develop discipline in meditation again first. Voices
are often that disturbing that I turn to them instead
just noting them. My posture is not right. I hope I
get ahead with this seemingly easy things. They are
not that easy for me at the moment.
Since summer 1995 I am a target of hidden harassment which I find difficult to counter up to now. The stress resulting from this is often that big that I am ill. The intention according to many hints is to bring me to a nervous breakdown to have the chance for a personality change of mine in psychiatry to their favour, That means to make me work for the German social democrat party. The harassment happens in all countries I visit. With this blog I publish a part of my experiences with this.