Saturday, December 31, 2011

A few days ago in the star (Malaysia) an article appeared on the front page related to domestic violence.
The same day I had voices saying I would have been a victim of violence combined with sex in my family for longer time.
I knew that.

Stimulation of such sex during sleep been often the time I have been in Malaysia. One thing related to such is that you have the urge for such sex during the day. This is hardly the case when there is not such stimulation.

It stopped the day I had the voices mentioned above.
The days before I noticed a connection of increasing symptoms of Arthritis and such stimulation and had repeated incidences of such.

But stimulation of abusing sex goes on. It has just switched from
sex with violence to other humiliating sex and gay sex.
I do not notice symptoms of Arthritis directly related to such sex but it contributes a lot to burn out and later depression.

Bodily symptoms are exercises meet with resistance in the body exercises are more difficult to do. There is tension but not that much pain which makes you weaker gives you the wish to stop exercising.

The same day I had the first stimulation of sex with violence in Malaysia the time I am here now the Prime Minister of Malaysia uttered an remark about like that sex would be a matter of individual choice.

I want to give warning.
In both Malaysia and Thailand gangstalking and electronic weapons are used against me.
Both countries rather destroy than support people with mental problems. They do this not openly, more covertly.
So I five a warning against this countries for this group of
people. This is my experience.

I have no proof with much stuff but I am a person with mental problems and as such more a authority to other people with mental problems as doctors, who have proven countless times to act as enemies of such people. The existence of psychiatry and its support by doctors alone is proof enough.

I just hear the voices which I think are not part of my own
and I get the stress of them which I partly can identify related to such stuff. But officials of both countries will have no problem to relate what I say to my mental problems.
Exactly this makes such weapons ideal for use on people with mental
problems. Nobody will believe them.

The voices say also that such stuff is easily possible against minorities would not cause political upheaval, so they can afford it and do it. The voices I have I recognize as german democrats, they act permantly as such.

Saturday, December 24, 2011

The last two days there was heavy stimulation of abusing sex which may be burning you out in some time

Friday, December 23, 2011

I had yesterday very hard stimulation of abusing sex. I was in bed for some hours more than usual then. Today was less stimulation of such.

Monday, December 19, 2011

I had stimulation of abusing sex in the morning during sleep.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

I had again stimulation of abusing sex asleep. I look for a way to find out but asleep I can't.

Friday, December 16, 2011

I had again heavy stimulation of abusing sex which includes programming to a gay.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

I had again massive stimulation of abusing sex. It makes me weak

Sunday, December 11, 2011

I had again stimulation of abusing sex. This time there was also programming related to a contact to a woman I recently met.

Saturday, December 10, 2011

stimulation of abusing sex is ongoing. This is partly quite stressful and painful and slows me down during the day.

Monday, December 05, 2011

I had again heavy stimulation of abusing sex and today I am sure fucking Malays are inside. I don't think Malays really want human rights that is why they opened a psychiatric ward and prefer to harass selected people in a hidden way.

Sunday, December 04, 2011

Today sexual harassment has increased considerably in strength. I felt the pain and stress all day.

Saturday, December 03, 2011

I had again stimulation of abusing sex most of the times asleep.