Thursday, May 25, 2017

I had the time in Malaysia most of the time sexual harassment. I stayed always in Chinese owned guesthouses. So much to Chinese hospitality. It does often not exist as there are hints that the owner of such may be involved in my harassment but they are for sure in my MC.
Harassment was repeatedly strong especially the last morning. Voices say they will destroy me now, harassment would remain strong.

Monday, May 08, 2017

The last days in Malaysia I had always stimulation
of abusing sex in sleep. Sometimes it was so strong
that I felt down the whole day and did not talk much.

Friday, May 05, 2017

Transhumanismus ante portas: der Mensch als Auslaufmodell

http://www.krisenvorsorge.com/transhumanismus-ante-portas-der-mensch-als-auslaufmodell/

Brain-Computer-Interface

Ende März gab der milliardenschwere Unternehmer und Gründer der Unternehmen SpaceX und Tesla, Elon Musk, bekannt, mit dem neurowissenschaftlichen Startup Neuralin eine Mensch-Computer-Schnittstelle (BCI) entwickeln zu wollen. Ins Gehirn implantierte Elektroden sollen es künftig Menschen erlauben, per Gedankenübertragung mit Maschinen und anderen Menschen zu kommunizieren. Sprache und Bilder hätten schlicht eine zu geringe Datenrate, um die Kommunikation der Zukunft zu bewerkstelligen, so Musk.
Auch Facebook kündigte vor zwei Wochen die Entwicklung eines Brain-Computer-Interfaces an. Jack Ma hingegen warnte zuletzt auf einer Konferenz vor den Folgen der ungeregelten Digitalisierung und Entwicklung von KI (künstlicher Intelligenz). Er sieht vor allem schwere Konflikte aus der zunehmenden Automatisierung von Arbeitsprozessen und dem Austausch von Menschen durch Roboter im Arbeitsalltag heraufziehen.

Ich halte es fuer wahrscheinlich das ich unfreiwilligerweise
schon mit  irgendwelcher Technik in Verbindung gebracht
wurde die meine Gedanken liest, mir ins Hirm quatscht aber
auch Stress,  Schmerzen verursacht.

Tuesday, May 02, 2017

In Malaysia now I have had no harassment at first.
Moreover I felt mentally free. I had myself the idea to
meditate again. For long time I not even could think of such
while some years ago meditation and learning English
 belonged to my daily life.
I had 3 days of harassment starting 4 days ago.  Yesterday
it was severe. I felt sick for the whole day  and was much in
bed. I have developed fear. I did not have that much some
years ago. I have had alzheimer's symptoms for long time
I do not know in hindsight exactly how many years I
assume at least 2 years. But remembering learning English
and meditating I could not do for longer time.

Sunday, April 16, 2017

The last 3 days I had no stronger harassment. Yesterday I had
signs of recovering. But stimulation of abusing sex is still
there.

Thursday, April 13, 2017

I had sexual harassment again. I had stronger pain today.
Programming kept me lartgely from doing what I want.
Though I explained what I do and why. This is anyway a
mistake to explain myself also in Thailand. No good.
Just get back on track and get past disturbers.


Wednesday, April 12, 2017

I had again stimulation of abusing sex. Voices announced so.
Before a talk about health. Psychiatry is no good I think or
better I know.
I described my alternative. Voices accepted.