Tuesday, March 25, 2008

The harassment went on up to today in the guesthouse where I stay now. I noticed several times radiation coming from the right when you stand outside my room facing its door. In this direction are everywhere buildings probably solely inhabited by Thais. I do not have the means to discover where the harassment is from under this conditions.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Yesterday there was again heavy stimulation of abusing sex and programming in my dreams during sleep.
I assume someone who also stays in the guest house has to do with this. From room 5 I had strong radiation coming. But again I can't be sure about this. I wish it could be checked.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

From the beginning of my harassment in 1995 up to recent days my sleep has been a target. I got often woken in the middle of the night with pain and often had shortly before programming in my dreams.
Several times I developed a fear to go to sleep because of the terror I probably would get. So I stayed up in the night and could not go to sleep. Again and again I had to beat the fear before I could do this. The misery for my life caused by the terror is one thing.
But there is something else. Sleep disruption is suspicious to make sick. I do not think that those who do this have any concern for this but I hope others.

Chronic sleep disruption can cause heart and kidney disease


Sunday, March 16, 2008

When I arrived at my room after writing my last entry the attacks I described there were gone. From the source I mentioned there I noticed no more much.
But the next morning I had massive abusive sexual attacks during sleep. They were stronger than usual. In Thailand I did not have such often before. Voices said that I accept this kind of sexuality because it they can easily exploit it.
The programming to a social democrat has to do with this. Voices said using this abusive history would probably be the only war to get this programming through. So they must prevent that I can workout my sexual abuse and reprogram it often.

I do not like to serve the devil!!!

Can anybody understand that. Yes, you can but give a chit on it, isn't it. Well, I know it is finally my task to get out and not that of anybody else. But inside the abuse and MC there are a lot present and try to get some benefit. You can be sure that nobody tells you anything.
When I remember that I perceived that doctors in Thailand and in the US, Germany are probably inside such abuses I ask a question which world are we living in?

I call that also doing holocaust research.

That they are in the US and Europe primitive enough to enjoy it I am sure about but it is not restricted to that. Where are the people who say no to that?
That governments have noting better in mind is a normal thing. That is why I like Anarchy.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

I am staying in 88Hotel in Bangkok not far from Khao Sarn road. I perceive that from room 312 perp activity is going on. My detection method is rough and uncertain so I also may be wrong.
I can't go easily check and there. Thais could do this easier. It is also in your interest, Thais. Gangstalking activity and mindmanipulating are reported from many countries. Such people who are doing this may turn shortly against Thais to harass them. So Thais could check in this room there. The strength of the attacks indicates that technology may be in use.

Friday, March 14, 2008

It seem that my harassers have read my blog as they got around my shielding and also massive gay programming was done again. I got my perception confirmed that at least one source of the attacks is a Thai one. Trat so was a bad place to stay this time though the people were friendly to my face.
In Bangkok now I had no stimulation of abusing sex and not, not yet recognized programming of such. The stress I have is probably related to my sensivities. But the perps are there with voices and sometimes changing stresslevels a bit within seconds.

Sunday, March 09, 2008

Three days ago I woke up without noticing direct stimulation of abusing sex but heavy programming of such was there. Shielding could finish this source which is probably a Thai one. But as I am not completely protected I had massive programming to like the German social democrats and a mentality I relate to them. I don't think that I perveive things wrong but there may be things involved I do not know. If it proves right with doing such things the social democrats would be actually an extremist terror organisation. But they are probably not the only ones who abuse this knowledge and technology.

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

The last time I spend in Cambodia on the lake in a guesthouse. I had despite shielding every time when I was at sleep attacks and massive stimulation of abusing sex. It is not easy to find out who this die. Once I recognized it coming and stopping from the room beside me, though I can't be absolute sure. Mr Simon Fish or Fishg from Canada stayed there with several people.

I am in Thailand now and in the first night massive sexual attacks coming from my western neighbor in the guesthouse.
The second Massive programming in my dreams which was depressing. and stressful. this time there is some probability that Thais have to do with it.

Sunday, March 02, 2008

Again massive sexual stimulation of abusing sex despite shielding. Half of the day is gone with stress.

Saturday, March 01, 2008

I had again that massive stimulation and programming of acceptance of abusing sex during sleep that I don't get it out of my head in usual times.