Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Saturday, March 06, 2010
Monday, March 01, 2010
Sunday, February 28, 2010
The last time asleep again massive stimulation of abusing sex from which I suffer the whole day and may be longer. Well, certainly I encounter nice Thais. But the dirt of them decides the day and did it today again.
I have this harrassment in Thailand now for long time. And that many Thais enjoy this abuse towards me I got to know quite often. A culture which tolerates or enjoys sexual abuse I do not accept as a culture. Thai culture is for me not a culture any longer.
Thais you should look for something better than that. But looking to the west is not a option you cannot learn that much from the west.
I will soon go again to Chaiya. I see people who enjoy sexual abuse repeatedly as character rubbish. You do not speak to rubbish and I won't do it. Rubbish you throw away. Well, at the moment I won't play the rubbish collection for Thais.
I have this harrassment in Thailand now for long time. And that many Thais enjoy this abuse towards me I got to know quite often. A culture which tolerates or enjoys sexual abuse I do not accept as a culture. Thai culture is for me not a culture any longer.
Thais you should look for something better than that. But looking to the west is not a option you cannot learn that much from the west.
I will soon go again to Chaiya. I see people who enjoy sexual abuse repeatedly as character rubbish. You do not speak to rubbish and I won't do it. Rubbish you throw away. Well, at the moment I won't play the rubbish collection for Thais.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Sunday, February 14, 2010
I am now for about 2 weeks in Prachuap. In the beginning I had strong sexual harassment after that most of the days programming. Once I slept and woke up in the same mood I did this before the harassment started. I felt refreshed with a clear mind. This happens very rarely nowadays. I notice programming to a social democrat again.
Es muesste moeglich sein die Regierungen wegen Unterlassung von Regelung neuer Technologien die elektronischen Terror ermoeglichen und somit die Menschenrechte gefaehrden, zu verklagen. Ihnen vorzuwerfen dies sei Amtspflichtsverletzung. Den Staatschefs vorzuwerfen sie haetten ihren Eid gebrochen den sie bei Amtsantritt leisteten, oder sogar vorzuwerfen einen Meineid geschworen zu haben weil sie nie die Absicht gehabt haetten diese Technologien unter Kontrolle zu bringen. Der Eid verpflichtet diejenigen die ihn leisten in Deutschland z.B. Schaden vom deutschen Volk abzuwenden.
In den USA kann man der Regierung moeglicherweise sogar Vorsatz und damit Taterschaft vorwerfen, weil mir aufgefallen ist das Dokumente die ueber elektronischen Terror berichten verschwinden.
Dies alles muesste detailiert ausgearbeitet werden.
In den USA kann man der Regierung moeglicherweise sogar Vorsatz und damit Taterschaft vorwerfen, weil mir aufgefallen ist das Dokumente die ueber elektronischen Terror berichten verschwinden.
Dies alles muesste detailiert ausgearbeitet werden.
Saturday, February 06, 2010
Thursday, February 04, 2010
Wednesday, February 03, 2010
Saturday, January 30, 2010
I had stimulation of abusing sex and harassment all days in Prachuap. This means as a tourist place I would not recommend this place.
There were hints that the son of the guesthouse owner was participating in stimulating abusing sex.I heard that his father is working for the government. Okay, any mainstream government promotes bad character. Maybe the behavior of the boy has also to do with bad influence.
There were hints that the son of the guesthouse owner was participating in stimulating abusing sex.I heard that his father is working for the government. Okay, any mainstream government promotes bad character. Maybe the behavior of the boy has also to do with bad influence.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
I had hard days in my flat in Chaiya. 2 days ago I shielded in the evening the left side of my flat (left when you look out of the main door), which was not necessary before.
I shielded very strong and the signal subsided but another one started on the right of my flat, probably from the socket which is close to the windows. This signal stopped shortly later without my involvement. I know they can put up the signal in my flat to a degree I cannot shield and just have to leave the flat. I had it like this sometimes. This most heavy stress usually came from power sockets or from the power main switch. I had signals also coming from various sides sometimes which were hard to shield.
The people who live around unfortunately in the past often just participated in stimulating bad sex when this was part of harassment or else.
Today I woke up exhausted. Later I realized that there was massive gayprogarmming and programming to a social democrat. The name social democrat is a complete lie, isn't it. When they do brainwashing they are not social and not democratic, they act like a fascistic terror organisation. The war on terror should turn against them.
But this will probably not happen.
I shielded very strong and the signal subsided but another one started on the right of my flat, probably from the socket which is close to the windows. This signal stopped shortly later without my involvement. I know they can put up the signal in my flat to a degree I cannot shield and just have to leave the flat. I had it like this sometimes. This most heavy stress usually came from power sockets or from the power main switch. I had signals also coming from various sides sometimes which were hard to shield.
The people who live around unfortunately in the past often just participated in stimulating bad sex when this was part of harassment or else.
Today I woke up exhausted. Later I realized that there was massive gayprogarmming and programming to a social democrat. The name social democrat is a complete lie, isn't it. When they do brainwashing they are not social and not democratic, they act like a fascistic terror organisation. The war on terror should turn against them.
But this will probably not happen.
Monday, January 18, 2010
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Saturday, January 09, 2010
Friday, January 08, 2010
Saturday, January 02, 2010
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Saturday, December 19, 2009
The first part I wrote yesterday
I am in Thailand now and I get to feel it. I have a deficit of sleep of 2 and a half nights now. Last night I was woken up by sexual harassment after some hours sleep.
T tried to get to sleep again and was woken up again by sexual harassment. Now I oculd no more get to sleep. I know this when there is stronger harassment then I can no more sleep after that.
Yesterday an English learning book was stolen from me. I sat outside of a restaurant at a table. I went to the toilet and left the book there. I came back after a short time. The book was no more there. There were hardly any people walking along the street the restaurant is in so it is probable it was stolen by Thais out of the restaurant or nearby.
The theft makes only sense in the context that there is programming to a social democrat and my learning English is disturbing the exploitation. That I have also as voices. That there was programming to stop me from doing my English and other stuff is more clear now for me.
By the way the PDA which was stolen from me before I left to Cambodia I used mainly for learning English.
I have left Bangkok for another place and had sexual harassment during sleep again.
I have that often stimulation of sexual abuse in Thailand now that I tend to say.
The Thais are a people of potential sexual abusers. It is only a minority which does it but I have it that often in Thailand that I see it as a feature of the country.
Some years ago Thailand was better in that area than other ocuntries around but I have it quiete often the last years.
That somebody has a history of sexual abuse is no excuse to try to continue it.
But with the weakest you can do it easier as they have less protection.
I was mocked by Thai police in Trat, in Bangkok and I got to feel it once in Surat Thani.
As I came to Bangkok some month ago in tahe early morning Iwas threated and beaten by some Thais. I got to the police station close to Kao Sarn Road. But nobody was to be seen there. Some days ago I was told by a policeman that this police station would be open 24 hours a day.
I am in Thailand now and I get to feel it. I have a deficit of sleep of 2 and a half nights now. Last night I was woken up by sexual harassment after some hours sleep.
T tried to get to sleep again and was woken up again by sexual harassment. Now I oculd no more get to sleep. I know this when there is stronger harassment then I can no more sleep after that.
Yesterday an English learning book was stolen from me. I sat outside of a restaurant at a table. I went to the toilet and left the book there. I came back after a short time. The book was no more there. There were hardly any people walking along the street the restaurant is in so it is probable it was stolen by Thais out of the restaurant or nearby.
The theft makes only sense in the context that there is programming to a social democrat and my learning English is disturbing the exploitation. That I have also as voices. That there was programming to stop me from doing my English and other stuff is more clear now for me.
By the way the PDA which was stolen from me before I left to Cambodia I used mainly for learning English.
I have left Bangkok for another place and had sexual harassment during sleep again.
I have that often stimulation of sexual abuse in Thailand now that I tend to say.
The Thais are a people of potential sexual abusers. It is only a minority which does it but I have it that often in Thailand that I see it as a feature of the country.
Some years ago Thailand was better in that area than other ocuntries around but I have it quiete often the last years.
That somebody has a history of sexual abuse is no excuse to try to continue it.
But with the weakest you can do it easier as they have less protection.
I was mocked by Thai police in Trat, in Bangkok and I got to feel it once in Surat Thani.
As I came to Bangkok some month ago in tahe early morning Iwas threated and beaten by some Thais. I got to the police station close to Kao Sarn Road. But nobody was to be seen there. Some days ago I was told by a policeman that this police station would be open 24 hours a day.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Friday, December 11, 2009
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
I notice there is brainwashing to mainstream thinking and its media. Accept the feel good hollow mainstream media, do not question that much just entertain with it.Away from anarchist thinking towards the usual mainstream thinking. As I was in Thailand before I was brainwashed no more to care about Thai politics and not to criticize it. And now it goes further into adaption.
I am not sure where this is from.
A nation which brainwashes people is a failed nation. It is probable that Thailand is involved so Thailand is probable a failed nation. Not the only one but also one.
I am not sure where this is from.
A nation which brainwashes people is a failed nation. It is probable that Thailand is involved so Thailand is probable a failed nation. Not the only one but also one.
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
I had today very hard sexual harassment again. I do not get it easily out of the head. In the afternoon I was in my room and then had mind games and noticed that the guesthouse owner was doing it. I spoke to her about this but she denied. I am not completely sure if there were misunderstandings because I can't speak much Thai and she maybe not enough English but I assume not. Such are some Thais today. They like to step on the vulnerable and then lie. Okay, I have to say they have probably an example from doing it from Germans, I experienced them as the worst liars in this area related to psychic attacks who even beat Americans but that does not reduce the repulsiveness of this Thai woman.
One woman spoke to me and was wondering why I stayed already 7 days in Trat. I thought. "Want they to get rid of me and use this harassment?" I no more question that this is a possibility. For that I know Thais enough.
One woman spoke to me and was wondering why I stayed already 7 days in Trat. I thought. "Want they to get rid of me and use this harassment?" I no more question that this is a possibility. For that I know Thais enough.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
I had each time asleep in Trat sexual harassment which is then a burden during the day.
To the attitude in Thailand. To me it comes like this if someone is weak or vulnerable this is a justification for some for sexual harassment. They then just like to step on them. That belongs probably to Thai culture but not only to their. After the first time asleep I noticed the guesthouse holder inside doing it and reacted angry towards this. Her reaction the day later was she wanted me to leave. Such are some Thais when you complain about stimulation of bad sex. You can't tatke away easily a sexual abuse from some Thais.This is not the first time I had this. Guesthouse holder not that rare like to perform this. I assume they think this is hospitality in Thailand.
To the attitude in Thailand. To me it comes like this if someone is weak or vulnerable this is a justification for some for sexual harassment. They then just like to step on them. That belongs probably to Thai culture but not only to their. After the first time asleep I noticed the guesthouse holder inside doing it and reacted angry towards this. Her reaction the day later was she wanted me to leave. Such are some Thais when you complain about stimulation of bad sex. You can't tatke away easily a sexual abuse from some Thais.This is not the first time I had this. Guesthouse holder not that rare like to perform this. I assume they think this is hospitality in Thailand.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Thais behave as usual. Some nice but some disgusting enough to spoil the day. I had hard programming of abusing sex today during sleep. I won't recommend Thailand as a country for retired people. When you age you loose power and also mental abilities gradually and my experience is that Thais are sensitive and too many abuse weaknesses consequently and hard.
I left Thailand 2 month ago. The last thing I had that my electronic organizer was stolen on the bus to Trat.
When I came to Thailand a few days ago after the first night I noticed that most money had been stolen out of my money back. The room had two doors one did not look that secure and I had only used one of its two locks. In the morning it was open.
I left Thailand 2 month ago. The last thing I had that my electronic organizer was stolen on the bus to Trat.
When I came to Thailand a few days ago after the first night I noticed that most money had been stolen out of my money back. The room had two doors one did not look that secure and I had only used one of its two locks. In the morning it was open.
Monday, November 23, 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Monday, November 09, 2009
Sunday, November 08, 2009
Friday, November 06, 2009
Well then, here is something interesting which confirms what MC victims claim for long time.
Their thoughts are read. But when you go to a doctor and speak about you are described insane.
http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/science/living/article6898177.ece
In the article the negative uses are not much described. With this technology you can read the PIN number or your credit card the access number of your bank account out of your mind.
Those who possess the technology can steal intellectual property of people and get profit out of it.
Because I get along well with my mental diagnosis they steal the information on how I do this and how I want to get ahead. For who is this from interest. For psychologists, psychiatrists, political control addicts.
To me this technology and others like such for electronic harassment exists longer than mentioned. This brings us to problems of a modern parliamentary democracy. It seems like this that the main parties agree in hiding and in the abuse of such technology to their advantage and are not willing to regulate it.
The terror related to hidden technology and gang stalking is probably used to put through a political agenda, for the benefit of such having access to it to the disadvantage of the people. This happens to my estimation in Germany since about 20 years.
This technology can excellently be used by a political leadership to keep a democracy formally alive, while hunting dissidents in a hidden way.
Those targeted have also to do with a lot of unhealthy radiation from the devices used which may harm them additionally to the effects of the harassment.
Their thoughts are read. But when you go to a doctor and speak about you are described insane.
http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/science/living/article6898177.ece
In the article the negative uses are not much described. With this technology you can read the PIN number or your credit card the access number of your bank account out of your mind.
Those who possess the technology can steal intellectual property of people and get profit out of it.
Because I get along well with my mental diagnosis they steal the information on how I do this and how I want to get ahead. For who is this from interest. For psychologists, psychiatrists, political control addicts.
To me this technology and others like such for electronic harassment exists longer than mentioned. This brings us to problems of a modern parliamentary democracy. It seems like this that the main parties agree in hiding and in the abuse of such technology to their advantage and are not willing to regulate it.
The terror related to hidden technology and gang stalking is probably used to put through a political agenda, for the benefit of such having access to it to the disadvantage of the people. This happens to my estimation in Germany since about 20 years.
This technology can excellently be used by a political leadership to keep a democracy formally alive, while hunting dissidents in a hidden way.
Those targeted have also to do with a lot of unhealthy radiation from the devices used which may harm them additionally to the effects of the harassment.
Sunday, November 01, 2009
I had again sexual harassment during sleep the last days. On the other hand there seems to have been also a grip on my power which is released now. To some degree mental functions work better. I have recognized it already several times that there is control and directing.
Seems to be like a electronic prison I am in to some degree. When you know that I am not the only one to who this happens, you can speak of electronic concentrations camp which are existing nowadays largely unknown to the public alike the former concentration camps in Germany and elsewhere. The technology which enables this seems to be also unknown to many.
It is difficult to proove that such crimes happen und so easily further kept secret.
When you read in the online groups related to victims of such technology you read also about suicide, destroyed lifes and other miseries caused by this technology.
With me it looks like they want to make me work for the German social democrats.
And Obama does nothing to regulate this technology and enable protection against such stuff.
You can say so he supports the existence of electronic concentration camps. Well, what do you expect of a winner of a Nobel Peace prize.
On the other hand bring this technology effectively under control and to end the ongoing silent holocaust is worth the price.
Seems to be like a electronic prison I am in to some degree. When you know that I am not the only one to who this happens, you can speak of electronic concentrations camp which are existing nowadays largely unknown to the public alike the former concentration camps in Germany and elsewhere. The technology which enables this seems to be also unknown to many.
It is difficult to proove that such crimes happen und so easily further kept secret.
When you read in the online groups related to victims of such technology you read also about suicide, destroyed lifes and other miseries caused by this technology.
With me it looks like they want to make me work for the German social democrats.
And Obama does nothing to regulate this technology and enable protection against such stuff.
You can say so he supports the existence of electronic concentration camps. Well, what do you expect of a winner of a Nobel Peace prize.
On the other hand bring this technology effectively under control and to end the ongoing silent holocaust is worth the price.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
The last time I felt some brainwashing. Some Americans who I met in Phnom Penh seem to have the same pattern to some degree. I watched a part of the movie ""Stupid in America" and again recognized similarities. I discovered this yesterday. Afterwards this stopped. But I had stimulation of bad sex again.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
In the new guesthouse there is a lot of stress coming from radiation, I feel this probably due to my sensibility. From the TV antenna is stimulating of abusing sex coming. It is hard to shield. It is written that such antennas can be used for MC.
There is also probably one of my neighbors doing psychic attacks.
Khmers are usually friendly to my face but in my back I get psychic attacks from some.
There is also probably one of my neighbors doing psychic attacks.
Khmers are usually friendly to my face but in my back I get psychic attacks from some.
Friday, October 16, 2009
Today I woke up in the worst condition since I am in Phnom Penh. I had sexual harassment and also what I had all the last days massive programming to a gay. I noticed the phone in the room as a stress source also when it is not connected. There may be also be something in the air when gives me stress during the day not in the night.
I did not do much because I felt sick.
I did not do much because I felt sick.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
This time asleep again massive programming and stimulation of abusing sex. Again exhausted already when I get up after some time too long in bed. I want to work me out of this bad sex this but when it gets permanent stimulated it is very difficult. I have trouble to get the programming out of my head.
Monday, October 12, 2009
Today again stimulation and programming on another way hard. It may be Cambodians doing psychic attacks as I noticed today some doing this.
Despite having such attacks something in my mind gets better. I am out of Thailand.
Some sort of attacks and suppression I had there are not in Phnom Penh, this is different here.
Despite having such attacks something in my mind gets better. I am out of Thailand.
Some sort of attacks and suppression I had there are not in Phnom Penh, this is different here.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Friday, October 09, 2009
I changed the guesthouse yesterday. Actually a change from pest to cholera.
First I woke up in the morning there was nothing. I went to sleep again and woke up after massive programming in my sleep. Then I stayed in my room much of the day feeling miserable. In the afternoon I noticed that I had not switched off power supply to the room and did it. I noticed then that it was a stress source. When I switched it on some hours later it was not such a source. When I went down to the reception I noticed that staff was doing harsh psychic attacks on me and had contributed to my bad day with this. When I went outside I noticed another stress source I could not idendify.
First I woke up in the morning there was nothing. I went to sleep again and woke up after massive programming in my sleep. Then I stayed in my room much of the day feeling miserable. In the afternoon I noticed that I had not switched off power supply to the room and did it. I noticed then that it was a stress source. When I switched it on some hours later it was not such a source. When I went down to the reception I noticed that staff was doing harsh psychic attacks on me and had contributed to my bad day with this. When I went outside I noticed another stress source I could not idendify.
Cambodia is poor did not manage a reasonable economy and gets help from other countries. At the same time many Cambodians like to step on other people who are living with burden like me.
It is proof of a lot of miserable minds and poor humanity in Cambodia.
When many of them are like this I think they don't deserve help and support.
Thursday, October 08, 2009
The time I am in Cambodia I had a lot of sexual harassment and it was quite sometimes hard. Some places in Thailand I experienced better.
I knew it before that Cambodians altogether use psychic attacks more. The last days in the guesthouse Leston in Phnom Penh were in this aspect quite ugly. That is why I won't recommend it. The staff was involved. Today I felt from the staff a general sense to mock me. Impudent, I don't know how to answer this.
This psychic attacks I have sometimes during the day at a few other places too.
This is a major point for me.
Apart from this I find the people here nice.
This time asleep was a lot of programming of abusng sex which is difficult t remove.
I knew it before that Cambodians altogether use psychic attacks more. The last days in the guesthouse Leston in Phnom Penh were in this aspect quite ugly. That is why I won't recommend it. The staff was involved. Today I felt from the staff a general sense to mock me. Impudent, I don't know how to answer this.
This psychic attacks I have sometimes during the day at a few other places too.
This is a major point for me.
Apart from this I find the people here nice.
This time asleep was a lot of programming of abusng sex which is difficult t remove.
Monday, October 05, 2009
The last two days I had stimulation of abusing sex again. But there may be psychic attacks from people around involved. Today I also had programming in my dreams. A story how I would be brought forcibly in a institution they control for education and programming to their wishes.
Programming may have weakened me. It is difficult to concentrate.
Programming may have weakened me. It is difficult to concentrate.
Saturday, October 03, 2009
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
It seems I am going the right way.
I am disabled because of mental problems and stay in developing countries not in developed ones and don't take drugs.
http://www.madinamerica.com/Mad%20In%20America/Home.html
out of this
...When the World Health Organization compared outcomes for schizophrenia patients in rich countries to those in poor countries, it determined that outcomes were much, much better in the poor countries...
...In 2007, researchers at the University of Illinois reported that 15-years after initial diagnosis, 40% of the schizophrenia patients who had weaned themselves from antipsychotic medications were “in recovery,” versus five% of those who were on the drugs...
I am disabled because of mental problems and stay in developing countries not in developed ones and don't take drugs.
http://www.madinamerica.com/Mad%20In%20America/Home.html
out of this
...When the World Health Organization compared outcomes for schizophrenia patients in rich countries to those in poor countries, it determined that outcomes were much, much better in the poor countries...
...In 2007, researchers at the University of Illinois reported that 15-years after initial diagnosis, 40% of the schizophrenia patients who had weaned themselves from antipsychotic medications were “in recovery,” versus five% of those who were on the drugs...
Sunday, September 27, 2009
This time asleep no severe harassment. I noticed a little while already awake, which disappeared then. There is brainwashing to make me read mainstream newspapers not alternative news. These would be radical. a positive feeling comes along with conventional media and a bad feeling is accompanying reading alternative media. these feelings are produced
I actually wanted to attack the organisation with the nickname "the red pest" but there was some stronger resistance inside me to do this. I assume that the harassment I had the last time was because they wanted me to kep away from this.
I want to remind that the SPD is known to harass minorities (I did not find the report about this) to have advantages of this. Well, this marks it as suspicious to be a right wing extremist political party.
The BKA should investigate this. Minorities have their rights like others, why is it allowed that this big dangerous organisation can harass these.
If the BKA does not it indicates that it supports rather the rich and powerful than the people.
I actually wanted to attack the organisation with the nickname "the red pest" but there was some stronger resistance inside me to do this. I assume that the harassment I had the last time was because they wanted me to kep away from this.
I want to remind that the SPD is known to harass minorities (I did not find the report about this) to have advantages of this. Well, this marks it as suspicious to be a right wing extremist political party.
The BKA should investigate this. Minorities have their rights like others, why is it allowed that this big dangerous organisation can harass these.
If the BKA does not it indicates that it supports rather the rich and powerful than the people.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
I had in Suan Mokh twice sexual harassment. I have been often there. I had it often there. Some monks are always willing to do this. They are respected people but act not according to this.
In Bangkok again sexual harassment in the guesthouse where I stay.
It woke me up about a minute before the alarm clock rang. This I had quite often in the past years.
When I had something like the rape some days before I had also the voices in the head, "we want to have it like this". I have also voices which say the last days the terror would go on. There is more than just a few people doing harassment. There is MC.
In Bangkok again sexual harassment in the guesthouse where I stay.
It woke me up about a minute before the alarm clock rang. This I had quite often in the past years.
When I had something like the rape some days before I had also the voices in the head, "we want to have it like this". I have also voices which say the last days the terror would go on. There is more than just a few people doing harassment. There is MC.
Friday, September 18, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
I usually slept in the guesthouse Udomlap in Chaiya, because I often just could not do it in my flat. The radiation there was like this that I just could not stand it.
Yesterday I had something like a rape there. Strong stimulation of abusing sex too strong.
I slept in the guesthouse Udom Lap again and had stimulation of abusing sex. I went down to the reception and noticed that both the man and the young woman were also doing it.
I was angry about this but asked quietly not to do it because it would hurt me.
The man just threw me out of the guesthouse and said I should no more come. He even called the police. He said I would always have problems when I came. I did not bother them with such.
I am a man disabled because of psychlogical problems that means they will continue my lifetime.
but the man in Udomlap is probably too primitive to see this.
So are some Thais nowadays. They insist on sexual abuse and when you complain they get aggressive. Such are the staff in the guesthouse Udomlap. I repeatedly recognized that there is often no hospitality in Thailand that quite some Thais are repulsive.
In had this in former times mostly in Malaysia but in Thailand only once with a abbot of a meditation monastery. I recognize that in Thailand is negative learning happening they get worse not only in the example above.
I have been to some countries now. Thais are worse when it comes to sexual abuse than some European countries.
I recommend the Abbot from Suan Mokh to get build a small guesthouse close to the monastery so that people coming and waiting for a meditation retreat don't need to get to know the monsters from the guesthouse Udomlap im Chaiya.
Yesterday I had something like a rape there. Strong stimulation of abusing sex too strong.
I slept in the guesthouse Udom Lap again and had stimulation of abusing sex. I went down to the reception and noticed that both the man and the young woman were also doing it.
I was angry about this but asked quietly not to do it because it would hurt me.
The man just threw me out of the guesthouse and said I should no more come. He even called the police. He said I would always have problems when I came. I did not bother them with such.
I am a man disabled because of psychlogical problems that means they will continue my lifetime.
but the man in Udomlap is probably too primitive to see this.
So are some Thais nowadays. They insist on sexual abuse and when you complain they get aggressive. Such are the staff in the guesthouse Udomlap. I repeatedly recognized that there is often no hospitality in Thailand that quite some Thais are repulsive.
In had this in former times mostly in Malaysia but in Thailand only once with a abbot of a meditation monastery. I recognize that in Thailand is negative learning happening they get worse not only in the example above.
I have been to some countries now. Thais are worse when it comes to sexual abuse than some European countries.
I recommend the Abbot from Suan Mokh to get build a small guesthouse close to the monastery so that people coming and waiting for a meditation retreat don't need to get to know the monsters from the guesthouse Udomlap im Chaiya.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Yesterday I had strong stimulation of abusing sex again. As usual concentration, power, mood were down. I had a lot of voices on this. they would know now why I would not want such sex.
Today I did not have direct stimulation of abusing sex but the harder programming of such again.
But I recognize other programming too. Programming to the mindset of a German social democrat away from anarchism. And again mood, power were down. Concentration not that much.
Germans I meet are usually inside the miserable thing against me. So I have some hints where it comes from but no proof I could use.
I am not the only one to who such things happen. I am in support group and about 1000 victims of such hidden terror have reported such and confirmed on a list. There are many others who do not publish their suffering. My sister reported such over a long time. Some time ago I asked my mother if it still would go on. She answered "No, no more now." My sister is now sitting in a wheelchair, mentally disabled and no more doing much.
Today I did not have direct stimulation of abusing sex but the harder programming of such again.
But I recognize other programming too. Programming to the mindset of a German social democrat away from anarchism. And again mood, power were down. Concentration not that much.
Germans I meet are usually inside the miserable thing against me. So I have some hints where it comes from but no proof I could use.
I am not the only one to who such things happen. I am in support group and about 1000 victims of such hidden terror have reported such and confirmed on a list. There are many others who do not publish their suffering. My sister reported such over a long time. Some time ago I asked my mother if it still would go on. She answered "No, no more now." My sister is now sitting in a wheelchair, mentally disabled and no more doing much.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Two times I slept in Had Yai harassment. Up to now it was a place where I seldom had harassment. First I had stimulation of abusing sex and a strong reaction on it. It gave me even bodily stress while walking. I had the last time only mild stimulation of such but much harder programming. The head is automatically going to the topic of sexual abuse then and this gives me enormous stress during the day.
In the past I was able through repeated programming to get some distance of a sort of sex I do not like. It goes in small steps.
The last time asleep there was strong reprogramming of a step I had recently taken.
Voices say they don't want me to do this. I should accept treatment.
I certainly don't intend to go to any doctor for psychological questions in Thailand or elsewhere.
In a recent post I stated that at two places in Surat I noticed that a signal stopped.
The next night I had programing which wanted me to go for psychological treatment.
Is this one reason why I am treated like chit in Thailand? Some madmen recognize that I am a troubled person and put up such terror?
By the way, when I was last in a hospital to see a doctor, one of the first questions to me was if I wanted to see a psychologist or psychiatrist. I had never asked for it. I wanted just a check of a medical problem not related to the mind.
It is possible that these people even know or support that I should be brought to accept treatment by hidden terror. If this is happening and they are involved at least those doctors who know and support are terrorists. And you don't go to a terrorist when you have a problem, do you.
I know that in the west they are not that easily able to do what I do myself.
In the past I was able through repeated programming to get some distance of a sort of sex I do not like. It goes in small steps.
The last time asleep there was strong reprogramming of a step I had recently taken.
Voices say they don't want me to do this. I should accept treatment.
I certainly don't intend to go to any doctor for psychological questions in Thailand or elsewhere.
In a recent post I stated that at two places in Surat I noticed that a signal stopped.
The next night I had programing which wanted me to go for psychological treatment.
Is this one reason why I am treated like chit in Thailand? Some madmen recognize that I am a troubled person and put up such terror?
By the way, when I was last in a hospital to see a doctor, one of the first questions to me was if I wanted to see a psychologist or psychiatrist. I had never asked for it. I wanted just a check of a medical problem not related to the mind.
It is possible that these people even know or support that I should be brought to accept treatment by hidden terror. If this is happening and they are involved at least those doctors who know and support are terrorists. And you don't go to a terrorist when you have a problem, do you.
I know that in the west they are not that easily able to do what I do myself.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
The last time asleep again stronger sexual harassment and programming, brainwashing.
The programming is to accept Abhisit as a leader in Thailand and see his politics as good.
I do not know if this comes form the Thai government. Anybody else can have set up this programming. On the other hand it fits in his authoritarian style to lead and this gangstalking and MC is said to be done by governments. Further I remember having strong harassment after criticism him some time ago
A leader who uses brainwashing has to go at once and has to be punished. That is my opinion.
If there are people in Thailand who know that Abhisit uses such things they should act accordingly.
If such things are known and accepted or not deternined fought, it shows what a disgusting spirit is dominating Thailand and what belongs as an essential to the picture of Thailand and the Thais.
The programming is to accept Abhisit as a leader in Thailand and see his politics as good.
I do not know if this comes form the Thai government. Anybody else can have set up this programming. On the other hand it fits in his authoritarian style to lead and this gangstalking and MC is said to be done by governments. Further I remember having strong harassment after criticism him some time ago
A leader who uses brainwashing has to go at once and has to be punished. That is my opinion.
If there are people in Thailand who know that Abhisit uses such things they should act accordingly.
If such things are known and accepted or not deternined fought, it shows what a disgusting spirit is dominating Thailand and what belongs as an essential to the picture of Thailand and the Thais.
Friday, September 04, 2009
Again massive Stimulation of abusing sex. The programming which comes along with it lives on. I have a lot of deprogramming to do. There is also a danger that such programming is successful and brings you to a closer relationship with abusing sex. I assume Thais are involved. I have this abuse that often that I think. There are many sexual abusers in Thailand, many monsters in Thailand. But I have this at other places too. But how should such points heal when it gets stimulated again and again. And because the wounds are kept open others jump on it. It is a vicious circle and a disaster in my life also apart from the suffering caused by this. Stimulation of abusing sex alone can lead to a burn out when it happens a lot and makes relationships much more difficult.
There is another question. Are people that primitive that they are greedy on a sexual abuse when people cannot defend themselves? It looks like this. I have this stimulation always during sleep when I am not aware of what happens.
There is another question. Are people that primitive that they are greedy on a sexual abuse when people cannot defend themselves? It looks like this. I have this stimulation always during sleep when I am not aware of what happens.
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
Psychology Today Hit Piece Labels Conspiracy Thinking A Psychotic Illness
http://www.prisonplanet.com/psychology-today-hit-piece-labels-conspiracy-thinking-a-psychotic-illness.html
Some years ago I spoke several times with a man who stated to be a former FBI agent.
On the question how I could escape MC he said. "Not at all, because nearly all governments around the world like to use it."
About 10 years ago I met twice with an American carpenter in Bangkok. We were neighbors in a guesthouse. The second time I met him I said: 'You are in the system why do you work for them?'
I had recognized him being in the system( A system which internationally harasses selected people whereever they go) because he spoke nearly exactly the same way as the voices I heard in my head the way before. This is a sign of being under mindcontrol when such things happen.
As far I know I found something about that point on http://www.bugsweeps.com/.
A service which specializes in countering als such stuff.
Well the American admitted that he worked for the system. He said, 'I work for them because I am too weak. I could not resist. I have lost everything I had through the terror of this system.'He was not willing to give me his name or address. This I had always when I recognized someone in the system.
Such psychologists like the one mentioned in the link from above make it clear, they are highly probable a threat to those who ask them for help.
I am serious about this. My sister is a social worker. She said that with therapies it would be like this. One third has effect. One third has no effect. One third brings about damage.
Further one third of the problems which look worth treating disappear when time passes or the people manage to get along with it.
Not that much about psychologists. psychiatrists, doctors and so on...
http://www.prisonplanet.com/psychology-today-hit-piece-labels-conspiracy-thinking-a-psychotic-illness.html
Some years ago I spoke several times with a man who stated to be a former FBI agent.
On the question how I could escape MC he said. "Not at all, because nearly all governments around the world like to use it."
About 10 years ago I met twice with an American carpenter in Bangkok. We were neighbors in a guesthouse. The second time I met him I said: 'You are in the system why do you work for them?'
I had recognized him being in the system( A system which internationally harasses selected people whereever they go) because he spoke nearly exactly the same way as the voices I heard in my head the way before. This is a sign of being under mindcontrol when such things happen.
As far I know I found something about that point on http://www.bugsweeps.com/.
A service which specializes in countering als such stuff.
Well the American admitted that he worked for the system. He said, 'I work for them because I am too weak. I could not resist. I have lost everything I had through the terror of this system.'He was not willing to give me his name or address. This I had always when I recognized someone in the system.
Such psychologists like the one mentioned in the link from above make it clear, they are highly probable a threat to those who ask them for help.
I am serious about this. My sister is a social worker. She said that with therapies it would be like this. One third has effect. One third has no effect. One third brings about damage.
Further one third of the problems which look worth treating disappear when time passes or the people manage to get along with it.
Not that much about psychologists. psychiatrists, doctors and so on...
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Monday, August 24, 2009
Saturday, August 22, 2009
MC may have to do with bringing me that far down that I would be put in a home for the disabled.. There I was under control. It was possible to keep me under control there by doctors durgs and so on and exploit me mentally.
Last week I was thinking to get some money out of Germany . The result is that I am passive for some days and don't get much done. I was not that passive before I thought about this.
It could mean that this people are also behind my few bugs. Too many Thais are corrupt enough to support such things.
Last week I was thinking to get some money out of Germany . The result is that I am passive for some days and don't get much done. I was not that passive before I thought about this.
It could mean that this people are also behind my few bugs. Too many Thais are corrupt enough to support such things.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Monday, August 17, 2009
I am three days in Chaiya now and have two times hard harassment during sleep.
It is difficult to find out where it is from. It can be from anywhere.
On the other hand yesterday evening I was in my flat and noted that one stress source coming from the right when you look from outside the flat no longer was there.
Usually massive stress came from the electric meter and the electric main switch which also changed in strength. This also was no longer there.
I was happy that this was over. But then voices stated it is only for some time.
If for such things is no help available it shows that we live in a despotism.
It is difficult to find out where it is from. It can be from anywhere.
On the other hand yesterday evening I was in my flat and noted that one stress source coming from the right when you look from outside the flat no longer was there.
Usually massive stress came from the electric meter and the electric main switch which also changed in strength. This also was no longer there.
I was happy that this was over. But then voices stated it is only for some time.
If for such things is no help available it shows that we live in a despotism.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Sunday, August 09, 2009
Last time I stated there were no attacks. I am not sure now. Twice there was arousal of abusing sex. It was very strong. I get in trouble then.
I have to do with it myself, but I know by experience there are others doing psychic attacks or else when it is strong like this.
Sometimes I caught them with my method to check radiaton. When I shield then the arousal was over or just weak. But I did not do this this time.
I have to do with it myself, but I know by experience there are others doing psychic attacks or else when it is strong like this.
Sometimes I caught them with my method to check radiaton. When I shield then the arousal was over or just weak. But I did not do this this time.
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
Saturday, August 01, 2009
This night in Padang Bezar I had again progamming in my dreams and stimulation of abusing sex. Athe programming should produce a positive feeling to the German social democrats (Die rote Pest)
This terror makes contact very difficult. I am sufering usually longer time from this programming and stimulation.
This terror makes contact very difficult. I am sufering usually longer time from this programming and stimulation.
So, I can't get help against MC and electronic harassment? The fucking US empire is dominating the world and highly probably responsible for the politics in this area.
The US spends many times more on its military than any other country. It is for subduing the world under its partial madness. And this must be stopped before it is too late.
On the following site you see many important things
http://www.globalissues.org/article/75/world-military-spending#WorldMilitarySpending
from this site is
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US military spending is more than the next 46 highest spending countries in the world combined
US military spending is 5.8 times more than China, 10.2 times more than Russia, and 98.6 times more than Iran.
US military spending is almost 55 times the spending on the six “rogue” states (Cuba, Iran, Libya, North Korea, Sudan and Syria) whose spending amounts to around $13 billion, maximum. (Tabulated data does not include four of the six, as the data only lists nations that have spent over 1 billion in the year, so their budget is assumed to be $1 billion each)
US spending is more than the combined spending of the next 45 countries.
The United States and its strongest allies (the NATO countries, Japan, South Korea and Australia) spend $1.1 trillion on their militaries combined, representing 72 percent of the world’s total.
The six potential “enemies,” Russia, and China together account for about $205 billion or 29% of the US military budget.
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You see the eminent threat the US poses to the world which must be addressed.
The interesting point is the US has to borrow a lot to get its budget covered. The Chinese are these who lend most and have a communist government. So coordinated action with all banks and other lenders should be possible. Maybe Russian and lenders from other countries would also cooperate. There is a chance to use lending power to control the US budget and drive the military budget massively down, force it to end its wars and forces it to close many military bases. If that would not happen the US would not be able to get money for its budget.
The Chinese would remove with this also the American threat against its country (US military spending is nearly 6 times higher than that of China)
It is a simple idea. There play probably many things a role I cannot estimate here.
It would be good when the threat of a horrible mainstream dictatorship could be eliminated.
The US leadership does not see that Globalisation finishes many chances mankind has.
In many areas I just do not agree with what the US does but when time passes I see that many countries are just following its politics.
To remove the military threat of the US is an important step to give the countries the possibility to do their real own politics.
It will be supportive to give them the chance to grow and develop according to their own culture, history the peoples wishes and needs and not to be pressed in a scheme coming from the US and its allies.
To stop this threat supports to uphold and bring back personal freedom and humanity. Mainstream does not accept personal freedom and removes humanity.
To find out you have to look into the society in more detail.
When there is no one left who can defend himself against the US horrible abuses from it get probable because countries outside it don't have the power to enforce justice.
The US government can just steal money or anything of value around the globe and nobody can do anything.
The US spends many times more on its military than any other country. It is for subduing the world under its partial madness. And this must be stopped before it is too late.
On the following site you see many important things
http://www.globalissues.org/article/75/world-military-spending#WorldMilitarySpending
from this site is
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
US military spending is more than the next 46 highest spending countries in the world combined
US military spending is 5.8 times more than China, 10.2 times more than Russia, and 98.6 times more than Iran.
US military spending is almost 55 times the spending on the six “rogue” states (Cuba, Iran, Libya, North Korea, Sudan and Syria) whose spending amounts to around $13 billion, maximum. (Tabulated data does not include four of the six, as the data only lists nations that have spent over 1 billion in the year, so their budget is assumed to be $1 billion each)
US spending is more than the combined spending of the next 45 countries.
The United States and its strongest allies (the NATO countries, Japan, South Korea and Australia) spend $1.1 trillion on their militaries combined, representing 72 percent of the world’s total.
The six potential “enemies,” Russia, and China together account for about $205 billion or 29% of the US military budget.
____________________________________________________________________
You see the eminent threat the US poses to the world which must be addressed.
The interesting point is the US has to borrow a lot to get its budget covered. The Chinese are these who lend most and have a communist government. So coordinated action with all banks and other lenders should be possible. Maybe Russian and lenders from other countries would also cooperate. There is a chance to use lending power to control the US budget and drive the military budget massively down, force it to end its wars and forces it to close many military bases. If that would not happen the US would not be able to get money for its budget.
The Chinese would remove with this also the American threat against its country (US military spending is nearly 6 times higher than that of China)
It is a simple idea. There play probably many things a role I cannot estimate here.
It would be good when the threat of a horrible mainstream dictatorship could be eliminated.
The US leadership does not see that Globalisation finishes many chances mankind has.
In many areas I just do not agree with what the US does but when time passes I see that many countries are just following its politics.
To remove the military threat of the US is an important step to give the countries the possibility to do their real own politics.
It will be supportive to give them the chance to grow and develop according to their own culture, history the peoples wishes and needs and not to be pressed in a scheme coming from the US and its allies.
To stop this threat supports to uphold and bring back personal freedom and humanity. Mainstream does not accept personal freedom and removes humanity.
To find out you have to look into the society in more detail.
When there is no one left who can defend himself against the US horrible abuses from it get probable because countries outside it don't have the power to enforce justice.
The US government can just steal money or anything of value around the globe and nobody can do anything.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Friday, July 17, 2009
Yesterday I woke up after sleep and was already exhausted. I did not notice stimulation of abusing sex. But soon later I noticed massive programming. That strong I for sure did not have this often before. It was that strong that it is hard to resist. It is just a strong programming of enjoying abusing sex, that strong that it covers the negative sides of it. I was shocked about this it is also very traumatising. I did a lot of deprogramming and still have to do. The day before this I had strong programming of another sort of abusing sex and a lot of work with it.
With these repeated massive programming and traumatising they can break people. You just can't get behind to work it out and are finally overburdened.
This is sophisticated terrorism and it is said that the governments were the culprits.
With these repeated massive programming and traumatising they can break people. You just can't get behind to work it out and are finally overburdened.
This is sophisticated terrorism and it is said that the governments were the culprits.
Monday, July 13, 2009
The last time asleep massive stimulation and programming of abusing sex. Two days before I intended to meditate a lot. But I lied down for a nap in the afternoon and woke up later in the middle of the night and could no more sleep then. Voices say with meditation I could escape enslavement. But it is difficult for me to go to a monastery. I find again and again something in the way. I have to get it.
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Monday, July 06, 2009
Thursday, July 02, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
I have increasing chestpain the last time. A check in hospital showed my heart and lungs are not involved. In Surat Thani I had again a night without sexual harassment. I started deprogramming again and found out that the pain is probably related to brainwashing, structures set in my head by programming over radiation without my knowledge and consent for the interest of those who do it. Is it possible to detect such changes with any equipment?
The programming has to do with mainstream mindset against my tendency to have a more free anarchist mindset. I found that a Thai woman also lost her mindset which had some similarities to mine. A socialist party is forbidden in Thailand and brainwashing is done against anarchists? Or was it just influence in the direct environment of the woman or something else which brought about the change.
I know that such things happened in Germany under Helmut Kohl. In America I recognized a Anarchist internet site quite mainstream adapted some years ago.
The programming has to do with mainstream mindset against my tendency to have a more free anarchist mindset. I found that a Thai woman also lost her mindset which had some similarities to mine. A socialist party is forbidden in Thailand and brainwashing is done against anarchists? Or was it just influence in the direct environment of the woman or something else which brought about the change.
I know that such things happened in Germany under Helmut Kohl. In America I recognized a Anarchist internet site quite mainstream adapted some years ago.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Friday, June 19, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Monday, June 08, 2009
I had some terrible days apart from the last. the programming of abusing sex was that hard that I think they want to enforce it. Sure, when they program long enough and hard enough they can do it.
I notice the last time that I have often pain on the left side of the chest where the heart is. It is then when I have any stress. It does no more have to be severe stress. Moderate can bring this about.Maybe my body can't take it anymore. I am somewhat resistant to go to a doctor.
In Thailand they are sometimes in the terror against you. I don't trust Thais no more much anyway.
I have to assume that information about me is readily given to any place. I am completely fed up with this but how to change it?
I notice the last time that I have often pain on the left side of the chest where the heart is. It is then when I have any stress. It does no more have to be severe stress. Moderate can bring this about.Maybe my body can't take it anymore. I am somewhat resistant to go to a doctor.
In Thailand they are sometimes in the terror against you. I don't trust Thais no more much anyway.
I have to assume that information about me is readily given to any place. I am completely fed up with this but how to change it?
Thursday, June 04, 2009
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Monday, June 01, 2009
The last days hard sexual harassment in two different places in Chaiya and of different sort. Well there are some monsters there. I am financially independent. Can you imagine what Thais do to their people with sexual abusive history.
Many Thais won't do it but many will. This happens where there is no culture to keep the worst to get their thing.
Well then.
I read that the Thai government will make 50000 people who lead a normal life snoop on the people all over the country. It should be to counter corruption. Ah, really.
This is against the privacy rights of the people and a typical act of a mainstream politican. On a problem he reacts with more control and goes the way to facism over more and more regulation.
Further this snooping can be used to cash in from foreigners.
I read a report where an Australian in Thailand bit in a food before he paid it in a shop.
He should be brought to court but was released when he paid about 2500 Euros for such a small thing.
When Thais snoop on foreigners they can use small misbehavior of these to make them pay the same. Further want you go to a country on a holilday or stay there where you are spied upon.
I don't like this development in Thailand.
Many Thais won't do it but many will. This happens where there is no culture to keep the worst to get their thing.
Well then.
I read that the Thai government will make 50000 people who lead a normal life snoop on the people all over the country. It should be to counter corruption. Ah, really.
This is against the privacy rights of the people and a typical act of a mainstream politican. On a problem he reacts with more control and goes the way to facism over more and more regulation.
Further this snooping can be used to cash in from foreigners.
I read a report where an Australian in Thailand bit in a food before he paid it in a shop.
He should be brought to court but was released when he paid about 2500 Euros for such a small thing.
When Thais snoop on foreigners they can use small misbehavior of these to make them pay the same. Further want you go to a country on a holilday or stay there where you are spied upon.
I don't like this development in Thailand.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
The last days again stronger stimulation of abusing sex in the guesthouse.
Also when this is happening in many places, it are locals everywhere who are involved in this chit. Thais in this case!
And there are also locals who to jump on my weaknesses like stimulating abusing sex.
With the terror they are able to program me to like something within one night. I have to deprogram that then. There was recently massive programming to a gay.
There is a threat that they will increase the terror to destroy me after the elections in Germany this year. We'll see.
Also when this is happening in many places, it are locals everywhere who are involved in this chit. Thais in this case!
And there are also locals who to jump on my weaknesses like stimulating abusing sex.
With the terror they are able to program me to like something within one night. I have to deprogram that then. There was recently massive programming to a gay.
There is a threat that they will increase the terror to destroy me after the elections in Germany this year. We'll see.
Monday, May 25, 2009
I n my last post I directed my anger at Thailand. I have to say that I am a victim of organized gangstalking and MC and the terror also happens in other countries. You can read about it here.
http://www.freedomfchs.com/index.html
Well there are differences. Malaysia is for me the worst place and Thailand a better one despite the terror I have here. But I had in Thailand terror free times and these are actually the only acceptable ones.
http://www.freedomfchs.com/index.html
Well there are differences. Malaysia is for me the worst place and Thailand a better one despite the terror I have here. But I had in Thailand terror free times and these are actually the only acceptable ones.
The last time asleep I had stronger stimulation and programming of abusing sex in the guesthouse where I stay . The people there seem to be involved. This I had often that people who work in a guesthouse in Thailand easily participates in terror against me or have fun hurting me.
Be aware when you visit Thailand as a tourist. That it is this what I get too often as hospitality. Are you sure they treat you better? Then read the papers you know that there are enough who aren't.
Be aware when you visit Thailand as a tourist. That it is this what I get too often as hospitality. Are you sure they treat you better? Then read the papers you know that there are enough who aren't.
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