Friday, November 30, 2012

Sexual harassment is ongoing. This brings me in trouble with myself. There are different kinds of humiliating sex reprogrammed and stimulated.

I now speak about Thailand. I had been to Malaysia some weeks and then came back to Thailand and went to my room in Chaiya. The last time I had been in Thailand I did not have any harassment. This time it restarted. Is it because they have new information ablur me putting me in a worse light? I spoke in Penang about my disability, if they got and use this information negative this may have led to restart the terror.
I had this impression already some years ago. I started to participate in a online group of people who have been in psychiatry. My idea was to improve protection against such. At the time I did this you could easily land up there in Germany.
At the same time Thais in a monastry not far from Chumpon where I stayed at that tiime started to treat me unfair.
It looks as if some information about me is enough to get harassed by Thais.
I don't think that much of Thais anymore anyway.

I have been since 13 years again and again in Thailand and haven't been accused of any crime, when there were problems or trouble I was sometimes involved but mostly not less than Thais.
Thais support and supported harasment over many years now.
This includes a lot of sexual harassment
I have been ridiculed by many excluded from community. I had harassment which made me weak for prolonged times. The problem is that harassment is often hidden over any radiation. I do not know how to go against it.

So I give Thais and Thailand a rating now. I consider Thailand as a very low quality culture in points which are important to me. I don't have any chance to keep my human rights.
The harassment has already destroyed parts of my life and it is ongoing.
Thailand  has obviously  just too many low quality Thais  or extremely low quailty Thais.

I sure met many nice Thais which are then sometimes nicer than westerners, but altogether I had too much bad treatment in Thailand to keep a positive picture.

I may detail stuff which angered me later in any post.

Thursday, November 29, 2012

I have the last days stronger stimulation of abusing sex which brings me down during the day.
I am in my room in Chaiya. When I remember how much and how often I had stimulation of abusing sex I think in my environment are quite some Thai monsters. And this is a matter of fact. I get to feel this every day.

Sunday, November 25, 2012

I had stimulation of abusing sex last time asleep. Programming in my dreams appeared to have been included.
The first suspect is the woman in room 159\2. I am not completely sure but there are some hints at her.
I was angry in the morning sweared and banged at the wooden wall twice.

Saturday, November 24, 2012

The last days in Chaiya every time asleep stimulation of abusing sex.
This harassment makes me weak as usual. I have trouble to use my
potential for longer time already, and this harassment brings me down
again and again contibuting to being depressive and passive.

Thursday, November 22, 2012

I have been in Chaiya for some days and today in the morning strong stimulation of abusing sex in sleep.
How so often this has consequences for the day.

Thursday, November 15, 2012

I had today stimulation of abusing sex and programming. I feel worse than the days before. I walk means stress in my mind. I had yesterday a talk in my mind in which they announced getting harder with me. but I never know if the voices are serious or not.

Some days before I had massive programming to a gay in the Red Dragon.
I noticed that highly probably the man in the neighboring room was involved according to the colour of his skin is a Malay.

Wednesday, November 07, 2012

I had stimulation of abusing sex and also programming to a gay which I recognize strongly.

Monday, November 05, 2012

I had again stimulation of abusing sex during sleep. I am down today. Being active is an effort. Concentration is not much as well.

Saturday, November 03, 2012

I was the day today in bed. I did not feel like getting up, I felt somewhat sick.
I had several times vivid dreams I am not sure of if they are programming or not and stimulation of abusing sex while I was asleep.

Thursday, November 01, 2012

Last night I noticed stimulation of abusing sex coming from one direction. Later in the morning there was some again.
I had pain the whole day and difficulty to stay active.