Wednesday, June 23, 2010

I had again strong stimulating of abusing sex during sleep. Sensivities may have played a role.
I recognize programming to like the candidate of SPD and Greens for presdident in Germany Joachim Gsuck. There was also stimulating of abusing sex.

At the first glance I do not like him at all and prefer Wulff, the candidate of the conservatives, to him strongly.

Gauck speaks for freedom.
To really support freedom would be against the essence of what the SPD is made of, an elitist organisation to represent the interest of the ordinary people in a way which serves the elite.
This means actually to control and suppress the ordinary people and lie to them to hide the real aims. So the SPD will never really be for freedom for the ordinary people.
Well, a candidate for predident who speaks for freedom won't have that big influence and does not contradict the aims of the SPD and can win votes.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Since I came last to Chaiya I have severe ongoing harassment. The days in Suan Mokh are not different. Today I woke up there with strong pain, there was also stimulation of abusing sex. Later during the day I recognized there was strong programming to a gay established in my head. Such programming is already going on for some time.
The harassment is all days strong maybe dangerous.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

The hard harassment I had the last days lead quickly to getting more passive doing not that much anymore. I am in Suan Mokh now again.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

The last days I had every time asleep sexual harassment. Two days ago severe. Yesterday stimulation of abusing sex awake. Today I can easily go against certain abusing sex awake, yesterday I could not.

Wednesday, June 09, 2010

I had the last three days in Chaiya again strong sexual harassment and programming. The day before yesterday and today I just lay down for hours during the day and did nothing. Without the harassment I can be more active I am just not that depressed.

Sunday, June 06, 2010

Last time asleep in Chaiya there was long time stimulation of abusing sex. But I am not sure how much my sensitivities play a role in this. There was also something like programming together with a movie about enforcing abusing sex through blackmailing.

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

I had yesterday in Surat Thani again stimulation of abusing sex in the place where I stay. I had it already before there.

The last time asleep I had programming in my dreams and brainwashing to a social democrat. I feel weak.
Thais involved no foreigners around.
As a matter of fact there are mostly too many Thais around who are just a fuck for me. It is awful that so many participate in such stuff against me and this contributes certainly to a worse picture of the Thai people