Saturday, December 26, 2009
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Saturday, December 19, 2009
I am in Thailand now and I get to feel it. I have a deficit of sleep of 2 and a half nights now. Last night I was woken up by sexual harassment after some hours sleep.
T tried to get to sleep again and was woken up again by sexual harassment. Now I oculd no more get to sleep. I know this when there is stronger harassment then I can no more sleep after that.
Yesterday an English learning book was stolen from me. I sat outside of a restaurant at a table. I went to the toilet and left the book there. I came back after a short time. The book was no more there. There were hardly any people walking along the street the restaurant is in so it is probable it was stolen by Thais out of the restaurant or nearby.
The theft makes only sense in the context that there is programming to a social democrat and my learning English is disturbing the exploitation. That I have also as voices. That there was programming to stop me from doing my English and other stuff is more clear now for me.
By the way the PDA which was stolen from me before I left to Cambodia I used mainly for learning English.
I have left Bangkok for another place and had sexual harassment during sleep again.
I have that often stimulation of sexual abuse in Thailand now that I tend to say.
The Thais are a people of potential sexual abusers. It is only a minority which does it but I have it that often in Thailand that I see it as a feature of the country.
Some years ago Thailand was better in that area than other ocuntries around but I have it quiete often the last years.
That somebody has a history of sexual abuse is no excuse to try to continue it.
But with the weakest you can do it easier as they have less protection.
I was mocked by Thai police in Trat, in Bangkok and I got to feel it once in Surat Thani.
As I came to Bangkok some month ago in tahe early morning Iwas threated and beaten by some Thais. I got to the police station close to Kao Sarn Road. But nobody was to be seen there. Some days ago I was told by a policeman that this police station would be open 24 hours a day.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Friday, December 11, 2009
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
I am not sure where this is from.
A nation which brainwashes people is a failed nation. It is probable that Thailand is involved so Thailand is probable a failed nation. Not the only one but also one.
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
One woman spoke to me and was wondering why I stayed already 7 days in Trat. I thought. "Want they to get rid of me and use this harassment?" I no more question that this is a possibility. For that I know Thais enough.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
To the attitude in Thailand. To me it comes like this if someone is weak or vulnerable this is a justification for some for sexual harassment. They then just like to step on them. That belongs probably to Thai culture but not only to their. After the first time asleep I noticed the guesthouse holder inside doing it and reacted angry towards this. Her reaction the day later was she wanted me to leave. Such are some Thais when you complain about stimulation of bad sex. You can't tatke away easily a sexual abuse from some Thais.This is not the first time I had this. Guesthouse holder not that rare like to perform this. I assume they think this is hospitality in Thailand.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
I left Thailand 2 month ago. The last thing I had that my electronic organizer was stolen on the bus to Trat.
When I came to Thailand a few days ago after the first night I noticed that most money had been stolen out of my money back. The room had two doors one did not look that secure and I had only used one of its two locks. In the morning it was open.
Monday, November 23, 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Monday, November 09, 2009
Sunday, November 08, 2009
Friday, November 06, 2009
Their thoughts are read. But when you go to a doctor and speak about you are described insane.
In the article the negative uses are not much described. With this technology you can read the PIN number or your credit card the access number of your bank account out of your mind.
Those who possess the technology can steal intellectual property of people and get profit out of it.
Because I get along well with my mental diagnosis they steal the information on how I do this and how I want to get ahead. For who is this from interest. For psychologists, psychiatrists, political control addicts.
To me this technology and others like such for electronic harassment exists longer than mentioned. This brings us to problems of a modern parliamentary democracy. It seems like this that the main parties agree in hiding and in the abuse of such technology to their advantage and are not willing to regulate it.
The terror related to hidden technology and gang stalking is probably used to put through a political agenda, for the benefit of such having access to it to the disadvantage of the people. This happens to my estimation in Germany since about 20 years.
This technology can excellently be used by a political leadership to keep a democracy formally alive, while hunting dissidents in a hidden way.
Those targeted have also to do with a lot of unhealthy radiation from the devices used which may harm them additionally to the effects of the harassment.
Sunday, November 01, 2009
Seems to be like a electronic prison I am in to some degree. When you know that I am not the only one to who this happens, you can speak of electronic concentrations camp which are existing nowadays largely unknown to the public alike the former concentration camps in Germany and elsewhere. The technology which enables this seems to be also unknown to many.
It is difficult to proove that such crimes happen und so easily further kept secret.
When you read in the online groups related to victims of such technology you read also about suicide, destroyed lifes and other miseries caused by this technology.
With me it looks like they want to make me work for the German social democrats.
And Obama does nothing to regulate this technology and enable protection against such stuff.
You can say so he supports the existence of electronic concentration camps. Well, what do you expect of a winner of a Nobel Peace prize.
On the other hand bring this technology effectively under control and to end the ongoing silent holocaust is worth the price.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Khmers are more unpleasant with more psychic attacks.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
There is also probably one of my neighbors doing psychic attacks.
Khmers are usually friendly to my face but in my back I get psychic attacks from some.
Friday, October 16, 2009
I did not do much because I felt sick.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
There may be other factors involved.
I get the consequences of hard harassment. I forget more, I am more sensitive to psychic attacks, more vulnerable in general I do less than I would without harassment.
Monday, October 12, 2009
Despite having such attacks something in my mind gets better. I am out of Thailand.
Some sort of attacks and suppression I had there are not in Phnom Penh, this is different here.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Friday, October 09, 2009
First I woke up in the morning there was nothing. I went to sleep again and woke up after massive programming in my sleep. Then I stayed in my room much of the day feeling miserable. In the afternoon I noticed that I had not switched off power supply to the room and did it. I noticed then that it was a stress source. When I switched it on some hours later it was not such a source. When I went down to the reception I noticed that staff was doing harsh psychic attacks on me and had contributed to my bad day with this. When I went outside I noticed another stress source I could not idendify.
Cambodia is poor did not manage a reasonable economy and gets help from other countries. At the same time many Cambodians like to step on other people who are living with burden like me.
It is proof of a lot of miserable minds and poor humanity in Cambodia.
When many of them are like this I think they don't deserve help and support.
Thursday, October 08, 2009
I knew it before that Cambodians altogether use psychic attacks more. The last days in the guesthouse Leston in Phnom Penh were in this aspect quite ugly. That is why I won't recommend it. The staff was involved. Today I felt from the staff a general sense to mock me. Impudent, I don't know how to answer this.
This psychic attacks I have sometimes during the day at a few other places too.
This is a major point for me.
Apart from this I find the people here nice.
This time asleep was a lot of programming of abusng sex which is difficult t remove.
Monday, October 05, 2009
Programming may have weakened me. It is difficult to concentrate.
Saturday, October 03, 2009
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
I am disabled because of mental problems and stay in developing countries not in developed ones and don't take drugs.
out of this
...When the World Health Organization compared outcomes for schizophrenia patients in rich countries to those in poor countries, it determined that outcomes were much, much better in the poor countries...
...In 2007, researchers at the University of Illinois reported that 15-years after initial diagnosis, 40% of the schizophrenia patients who had weaned themselves from antipsychotic medications were “in recovery,” versus five% of those who were on the drugs...
Sunday, September 27, 2009
I actually wanted to attack the organisation with the nickname "the red pest" but there was some stronger resistance inside me to do this. I assume that the harassment I had the last time was because they wanted me to kep away from this.
I want to remind that the SPD is known to harass minorities (I did not find the report about this) to have advantages of this. Well, this marks it as suspicious to be a right wing extremist political party.
The BKA should investigate this. Minorities have their rights like others, why is it allowed that this big dangerous organisation can harass these.
If the BKA does not it indicates that it supports rather the rich and powerful than the people.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
In Bangkok again sexual harassment in the guesthouse where I stay.
It woke me up about a minute before the alarm clock rang. This I had quite often in the past years.
When I had something like the rape some days before I had also the voices in the head, "we want to have it like this". I have also voices which say the last days the terror would go on. There is more than just a few people doing harassment. There is MC.
Friday, September 18, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Yesterday I had something like a rape there. Strong stimulation of abusing sex too strong.
I slept in the guesthouse Udom Lap again and had stimulation of abusing sex. I went down to the reception and noticed that both the man and the young woman were also doing it.
I was angry about this but asked quietly not to do it because it would hurt me.
The man just threw me out of the guesthouse and said I should no more come. He even called the police. He said I would always have problems when I came. I did not bother them with such.
I am a man disabled because of psychlogical problems that means they will continue my lifetime.
but the man in Udomlap is probably too primitive to see this.
So are some Thais nowadays. They insist on sexual abuse and when you complain they get aggressive. Such are the staff in the guesthouse Udomlap. I repeatedly recognized that there is often no hospitality in Thailand that quite some Thais are repulsive.
In had this in former times mostly in Malaysia but in Thailand only once with a abbot of a meditation monastery. I recognize that in Thailand is negative learning happening they get worse not only in the example above.
I have been to some countries now. Thais are worse when it comes to sexual abuse than some European countries.
I recommend the Abbot from Suan Mokh to get build a small guesthouse close to the monastery so that people coming and waiting for a meditation retreat don't need to get to know the monsters from the guesthouse Udomlap im Chaiya.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Today I did not have direct stimulation of abusing sex but the harder programming of such again.
But I recognize other programming too. Programming to the mindset of a German social democrat away from anarchism. And again mood, power were down. Concentration not that much.
Germans I meet are usually inside the miserable thing against me. So I have some hints where it comes from but no proof I could use.
I am not the only one to who such things happen. I am in support group and about 1000 victims of such hidden terror have reported such and confirmed on a list. There are many others who do not publish their suffering. My sister reported such over a long time. Some time ago I asked my mother if it still would go on. She answered "No, no more now." My sister is now sitting in a wheelchair, mentally disabled and no more doing much.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
In the past I was able through repeated programming to get some distance of a sort of sex I do not like. It goes in small steps.
The last time asleep there was strong reprogramming of a step I had recently taken.
Voices say they don't want me to do this. I should accept treatment.
I certainly don't intend to go to any doctor for psychological questions in Thailand or elsewhere.
In a recent post I stated that at two places in Surat I noticed that a signal stopped.
The next night I had programing which wanted me to go for psychological treatment.
Is this one reason why I am treated like chit in Thailand? Some madmen recognize that I am a troubled person and put up such terror?
By the way, when I was last in a hospital to see a doctor, one of the first questions to me was if I wanted to see a psychologist or psychiatrist. I had never asked for it. I wanted just a check of a medical problem not related to the mind.
It is possible that these people even know or support that I should be brought to accept treatment by hidden terror. If this is happening and they are involved at least those doctors who know and support are terrorists. And you don't go to a terrorist when you have a problem, do you.
I know that in the west they are not that easily able to do what I do myself.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
The programming is to accept Abhisit as a leader in Thailand and see his politics as good.
I do not know if this comes form the Thai government. Anybody else can have set up this programming. On the other hand it fits in his authoritarian style to lead and this gangstalking and MC is said to be done by governments. Further I remember having strong harassment after criticism him some time ago
A leader who uses brainwashing has to go at once and has to be punished. That is my opinion.
If there are people in Thailand who know that Abhisit uses such things they should act accordingly.
If such things are known and accepted or not deternined fought, it shows what a disgusting spirit is dominating Thailand and what belongs as an essential to the picture of Thailand and the Thais.
Friday, September 04, 2009
There is another question. Are people that primitive that they are greedy on a sexual abuse when people cannot defend themselves? It looks like this. I have this stimulation always during sleep when I am not aware of what happens.
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
Some years ago I spoke several times with a man who stated to be a former FBI agent.
On the question how I could escape MC he said. "Not at all, because nearly all governments around the world like to use it."
About 10 years ago I met twice with an American carpenter in Bangkok. We were neighbors in a guesthouse. The second time I met him I said: 'You are in the system why do you work for them?'
I had recognized him being in the system( A system which internationally harasses selected people whereever they go) because he spoke nearly exactly the same way as the voices I heard in my head the way before. This is a sign of being under mindcontrol when such things happen.
As far I know I found something about that point on http://www.bugsweeps.com/.
A service which specializes in countering als such stuff.
Well the American admitted that he worked for the system. He said, 'I work for them because I am too weak. I could not resist. I have lost everything I had through the terror of this system.'He was not willing to give me his name or address. This I had always when I recognized someone in the system.
Such psychologists like the one mentioned in the link from above make it clear, they are highly probable a threat to those who ask them for help.
I am serious about this. My sister is a social worker. She said that with therapies it would be like this. One third has effect. One third has no effect. One third brings about damage.
Further one third of the problems which look worth treating disappear when time passes or the people manage to get along with it.
Not that much about psychologists. psychiatrists, doctors and so on...
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Monday, August 24, 2009
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Last week I was thinking to get some money out of Germany . The result is that I am passive for some days and don't get much done. I was not that passive before I thought about this.
It could mean that this people are also behind my few bugs. Too many Thais are corrupt enough to support such things.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
I mentioned some days before that in my google mail an add appeared 'how to attract men'.
One man showed up and acted in a way which makes me think he is a member of the Thai gang stalking system.
Monday, August 17, 2009
It is difficult to find out where it is from. It can be from anywhere.
On the other hand yesterday evening I was in my flat and noted that one stress source coming from the right when you look from outside the flat no longer was there.
Usually massive stress came from the electric meter and the electric main switch which also changed in strength. This also was no longer there.
I was happy that this was over. But then voices stated it is only for some time.
If for such things is no help available it shows that we live in a despotism.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Sunday, August 09, 2009
I have to do with it myself, but I know by experience there are others doing psychic attacks or else when it is strong like this.
Sometimes I caught them with my method to check radiaton. When I shield then the arousal was over or just weak. But I did not do this this time.
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
Saturday, August 01, 2009
This terror makes contact very difficult. I am sufering usually longer time from this programming and stimulation.
The US spends many times more on its military than any other country. It is for subduing the world under its partial madness. And this must be stopped before it is too late.
On the following site you see many important things
from this site is
US military spending is more than the next 46 highest spending countries in the world combined
US military spending is 5.8 times more than China, 10.2 times more than Russia, and 98.6 times more than Iran.
US military spending is almost 55 times the spending on the six “rogue” states (Cuba, Iran, Libya, North Korea, Sudan and Syria) whose spending amounts to around $13 billion, maximum. (Tabulated data does not include four of the six, as the data only lists nations that have spent over 1 billion in the year, so their budget is assumed to be $1 billion each)
US spending is more than the combined spending of the next 45 countries.
The United States and its strongest allies (the NATO countries, Japan, South Korea and Australia) spend $1.1 trillion on their militaries combined, representing 72 percent of the world’s total.
The six potential “enemies,” Russia, and China together account for about $205 billion or 29% of the US military budget.
You see the eminent threat the US poses to the world which must be addressed.
The interesting point is the US has to borrow a lot to get its budget covered. The Chinese are these who lend most and have a communist government. So coordinated action with all banks and other lenders should be possible. Maybe Russian and lenders from other countries would also cooperate. There is a chance to use lending power to control the US budget and drive the military budget massively down, force it to end its wars and forces it to close many military bases. If that would not happen the US would not be able to get money for its budget.
The Chinese would remove with this also the American threat against its country (US military spending is nearly 6 times higher than that of China)
It is a simple idea. There play probably many things a role I cannot estimate here.
It would be good when the threat of a horrible mainstream dictatorship could be eliminated.
The US leadership does not see that Globalisation finishes many chances mankind has.
In many areas I just do not agree with what the US does but when time passes I see that many countries are just following its politics.
To remove the military threat of the US is an important step to give the countries the possibility to do their real own politics.
It will be supportive to give them the chance to grow and develop according to their own culture, history the peoples wishes and needs and not to be pressed in a scheme coming from the US and its allies.
To stop this threat supports to uphold and bring back personal freedom and humanity. Mainstream does not accept personal freedom and removes humanity.
To find out you have to look into the society in more detail.
When there is no one left who can defend himself against the US horrible abuses from it get probable because countries outside it don't have the power to enforce justice.
The US government can just steal money or anything of value around the globe and nobody can do anything.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Now in Padang Bezar I had programming in my dreams in the early morning and sexual harassment later. This sexual harassment are probably psychic attacks from people there. Not necessarily planned harassment.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Friday, July 17, 2009
With these repeated massive programming and traumatising they can break people. You just can't get behind to work it out and are finally overburdened.
This is sophisticated terrorism and it is said that the governments were the culprits.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Monday, July 06, 2009
Thursday, July 02, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
The programming has to do with mainstream mindset against my tendency to have a more free anarchist mindset. I found that a Thai woman also lost her mindset which had some similarities to mine. A socialist party is forbidden in Thailand and brainwashing is done against anarchists? Or was it just influence in the direct environment of the woman or something else which brought about the change.
I know that such things happened in Germany under Helmut Kohl. In America I recognized a Anarchist internet site quite mainstream adapted some years ago.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Friday, June 19, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Monday, June 08, 2009
I notice the last time that I have often pain on the left side of the chest where the heart is. It is then when I have any stress. It does no more have to be severe stress. Moderate can bring this about.Maybe my body can't take it anymore. I am somewhat resistant to go to a doctor.
In Thailand they are sometimes in the terror against you. I don't trust Thais no more much anyway.
I have to assume that information about me is readily given to any place. I am completely fed up with this but how to change it?
Thursday, June 04, 2009
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Monday, June 01, 2009
Many Thais won't do it but many will. This happens where there is no culture to keep the worst to get their thing.
I read that the Thai government will make 50000 people who lead a normal life snoop on the people all over the country. It should be to counter corruption. Ah, really.
This is against the privacy rights of the people and a typical act of a mainstream politican. On a problem he reacts with more control and goes the way to facism over more and more regulation.
Further this snooping can be used to cash in from foreigners.
I read a report where an Australian in Thailand bit in a food before he paid it in a shop.
He should be brought to court but was released when he paid about 2500 Euros for such a small thing.
When Thais snoop on foreigners they can use small misbehavior of these to make them pay the same. Further want you go to a country on a holilday or stay there where you are spied upon.
I don't like this development in Thailand.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Also when this is happening in many places, it are locals everywhere who are involved in this chit. Thais in this case!
And there are also locals who to jump on my weaknesses like stimulating abusing sex.
With the terror they are able to program me to like something within one night. I have to deprogram that then. There was recently massive programming to a gay.
There is a threat that they will increase the terror to destroy me after the elections in Germany this year. We'll see.
Monday, May 25, 2009
Well there are differences. Malaysia is for me the worst place and Thailand a better one despite the terror I have here. But I had in Thailand terror free times and these are actually the only acceptable ones.
Be aware when you visit Thailand as a tourist. That it is this what I get too often as hospitality. Are you sure they treat you better? Then read the papers you know that there are enough who aren't.
Friday, May 22, 2009
In the guesthouse where I stay now there is also some sexual harassment and programming.
It looks as if I want to get rid of sexual harassment in Thailand and some other places I have to go into a bunker.
The influence of MC is strong. I notice that it may have kept me from gong in meditation.
I have often noticed influence on my life before which I could not easily escape.
Monday, May 18, 2009
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Has such a patent denied already many years ago but is silently used and which has also other capabilities like reading and speaking to the mind, programming it and torturing not just killing?
Is it used already on minorities who have little support and acceptance in society like those labeled mentally ill?
When such people claim being umplantet their statements are talem as belonging to their sickness.
Friday, May 15, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
There are people all over the world who know and rather enjoy the suffering of MC victims than telling anything.
Saturday, May 02, 2009
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
I had trouble to do my daily English exercises until I noticed what there was going on. Now stronger programming to a social democrat is in the foreground apart from voices.
I met Germans in Sihanoukville and Phnom Penh. One person was suspicious being in MC the others nearly for sure in my illegal surveillance. I understand why the holocaust happened in Germany. Too many of them like such things and it is not different today as I get to feel or to know the support for my torture when I meet Germans.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
A former FBI agent in Thailand told me that after some time the MC victims cannot take it anymore and break. this means they take the programming.
Where do these miserable ideas, concepts and organizations which support it come from? From America, if I am not wrong. Without the support of both big parties this is not possible. That the whole thing is not that public is because in America there is not such a thing like a free media, it is a corporate controlled media where only that is told you the mainstream approves of. And this "freedom" wants America spread all over the world.
I assume that tending to Anarchism is a reason to get under MC. I have no more met people I really see as likable from the US the last years. I also often notice a certain radiation of Americans. Which I did not notice some years ago. Brainwashing or what? Probably.
That both big political parties are not serious about human rights shows my link to a site which tells about the complicity of the democrats in Bushs torture (comment to current politics). Public of this terror gets anyway only the tip of the iceberg.
I had also some hints that Anarchists got in trouble and were possibly brainwashed in Germany during the time Mr Kohl was chancellor. In Cambodia I also see less street children who keep a more natural mindset I find likable. When these children get under system approved education this is often over.
Monday, April 27, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
The same like in Malyasia. When I spoke about it he laughed at me. At least he admitted it with this.
With Europeans I had much worse experiences in the past. They pretended not to know or understand and even went on.
The worst I had in Malaysia some years ago with some threats of violence and even going after me after I complained about it. The last I also had once in Singapore.
The best country is Thailand where I got it the easiest stopped when it happened and had several times longer periods with no stimulation of such in the past.
Well, it gets clear that one point which makes it difficult to get out of a abusive sexual history is that too many people want abusive sex and and try to repeat it at least in many places.
I am happy that I am not a weak person and not financially dependent. In the world of today sexual abuse would have happened then.
Thailand was never conquered by any western country and I think because of this is superior in humanity to some extend.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Cambodia is when it comes to stimulate abusing sex not a good place for me and I have to leave it though Malaysia is altogether far worse.
I feel sick the last time. The stress of the terror is a huge burden but apart from this I am disabled.
Voices said that American mainstream will subdue the world. There would be no serious resistance.
At the moment I agree. Many won't see it as a disaster, I see. May be that belongs to the reasons I get Mind Control terror.
Friday, April 17, 2009
I am now in Sihanoukville.
I offer the people there money if they are ready to give information about things which get planned against me. Just approach me.
One person I have met there may be belonging to the organized chit I have to do with.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Not direct sexual harasment but programming of such and other stuff which made me feel bad much of the day. I assume that my environment is involved. It is difficult to protect myself during sleep while travelling. Tips to achieve more security are appreciated. The programming to direct me in the way the terrorists want gives me a lot of stress and problems.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
There is programming to do abusing sex. This terror is a heavy burden to any relationship.
Double speak of the democrats in Thailand like in Germany?
....The government keeps promoting organic farming and reduction of chemical use," said Tussanee Verakan, coordinator of the Alternative Agriculture Network. "Why did they put such heavy restrictions on organic substances which are the heart of organic farming?"..
Acting like this is daily work of the social democrats in Germany.
Thursday, April 02, 2009
my email at
I cannot reach though the site is still up. I had a talk in my head about it.
Perps may be not able to control my mail there like my gmail and rediffmail.
My inbox at gmail is monitored. It has to do with the adds which are displayed then, but some adds tell me that people are monitoring it also for other reasons. Or how can I get an add like
"How I became a sex slave" a book about a woman who became it. I had shortly afterwards stimulation of sex with violence in Surat. Voices tried to make me accept it.
How can the mentioned add be related to my email when there was no chance.
This add was related to my Mind Control and gangstalking which I experience and the googlers seem to be inside?
Is it like this that in American style capitalism the manager is a gangster or if he is not a gangster he is not the manager?
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
This reprogramming of such sex is horrible and makes me much more vulnerable so that more people touch my open wounds and my mind turns to it so that I have a lot of stress during the day. Voices say they want to enforce such sex. Not much about such people behind this.
Friday, March 27, 2009
I think Eastern Europe really should realize their own Union. It cannot be that they turn from being controlled by successors of Stalin to being in the influence sphere of the successors of Hitler.
In Germany there is admittedly quite some Nazi influence. My mind control is an example of that. Germany has a strong influence on the EU and coins it also in its desired direction.
I fear that the Eastern European countries fall prey again to be part of miserable politics. Maybe Russia could make advertising such a Eastern European Union to its task to improve its own national security. An independent Eastern Europe is less likely to be the field for NATO troops to prepare for war against you or direct weapons against you . In the Pravda I read the only reports about growing influence of America in the back of the people in Eastern Europe. To help Eastern Europe to get rid of this and to be free helps you to protect yourself against the sure ambitions of America to conquer you. The only point which you can make important for you in Eastern Europe then are questions related to the NATO in Eastern Europe.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Some days ago there were it probably schoolboys who stayed beside me.
Last night was also programming to a social democrat. Such programming to a lying, tricking around and truth twisting person, which I associate with social democrats and which they are.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Saturday, March 07, 2009
Friday, March 06, 2009
Es ist irgendwelche Strahlung und ich weiss nicht genau woher sie kommt.
Wie ueblich oefters Stimmen wie "Es sind doch alles nur die boesen Schwarzen, die sind es doch nur, wieso kommst du nicht zu uns?"
Die Roten wuerden wuerden mich gerne als Sprachrohr gegen diese Partei einsetzen. Es sieht so aus als ob sie das mit dem Terror erreichen wollen das ein Aufenthalt in der Psychiatrie gerechtfertigt aussieht. Wichtig sei dies weil dort dauerhaft Wiederstand gegen ihre Kontrolle ausgeschaltet werden kann. Dies sei sonst nicht moeglich.
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
Friday, February 27, 2009
The days bofore there was sometime nothing the other days there was. I nearly always suffer from the consequences of hidden influence, which is organized or also just due to my sensivities.
I am not working but because of this nearly always under stress.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
In this dream I was in a home for the disabled and spoke with people there. I thought already for a long time that I never want to go to such a place.
It was hard programming and I have done some stuff to deprogram but it is not gone yet.
Voices say that it is the plan to get me in such a home to have access to me to exploit my mind.
That is why they boycott my life my own efforts to get better or healthier.
I had now in Songkla one day no sexual harassment and then very strong. This is stressful troublesome as it is reprogramming it and in your mind present during the day with the tendency to repeat it. When I have no such harassment this is less or not there.
Some timea go there were also voices which said that they could not win against me without putting through abusng sex.
I still like Thailand but there is also a accumulation of hate because everywhere there are Thais who seemingly participate in the terror against me and actually defile the reputation of their country.
Friday, February 13, 2009
I assumed this, because I had it often that a signal disappeared after the perps got to know I know about it and tried to find out. That does not mean that the signal won't appear again when they feel safe again. So they escape effective to get caught and go on.
Well then, where to turn to get support or help against this.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Sunday, February 08, 2009
I am now on Penang island and had a horrible time. Ongoing brainwashing. That means that I wake up and feel that humiliating sex is strongly programmed. I am stressed and passive for hours because of this massive programming. The day I had this first during sleep onPenang island in the afternoon afterwards a muslim woman checked in at the guesthouse where I stay and shortly afterwards she started with psychic attacks stimulating this abusing sex in her room. I was quiete angry and she got to hear it. The next day a muslim family checked in and I recognized also interest in stimulating such sex. I had it the next morning. The last night again massive attacks. Shielding just made them more bearable. This kind of humiliating sex which is programmed is more favored from Malay rubbish, while Thai rubbish tends more to sadistic abuse.
That hard as the last days I had programming seldom. Is brainwashing daily life in Malaysia?
My opinion about Malaysia has turned to the negative because of this despite the people in daily life a usually friendly.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
It seems to be organized harassment, it is said that this is government related. They block porn sites in Malaysia.
That means the same sort of people who block porn sites have to do with organized sexual terror. That is what I recognize as Muslim rule. I would say it is completely on American or German Standard.
I do not know how this happens. It must be over radiation and often people near me are involved to some probability guest house holders. As I stay in guest houses you see what Malay hospitality is like. When you take into consideration that there is probably support for my harassment it does not really exist. But this is the same in Thailand. No real hospitality their fun with hidden sexual harassment and my suffering dominates the stays there.
I am disabled and people like to step on my vulnerabilities. That is where Muslims are like Thais. They all have fun with sexual abuse on the weak as long they won't get caught. As electronic harassment is difficult to prove Muslims and Thais will probably continue to have fun with sexual abuse and probably they will put themselves in a good light by blaming others human rights abuses.
Well I will have to see how Thailand is the next time. I had hard harassment there but also the last days some days off of it.
There exists nearly in all countries of this world a hidden government controlled system which can activate people all over the country to harass selected people against the law on ways which are difficult to prove. Malaysia is in this system as well as Thailand is. What about the anti corruption agency to find out about this system? It will be a hard task. Governments all over the world have outdone democracy and human rights the last 20 years by this system. It is that perfect that it is difficult to find out and many not even know that it exists.
Monday, January 26, 2009
But today I woke up miserable. I had stimulation of abusing sex and also programming of such . The latter may be the case to some degree when it is stimulated while asleep.
Malaysia is not a good place for disabled people like me. There is always support for any harassment. But there are not many good places for me. Every thing goes down to American or European Standards in this idiotic globalisation.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Ich beklage mich seit Jahren darueber das meine gelesen werden und mir ins Hirn gefaselt wird. Desweiteren wird versucht Gedanken zu programmieren.
Ich habe auch den Eindruck das viele davon wissen und den Mund halten.
Bitte beachten sie das das was der Oeffentlichkeit zugaenglich ist nur ein Teil der Technik ist die dem Staat zur Verfuegung steht.
Robert Becker, ein fuehrender Experte der elektromagnetischen Medizin, schreibt in seinem Buch: "Gefahren und Heilkraft der Elektrizitaet"
in etwa(den genauen Wortlaut weiss ich nicht meht) das selbst er den Stand der Forschung auf Gebieten die die Beeinflussung und Kontrolle des menschlichen Geistes betreffen nicht kennt, da solche immer schnell unter militaerische Geheimhaltung gesetzt wuerde.
Es sieht so aus das diese Technik schon lange von der Elite zu ihrem Vorteil und zum Schaden der einfachen Leute eingesetzt wird
Ein Weg wie Reiche reicher und Arme aermer werden.
Wenn man sich darueber beklagt wird das einem solches geschieht wird man leicht als bekloppt hingestellt, nicht ernstgenommen und landet moeglicherweise beim Psychiater oder in der Klapse. Dabei denke ich das Aerzte bei diesem Schrecken mit dabei sind. Na ja, mancher Arzt ist nichts weiter als ein Mainstream Terrorist.
dort suchen nach "New Technology Allows Others to Read Your Mind"
Friday, January 23, 2009
I put Kota Bahru in some talks in positive light. The people I encouter are mostly friendly But the last time and this time I stayed there there was hard sexual harassment during sleep, so altogether my stay was awful.
I do not accept the Malay system. The people like in people in Germany are subdone and controlled. That cannot be.
Friday, January 16, 2009
So Thailand is decling to American Standards or the hidden German Nazi Standards. I won't say that all Thais go along with like this. but for me too many so that it is a major experience for me in Thailand.
I know a proper greeting for people coming to Thailand.
Welcome to the sadistic people of Thailand or Welcome to the disturbed people of Thailand.
Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha I will have fun on the cost of Thais as the Thais have fun on the costs of me.
I thought may be they did not like my last message, the following:
I judge when it comes to citizen qualities the Thais belong to the weaker ones. They support the Terror, support my exploitation and keep quiet towards me.
I judge when it comes to citizen qualities the Thais belong to the weaker ones. They support the Terror, support my exploitation and keep quiet towards me.
I judge when it comes to citizen qualities the Thais belong to the weaker ones. They support the Terror, support my exploitation
and keep quiet towards me.
I thought of modifying the message but now....
He He I have something which I can use to go on their nerves. He He He Ha Ha Ha
Why to be friendly they will hurt me anyway.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
I judge when it comes to citizen qualities the Thais belong to the weaker ones. They support the terror, support my exploitation and keep quiet towards me.
I don't manage to go to meditation.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Thursday, January 08, 2009
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
Probably any bullchit Thais. The first time I had my flat in Chaiya I was greeted on the streets of this town by some I not even knew by "Fuck You, Fuck You".