Saturday, June 09, 2018

I had every day in Thailand sexuell harassment.
It brings me regularly down. It makes me sick.
I do not know who is doing it, but I assume
Thais are involved like they were in the past.
But I do not really know.

Saturday, June 02, 2018

This heavy harassment I had yesterday I had
Also today. My heart restarts with pain.
Large fear after that contributed to my
being passive. Having recognized it I can
work on it
A lot of programming me to a social democrat
democrat. There is programming of a strong
positive feeling to them programming of
being in the head instead of being aso in the
heart and programming of opinions.

Friday, June 01, 2018

This morning I had very heavy harassment by over any radiation.
Voices say repeatedly such would go on for a short while and then
I would be finished..May be it would be like this. I could not
find for sure the source. 

Tuesday, May 29, 2018

I read news in the Internet quite often. I notice that there
is programming to not read Russian news rather American
or German. To read certain German news I had programming
longer time ago. I had stimulation of abusing sex nearly all
the last time..

Thursday, May 24, 2018

Again heavy stimulation of abusing sex probably of any asshole close.
I won't be friendly  should I get this person.
Much of the day is gone when such happens. I can't get longer time
dental treatment because I do not have currently the nerves for this.
This is because of the ongoing sexual and other harassment.

Tuesday, May 22, 2018

I had now altogether twice heavy harassment in Thailand
Once sexual harassment the other one not sexual. The
non sexual harassment was announced by voices.
I notice my body cannot take this easily anymore
Arthritis returned but the many year long terror
has also  affected my psychologically. I have had that much
pain that I cannot stand more easily.
The last time I have voices which keep me from going to
sleep for hours. It has also to do with fears going to sleep
as much harassment happened during sleep for many years
Going to bed easily so does not help to get enough sleep.

There has been huge influence of MC on my life,
With manipulation I was often kept from tasks I wanted to

Saturday, May 19, 2018

In Malaysia I had some days off harassment. In Thailand
I had to do with sexual hrassment everyday, though
my allergies play so some degree a role in such