Monday, September 25, 2006

Today I had again stimulation of abusing sex and programming me to a social democrat during sleep in the morning. The last means that there is a picture of someone distorting words,
arguments 'like with the Greens you cannot change anything they are too weak come to us'.
The following is about the 18 september
Last night in the morning I had programming in my dreams. The dream was about to show me beeing an English teacher and doing bad. It was connected to abusing sexual stimulation. I felt sick the last two days and so I laid in bed long and did not my usual English lessons. These days I did not have attacks. Yesterday I started again learning and the following morning I had the attacks above mentioned. The attacks were early in the morning so I went to sleep again. But I was woken up some time later by pain, again external influence.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

Before I went to sleep I recognized radiation coming from one wall in the room in the guesthouse. I noticed it stopping the next day at about noon.
I did not have that much stress like in Ban Khok before during sleep. Yet I woke up with a diarrhea probably from bad food, I was exhausted already then and expierenced dizziness and considerable weakness when I went out. I was sick again.

Saturday, September 23, 2006

I slept in Ban Khok in the Wat (monastery) by the pond on a bench on 15 september this year.
I woke up early. It was short after three o' clock. I heard a motor bike stopping nearby and some minutes later leaving.
The nights before I had slept in a hut close to the pond and was woken up by a pain in the chest at about the same time. I also heard steps then twice outside the hut.
The arrival and leaving of the motorbike made it clearer that the person responsible for that was not one of the two monks staying there. Though when I slept on the bench the monk staying in the bigger building allso came out of his room at about a quarter past three.

At about five in the morning I still felt acceptable. that is the time many or most Thais get up.
I stayed at rest for 2 more hours and got up then feeling miserable. I located the source of radiation coming from Ban Khok.
The last night I slept in Nong Khai in a guesthouse. It was not that stressful but again there was stimulation of abusing sex. I still have not recovered form the heavy attacks in Ban Khok.

Friday, September 22, 2006

I stayed the last four days in Ban Khok, a village about 40 km frm Nong Khai, Thailand. The first night I went to sleep out of the village slept on a bench under a tarpaulin. I had no stress but some programming. The second night was the same. The third there was a lot of stress. I felt that there was stronger radiaton which had not been there before already when I arrived. The following day was heavy. The last night I went to another place out of the village and was woken at 1.40 a.m by a pain in the chest. I went to sleep again but then was massive programming together with sexual arousal of abusing sex. I recognized the direction where the radiation came from after I woke up. I have a sleeping bag made of shielding material. This I held in various directions. There was not much radiation except from one direction. From there it was that strong that the shielding material, two layers added up shielding capacity nearly 100 db, was only able to weaken the signal and by far not able to shield it completely.
The day was very heavy after that. I appeared to be sick.