Friday, August 18, 2017

I charged accidentally my tablet in the night. I forgot to
plug it out.
I woke up in the morning finished. I could not concentrate
the whole day on the topic I wanted

Friday, August 11, 2017

I had today a lot of stress in sleep and some programming
into my sleep. Partly was this due to allergies but I found
in the morning also a man who moved in a few days ago
doing psychic attacks in front of my room.
I felt sick much of the day and was in bed also much of it.

Thursday, August 10, 2017

I had massive programming of abusing sex. Awake I
find myself longing for such which was before only to a much  smaller degree the case after stimulation of such.  Is this also the future of technology?

Abusers make targets compliant for rape with Mind  control technology.
Maybe the woman even marries her rapist afterwards.

Both she would not have done without the use of such technology


I had about a week already  stimulation
of all sorts of abusing sex. Before some time
it was not. Allergies may play a role

Friday, July 14, 2017

I had a lot of stimulation of abusing sex in Teluk Bahang.
Often it was heavy. I was sometimes for hours in bed or
completely down because of this.
I have a lot of voices which I think are not my own.
If the terror should stop I had to do  something for them,
I heard.
I notice something which I estimate as programming
to a social democrat. A lot of negative talk is going on
to get my mind down to make me to accept their rule.
But that may be also from my past
There was also massive reprogramming of SM Sex.
It overwhemes my consciousness when then is any
additional stimulation.
I can use my mind better for me it is not as good as it
used to be
There are also somethings which I see as manipulation.
I am forgetful. I cannot direct myself as good as
I could.

Sunday, June 11, 2017

Recently I had a discussion with a woman about politics.
Afterwards I was annoyed about how things weht.
I lack skills to deal with how the discussion went and
also to express my feelings in time. I started thinking about
how to get off better the next time  and had some ideas.
I then heard a voice. "You won't make friends by this". The
voice as my enemy.

I had many times in Malaysia now hard stimulation oft abusing
sex. I am offen finished for the day then and do not do much  and
do  not like to speak.

Thursday, May 25, 2017

I had the time in Malaysia most of the time sexual harassment. I stayed always in Chinese owned guesthouses. So much to Chinese hospitality. It does often not exist as there are hints that the owner of such may be involved in my harassment but they are for sure in my MC.
Harassment was repeatedly strong especially the last morning. Voices say they will destroy me now, harassment would remain strong.

Monday, May 08, 2017

The last days in Malaysia I had always stimulation
of abusing sex in sleep. Sometimes it was so strong
that I felt down the whole day and did not talk much.