The following vitamin therapy I have been 
using since some years without asking any
 doctor. I had longer breaks with it like the
 last  time and was not every day accurate
 with it.

FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE
Orthomolecular Medicine News Service, October 7, 2005 

Mental Health Treatment That Works

(OMNS) Doctors report that mental health problems including depression, bipolar disorder, schizophrenia, ADHD, anti-social and learning disorders, and obsessive-compulsive disorders often have a common cause: insufficient nutrients in the brain. Nutritionally-oriented physicians assert that the cure for these problems is to give the body the extra nutrients it needs, especially when under abnormal stress.

Orthomolecular medical researchers say the future of psychiatry is in nutrition because nutrition has such a long, safe and effective history of correcting many mental problems. Nutrients such as the B-vitamins are most successful when taken regularly, taken in relatively high doses, and taken in conjunction with vitamin C, the essential fatty acids (EFA’s), and the minerals magnesium and selenium.

A summary of what has worked for many people follows below. The safety of vitamins and minerals is extraordinary, and the expense of trying them is much less than the cost of hazardous pharmaceutical drugs. These nutrients can be purchased in a discount or heath store.

Taking 1,000 mg of vitamin B-3 three times a day often cures mild to moderate depression. Dramatic results are often achieved within one week of beginning this nutritional program, especially in alcoholics. (1)

Taking this much niacin is very likely to cause a "niacin flush." Other articles at the orthomolecular.org website discuss this, such as http://orthomolecular.org/resources/omns/v09n07.shtml and http://orthomolecular.org/resources/omns/v01n10.shtml. It is recommended that you always work with your physician with any health program.

Sometimes a simple deficiency of vitamin D causes depression. 3,000 I.U./day from all sources can alleviate the problem. (2)

3,000 mg/day or more of niacin (vitamin B-3), along with the same quantity of vitamin C, taken in divided doses throughout the day can successfully treat both schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. (3)

Vitamins B-3, B-6, C and the minerals magnesium and zinc frequently produce a good response in ADHD and autistic children. (4)

Vitamins B-6, folate, and B-12 taken together lower elevated homocysteine levels in the elderly while improving mental function. (5)

As pointed out by chemistry professor and vitamin discoverer Roger J. Williams, PhD (6), each individual has different nutritional needs and responds differently to nutrients. Are you tired of being depressed, suffering from anxiety, paying huge prescription drug bills for unsafe prescriptions that don’t solve the problem or produce undesirable side effects? Are you tired of the piece-meal trial and error approach to finding a solution to your mental or emotional problems? If so, adults should consider the following nutritional protocol, which will bathe your brain and nerves in natural nutrients and may well produce dramatic results. The cost of trying the program below is less than the cost of a typical doctor’s office visit. It is safe and convenient. All of these nutrients can be purchased at large discount stores.

After the morning meal take:

• A multivitamin tablet
• 1,000 mg of vitamin B-3 (as niacinamide or inositol hexanicotinate)
• One B-complex tablet
• 100 mg of vitamin B-6
• 1,200 mcg of vitamin B-9 (folate or folic acid)
• 1,000-2,000 IU of vitamin D (the lower number if you get sunshine, the higher number if you don't)
• 1,000 mg of vitamin C
• 200 mg of magnesium
• 50 mg of zinc
• 200 micrograms (mcg) of selenium
• 30 grams of soy protein powder and one tablespoon of lecithin granules mixed into a small glass of juice or milk A supplement of omega-3 fatty acids [eicosapentaenoic acid (EPA), docosahexanoic acid (DHA) and alpha-linolenic acid (ALA)]

After the midday meal:

• 1,000 mg of vitamin B-3
• 1,200 mcg of vitamin folate
• 100 mg of vitamin B-6
• One B-complex tablet
• 1,000 mg of vitamin C
• 200 mg of magnesium

After the evening meal:

• A multivitamin tablet
• 1,000 mg of vitamin B-3
• 1,000 mg of vitamin C
• One B-complex tablet
• 100 mg of vitamin B-6

All of the above supplements are safe in the recommended amounts, as well as inexpensive and convenient. There is not even one death per year from vitamins. Pharmaceutical drugs, properly prescribed and taken as directed, kill over 100,000 Americans annually. Hospital errors kill still more.

Restoring health must be done nutritionally, not pharmacologically. All cells in all persons are made exclusively from what we drink and eat. Not one cell is made out of drugs.

The most common mistake made by people who take vitamins is they fail to take enough vitamins.

The reason one nutrient can cure so many different illnesses is because a deficiency of one nutrient can cause many different illnesses.

What is Orthomolecular Medicine?

Linus Pauling defined orthomolecular medicine as "the treatment of disease by the provision of the optimum molecular environment, especially the optimum concentrations of substances normally present in the human body." Orthomolecular medicine uses safe, effective nutritional therapy to fight illness. For more information: http://www.orthomolecular.org

Take the Orthomolecular Quiz at http://www.orthomolecular.org/quiz/index.shtml

The peer-reviewed Orthomolecular Medicine News Service is a non-profit and non-commercial informational resource.

Editorial Review Board:
Abram Hoffer, M.D., Ph.D.
Harold D. Foster, Ph.D.
Bradford Weeks, M.D.
Carolyn Dean, M.D. N.D.
Erik Paterson, M.D.
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To subscribe at no charge: http://www.orthomolecular.org/subscribe.html

References for further reading:
1. Hoffer A. Vitamin B-3: Niacin and its amide. http://www.doctoryourself.com/hoffer_niacin.html Also: Cheraskin E, Ringsdorf WM and Brecher A. Psychodietetics. Bantam Books, 1974.
2. Vieth R, Kimball S, Hu A, Walfish PG. Randomized comparison of the effects of the vitamin D3 adequate intake versus 100 mcg (4000 IU) per day on biochemical responses and the wellbeing of patients. Nutr J. 2004 Jul 19;3:8.
3. Hoffer A. Healing schizophrenia: Complementary vitamin & drug treatments. Toronto: CCNM Press, 2004. Also: Hawkins D and Pauling L. Orthomolecular psychiatry, San Francisco: Freeman, 1973. Also: Hoffer A. Niacin therapy in psychiatry, Charles C. Thomas, 1962.
4. Hoffer A. Healing children's attention and behavior disorders: Complementary nutritional & psychological treatments. Toronto: CCNM Press, 2004. Also: Hoffer A. Dr. Hoffer's ABC of natural nutrition for children. Kingston, Ontario: Quarry Press, 1999.
5. Selhub J, Jacques PF, Wilson PWF, Rush D, Rosenberg IH. Vitamin status and intake as primary determinants of homocysteinemia in an elderly population. JAMA 1993. 270:2693-2698. Also: Verhoef P, Meleady R, Daly LE, Graham IM, Robinson K, Boers GHJ, et al. Homocysteine, vitamin status and risk of vascular disease. European Heart Journal 1999. 20:1234-1244.
6. http://neon.cm.utexas.edu/williams/

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The whole last time are signs that my story as MC victim is going on  better than before.
Today I heard voices that I should read about thought reform. This is a topic which matches. Such I also looked up at the very beginning being in MC.
Voices said I could now get out of this I had to do with. It would be possible now.
It was for me not possible for many years. I could not get my\head round to write police reports about what I had to do with. I just could not. It was also that speaking about it was difficult.
I was not believed at the police and the peiple which produced
hopelessness for me. Though I could have done more against this but I did not.
This was weak and prolonged my suffering unnecessarily.
On the other hand I had that much pain, stress, manipulation 
from harassers that I will not blame myself too much.
I hope I can get out of this the next time.
I do not believe easily such voices which also have said a lot of 
nonsense up to now.. The last days I hear in the morning a longer 
talk. Such was not always usual. For some time I heard such a  talk in the morning with something  which made me think from
the very beginning that they are fucking democrats doing it during the day. in this or that way trying to make me their own. That is what they call democrazy Fuck you democrats. Fuck you democrats.At least you do no more pretend to be democrats. To use  modern technology to try to enslave people shows the democrats should label themselves as terrorist organisation.

I say to try to enslave people. I had it some time ago I noticed the control in my mind was with the democrats. I did no nore have
the control with myself in my mind. Any emotional reaction on impressions was judged no more with me so decisions were no more with me.It did not remain like this long
It changed back to me. At least it looks to some degree I have it.
This long talks which I have in my mind most days store informatiom in my head which may be used in the way it was spoken. There is also programming. I once read the newspaper and noticedI have a negative attitude towards Russia, this is new, where is this from. I could locate it and throw it out but not the detail I do no more know now.

Well, the last days I remembered something I could not think of 
really for a long time. Doing meditation. I just could not think of
doing it for a very long time. It was not there. So my immune system got weak and weaker. I had also times when I could not think of learning english. I was doing it every day but then a time
came I could not think of learing english, which I had been doing 
for years.

The lasts time some things go better. The day when Mr Scholz in Germany announced he would apply for the seat of the  chairman of the party of the SPD I tried and I could be more active than before. I could not do much before because of blocking control I think for longer time I just was passive and longer time I felt weak due to sickness.

I could for a longer time not manage to write posts in blogger. I was blocked or innerly not strong enough? I noticed not being able to do other things.
 My stomach is giving me a little pain. Still a little fortunately.
  My heart is worse, weak now

I find it probable that the programming to a 'Sozialdemokrat'
which I notice for years at least contributes to the forgetfulness
or maybe Alzheimers I have.

Mental weakness was also programmed.  I think ths is the reason
why I could not consciously use my brain well.
The programming included to get me under their control
which they have managed to a degree hic is unclear to me

I could write a lot which I will  hopefully later.

I have what I already in Had Yai. Voices do not allow me to sleep.
repeatedly and will probably bring me in trouble if they go on
 for lnger timehere is also stirring up unrest. The voices are
 technical,  I assume. I hear such stuff like the 'social democrats
 will be the last party on this planet. They will make me work for
 them. The voices are that much that it is hard to use my head calmly.

I ended up on infowars wesite.
There was an article about Assange.
The question was is he an journalist.
There was during the Vietnam war
a journalist who also published secret Material of the
US government which helped end the war. He was
seen as a hero. He said his work would be similar
to what Assange did. Assange would be a journalist.

I was twice on the website infowars. The second time I visted it
the article was removed. I actually visit it
I visited also rtdeutsch.com twice. The second time i visited
the webpage sites I wanted to visit were removed.
.I wanted to use the webpages for a blog entry.
I have voices which want me to stop this online stuff.

I am pissed, well
The USlike most other countries like for instance  Germany this
decided not to regulate Mind Control weapons. Russia has
publicly discussd them and regulated them by laws.
The US  also Germany and other countries which did not
regulate rhese weapons decided with this to become Tyrannies.
The weapons can be used to harm, change or destroy people
without much of traces. And this is what they are doing and
denying with this weapons.
That has to do with western mainstream politics too often
not exceeding junk quality. To escape this we probably have to
overcome western mainstream.

The reason why they go after Assange is probably
the following. Imagine being a Tyrant in government.
You enjoy also doing your crimes. You would find it
rather disturbing a journalist publishing some of
your crimes  you did in secrecy, isn't it.  So publishing
state secrets gets a crime  you really go after. There is
no escaping severe punishment even if or because
crimes of the governmenthave been unveiled.

Terror has stepped up I have sleep deficit o nearly 3 nights.
There are always voices when I try to sleep.
The sexual harassment which stopped happily may be 2 weeks
 or a little more than this has left me burned out with making
mistakes in routine things. They are trying to get my thinking and
acting more under control in details.
For years I tried o get active against this terror.I could not. I ended
up in a depression  after plans to write and get reports to the
bpolicef ailed. I tried it repeatedly but it did not work. I could not
do anything about it. My mindset was too weak about this
I should have improved it.
Now they seem to want such writing
and also to bring me down or a breakdown.

Not long ago I subscribed to a newsletter of Dr Mercola.
The last days I started to consider the newsletter doubtful.
Today I wanted t unsubscribe. But in my gmail account
all posts of Dr Mercola were removed.
This may mean Dr Mercola is anyway connectet to
gangstalking.
western medical doctors are for me partly suspicious to
support the system I have to do with. I have to outline
what I mean later.

This time asleep I had short time but massive stimulation of abusing
 sex. It is probably from people in the guesthouse.
I feel depressed now. The stuff may also be about pressing me
into their desired mental shape. Voices are about this.

voices say they wood be active in some ways today. which would
affect me to a larger degree.
They would have kept awake the night which happened.
I had this already repeatedly where I stay now.
I do not have an answer to this. It is any radiation or psychic
attacks.. It would be a good idea if somebody knocks
so that I do not take all while largely asleep.
Even if I know somebody doing such I do not know how
to turn against them wthout evidence to show.

Stimmen drohen die letzten Tage massiv verschaerften
Terror an der meine Existenz in Freiheit beenden soll.
Letztenendich ist es wohl das was mit dem Terror beabsichtigt wird und auch Unterstuetzer in Thailand und Malaysia hat.
Das was Stimmen sagen hat nur einen begrenzten
Wahrheitsgehalt. Ich hoffe das die Ankuendigungen nicht
wahr werden.

Today like in many talks in my mind before here is programming
of  mentality and radiation. The latter is often included in talks.
On my tablet the app Article reader had been deleted without my
knowledge and consent.  Articles from the alternative spectrum
with it like 'nutritional psychiatry will be the future of mental
health treatment'.
I reinstalled it saved articles in it. Now some days later one
article is removed. It dealt withh uman rights abuses the
current president of the USA has to do with and mentioned
such abuses of the presidents before. It mentioned that now
the human rights would be taught n high school.

I had sadistic sexual abuse in my childhood.

I am now a target of covert harassment. Sadistic

abuse has also to do with positive feelings

apart from the pain humiliation, stress. 

These positive feelings are used in my targetting.

They try to connect these feelings to them to

make me like them.and how they do things.

This I always rejected but the affection to them

and how they things do is growing in me.

I do not like the social democrats, I never did.

But with what I experience they may change that.

That is how the social democrats treat ordinary people

First they tried simple convincing in my brain with thoughts

then they tried to blackmail me You cannot resist us we are

too large for you.Now they are programming affection

and acceptance of them. That is how this social democrats

are. They just want them to follow you and give a chit

what you think and feel and even torture you.

I have for years this stimulation this pain and stress

I cannot get out of this abuse because it is reproduced

and used for this purpose. I am depressed also 

because of this. It must be clear that the social democrats

so are not a democratic party. They are rather a 

terrorist organisation.

I have the last time stimulation of abusing sexbut at least it is not
that strong and or painful that it weakens a lot me which I had in
Thailand.

I go in Penang in an Internetcafe ask for an 2 hour package
pay and after that I ask for the change. The Chinese man in charge
 said most people would take the other package which would
cost the complete amount I gave him. I told him he should give
me what I ask for. He started arguing and even threatened he
would bring trouble to me.
I don,t have such that often but it also happens repeatedly.
Not long ago I bought a T-shirt and the Chinese just to kept the
relative large change arguing with me. I just took it out of his hands.
I had it in this Internet cafe that the computer was shot down when
the time I paid for was over but without giving repeatedly
information that it would do so which it does usually.
I was writing about my experiences in Mind control and actually
wanted to save this information for later use.

The Stasi in China.

China's TERRIFYING Social Credit System

https://www.prisonplanet.com/chinas-terrifying-social-credit-system.html

I think freedom made the US strong. People must be
able to really go their own ways without depending
too much on judgement.
I possibly would not even survive in China with my
 special disability. Many people have special wants or needs
with which you are in a bad situation when these are
not accepted. The acceptance is based on government
philosophy which is probably too tight or onesighted
for a whole nation.

This could be a topic for president Trump to address threats
to personl freedom.

I have a different idea but not thought that much about it.
Clearly unhealthy foods you find mandatory in the
back sheves, for sch food is no adversising allowed and on
such food is put an additonally tax Such foods would be
processed food, a!cohol for instance.

Today I had a talk in my mind about politics. I noticed that
there are now part of my thoughts following the Democrats
or social democrats. I never had this. I was always opposition
to them. I remember that programming to a democrat was
happening the time and three days before it was quite strong.
Being a follower to democrats so seem to creep slowly in
my mind. T try to deprogram. I know that it is not only the
democrats who are in such stuff. I supported the conservatives
for years in my mind. This year a few month ago something
in my mind changed and I had my original attitude towards
conservatives back. It is just not my party and I am actually
critical about them. About this I could not think all the years
ago. Voices actually asked me repeatedly or also tried to
make me think to bash conservatives now which I did
But I want to stop that now and try not to answer to what
programmers want as far as I can.
In Russia mind control weapons are regulated by law
while in the western world they are not. Some months
ago a German policemen denied that such existed.
In Malaysia a  Policeman also did not know anything
about such.

Russian Mind Control Weapons. They are regulated 
by law now.

http://mindjustice.org/russ9-05.htm

In Malaysia I wrote an police report about Mins Control.

A few days later I noticed something happened in my
mind to the positive. I had my mind back to some degree.
I went to Thailand and found myself quickly much more
active than most time the last years. This went on for some
days then  something happened in the night and I it was
again difficult to be active like the years before.

Bill Gates Funding Web of Satellites For Global Real-Time Surveillance

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Comment:
In Thailand I found out that sexual harassment was coming from
a satellite dish. It is directed energy you can block by very strong
shielding. I had ten metal sheets of about 2 mm thickness in a row
and achieved blocking of such. I had blocked such at other times
also with much less shielding.Well, humans also do psychic attacks
and stimulate sexual feelings in others to various degrees of strength.

In  Malaysia unplugging the TV antenna saved me from sexual harassment
at one place.

At the place where I stay I had repeatedly severe
stimulation of abusing sex which made me sick
for some time. I had voices that such terror would
go on now. Ich stelle fest das ich deswegen
vor Computerbildschirmen zu sitzen neuerdings
als Stress empfinde und ich es deswegen zumindest
teilweise vermeiden werde falls ich keine Antwort
darauf finden kann.

Trumps Allies face harassment

https://www.prisonplanet.com/new-normal-trump-allies-face-harassment-protests-anywhere-they-show-their-faces.html

I recommend Russia to try to keep a copy of Western Democrats out of their country. With this I think the political Left should also offer another or other ways. One which is serious about environmental protection and not going for
biotech.
One which does not want the global control of the people and
cultures for instance.

Ich hatte die letzten Tage wieder Stimulation von
SM sex im Schlaf. Allergien spielen wahrscheinlich
auch eine Rolle dabei,

I had every day in Thailand sexuell harassment.
It brings me regularly down. It makes me sick.
I do not know who is doing it, but I assume
Thais are involved like they were in the past.
But I do not really know.

This heavy harassment I had yesterday I had
Also today. My heart restarts with pain.
Large fear after that contributed to my
being passive. Having recognized it I can
work on it
A lot of programming me to a social democrat
democrat. There is programming of a strong
positive feeling to them programming of
being in the head instead of being aso in the
heart and programming of opinions.

This morning I had very heavy harassment by over any radiation.
Voices say repeatedly such would go on for a short while and then
I would be finished..May be it would be like this. I could not
find for sure the source. 

I read news in the Internet quite often. I notice that there
is programming to not read Russian news rather American
or German. To read certain German news I had programming
longer time ago. I had stimulation of abusing sex nearly all
the last time..

Again heavy stimulation of abusing sex probably of any asshole close.
I won't be friendly  should I get this person.
Much of the day is gone when such happens. I can't get longer time
dental treatment because I do not have currently the nerves for this.
This is because of the ongoing sexual and other harassment.

I had now altogether twice heavy harassment in Thailand
Once sexual harassment the other one not sexual. The
non sexual harassment was announced by voices.
I notice my body cannot take this easily anymore
Arthritis returned but the many year long terror
has also  affected my psychologically. I have had that much
pain that I cannot stand more easily.
The last time I have voices which keep me from going to
sleep for hours. It has also to do with fears going to sleep
as much harassment happened during sleep for many years
now.
Going to bed easily so does not help to get enough sleep.

There has been huge influence of MC on my life,
With manipulation I was often kept from tasks I wanted to
do

In Malaysia I had some days off harassment. In Thailand
I had to do with sexual hrassment everyday, though
my allergies play so some degree a role in such
stimulation.

It is also the ever ongoing stimulation of abusing sex which leaves me
 in pain, stress and finally alone.  This is one aspect why I don't have
many contacts.
This I noticed repeatedly over years.

After this heavy stimulation of abusing sex a few days before
there were talks in my head and I called the stimulation of sadistic
sex sexual abuse.

It is against my will and knowledge when it happens in my sleep.
It fits in the definition of  sexual abuse. The difficulty with this
sadistic sex is I am also emotionally inside with positive feelings
involved. When I have severe stimulation of such sex positive
feelings related to it  get quite strong and may overwhelm my
conscious decision making.
That does not mean that I want such sex or the pain and stress will
not arrive.

The last time I do not know for sure for how long I have
in the morning about 9 and ten o'clock or something
before or after I have strong stimulation of abusing
sex. It is that much that I now get considerably weaker
as I was before.
I tried not to sleep at that time but repeatedly fell
asleep after I used an alarm clock to be awake. I sleep
at that time because in the night I often don't get enough
sleep

Heute hatte ich ein Gespraech ueber Globalisation
im Kopf. Ich oppuniere diese.Wenn der menschlische
Geist genormt und globalisiert wird geht die
Moeglichkeit verloren auf Probleme verschieden
zu reagieren und erfolgreich zu loesen, wie dies
jetzt beim Umweltschutz der Fall ist.
Dies war das Thema auf das Stimmen auch reagiert
haben.
Wirklich verschiedene Kulturen die moeglicherweise
noch nicht mal so ohne weiteres von manchen
anderen verstanden werden sind notwendig
um die ganze Dimension menschlicher
Moeglichkeiten auch des Geistes und der Psyche zu
entfalten.
Ich halte es fuer eine Katastrophe wenn ein
Inder zu mir wie ein westlicher Demokrat
redet mit deren Werten wie die Ablehnung
von Religion u.a.
Die Inder haben wahrscheinlich die Chance
eine wirklich unabhaengige Kultur zu
werden. Dann duerfen solche Organisationen
wie die nach Globalisation auch von bestimmten
menschlichen Werten strebenden Demokraten
dort keinen Einfluss haben.

Could be very soon or not so soon at all!

Trump attempts to blur timing of potential Syria strike, a day after indicating they were imminent. (the above is from CNN)

Comment:Trump depicts himself as a good entertainer. Would be great if he just does that.

Today I woke up and noticed that being a democrat
seemed to be in my head.I had contact to a voice
for long time. This was also emotional. Now I notice
inside me emotional belonging to the democrats, in
German "Sozialdemokraten" or more suitable
"The Red Pestilence".
That are results of Mind Control weapons.
I hope I get this stuff out of my mind again.

I had voices which threat me in various ways today.
Voices make it difficult to concentrate on anything.

New mind-reading machine can translate your thoughts and display them as text INSTANTLY

.https://www.prisonplanet.com/new-mind-reading-machine-can-translate-your-thoughts-and-display-them-as-text-instantly.html

I claim they can do such for a long time already and they can do such from quiete a distance
(remote viewing). Victims of mind control technology claim the same. There is also
technology to speak  to your mind and harass
people.

I notice some programming inside is no more used or not used at
the moment. There is a lot of programming to change my
personality.
Like talking in a simplified way to me for a long time every day
over a long time. I adapted to that. I was no more able to use
my mind I used to do.It made me think simplified. I did not use
my mental capacity. when thinking using my mind.
Voices say  they want my mind back. This lot of talking is
information for the mind which I did not want but my mind uses.
It is influence. I have a lot of different talk in my mind with
different mentalities talking. I notice this influences how I feel.
This whole influence had made it clear to me. With the mind
control forces working on the long run you won't have your
own independent personality. I could no more use  my mind
for my goals the last time. So this forces are the enemy of people.
They shape the people in the way the forces behind it want it.
On the long run targets of such probably won't escape.that.
This is also what voices told me sometime ago.
The means to influence and control minds including the
technology is not regulated by law.So government tolerates
such happening or rather is doing itself.

The last time I often hear voices when I actually want to sleep.
This makes sleep when I get enough Irregular.
Yesterday evening there were voices that because I turn against
the West I could easily meet people on the street which go
against me and my property.
Later the evening I went out to go to a convenience store.
Two young men asked me for the way to a certain place
Suddenly there were five or more young men around me
and hardly anyone around because it was late.
But they were nice. They noticed my fear and just stopped
asking me and left me alone.
But I am pissed about these fucking governments worldwide
which do not regulate Mind control weapons and with this
enable and protect crimes with these. They just fucking
gangsters.

More than 20 years ago I got to know youngsters one of whom
appeared to be close to anarchism. I lost contract after some
time. Some years later I met him. His personality had changed
to somewhat conform to social democrats in Germany.
He had been home less and probably been brainwashed.
The same structures I now have in my mind highly probably
programming.

Today I started writing  about my experienced trouble with my banks
and wanted to contact the BAFIN [Bankenaufsicht] in Germany.
The Banks seem to be in my Mindcontrol or just know what I am
doing online. So I have regained access to my DKB account.
The Sparda told me they will contact me.after I tried to call them.

Trouble with Banks in Germany?
Search for the Term: BAFIN

I had trouble to do Telefonbanking on my sparda bank account.
Now my DKB bank account is blocked. I typed in 3 different
tans and I controlled the input of the two last they were right
but my account is closed..I should call them by phone.
But the last phone calls I had with them were a disaster.
I was sometimes chaotic but they were nasty including I would
not go to the phone when they call. But my phone notices me
of any call coming in.and stores a record of this. They just lie.

The voices in me seem to have
changed. They regard me as a human
being now. Yet they speak of me in the
third person they are external but
at least as they regard me as a human
now and no more that much just as a
guinea pig to my perception.

In the morning I had very strong stimulation of abusing sex.
It was that strong that I cannot stand it longer time.
Voices day they will destroy me now.

DARPA developing implant to monitor brain in real time

In a bid to improve the mental health of soldiers and veterans, DARPA has launched a $70 million project to create an implant that tracks neuron activity and provides quantifiable brain data.

To my perception such is probably there for 

longer time.

I notice voices speaking into my brain

related to current issues.

In Germany I once thought who is doing

this harassment to me. The secret service?

I had then voices No, it is not the secret

service, you are not important.

The next day I passed a car in the city

where I was and somebody sitting in a car

near me addressed me by name and said

you are not important. I did not know this

guy but was told it was a policeman.

I had in Chaiya heavy stimulation of abusing sex which
weakens me during the day.
Most days in Thailand I had such stimulation.

I had this morning very heavy stimulating of abusing sex.

Ich habe die letzten Wochen wieder stimulation
von missbraeuchlischem Sex.
Es ist dabei auch viel Programmierung.
Das ganze ist schmerzhaft, sehr stressig und niederdrueckend.
Manchmal denke ich wegen des jahrelangen sexuellen
Terrors. ich unterstuetze das Ueberleben der
Menschheit nicht.

Ich hatte gestern viele Male versucht in mein Internetbanking
einer deutschen Bank einzuloggen.  Ich machte viele Fehler
Ich taetigte mehrere Anrufe  zu meiner Bank. Es ging alles daneben. Das hatte ich noch nie. Ich denke mir das
ich bei meiner Bank ketzt nicht gut dastehe, aber  ich brauche
mein Internetbanking

Heute ist es so das Ich eine Email von meiner Bank bekam die meinen Vorschlag bezueglich meines Internetbanking ablehnte.
Spaeter war diese Email geloescht. Ich schrieb der Bank eine Email. Nach dem Versand erschien in rot eine Information  das diese Queued ist. Noch nicht ausgeliefert an DKB.
Das ist dann vermutlich google mein Emailbetreiber

Ich habe etwas wichtiges zu erledigen kann aber so nicht nach Kuala Lumpur weil ich wissen muss ob ich ueber meine Bank an Geld komme.

Beim Surfen merke ich das google chrome reibungslos funktioniert. Wenn ich eine anderen Suchmaschine nutze  dann kann surfen lange dauern. Wenn Ich einen anderen Browser als chrome nutze oeffnen sich moeglicherweise Internetseiten

nicht.

Ich hatte es wiederholt das Dateien auf meinem Geraet

ohne mein Wissen geloescht wurden.

Na gut, ich bin mit der Sicherheit nicht konsequent genug.

I had heavier harassment this night.
I did not like to do exercise today, but could still
do slow running. Trying to go faster results
in pain in the knee. I stop then because
going on then has already forced me to
stop for weeks before.
If harassment goes on I may have to stop
exercising because my legs won't go along
with it anymore which I had before repeatedly.
Decline of mental performance will follow.

I charged accidentally my tablet in the night. I forgot to
plug it out.
I woke up in the morning finished. I could not concentrate
the whole day on the topic I wanted

I had today a lot of stress in sleep and some programming
into my sleep. Partly was this due to allergies but I found
in the morning also a man who moved in a few days ago
doing psychic attacks in front of my room.
I felt sick much of the day and was in bed also much of it.

I had massive programming of abusing sex. Awake I
find myself longing for such which was before only to a much  smaller degree the case after stimulation of such.  Is this also the future of technology?

Abusers make targets compliant for rape with Mind  control technology.
Maybe the woman even marries her rapist afterwards.

Both she would not have done without the use of such technology

update

I had about a week already  stimulation
of all sorts of abusing sex. Before some time
it was not. Allergies may play a role

I had a lot of stimulation of abusing sex in Teluk Bahang.
Often it was heavy. I was sometimes for hours in bed or
completely down because of this.
I have a lot of voices which I think are not my own.
If the terror should stop I had to do  something for them,
I heard.
I notice something which I estimate as programming
to a social democrat. A lot of negative talk is going on
to get my mind down to make me to accept their rule.
But that may be also from my past
There was also massive reprogramming of SM Sex.
It overwhemes my consciousness when then is any
additional stimulation.
I can use my mind better for me it is not as good as it
used to be
There are also somethings which I see as manipulation.
I am forgetful. I cannot direct myself as good as
I could.

Recently I had a discussion with a woman about politics.
Afterwards I was annoyed about how things weht.
I lack skills to deal with how the discussion went and
also to express my feelings in time. I started thinking about
how to get off better the next time  and had some ideas.
I then heard a voice. "You won't make friends by this". The
voice as my enemy.

I had many times in Malaysia now hard stimulation oft abusing
sex. I am offen finished for the day then and do not do much  and
do  not like to speak.

I had the time in Malaysia most of the time sexual harassment. I stayed always in Chinese owned guesthouses. So much to Chinese hospitality. It does often not exist as there are hints that the owner of such may be involved in my harassment but they are for sure in my MC.
Harassment was repeatedly strong especially the last morning. Voices say they will destroy me now, harassment would remain strong.

The last days in Malaysia I had always stimulation
of abusing sex in sleep. Sometimes it was so strong
that I felt down the whole day and did not talk much.

Transhumanismus ante portas: der Mensch als Auslaufmodell

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Brain-Computer-Interface

„Ende März gab der milliardenschwere Unternehmer und Gründer der Unternehmen SpaceX und Tesla, Elon Musk, bekannt, mit dem neurowissenschaftlichen Startup Neuralin eine Mensch-Computer-Schnittstelle (BCI) entwickeln zu wollen. Ins Gehirn implantierte Elektroden sollen es künftig Menschen erlauben, per Gedankenübertragung mit Maschinen und anderen Menschen zu kommunizieren. Sprache und Bilder hätten schlicht eine zu geringe Datenrate, um die Kommunikation der Zukunft zu bewerkstelligen, so Musk.“

Auch Facebook kündigte vor zwei Wochen die Entwicklung eines Brain-Computer-Interfaces an. Jack Ma hingegen warnte zuletzt auf einer Konferenz vor den Folgen der ungeregelten Digitalisierung und Entwicklung von KI (künstlicher Intelligenz). Er sieht vor allem schwere Konflikte aus der zunehmenden Automatisierung von Arbeitsprozessen und dem Austausch von Menschen durch Roboter im Arbeitsalltag heraufziehen.

Ich halte es fuer wahrscheinlich das ich unfreiwilligerweise

schon mit  irgendwelcher Technik in Verbindung gebracht

wurde die meine Gedanken liest, mir ins Hirm quatscht aber

auch Stress,  Schmerzen verursacht.

In Malaysia now I have had no harassment at first.
Moreover I felt mentally free. I had myself the idea to
meditate again. For long time I not even could think of such
while some years ago meditation and learning English
 belonged to my daily life.
I had 3 days of harassment starting 4 days ago.  Yesterday
it was severe. I felt sick for the whole day  and was much in
bed. I have developed fear. I did not have that much some
years ago. I have had alzheimer's symptoms for long time
I do not know in hindsight exactly how many years I
assume at least 2 years. But remembering learning English
and meditating I could not do for longer time.

The last 3 days I had no stronger harassment. Yesterday I had
signs of recovering. But stimulation of abusing sex is still
there.

I had sexual harassment again. I had stronger pain today.
Programming kept me lartgely from doing what I want.
Though I explained what I do and why. This is anyway a
mistake to explain myself also in Thailand. No good.
Just get back on track and get past disturbers.

I had again stimulation of abusing sex. Voices announced so.
Before a talk about health. Psychiatry is no good I think or
better I know.
I described my alternative. Voices accepted.

I do not that easily speak about sex publicly.
At least sometimes. The stimulation of abusing
sex yesterday was gay stimulation. Today I had
stimulation of abusing sex again. It is also
programming of accepting abusing sex.
It affects my eyes heavily. I cannot read some
stuff anymore.

I had heavv stimulation of abusing sex into sleep.

Ich wachte vorgestern mit staerkeren Schmerzen auf.
Im Nachbarzimmer war eine Person aktive.
Ich bemerkte auch Manipulation am Geist.
Aus dem was ich mitbekam koennte es sein das ein
tragbares Geraet fuer die Schikanen benutzt wurde.

Gestern hatte ich Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem
Sex. Ich denke das dies Menschen in der Naehe waren.

I had stimulation of abusing sex this morning. Such may
bring me in emotional trouble later during the day.

I had sexual harassment twice this night. Forgetfulness
comes back. Forgetting essential things.
But there is also programming to make me fortot things.
I use a timer sometimes not to forget things but I now
repeatedly forgot the times.

This time asleep harassment was even worse than the day before.
Such harassment makes sick.

This night and in the morning I had sexual harassment.
I am already exhausted in the morning.
The people in the neighboring room have been doing it
twice but there was also another source.in it.

I had again heavy sexual harassment this morning into sleep.
Yesterday it was announced by voices that I would have
my power back now. At least today it is like this.
Despite the heavy sexual harassment I can go on doing.
My passivity which I had a long time now is not only
my issue, my weakness. I blamed myself put myself down
for being passive but this important external factor I did
not even know.
For years I wanted to put my flat into good order when I
was there. T tried many times to work on it but ended up
doing only a little. I could not do it. voices said they wanted
to put me in a home for disabled. They were against this
purpose and boycotted it.They were able to do this.
The second purpose was to prevent me
from moving to a nice place at the beach.
Influence is partly that strong that I cannot resist.
They mess with my memory intendedly.
I will write a story about this.

A few days I had a talk in my head about western medicine:
The fantastic western high performance western medicine
High performance western medicine? They cannot
even heal a sniff or a cough. At least one of them.
When you look up common diseases you find they can only
relief of symptoms. This is not a high performance medicine
this is rather a scam.
I sent an article to my brother which included treatment options
for cancer prooven helpful but not supported.
It was written that pharmaceutical industry was going for
money and preventing helpful treaments for getting known.
I thought industry alone does not have the power to put such
through. Proper politics a proper working FDA would prevent
such. But the FDA is corrupt for decades and politicians
supporting such. Suspicion fell on my head on Hillary Clinton
who supports GMOs, The weedkiller of monsanto is
carcinogenic.
I heard Ted Cruz, the candidate who placed second
in the fight to become presidential candidate of the
republicans talking positive about medicine which I see corrupt.
Donald Trump is pro natural medicine! This offers some hope.
I think he has the duty to clear up the mess at the FDA and then
include changes in a reform of health-insurance.

I had the last time all times asleep sexual harassment.
Today I did not have it but ran into stress through my
allergies.. It started after I did not accept having no
privacy from Thais but this is not necessary the point
why it happened. Some beautiful girls I saw sometimes
looking at me. I related them to MC probably knowing
more about me than they should. Today a girl saw me
then demonstratively turned away. I did not know the girl.
I can[t stand having no privacy. It stops me talking
online about me. I do not like thinking because all is observed
stolen or commented, on messed with.
I feel depressed have no drive to do much.
It has to do that my personality is tried to be
realigned with different values and different
way of doing things.
I have memory problems concentration problems.
I should meditate more.

Insider Reveals How DARPA Will Control Our Minds: "If Even 20% Of This Is True..."

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I am a target or victim of Mind Control technology for

nearly 22 years now..

Grossly said it starts with harassment to take out the 

power of a person and then they program you the way

they like you. It may happen during sleep, through talks

which are information you take in, or else.

I consider the political system of the US or other western

countries as  weak or inferior. It usually ends up with

 two parties democrats and republicans controlling power

and their mindset controlling the society and suppressing

everything else. This is a danger fro the future of mankind.

But with this weapons these two parties make their political

control of the country or\probably better most of the world
eternal.

I personally have been programmed to a democrat for a 

long time. I manage to deprogram this partly.

After I supported Trump in the last election I now notice 

been programmed to a conservative with an affection to

Merkel.

I am personally interested in Anarchism. But it is in all

areas tried to make me mainstream.

I noticed in Germany another person leaning towards

Anarchism been programmed to a democrat as I estimate it.

18 years ago I recognized an American being in my 

mind control. He admitted and said he was too weak to 

resist. He was as a pleasant person who I also

estimate not being accepted by American mainstream.

The voice or voices which bother me also say they are forced

to do this on this way the terrorist grid expands.

American is now already and will be always a total dictatorship

of the mainstream. Who is there who can challenge the power

of this two parties gone mad with power. A single person

is not able to achieve much. And organisations never can get

big with the two parties in power.


It was like this that Internet connection was
interrupted as I was writing this post and I
could not save the message. So I stored the
message on the computer in the Internet cafe
I was working with told them to leave it
untouched. I went to get an usb stick.
But when I came back and I wanted to start
the screen of the computer the computershut
down. this means in an Internet cafe usually
that everything gets deleted.  I thought I try
and tried to switch on the computer again.
But it did no more. I have to assume that in
this cafe people are working against me
supporting the harassment against me.
I had such also in Malaysia.

The last weeks I had some days no harassment
and often harassment which was not that
strong. I could be active. Some weeks ago
in Had Yai I had the last time harassment
which kept me in bed for at least a part of the
day. Today sexual harassment was stronger
and I feel pressed down. But I am still active.
When the harassment gets even stronger I
possibly can't remain active.
Through the weaker harassment my mind has
recovered. I see it as the main reason
supplements second. I had for longer time
alzheimer's symptoms like forgetfulness
and also the mind working worse than before.

I had the last days up to yesterday massive programming
to a gay. It also included stimulation of abusing sex.
Today I am happy not to have had such.
Last night I had a talk with the voices which I think are
not my own. I said there is a lot of energy lost alone from
stimulation of abusing sex and because of mt head injury.
So it is now and it was sometimes  as a teenager that the brain is
working bad. It does not take in and does not process that good.
That has to do with lacking energy for instance due the above
mentioned, But there must be a huge lack to make this happen.
It is a bit like  in school after a long day in the last  hour I often
was simply tired and could not participate often. This lack of
energy even stronger creates problems. This is intended by the
harassers.

Impending Danger: Today’s “Super-Fuzed”, Super-Powerful US Thermonuclear Weapons Directed against Russia. “How is This Going to End?” (Putin)

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How is this going to end?

I think America will do everything to subdue all countries on this
planet! They are mad with it. They are mad with it!

The weapons of the US will be used for this purpose. How cruel
they will be I do not know. But their huge weapons arsenal is for this

purpose.

When we want freedom which means also freedom from American 

domination everybody  on this planet outside of America must learn

and get mad about and support it/

Freedom from American domination needs to be addressed globally.

People should get together for this.

There are other possible upcoming threats like the Chinese one.
It should be addressed separately. Such a forum or else could address
global security problems. It must not be controlled by America.

Ich hatte die letzten drei Tage wieder Stimulation von
missbraeuchlichem Sex im Schlaf und auch
moeglicherweise Programmierung in meine Traeume.
Leute in meiner Naehe sind wahrscheinlich dafuer
verantwortlich.

Judge: Investigation Into Obama Spying on Trump Would Reveal Mass Surveillance of All Americans

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comment:

How about Mind Control technologies which can

be used to kill, torture, read and speak to minds,

sexual abuse, brainwash, manipulate, control and

exploit people. 

I have to do with such since 22 years.

I once thought  who is doing this to me the secret service?

No, it is not the secret service. You are not important.

The next day I passed a car which I found out later was used

by police. One man in the car said to me. Mr Weinand, you are

not important.

What about that technology?

You go on using it for your advantage, keep silent and stating

with this democracy, human rights and law are just a miserable joke?

You keep stating the foundation of the West but also at other places

are lies?

I am in bed in the afternoon regularly at the same time
and wake up the same time. I do not know this from
times before. Manipulation I cannot beat easily.
I stay longer in Surat Thani than I wanted.In
Had Yai I had the same. I could not easily meditate
as I did years before. I know I have to do a lot but
I do not organize that. Good to write that maybe I
find now a way to do that.

The last time also in Malaysia I have been a lot in bed also
today.I have not had stimulation of abusing sex in sleep
in the night for most of the time in Surat Thani.I don't do
much. I have difficulty to get doing. I lost money recently.
This voices I have and I think are not my own are
bothering. They are conversations with me about stuff now.

To get out of my depression is not that easy. I have to
develop discipline in meditation again first. Voices
are often that disturbing that I turn to them instead
just noting them. My posture  is not right. I hope I
get ahead with this seemingly easy things. They are
not that easy for me at the moment.

I had no harassment a few days. Yesterday I had stimulation
of  abusing sex. I assume it was a Thai. I was not that hard.
Today I had some of such stimulation again. It was stressful
and reducing activity. I have been in bed for three days in
Surat and felt better afterwards. I thought My body is ready
again for some action. The same day stimulation of abuseve
sex restartet.
This night I had this voices again that various sorts of
harassment would  restart. They want to make me work for
them this seems to ge real. I had in Bangkok recognized
an American which was inside my mindcontrol. He said
he had been too weak to resist and worked for them.
The voices I hear also tell me that they have been forced
to do this and could not resist.
There is a silent holocaust going on. The worst criminals
on this planet are usual governments. Such stuff which
happens to me for such a long time would never be tolerated
by non government forces. They would be with this a non
government source of power.

The people who do this will further try to ger me working
for them by permanent abusing me but leaving me also time
like before.

What yesterday was announced did not happen.
I woke up and noticed no strong pain or abuse.
Mostly but not always  such announcements which told what later
should happen came true.
From the many painful stimulations I have an ongoing effect on my
body. I managed to meditate in the past a lot which countered much
of the effects. This I have  not manage the last years.  Often I just
could not think of it like it was with learning English.
I have to restart doing a lot of meditation. With it I can get my
strength back and sort out my mind. This I have to do first because I am
everything else than efficient in many things, burned out.
I have been passive often the last few years. Partly this came from many
years of stress and abuse and I could no more and did
no more want to take it. But did not find a way out and got depressed.
Today I noticed I am more free in my mind to go my way
and and noticed that I now can address this problem mentally
which I started and will have to do some time to be mentally better
prepared for future abuse. This means being less passive and being
active as far as I can and also want.
I could not write a police report about this stuff. I did not
manage and I blame me for this. Yes it appears weak.Yes I could tell
a lot why I did not manage to do it. I will later.
My depression which is not only the stuff I mentioned needs addressing
too. When I have my mental freedom I will try to address it with
mental work. The abuse is partly just shocking to me. In high stress
times the last few years mental work isn't much possible.
Voices which I think are not myown like lecturing me a lot about this
or that and disturbing talks during the day curb my thinking. Voices
are very disturbing for that.
I notice difficulty writing. I hope it is just once and not repeating in
future.

I woke up tonight and had voices saying in the morning
I wood wake up in severe pain and probably not able
to travel. They would give me such pain repeatedly
until I would be willing to work for them.
The text is not exactly the same as it was. I can no
more remember it exactly as it was

I notiec I cannot enjoy music enjoy much anymore.
My eyes get worse again.
This bestialic stimulation of  sexual abuse this day.
And what happened afterwards. A young woman
was asking for such sex by by signs. I answer this woman has
the right arss to beat 

President Trump wants to make America great again.

Then he will have to turn against the FDA.

This agency has to my observation been corrupt for

decades and has just proven this again.

FDA quietly bans powerful life-saving intravenous Vitamin C

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I am a few days in Thailand now and had every time sexual
harassment. Yesterday it was that strong that I was weak the
whole day. I then do not like much conversation then. This
I had often over many years. After strong harassment I do
not easily get together a smile or like to talk.
So relationships got difficult through this.
I have forgotten items several times the last days one item is
lost.

Forgetfulness is less at the moment possibly due to less
harrasment. But i have often pain in the area where the heart is. Sometimes the left arm is also tense. Only getting upset a little may make pain stronger. Exercises with arms increase pain so I  stopped it until I know  it is safe to do. Sometime ago I noticed that the many humiliations through the harassment are finally burdening my heart. In the last post I wrote that manpulation is less. It is less noticeable. I often cannot think of what I want to do and spend the day with other things. Going back to what I want functions for some time only after that  I am again doing nothing or something else.

      
Since the last post I had no severe harassment.
I had twice stimulation of abusing sex but
these were different and not so devastating yet painful.
That it seems possible to adjust harassment levels
 I noticed repeatedly.
Voices keep me from sleeping. Manipulation  is less
but I can't get easily to old strength. This was
repeatedly the case for longer time that I no more can
 do it.

The last three times asleep I had heavy harassment.
Stimulation of abusing sex as usual.
The first two days it was stressing, the second also
exhausting but today the third day the exhaustion presses
considerably on my activity.
First unlike the days before I innerly resist activity just
would like to relax. When I try to read I repeatedly end
up doing that or find myself busy with my voices. These
are stronger when I have a lot. of stress. My allergy
is stronger now .I feel my body can't take what is
happening. When it goes on this may mean decline.
Over the week I forgot several times things but I
happily retrieved the items later.
One person is a suspect to have done the sexual
harassment. It is the person in room 11.
But I do not know how to finish the harassment.
Voices say harassment will go on. They will finish my
case now. Such sounds pretty American rather idiotically
American but actually I  don't know really.
One thing I could do is to leave the Chinese influence
area may be anywhere to South America.
Chinese have been often enthusiastic about such abuse
and supporting harassment which leaves me no chance.
 I think I am an Mind control victim but I have never
heard of anyone who got out of such.

This post contained several mistakes. I recognized most
of them in the draft corrected them repeatedly but in the draft
the mistakes were repeated after correction.

I had severe stimulation of abusing sex this morning.
Voices announced this yesterday. They say it will
go on.

In nearly all guesthouses where I stay and the owner is Chinese I have
harassment.
I had today other thing go wrong with Chinese
So I think China must be contained.
Russia, Japan the Asian countries maybe India should work together
to contain it
The intellectual drain of smaller countries because some or their best
go to China must be addressed.

I had voices 2 days ago which said the terror would restart. I had
a break of some days. So it happened. Yesterday I had terror and
today that much that I needed hours to get by with it.
I had sexual harassment but this time it was gay stimulation.
Voices say they may want to bring me to a breakdown to deliver
me to psychiatry and then social engineering to the person they like.
Or put me in a home for disabled.
But voices say a lot. I notice a lot of very hard programming to a
democrat.But I know that what I think about what I notice may look
different after I look some time at it. This programming may have
been there before.
They say the want to destroy me it would take only some days now.
On the other hand voices reminded me of programming to a democrat
I had some time ago which I noticed at that time but did not counter
enough at that time.They would accept me being an Anarchist or
or sympathize with Anarchy.

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Koennte es sein das die 'Autoritaeten' sich die besten Zuschauerplaetze
fuer das Spektakel ausgesucht haben?  Na ja, Ich mein ja nur.

Today in the morning I had again stimulation of abusing sex.
There is another point. I looked up information about
Alzheimer's. I found that being not able to concentrate,
not being able to take in information or keep it, not being able
to process information more often are probably signs of
being on the way to Alzheimer's. I had this more often the
last years. The stimulation of abusing sex was one of the
most devastasting for my body and mind. I ascribe the
symptoms largely to this. This stimulation was often
very stressful and burning me out. Another point was
probably  mental influence which held me from
meditation. I could not do it much the last years.
When I started various stuff happened. I got heavy
stimulation of stress or distractions of my mind or quickly
 rerouted to other activities which I was not able to notice
quickly. Such people who did such stimulation  and enjoyed it are
just  pieces of character rubbish.

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They want to play with your brain and saying they are helping?

I state this way to mess about the brain by an implant is about control.

Governments mostly are not interested in healing mental sickness.

They rather want to exploit the weaknesses mental sick people have.

They do not support orthomolecular medicine which offers scientific

evidence of healing mental sickness.

One probable reason is that such medicine just heals it does not

offer much to manipulate and control people as Psychiatry does,

Psychiatry is supported by governments and does not offer healing.

So it is important for people to learn to turn against the

control junkies in governments.

I had no harassment for some days and started to get better

but the last days sexual harassment restarted. The consequence

is that I am down again and again getting more passive.

When you have a history of sexual abuse you experience 

that many people want to repeat the abuse I had it that

also with a therapist in Germany. Not much about humans.

Mass surveillance exposed by Snowden is about control, not counterterrorism – Oliver Stone to RT

https://www.rt.com/uk/369453-oliver-stone-snowden-movie/

I am not surveilled but also harassed up to the level to get multiple

sicknesses. Harassment happens over radiation.

I assume now the idea behind this harassment is social engenering.

I notice influence of voices and programming of my mind.

When I speak about such hardly anyone understands the matter

of covert harassment.

Today I woke up and felt a little recovered which also affected the
mind. I do not know when I had such the last time but I was used
to such and stronger recoveries during sleep before my
harassment started 21 years ago.

The last days I have spent much in bed. I am a few hours up now
and want to go to bed again.

I watched a presentation of Shawn Stenenson about sleep.
He said about that the body detoxifies during sleep.  This
would be the main way to detoxify the body.
Recent research would show that the unability to detoxify
the brain would be the major reason why Alzheimer' s develops.
I do not know the exact words Mr Stevenson said. So the
meaning of his words can be a little different in detail but
hardly in the main point.

I am a target of gang stakling and mind control activities for
21 years now.
I am woken up often in the night 3 times.
I have programming in my dreams which is stressful.
I have stimulation of abusing sex which has in the past
often that painful that I could no more go to sleep this night.
I have had with this stimulation of abusing sex over
distance sexual abuse for many years with varIous effects
on my health.

For longer time I am worse organized than before.
Such happened due to the ongoing harassment
The last time I noticed forgetfulness.
Last week for instance I lost my key, my umbrella
and my shoes in a few days. I need time to recognize
people know but not much.

So this forgetfulness may be an indicator of a degenerative
disease whih leads to death after some time

With that the harassment can be considered as tried murder.


I hear voices also such which are not my own.
They say they want to get me to breakdown
Then I could be sent to Germany and there put in a care
facility after being deprived of the right of decision.
I do not want that. So they use this means.

That is just an idea why this harassment is happening.
The whole stuff looks like being German social politics.

My sister is living in a care facility which costs the taxpayer
3500,- Euro a month. If she would have been treated like a
human being she would be able to walk and take care of
of herself This would cost a quarter of a care facility if she
would need state support.
After having harassment for years her body gave up when she
dos the first time in psychiatry. I know it was at that time.
She developped multiple sclerosis and lives in a roll chair now
There have been reports on deaths related to such harassment.

They do not care about the damage they do and you can be sure
 they  do not care what you want.

I had yesterday stimulation of abusing sex .
and I notice programming.
Voices trying to get me to jump to conclusions.
Some voices which I had a long time have
changed.

I wanted to write it already but I did not.
The day after the election I could much
easier be active than the days before.
I refer to my blog entry before this one.

Today I had strong stimulation of abusing
sex. When I got down into the cafe of
the place where I stay two woman contacted
me emotionally this way. Maybe they have
been doing it before as well.