and land up in a model from the top.
Thinking myself takes longer but solutions can be
more individual.

I had voices the last days. I woke up with abusing sex stimulated
every time. To a good degree it has to do with my allergy.
But probably not always. It is strange when once a complete
sex is stimulated in the same room hardly anything changed.
The influence voices and harassment have is meanwhile strong.
I do not manage to be that decisive and active I used to be also
because there is programming which keeps me away from it.

Two days ago  and yesterday I had stimulation of abusing sex but not that strong maybe related to my allergies. Today my first day in Malaysia I had very hard of such. It is that strong that it burns me out.

Today I was woken up by stimulation of gay sex.\
That brings me emotionally in trouble which I have
to deal with hopefully

The day before yesterday I had heavy stimulation
of abusing sex into sleep in the morning.
Today I had enthusiasm programmed related to
violence.
The enthusiasm is about the same related to abusing sex
while they program in my dreams

Today I had reprogramming of of sm sex.
This I had quite often already. It gets me into
trouble with me later. But my allergies may
have contributed to such. I do not know
how much.

Today I had reprogramming of of sm sex.
This I had quite often already. It gets me into
trouble with me later. But my allergies may
have contributed to such. I do not know
how much.

I had today seemingly not stimulation but something like
programming or reprogramming of abusive sex. It was painful and
stressful during the day.

Ich hatte nach der letzten Post wieder Stimulation von
missbraeuchlichem Sex und wieder danach mit Vergesslichkeit zu tun.
Danach hatte ich es ein paar Tage nicht und ich erholte mich ein wenig.
Es ging aber heute morgen wieder los und auch kraeftig.
Dies war auch gestern angekuendigt.
Diese Stimulation von  ist ein boeser Stress welcher mein Immunsystem
ueberfordert und mich sehr ausgelaugt hat. Es geht wohl darum
durch den Terror Beiinflussung, Kontrolle leichter zu machen und
aufrecht zu halten.
Die Rote Pest international (SPD, democrats) gibt sich in den Stimmen immer
wieder zu erkennen. Aber wer sagt denn das das stimmt.
Das ist das was die Schwachkoepfe ins Hirn faseln.

I had sexual harassment the last days. One day I spoke on the phone to
somebody and noted that I could not remember common words of my
native language. I started then listening to talks related to the threat
of alzheimer's.

The next day after I had this memory problems I did not have sexual
harassment like usual into sleep and wake up from it. Voices told me
that this stepping over me would contribute to the problem.
 I had starting from that day sexual harassment during the day just
 by overwhelming my consciousness with positive  feelings related to
 SM sex.
So approval to such sex was fiddled getting around of the first kind of
stepping over me. I could not do anything at first but getting
conscious about the unpleasant feelings about such inner resistance
build up. I did not manage to do that before.

I can easier be active now I hope this remains. When the
harassment is too strong I cannot. I also cannot concentrate.
I notice that there has been programming towards the
conservatives. Actually Clinton is the person elected by
those with a low income like me. This came to my mind
But altogether I keep distance to the big parties.

My mat I sleep on and have cleaned and the piece of
cloth I use on it both I found stimulating SM sex.
They have not been like this yet. I used them many
times. Well, Thais know which household items to
use to stimulate such and performed it on me before
in Hotel Bandon Surat Thani. The reception
went along with such.
May be now I have a similar issue or gang stalking.
There is no supervision of clothes drying outside but
family member from room Nr 5 are much of the time
around there and would notice anything apart from
some hours in the night or may be supporting such.
I do not know but I won't unjustly be suspicious about
them

I had voices yesterday which announced harassment which
I had in the morning. I am not sure how much my allergies
or chemicals play a role. 

Gestern hatte ich keine Schikanen. Es war angekuendigt es
wuerde nie mehr sein.
Gestern wurde aber fuer heute wieder Schikanen angekuendigt
Ich hatte wieder Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem Sex.
Dies hat wie ueblich  verheerende Wirkungen. Wenn es mir
einigermassen gut geht, gehe ich eine Liste mit englischen
Vokablen relativ schnell durch. Heute stoppte ich nach
wenigen Worten. Ich werde passiver und niedergeschlagen.
Heute kuendigten Stimmen wieder an es gaebe morgen
keinen Aerger fuer mich. Na ja, das kann sich im Laufe
des Abends noch aendern.

Gestern hatte ich keine Schikanen. Es war angekuendigt es
wuerde nie mehr sein.

Gestern wurde aber fuer heute wieder Schikenan angekuendigt
Ich hatte wieder Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem Sex.
Dies hat wie ueblich  verheerende Wirkungen. Wenn es mir
einigermassen gut geht, gehe ich eine Liste mit englischen
Vokablen relativ schnell durch. Heute stoppte ich nach
wenigen Worten. Ich werde passiver und niedergeschlagen.
Heute kuendigten Stimmen wieder an es gaebe morgen
keinen Aerger fuer mich. Na ja, das kann sich im Laufe
des Abends noch aendern.

Voices say it would be the goal to drive me that far enough
down to be able to put me  in an institution.
NO. I do not go alive in an institution. I have to prepare
for this and do what I can to be strong enough to act
acordingly.

Again heavy stimulation of abusing sex. Voices are saying
that such will go on, while voices say freedom is essential
the first time I have this voices when I remember right.
Democrats are a utmost enemy of freedom and fight it
that I know for decades. Conservatives I experienced even
worse in Germany under Helmut Kohl and afterwards.
But it is the nature of governments to try to control
and manage everything up to the detail with not that much
interest in the damage they do. Just mad with power
and playing around with it using any imaginable lie to
justify its further ongoing use using any available means
to keep on going this way. This seems to be the nature of
government. Maybe I am too much generalizing. Then I want
to see the differrence now. How about putting Mind Control
weapons under control? You won't, right. You want go on
playing, right?

Ich hatte stimulation von mussbraeuchlichem Sex und habe
deswegen Schmerzen bin niedergeschlagen aber nicht
kraftlos wie sonst oefters.

I notice now heavy programming of abusing sex. I can't remember

having had such. I sit in a chair repeatedly during the day for some

time feel depressed.

I also noticed some programming to a social democrat some days

ago I had stress and pain I could not bear and it was tried to press

to join them. But they are playing. If they really wanted such

they would stick to such a plan. Or they are permanently tricking

around to achieve my approval for them. I have often voices

related to democrats being the good choice, Doing such is some 

sort of terrorism

I had again stimulation of abusing sex. Again exhausted in the
morning. There may be people in the environment involved.
Actually all Thais in my direct environment have already been
stimulating such.

I had again stimulation of abusing sex, gay sex. It has also to

do with my allergies. The extent of stress is dangerous.

Vor zwei Tagen hab ich im Kopf ueber die USA hergezogen.
Ich sprach von der amerikanischen Mainstreamsekte, die zum
Beispiel Angelina Jolie nur angriff weil sie ein Stueck anders
ist halt kein richtiges Mainstream Normvieh.
Ich hatte es auch das mich ein Mitglied dieser Sekte in Malaysia
schikanierte, hintenrum natuerlich ohne das ich dieser Person
meines Wissens einen Grund dafuer geliefert habe.

Am naechsten Tag war ich ueberrascht. Ich habe die letzte Zeit
oefters auf youtube Musik gehoert. Ein Song der Hollies
hatte mir dabei gut gefallen. Ich hoerte ihn oefters.
Gestern war dann auf youtube in der Liste der Songs die ich von
den Hollies hoeren konnte anders. Andere Songs die dem einen
der mir besonders gefiel aehnelten  waren nun mit dabei.
Dies war vorher und leider heute auch nicht mehr der Fall.
Das heisst das youtube eine Vorauswahl der Songs betreibt
Ich habe vorher nach anderen Songs der Gruppe die mir
gefallen koennten gesucht und diese nicht gefunden.
Ich finde es wunderbar das ich umsonst Musik auf youtube
hoeren kann aber diese Vorauswahl ist schade, enttaeuschend.
Wie bei Facebook, google findet das Einflussnahme statt.

Zu dem Thema passt:

Handynummer reicht für Tötung per Drohne

http://www.sueddeutsche.de/politik/drohnenangriffe-wie-die-usa-per-drohne-toeten-1.3110909

Wird aus ideologischen Gruenden getoetet oder ist solches zumindest teilweise inklusive?

The stimulation today was that strong that I was sitting around
repeatedly also talking less than yesterday.

I have the last days programming of gay sex.
This morning I woke up heavily exhausted
after stimulation of abusing sex.
Voices are also like that that they hint at
programming they have done or are doing.
It was tried the last time to convince me to
become a social democrat.

I had heavy also sexual harassment this time when
I wake up. I was weakened for today. Possibly
tomorrow?

I had longer time stimulation of abusing sex this time asleep
and strong pain afterwards. But my allergies play a role in it.
Pain became less when I removed an item near my bed.

I had heavy stimulation of sm sex during sleep.
As I am involved with positive emotions which does
not mean that I want it I slipped into it with fantasies
about it. I have pain during the day.
I noticed that what I use as a bed sheet appeared highly
stressful to lie on though it had been washed before.
It was the second which gave me huge stress in a few days.
I do not know yet where the stress came from with the
second sheet. The first I know it was drying on a rope
which discoloured the sheet. I was allergic against
these chemicals on it.

I had in the morning stimulation of abusing sex and heavy
 programming. It came from the teens in room 2 or one with
their guests. Even Thai teens engage in this. I had sometime
ago a maybe 10 year old boy stimulating abusing sex.
This stimulating abusing sex  is a disgusting thing many Thais do
Maybe part of Thai culture or what?

In the morning today I did not have any stimulation of bad sex.
which aroused me and made me feel stressed.
Somehow there was programming of such sex without giving
me this stress initially but the programming has its negative
influence.

The stimulation of absing sex includes programming to a gay.
I wrote that i would prefer stimulation of gay stuff to sadistic
stuff. The message was not complete. I preferred it once
because the gay stuff was easier to deal with as it was not
so strong as the sadistic stuff.
Heavy stimulation of gay stuff is stress- and painful.

I had again stimulation of abusing sex in the morning. It drains my
power and is depressing.