Tuesday, September 09, 2014

Last time asleep I had again heavy stimulation of abusing
sex. This contributes to being depressed.

Monday, September 08, 2014

Ich hoere Stimmen.
Ein Teil davon ist technisch induziert.
Der Einfluss des Terrors und der
Stimmen soll mich dem Willen der
Ausfuehrenden veraendern.
Einiges verstehe ich anderes
wahrscheinlich nicht.
Ich bin ziemlich gestresst.
Manchmal koennen meine
Augen einen Computerbildschirm
nicht mehr lesen.

Tuesday, September 02, 2014

I had today severe stimulation of abusing sex.
I a then down for some time.

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

I had hard stimulation of abusing sex in the morning.
It has been that heavy repeatedly that I do not much
afterwards during the day.

Saturday, August 23, 2014

The last days I had again heavy stimulation of abusing sex.
It was announced before.
In Thailand it is actually worse than it was before in
Malaysia but I am not sure about the source.

Saturday, August 16, 2014

I had heavy stimulation and programming of abusing sex last time
asleep.

Friday, August 15, 2014

The last two days stimulation and programming of abusing sex
was stronger than before.  That programming was influencing
my feelings during the day and made relating to people
sometimes difficult.

Friday, August 08, 2014

The last 2 days again stimulation of abusing sex.
What then happens is that people in my daily life
start to stimulate such.
That is how quite some  people are nowadays.
As soon someone has experienced some sort
of sexual abuse more and more people also want to
do such abuse.
May be they are envy that someone could have such
and they did not have yet.
I am not sure.

Saturday, August 02, 2014

I had the last days again stimulation of abusing sex
Yesterday it was very strong, today I was passive
some hours because of this. I can much worse simply
do things.

Saturday, July 26, 2014

Yesterday I had stimulation of abusing sex in sleep today
I had not.
This programming is very heavy, I have a lot of pain related
to it  and I can't get such programming easily out of my head.
Real terror is this.

Wednesday, July 23, 2014

The last three times asleep I had again stimulation of
abusing sex. I had again programming of gay sex.
I feel more symptoms of my arthritis.
The terror was announced in voices I hear.

Thursday, July 17, 2014

I had until 2 days ago several times asleep
stimulation of abusing sex. The last two
days no more. My eyes get better without the
stress. Before I had sometimes trouble to read
a big computerscreen but now I do not have
this. I wanted to write about it but forget.
Twice I had it before the WM final.

Wednesday, July 09, 2014

Yesterday I had one of the most massive gay programming ever
in sleep.
I notice acceptance programming towards mainstream and
programming to reject anarchism with which I sympathize.
Just a confirmation that the American led manstream is a 
highly criminal rule which is with this mind control technology 
even totalitarian It cannot be accepted or tolerated.



Sunday, July 06, 2014

I had voices that there would not be any terror
some days ago. And there was no.
Such I had before. And it was announced
when the terror restarted.
Such games I had repeatedly.

Wednesday, July 02, 2014

Two days ago I had stimulation of abusing sex
and I noticed some structures of democrats
in my head.
Yesterday was stimulation of abusing sex
which gave me stress afterwards.
Today I noticed very heavy programming to a gay.

I often have voices I should do something against
the terror I have. When I do something the stress
level increases that much so that I cannot go on.

Sunday, June 29, 2014


Tinkering with destiny: Scientists demonstrate control over preference and behavior through brain stimulation

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/045565_free_will_brain_stimulation_animal_behavior.html#ixzz3611B1rWO


out of it:

You can imagine all the ethical applications of such technology. Many of us prefer activities and substances that do us harm. And sometimes, liking harmful things is downright self-destructive. In fact, self-sabotage may be the universal, underlying mental dynamic that ruins lives.

If this technology were sufficiently developed, it may help people overcome the love of harmful substances, harmful people and even blatant self-harm. All of these are a frustrating yet very common part of many of our lives.

comment:

Seeing some problematic behavior of humans and use these to interfere 
with technology is not what should happen

The problems they want to take care about are not even understood.
For instance self-sabotage is better understood in the bigger picture 
of having been harmed, being entangled in a set of problems related
to such.

Don't forget, the solutions for such problems offered over such technology 
are in line with the desires and mental doctrine of the ruling  and getting
people in line is why they want to interfere in this way. 

Solutions for problems must been available without taking away 
freedom of the people. That means just supporting the peoples effort to
solve their problems on their own. and strictly keep ideology out.





Tinkering with destiny: Scientists demonstrate control over preference and behavior through brain stimulation

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/045565_free_will_brain_stimulation_animal_behavior.html#ixzz3611B1rWOat


Science is admitting such openly now

That is actually happening to me for a long time.
As far as I estimate it the means to do such are
used in Germany since the beginning of the nineties
on some larger scale.

Friday, June 27, 2014

Es ist schon eine kleine Weile her als ich morgends
aufwachte und bemerkte dass ich wieder Stimulation von
missbraeuchlichem Sex gehabt hatte. Ich ging raus zur Kueche
und bemerkte dann das relativ klar das von Manfred eben
solche Stimulation von diesem Sex ausging.
Manfred hat ein Zimmer  wenige Meter von meinem in einem
Gasthaus und sass auf seiner Veranda. Ich sagte zu ihm das er
dies lassen sollte. Dabei war auch mein Aerger darueber zu
spueren. Er antwortete nur ich solle ihn in Ruhe lassen, er sei
am arbeiten. Das aergerte mich ebenfalls.
Die Stimulation von diesem Sex hoerte auf fing wieder an und
hoerte dann wieder auf. Dies war erfreulich
Ich war aber noch sauer und so fragte ich Manfred gelegentlich
ueber einen laengeren Zeitraum so oder so aehnlich:
Na klappt es mit deiner Ruhe? Ist es okay so?
Manfred beschwerte sich daraufhin ueber mich.
Ich fand das uebertrieben. Aber wegen kleineren Dingen kann
man auch schon Aerger bekommen.
Ich verkaufe mich  nicht allzu gut in solchen Situationen und
sehe dann nicht so gut aus.




I could not sleep last night early so I was in bed in the
morning. When I got up I was exhausted. This remained
much of the day. I could not do much. 

Tuesday, June 24, 2014

The last two days I felt miserable.
Any action was stress.
I had the last two nights stimulation of abusing sex.

                   
                          The serial griller


Ein Staat grillt seine Bürger mit einer Mikrowellen - Waffe

Saturday, June 21, 2014

I had the last three times asleep stimulation of abusing sex into
sleep. Once I could not go to sleep for half of a day, once
I was just exhausted. I notice a lot of programming related
to the German social democrats at the moment.

Saturday, June 14, 2014

I had gain stimulation of abusing sex into sleep last tme asleep.

Sunday, June 08, 2014

I had strong stimulation of abusing sex in the morning.
I assume people around did it.

Friday, June 06, 2014

Last time asleep I had heavy stimulation of abusing sex.
It has made me feel down for longer time. It may have
been psychic attacks by some asshole around,

Wednesday, June 04, 2014

The same day I wrote the last post I  was told to
leave the guesthouse I stayed.
No real reason I saw there. Just false accusations.
Repulsive was this from the owner.
Yesterday in another guesthouse  I got a headache
while trying to sleep.
I tried switching off the electricity. It worked.
This was in the middle of the night.
Next morning I had a problem with a neighbor
because of his lack of electricity and can't do
this further easily.

Monday, June 02, 2014

The place where I stay has a TV in the common room.
I noticed that strong stimulation of sadistic sex I have trouble to
 turn against the last days, seems to stem from it.
When I pull the plugs f antenna and electricity, I have  much less
 to do with feelings related to the sex I mentioned.
Radiation from TV had been a problem before, I am
electrosensitive That it is connected to such feelings was not yet
clear.
But  TV may also be used for staking purposes.

The plug for the electricity plugged in gives me alone a lot of
stress with this. I take the plugs out in the evening.
Strangely I found this day the TV just with this plug inside
as if anybody knew this effect on me. I do not think
watching TV without the antenna plugged in works, but I have
 to test this yet.

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

The day before yesterday in Had Yai and yesterday
in Georgetown stimulation of gay sex.
In Had Yai first shortly after 4 am in Georgetown
after 3 am in the night.
Both nights it went on longer time or was repeated.


 

Sunday, May 18, 2014

I was again a little overly aggressive. I am irritable at the moment.

The last days I had several times stimulation and programming
of gay sex. This makes me weak during the day, it is painful
stressful. I am less active.

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

Last night I had strong stimulation and programming
of gay sex. I was hearing a car leaving but am not
completely sure as I just woke up; The man in room
one was awake. I could hear him.
I could no more go asleep this night because of this.

Friday, May 09, 2014

I haven't been doing anything the last days.
I just feel down. There has been
programming of lust to gay sex several
times. I notice influence of programming
to my mentality and try to deprogram it.
But they can quickly reprogram it.
The many talks I hear in my brain without
anybody near are information which my
brain stores and which influences me as well.


Wednesday, May 07, 2014

There was some programming  in sleep turning against my
independence and getting me to go to Germany apart from
some stimulation and programming of abusing sex.
It looks like there is a lot of control over my life now from
this western or Thai terrorists.



Sunday, May 04, 2014

| had again programming of abusing sex into sleep,
I have a lot of work to deprogram it.

Saturday, May 03, 2014

I had again programming of gay sex. It is programmed to
like men.
I seem to be at least a little sick and spent much of the day
in bed.

Friday, May 02, 2014

I had this time asleep very heavy programming of gay sex
yet I am not that much down than before.

Monday, April 28, 2014

Several days I had moderate stimulation of abusing sex.
Yesterday and today threats they would restart heavy

I have identified the stuff of the 3 times heavy attacks.
It was programming to a gay in a very short time a  lot
of programming. It knocked me off my socks for some
time. Now I have to get this stuff out again.
The whole stuff is a delicate topic to talk about.

Monday, April 21, 2014

The last two days I had heavy stimulation of abusing sex
into sleep. I spent much of the two days in bed
because of these.

Friday, April 18, 2014

I had stimulation of abusing sex the last days.
Twice I noticed people doing psychic attacks
 from the restauranat opposite my flat.This time
asleep there was programming and stimulation
of abusing sex. The programming is about
control of mine. I noticed that I had such
before. Programming which made me passive.
Such is control. First they stop your doing
yourself then they program action but this
action is highly probable controlled.
Programming to action I had last time
asleep.
 Inside doing this is to my opinion the
Government of Thailand, Germany, US etc.
That is also the reason why it is so difficult
to go against it. But I do not know for sure
 

Thursday, April 10, 2014

I had last time asleep three times harassment. In the evening
from the man in room one psychic attacks, then in the
night probably an psychic attack from somebody who left
on a motorbike as I woke up, then in the morning stimulation
of abusing sex.I had severe pain during the day.

Tuesday, April 08, 2014

I had today very strong stimulation and programming of
abusing sex in sleep. I am still lacking of my power in the
evening because of that. But also this time I am not sure
how much my allergies and mistakes or deficiencies in
shielding may have contributed.
I slept the whole day. I had accumulated sleep deficit
the last days. After harassment I often can no
more go to sleep for many hours. So I often did not
get enough sleep when harassment took place and I
did not yet have a full night's sleep yet just 5 hours.

Monday, April 07, 2014

It is advised to use a vpn for security reasons to remain private
online on wifi
But vpns are based in west My experience is that you can't
simply trust American corporations. I won't  say that you can't
trust them at all either.
I had it with paypal, that they gave me a lot of trouble
I had it with google that I have to suspect that they
support my MC targetting. Now I have it with my vpn
provider. Just as I use a credit card the first time online
for shopping my vpn connects and disconnects all
the time. I did not pay enough attention to it so I went
on with what I wanted to do. At the same time in
the cafe where the wifi was available 5 Thai policemen
had taken place. Three of them using phones.
I have been a target of gang stalking where I but only
I have evidence that Thai police was involved.
So I feared that they had something prepared for me
related to stealing private data at that day.

This disconnecting and connecting of my vpn went ont
for a day. I contacted my service provider and now
without doing anything it works again.
Maybe even the provider helped with that I do not
know but it may be also otherwise.
Some suspicion remains.


The most secure browsers are no more available. Does this mean
governments want to be always able to know what you do online?
I had a Dell Kace secure browser. It has been deleted from my
computer.

The best 5 secure browsers

Defeat online bank Trojans with one of these.

http://features.techworld.com/security/3246550/the-best-5-secure-browsers/

Sunday, April 06, 2014

Vor ein paar Tagen hatte ich ein Gespraech im Kopf.
"Thomas Gottschalk ist halt ein Sunnyboy". sagte ich.
"Wie wird man ein Sunnyboy?". "Ganz einfach Sonnencreme
nehmen." Aber das wurde leider schnell als Verarschung erkannt.
Dann kamen Kommentare, etwas resignierend das
Mainstreamtypen doch wohl nicht so angenehm sind wie
zum Beispiel Gottschalk.

Heute sagte ich irgendwann ins Blaue.
"Thomas Gottschalk hat einmal in etwa gesagt
"Ich habe als Showmaster alle Fehler gemacht und ich habe
alle ueberlebt."
Er hat seine Lehrzeit gehabt und ist durchgekommen."
Dann kamen Stimmen. "Frueher ging das noch so nebenbei.
Heute ist es einfach zu hart. Man muss heute ins kalte Wasser
springen und gleich perfekt sein. Das  geht anscheinend so
nicht. Aber dann will man auch die Leute wieder an der
Leine oder langen Leine haben."

Solche Abfragen oder Stimmen habe ich viel im Kopf als
Teil meiner Ausbeutung.
Es existiert also Technick die Menschen ins Hirn quatschen
kann und auch Gedanken abhoeren kann.
Gesetzlich geregelt ist solches natuerlich nicht.
Diejenigen die es tun wollen sich die Ausbeutung damit
nicht entgehen lassen.

Die deutsche Bundesregierung hat die Pflicht
Schaden vom deutschen Volk abzuwenden.
und damit diese Technick und auch andere unschaedlich zu
machen.
Wenn sie das nicht tut macht sie sich einer
grob fahrlaessigen oder auch vorsaetzlichen
Pflichtverletzung schuldig die zu vielen
Verbrechen gefuehrt hat.
Das muesste fuer eine Amtsenthebung
der Kanzlerin reichen moeglicherweise
auch fuer Strafverfolgung.
Aber was laeuft im Westen
schon normal. Wir werden sehen.


I had the last days again stimulation of abusing sex at about
 the same time as before. No car was visible outside.
One night I suspected the man in room number 159/1. The next
night and the following he was out the time the attacks happened.
The whole last nights he was watching TV which I could hear but
 the last days he is sleeping and out in the morning.

Wednesday, April 02, 2014

Today in the morning I woke up and noticed having had heavy
stimulation of abusing sex I had all day pain from this which also
made me weaker and frustrated. There is also a lot of
reprogramming of abusing sex which needs deprogramming
This is some work for some time just from one incidence of
such abuse.
I noticed a woman in front of my flat when I woke up who
was there in a car. I do not know the mark the car was in a light
color. Anyway she made her suspicious. It was about half past
eight. She could be the culprit.

Tuesday, April 01, 2014

Yesterday I had massive stimulation of abusing sex.
Today again I had stimulation of such.
I am not sure how much my allergies play a role in this.
This evening I have trouble with programming to a
social democrat. I am not sure if it is old programming
or new.
I spent some additional time in bed the last two days
because of the stress.

Friday, March 28, 2014

Today I placed my bicycle near an ATM. A policeman close took
his phone and was going to make a call.
This made me go away to the next ATM. There behind the two
screens of the ATM a woman was waiting playing with her mobile.
She was so always able to get  close to people using an ATM there.
A second woman was waiting on a motor bike a few meters away
also playing with her mobile.
I also did not use the machines went away came back and started
waiting After I started the latter the two woman left. I showed
them the finger.
Well, nothing happened happily.
I have quite often harassment which I see as organised. I want
these Thais to leave me alone. There are certainly enough
idiotic Thais you can play on.

Thursday, March 20, 2014

The day before yesterday I had some psychic attacks in my room.
Last night I stayed in a hotel. I had very strong reprogramming
of abusing sex, voices much of the time. A suspect is the person
in room 213. But I have no means to do something.
I asked the hotel stuff a question which should help to find out
 where the culprit has his or her room.
But the stuff consequently did not understand the words I
asked. I tried it often. They said oh cannot speak
English much. The question was actual quiete simple
English,  But I caught them on other instances to
react on my speaking fluently properly several times.
So, the stuff of the Hotel Bandon in Surat Thani is
probably supporting and protecting sexual harassment.

Sunday, March 16, 2014

There is, there are places in Chaiya where people can go to wash
their laundry machines ready for that. Many leave the machine
washing alone and go to something else and come back later.
So did I, but I forgot to go there yesterday completely. Normally
this should not be a problem. But today there was no laundry there.
The woman who operates the service let me  talk on the phone to
another woman. This woman taught me how to use the service.
NErvig that sort of teaching of stuff where you all knew before.
A Thai will not teach me easily anything anymore.That is it.
I forget sometimes something. And a Thai will no more mess
with that with teaching or else. You don't get a useful reaction anyway.
She told me then that people had exchanged parts from my laundry.
I do not know.I could get them back some days later.
Later when I came back to do a second  machine of laundry
I got angry and stated loudly and aggressively when something
happens to this machine there will be a problem. I was surprised
by my anger.on the other hand the woman I said this to had been
behaving ugly towards me intendedly for some time.
In the evening there was nobody at the service I hope I will get my
laundry back.












Saturday, March 15, 2014

Heavy voices which are often frightening.they are highly probable
technical voices.. Playing mindgames long times repeatedly.
I do not even thinkanymore of writing in my blog.
The voices made me do this.

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

I am sick for some days now.Sleep much, don't do much.
The body feels heavy.
Today I had again some psychic attacks related to abusing
sex
Voices keep me from getting enough sleep saying they
don't want me to get my strength back

Sunday, March 09, 2014

The third day I am in Chaiya now I had harassment over any radiation again in the mnorning. There are no foreigners just Thais. So probably some idiotic Thai. So some of my day is stolen because of my harassment I am weaker.

Thursday, March 06, 2014

Today I noticed something like programming, I am not sure about
that.I have a software which should help to keep me private and
secure in the Internet. It is based in the US and the last days it was
often not working.
The last time asleep I had again stimulation of abusing sex.

Wednesday, March 05, 2014

Today I had again stimulation of abusing sex during sleep.

In the evening I had two messages from a German
Mind Control victim. The person had not 
written to me before.

When I logged into my email account again some
time later the messages were no more there. Gone.
She had measurements done  to check for
MC signals.
There was an extensive report from  somebody who
seemed to be an experienced specialist in this area and
could find out if signals are probably related to Mind
Control or not.
I would like to get the messages again if possible.

Tuesday, March 04, 2014

Gestern und  heute hatte ich wieder starke Stimulation von
missbraeuchlichem Sex. Meine Beobachtungen deuten
auch auf Programmierungen hin und darauf das Raum 102
gewisse Verdachtsmomente hatte.

Tuesday, February 25, 2014


UN Plotting to “Dramatically Alter” Your Views and Behavior

http://www.prisonplanet.com/un-plotting-to-dramatically-alter-your-views-and-behavior.html

 Mind Control technology will probably be used to press the
agenda ahead.
Russia has regulated this technology while many other
countries including the US and the EU haven't.
These prefer the abuse over the law not only in this
respect.

I had several times stimulation of abusing sex the last days.
 Two Japanese and one Thai I noticed doing psychic attacks
 doing this.
Disgusting.

Thursday, February 13, 2014

In the place where I stay in Pattaya I had a quarrel with a fat,black
woman. To my estimation there is some probability that she is a
gangstalker.

Monday, February 10, 2014


Mind Control in the 21st Century - Science Fiction & Beyond


http://english.pravda.ru/science/tech/05-02-2014/126765-mind_control-0/



I am a victim of Mind Control weapons.
I hear voices which are not my own, there is harassment over
radiation, there is programming in my mind, since 18 years.

Saturday, February 01, 2014

Spy Agencies Work On Psychologically Profiling Everyone



Voices say that the aim of their actions would be "regierbarkeit"
the ability to govern the people from;outside. That seems to be
the real aim of all spying and harassment.
The argument that crime could be reduced with such is not more
than a pretense.

I was the last time quite passive,  I call it down. But the last days it was heavy.
Yesterday I had a talk in my mind and changes happened in it.
As if a brake was loosened and some other restrictions removed I
got the first day for some time get up after 8 hours in bed, though
sleep was not relaxing, strengthening and refreshing how I knew
it before my harassment began.
Maybe the regular massage helps me up at the moment but
I also suspect that the loosening of brakes indicates an illegal
implantat. Heiner Gehring writes in his book ''Versklavte Gehirne"
that there are implants which enable behavior control.
Voices said that it was too much public again at the moment so
they would retreat and their activities would not go on for a while
(short while?).
But I woke up with stimulation of abusing sex, It was not strong
but it was there.

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

I had this time asleep stimulation of abusing sex. I needed hours
to recover partly from it.
Possibly psychic attacks by people aroung. Psychic attacks can
be used by stalkers to harass.

Sunday, January 12, 2014

I had sexual harassment into sleep, It strips me off my power.
 I am considerably weaker during the day after such

Friday, January 10, 2014


Psychische Probleme: Arbeit macht krank - und gesund

http://www.spiegel.de/gesundheit/psychologie/arbeit-fuer-psychisch-kranke-arbeitsplaetze-foerdern-die-gesundheit-a-942634.html

Mit diesem Artikel bestaetigt sich fuer mich das die westliche Schulmedizin ein wichtiger, unterstuetzender Teil der 
westlichen Tyranneien ist.(Tyranneien von Europa und Amerika)
Ich empfehle jedem Land das dem westlichen mainstream noch nicht vollstaendig unterjocht ist
ihre komplett eigene Medizin zu betreiben und von westlicher Schulmedizin weiten Abstand zu
halten.

Ich will die Bestaetigung meines Verdachtes nicht weiter ausfuehren sondern nur davor warnen bei
irgendwelchen psychischen Problemen zu einem westlichen Arzt zu gehen.
Das medizinische System arbeitet auch fuer die Unterwerfung der Menschen unter Werte und
Verhalten die von den Herrschenden festgelegt werden. Um diese Ziele zu erreichen auch
Oppositionelle des westlichen Systems zu unterwerfen werden Geisteskontrollwaffen
eingesetzt, die oeffentlich nicht diskutiert werden.Ueber Strahlungsattacken, moeglicherweise
Chemikalienattacken werden Menschen zermuerbt bis sie zu schwach sind um sich gegen
Hirnwaesche zu wehren. Moeglicherweise werden auch Implantate benutzt,
Mit diesem verdeckten Terrorsystem welches in den USA, Europa etabliert ist aber seinen
Arm auch nach Asien reichen kann ist fuer mich jede Diskussion um die Existenz von
Menschenrechten in Europa und den USA zu Ende.





Sunday, January 05, 2014

In Heiner Gehrings Buch Versklavte Gehirne wird auch
 von der Gefahr von Implantaten gesprochen.
Erstens ist mit diesen nicht nur der Standort eines
 Implantierten auszumachen, es koennen des weiteren
Informationen der Person gesammelt werden, alles was
 in deren direkten Umfeld gesagt wird kann mit einem
 Audioimplantat uebertragen werden.
Heiner Gehring weist aber auch noch auf eine andere
grosse Gefahr von Implantaten hin,
Mit solchen kann Verhalten kontrolliert werden.
 Es ist schwer sich dagegen zu wehren.
So wurde in einem Experiment Gefangenen eine Implantat
eingesetzt. Zwei dieser implantierten Gefangenen griff das
Gefaengispersonal an wurden aber ueber ihr
Implantat gestoppt. Daraus sieht man wie stark solche
 Einfluesse eines Implantats sein koennen.

Es gibt ein Implantat welches bestimmtes Verhalten
ausloesen kann. Der Ausloesereiz muss aber
vorher in einer Hypnosesitzung ins Hirn der betroffenen
Person eingegeben werden.
Es gibt noch weiterreichende Beeinflussung, die ich
jetzt nicht ansprechen will

Die Gefahren eines illegalen,ohne Wissen und Zustimmung
des Betroffenen,eingesetzten Implantates werden in den
Establishment Medien ueberhaupt nicht besprochen.
Meine persoenliche Wahrnehmung ist die, das
die westlichen Medien derart verrottet sind das sie die
extrahierten Daten von illegalen Implantattraegern
journalistisch irgendwie verwerten und das missbrauchte
Opfer wissend der permanenten Misshandlung ueberlassen.
Das kommt mir sozusagen als Mainstreammedienstandard,
aber nicht nur dessen Standard vor.
I had today three times programming dreams, stimulating and programming of abusing sex into sleep.
The whole day I had to considerable trouble with this programming. The last days there was always stimulating of abusing sex into sleep.

Monday, December 30, 2013

Today I woke up  in pain. Later I noticed that massive programming to like abusive sex
has been happening during sleep, which makes relations to others difficult because many
contact me on programmed unwanted emotions.

Sunday, December 29, 2013

I  had on my blog a helpful comment. I wanted reply to it and noticed  that google had changed how
the blog worked. I can no more reply to an comment and with that no more contact people who leave an interesting comment.



Maybe google is a suspect to supporting Mind Control.

Saturday, December 28, 2013

Today I had very strong stimulation and reprogramming
of abusing sex.
I can't concentrate and suffer much of the day from it.

Hackertreffen in Hamburg: Enthüllungsjournalist Greenwald wirft US-Regierung Lügen vor

Es gibt unlautereGruende warum die US Regierung die Privatzone des Einzelnen abschaffen will.

Dies willl ich im Einzelnen beschreiben.

 Im Folgenden will ich das Buch

"Versklavte Gehirne" von Heiner Gehring  zitieren

aus dem Kapitel  1.3 Mind Kontrol und Wissenschaft..
....ein umfangreicher Sammelband aus dem Jahre
1973 mit dem alles sagenden Titel 

Psychtechnologie. Elektronische Kontrolle von Geist
und Verhalten (Schwitzgebel & Schwitzgebel, 1973)

und Aufsaetzen zu verraeterischen Themen wie

Soziotechnische Bedingungen fuer Fernsteuerung von
Menschen in natuerlicher Umgebung. (Schwitzgebel & Bird, 1973)

oder

Stimmungswandel mittels direktem Durchleiten von
Niedrigstrom durch das enschliche Gehirn (Lippolt &
Redfearn, 1973 

zeigt dass in den 1970er Jahren 
Verhaltensforscher bereit und in der Lage waren,
Kontrolle ueber Denken und Verhalten der Menschen 
auszuueben.

...Seit Mitte derr siebziger Jahre vertzichten Verhaltensforscher
auf eine offene Darstellung ihrer Plaene... 

......Heute bedarf es nicht mehr der relativ plumpen Einpflanzung
von Sendern (Implantat) ins Hirn. Heutzutage koennen
Niedrigstwellen direkt  Befehle in die  Hirne von Menschen senden.


Kommentar

ich las vor einiger Zeit einen Artikel der Internetzeitung
www.hintergrund.de 
Ein FDP Politiker aeusserte sich in einem Zusammenhang den ich leider nicht mehr weiss.
Der Artikel wurde schon kurze Zeit nachdem ich ihn gelesenen hatte entfernt.
Der FDP Politiker sagte, die Leute sind nicht richtig programmiert. 

Dies bestaetigte  mein persoenliches Wissen das Geisteskontrollwaffen in Deutschland schon viele Jahre mit Unterstuetzung  der Politik im Einsatz sind.
Diese werden erst an Minderheiten wie psychisch Kranken oder Kriminellen.ausprobiert und perfektioniert bevor der Angriff auf die Freiheit des Einzelnen im Allgemeinen stattfindet.

Wobei ich denke das dieser Angriff schon seit laengerem stattfindet.
Ich erinnere an den Anpassungsdruck ueber den sich Menschen aus Europa bei mir in Asien beklagt haben.
Der Anpassungsdruck zielt auf eine von Individuen nicht gewollte Aufgabe von eigenen Werten und Verhalten hin, welches der Obrigkeit dient

Die Beseitigung der Privatsphaere ist fuer Fernsteuerung von Menschen unerlaesslich 
schreibt Heiner Gehring in seinem Buch, "Versklavte Gehirne"

Zu der Antwort auf die Frage warum das so ist kann
 ich beisteuern.
Ich bin seit 18 Jahren ein Opfer von
Geisteskontrollwaffen  und Gangstalking. Es gab 
eine Zeit da wurden mir Befehle ins Hirn
gesendet die mir ganz einfach fremd vorkamen.
Ich idendifizierte die Befehle als nicht von mir und
folgte nicht. 
Diejenigen, die ueber mich Kontrolle ausueben
wollen, erwarben mit der Zeit umfassenderes
Wissen ueber meine Person. Ich war  dann nicht
mehr in der Lage Beeinflussung von meinen
Gedanken zu unterscheiden.
Umfassendes Wissen ueber eine Person unterstuetzt
deren Fernsteuerung nicht nur in dieser Hinsicht.

Auch deswegen ist eine Privatsphaere unverzichtbar.

Mich hat es oefters verletzt wenn ich den Eindruck
hatte, das in Medien Dinge behandelt werden, die
aus meinem Leben sind und die Daten ueber
Schnueffeleiund Geisteskontrollwafen gewonnen
worden waren.
Natuerlich sind Geisteskontrollwaffen gesetzlich
nicht reguliert,. das widerspraeche den Interessen
der  Obrigkeit mit diesen Waffen die Sklaverei
wiedereinzufuehren.
So wird Barack Obama, der erste schwarze
Prasident der USA an dieser Wiedereinfuehrung
der Sklaverei beteiligt sein.

Falls eine gesetzliche Regelung dieser Waffen
inklusive effektivem Schutz gegen diese oeffentlich
gefordert  werden sollte, wird man wahrscheinlich
von Obama den Widerstand gegen solches in Form
von Heuchelei, Trickserei, Ausweichen und
sonstigem hoeren. Es waere schoen wenn dies
dann nicht so waere.

 ..

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

The last two days I had heay otimulation and  or reprogramming
of abusing sex. Yesterday I remained half the day in bed because
of it. Today I feel pretty much depressed bodily the whole day.
I do not know for sure where it is from. One suspect is an
American which checked in two days ago.

I make a lot of mistakes while writing now. Some days ago
I forgot to read and correct a message in my blog
anycomments. My mind suffers also a lot with this harassment.

I had voices that said what comes now will bring you down.
After some time you will no more be able to move about.
Considering the stress I had yesterday and today such
is possible. I remember having read posts in forums of
victims of Mind  Control technology and gangstalking
that there are people who live  such disabled  by harassment
I understand that the human rights promise in the west is just
another lie of  pathological liars in political leadership of
so called western democracies.
So called western democracies seem to safeguard and support
intelligent tyranny and tyrants well.
So I advise against such a political system.


Saturday, December 21, 2013

I had today again strong stimulation of sexual abuse during sleep.

Thursday, December 19, 2013

I have changed accmodation some days before. At first no harassment, then after two days sexual harassment. The last time asleep I had again programming to a social democrat. I suddenly like them to some extend. The programming that I suddenly like them is programming related to positive feelings also related to stimulating of sexual abuse. I have to get such out of my mind.Yesterday 4 guests left the guesthouse, three other people are staying. I assume that the guests there are involved in the programming I have now.

Thursday, December 12, 2013

Ich habe heute wieder  mit Programmen, die ich dem Geist der SPD zuschreibe in meinem Kopf zu tun.
Ich bin mir nicht sicher woher das ist. Alteres Material in meinem Kopf, "live" programmierung oder kuerzlich
erfolgte. Der Rote Dreck.

Ich habe die ganze letzte Zeit erheblich mit Frustration zu tun die mich passiv macht.

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

The last days I had again and again stimulation of abusing sex. They are psychic attacks by several guests in the guesthouse where I stay who obviously like such. That also means that I am not accepted there by several people. Today I had a threat. I do not feel safe there.When I am not accepted there I probably won't have real support for my security. This is my impression from talks afterwards there.
The people there are all westerners.

Tuesday, December 03, 2013

I had yesterday again massive programming and also
stimulation of abusing sex.
As a consequence more people in a restaurant contact
me emotionally on this.
One suspect is the  man in the dorm where I stay.
I had twice windows xp,which I prefer over
windows 7, crashed. I had a sd card deleted, I do not
know how this happened.
The terror which I had last in Thailand made me passive
for some time. I am rebuilding strength but do not have
much to take such easier.

Thursday, November 28, 2013

Yesterday and today during sleep I had stimulation of abusing sex
and very strong programming.
The stress causes me to be down the whole day. I would prefer just
 to do not much. Even walking becomes easily stress. Yesterday
I had programming to a gay. Today it was programming to like
Malays. Yesterday I was weak some hours, today the whole day.
Well, I don't like Malays that much which people may have noticed
the last days. though I like everywhere some people around.
Muslim is not my stuff and I am not interested to get closer.
And this terror,  to program me to like Malays does not contribute
to better feel feelings towards them, I am pissed
off by this.
But I do not know who did this terror to me and so I do not know
where to direct my anger to.

Friday, November 08, 2013

I had yesterday and today massive stimulation of abusing sex.
Today it was like this, that I stayed in bed for some time and
needed some time to recover. Thai massage helped with that.

Wednesday, November 06, 2013

The last post was about Thais in my environment. Some signs
tell me to do this better with complete privacy and not just
put it on a draft on my blog. That is the same as publishing
it.
I had today massive Stimulation of abusing sex. It changed
something in me.The stress brought me down.
I did not much today. Usually I have a plan, but I did not
follow it today.

Monday, November 04, 2013

I had today again stimulation of abusing sex and huge programming, the change in my mind was noticeable quickly when I woke up.

Friday, November 01, 2013

I stayed a few days again in Padang Bezar. I had hard stimulation
of abusing sex twice.
It cost me hours to recover from such. The last time I was there
I had hardly any stimulation of abusing sex.

Monday, October 28, 2013

Lynn Weed from www.cointelprocontinuestoday.com
sent me an email with the following headline:

Breaking News!!!... a good thing has Happened, someone found that FFCHS had been contacted by Charles Manson... It's turns out He was Experiencing all the Covert Surveillance and Electronic Torture of Targeted Individuals


comment:
www.cointelprocontinuestoday.com is a website of targets of Gangstalking and mindcontrol techniques.
Charles Manson stated to FFCHS, another website for such targets, that he had all the
symptoms mind control victims experience. 
I have not a confirmation for this information so I am not sure if that happens. 
That means he was possibly a mind control victim before he went on the murder spree.
He probably also had mental problems before but when you know that mental sick
people do not  commit crimes more than the average citizen then you see that you
cannot simply blame his mental problems for the massacre he did.  It is reasonable to assume that something else or a lot additionally happened in his life which finally caused him to do such.
Mind control technologies are able to exploit mental problems are maybe to blame for this.

What about regulating Mind Control technologies in the US?

It was tried but not done about 10 years ago. But, you won't,  because in power you want to have fun with such including inducing massacres and sexual abuse. Further they are used for control, manipulation. Many Thais like this as well. But such chit Thais do not have to tell me anything.
I resist to my best abilities.



 
I advised against yahoo. I had repeated trouble with yahoo some years ago, which made me turn away from it. I tried it again, I thought new management maybe is it better now,
but I had quickly some trouble with it. I do not want to use Yahoo and run in this
repeated trouble again. But I am not sure if it will happen.

But the indian email provider www.rediff.com causes me more trouble than yahoo.
Asks me to change my password or I cannot use rediff. They did this now already
several times. I decide when I change the password.

Some time ago I could not change my password even if I wanted.

Quite often files,information which is not mainstream, did  not arrive

or got in the bulk folder.

Spam protection is by far the worst I know!

Miserable behaviour of this mail



Die letzten beiden Tage hatte ich wieder staerkere versteckte Schikanen und ein Haufen
Stimmen bezueglich dieser.
Ich hatte die letzte Zeit wieder mehr Englisch gelernt weil es mir besser ging.
Die letzten beiden Tage wurde dies aber wieder deutlich weniger.

Thursday, October 24, 2013

WORLD: Neuroweapons; Inside Story of the US mind control project



This topic is neglected by purpose. Power hungry
politicians all over the world dream of total control
of the human being, dream
of reintroducing slavery, if they haven't done it yet.
There are people who speak about an ongoing silent
holocaust by radiation weapons. Because the
source is radiation it is difficult to prove.
Once an attack is over you hardly can prove
anything

The excuse for such research is helping people
with mental problems. But the stuff can be used
on all for the purpose of control.
What helps people with mental problems is
leaving them their freedom and dignity. But with
the modern institutions this is exactly what these
people don't get.
These people can do much for their mental health
which often does not cost that much: Meditation,
Yoga, selfhelp EFT and many other things or
costlier therapies.
The number of mental sich people who are that
sick that they cannot be reached by the above is 
small often poor actually not lucracive.
But industries spend a lot of money and have
government support to get able to 
manipulate  the brain. Because they want control
and then exploit the control.

I state, I am a target of manipulation and torture
of any remote radiation caused by unknown 
sources for 18 years now.
Quite often the stress and pain of such
made me passive for longer time of the
day  mental facilities worked on a lower level.
It has given me sicknesses and made  my life
miserable.
Those who do it enjoy it, like programming
and stimulating of sexual abuse.

Do you really expect anything better from
authorities than for instance performing
sexual abuse when they have the chance
to get off uncaught?
At least such people are among them who
will do such.


Wednesday, October 23, 2013

The last days I had except one day stimulation and programming
 of abusing sex. Twice it was heavier.
Several Thais are holding talks in which I get mocked.

There is another sign that the terror restarted in Thailand from Thais.

I do not know why the Thais are mocking me but it is a bad sign.
Anyway, this mocking Thais should eat their own chit that is
proper food for them.

Saturday, October 19, 2013

 I had again stimulation of abusing sex in Had Yai.
to my personal estimation it was a Thai woman. 
The stress and pain of such remains the whole day and
makes relating to others less pleasant.

Monday, October 14, 2013

The last days strong harassment has started again.I do not recover the whole day from the stimulation
of abusing sex of programming of such and programming in my dreams.
voices say that they have many people destroyed, people would be sitting in a wheelchair now and be doing nothing anymore. That could happen also to me.
I have Arthritis, heavy Allergies, Depression allrelated to the terror I had for years.
I have been down for long time because of the terror and started to develop internal
strength again some days ago. My mind is still not in the shape it could be. Processing power is far
from normal .Being down means to have no power to solve problems, also just mental problems
to process data.

This seemed to come back a little.
Now with the terror it will go again and when I am unlucky I get more sick more disabled.
Fucking Thais are doing this terror. There is no Foreigner around in Chaiya and in Surat Thani.
I do not know why this fucking Thai chit does such. Wait one thing is what I know why such
Thais do such. This Thai chit draws happiness from putting others down, into misery. This Thai chit draws happiness form destroying others life.

Sunday, October 06, 2013

The lasts days I had stimulation of abusing sex in sleep.
How much my sensibilities play a role in it |I do not know.

Tuesday, October 01, 2013

Last night asleep I had programming in my dreams which is actually refering to my last post in anycomments.
I was obedient listening what the better educated had to say just taking in.
Where this ends up you see in America where they struggle to get at least GMOs labeled instead of getting them banned. You invite educated criminals at the top which rip off the people when too many easily believe in the political authorities in power. 

Sunday, September 29, 2013

Gestern hatte ich massive Programmierung von missbraeuchlichem Sex. am Morgen in den Schlaf.
Spaeter bekam ich dann Probleme mit mir, wie ich es schon oefters hatte bei starker Programmierung.,
Missbraeuchlicher Sex ist jeder Sex der ohne meine Einwilligung stimuliert wird
Ich moechte dies nicht im Detail beschreiben was gestern war. Ich hatte jedenfalls staerkere Schmerzen
die meiste Zeit des Tages.

Heute morgen hatte ich wieder Stimulierung von mu\issbraeuchlichem Sex. In Thailand hatte ich dies
fast die ganze letzte Zeit. Ich bin deswegen ziemlich sauer das dies organisiert in Thailand so weiter geht.
Im Alltag jedoch sind Thais meist nett, welches ich angenehm finde.

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

I had the last days stimulation of abusing sex in sleep. This makes
 me weaker during the day. I have pain to differnet degrees during
the day then.There was also some discussions in my head where it
was tried to make me join the social democrats. It is sometakes
real work to disrupt the mental buildings which are tried to build
up to make me join them. I have to be mindful todo that of they
may get me this way. They have the chance to do so for 18 years
now and will go on trying. The technology related to such terror
is in western so called democracies not regulated it is not spoken
about.
The victims are left in the lurch, mocked labeled crazy.
Miserable parliamentary democracy.

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

I had at about 4 o clock stimulation of abusing sex which woke
me up. I suspect the young woman staying beside me for this
and for some heavy stimulations of abusing sex the days before
Later in the morning the same and programming in my dreams.

 It is altogether that hard that I am that down, that I just want
 to no more stay there.
Exactly may be the purpose of such. I spend  less money when I
sleep in my flat than when I am travelling and staying in guesthouses.
I had it now three times in different locations that when I stay long
time anywhere in Thailand harassment went up.

Monday, September 09, 2013

Today I had strong programming of gay sex. Some days before it still was sadistic sex. I am disappointed by neighboring Thais to participate in stimulating this sadistic sex.

Sunday, September 08, 2013

I had again today during sleep heavy stimulation of abusing sex. I meditated a lot today and  after long time I
noticed my being depressive. There are a lot of voices which say it would go on like this others say it would stop now for some reasons. such contradictory voices I hear quite often
Fucking Thais did this.

Thursday, September 05, 2013

I had again stimulation of abusing sex, sadistic sex and programming in my dreams. The primary suspect is from my direct environment.

Yesterday I read a report in the FAZ which stressed the civil rights of the people in the West contrary to Russia. I am for 18 years a victim of gang stalking and mind control weapons and it is difficult to get out.
Many people are victims of such so the civil rights of the Western World are just another lie.
The leaders of the West have the means to easily  turn the Foundations of the West into a lie for anyone they want, whenever they want.

A part of this means are the mind control weapons which the US refuses to regulate by law.
Russia has done this.

On the other hand how in Russia it is dealt with homosexuals is
disappointing. Not to allow pro propaganda for homosexuals is
 an interesting point to think about, but criminalizing them and
punishing how it is happening in the country is not a way a
civilized country should accept or tolerate. To improve tolerance
for homosexuals should go hand in hand with the law against
propaganda for homosexuals.

I had yesterday stimulation of abusing sex and today the same but very strong the first time for a longer time.
It weakens me and makes me feel bad more than this day.

Sunday, September 01, 2013

I had the last 2 days again  stronger stimulation of abusing sex. I was down for longer time these days.