Sunday, May 30, 2010

I had three days in Suan Mokh stimulating and programming of gay sex during sleep.
Now in my flat I had the last time asleep in the morning stronger stimulating of abusing sex.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

I had last night programming in my dreams and a lot of stimulation of abusing sex in Suan Mokh. Probably MC but in the morning I noticed someone close also involved in psychic attacks.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

I am staying at Suan Mokh. Two nights ago I had again strong stimulation of abusing sex. I am quite sure it was MC.
The last night I stayed in Chaiya then not in Suan Mokh.
Voices want to get me out of Suan Mokh. I do a lot of meditation there. And this meditation is that strong support that it prevents that they can destroy me at the moment.
So they have to get me out. I haven't done that much meditation the last four years because MC prevented this. After lunch I went to a internet cafe at Suan Mokh. It started raining heavily and did not stop for hours. so I can't go to my meditation place.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Mindcontrol (Geisteskontrolle) und LIDA auf CNN


. Der militärische und geheimdienstliche Nutzen einer solchen Technik liegt auf der Hand.

Mein Kommentar:

Auch Bevoelkerungskontrolle, neue Sklaverei und Ausbeutung ist wahrscheinlich schon ein taeglicher Nutzen fuer Organisationen die Zugang zu solchen Waffen haben wie eben politische Parteien. Ich nehme wahr das ich zum Sozialdemokraten programmiert werden soll.
This evening was tried to program in my mind. It was programming to obey a special political system. (the top to bottom centered totalitarian system of the red pest or the generally mainstream system?). That would mean finishing freedom.

I recognized also psychic attacks coming from monks in the dharma hall close to the dorm where I stay in Suan Mokh now.
I had a lot of sexual harassmen of monks in Suan Mokh over the years. Why are these people generally respected people.

Monday, May 17, 2010

I had massive gay programmming during sleep this morning. Possibly psychic attacks. Or MC I do not know.
I tried to talk about this topic but there is no understanding. They just blame me.
Some of the weakest talks I ever had about psychic attacks. It does not make sense to talk to them about this topic anymore. It probaly has to do that some like this form of discrimination and or do not accept me as a person may be others don't understand the topic.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Today strong sexual harassment. I have assumptions who did it. Repulsive.

Monday, May 10, 2010

I had this time asleep strong programming of abusing sex. This destroyed conversation today because this is just there the mind tends to go there and drags others into it during conversation. I spent a lot of time in bed the last two days. Yesterday I was told during a massage that I probably had fever. Ah, that was the reason for this but not the only one.
I also recovered from attacks which had brought me down while sleeping long. But yesterday morning new attacks destroyed this effect.

Friday, May 07, 2010

This night was again sexual harassment.
During the day I feel weak. I sleep very long. Sometimes to walk is stress for me. I have difficulty sticking with meditation.
Possibly there is not much future for me anymore.

Thursday, May 06, 2010

The last time asleep I had strong programming in my dreams which I would call brainwashing because new structures were tried to set in my brain.
I was and still am exhausted from this. I have been lying down repeatedly longer time during the day. Sometimes my movements are affected from the terror.
The difference to the past is that there was no direct sexual harassment.
This seems to have stopped some weeks ago in Malaysia in Ipoh after a story I tell separate. Well it can start again at any time but I hope not.