Monday, August 31, 2015

I had  less stimulation of abusing sex but still considerable
pain. It was just bearable. The eyesight is less effected
today. I ask is it possible to adjust harassment in such detail?
I asked me this question already some time ago not only once
after harassment was adjusted to some degree.

Sunday, August 30, 2015

I had the last days always stimulation of abusing sex.
Apart from making me depressed with strong pain
my eyesight is getting worse. This harassment will get
a problem for my independence if eyesight worsens.

Wednesday, August 26, 2015

I had again heavy stimulation of abusing sex. Voices say they
want to destroy me I would have such everywhere I go.
This harassment makes me passive.

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

The last two days I have heavy stimulation of abusing sex
and programming. It is that strong that it is wearing my out
If it goes on it can be a danger. I do not recover during the
day from such.
My eyes express the stress most. I cannot read on  a computer
screen  but it is also much more difficult to get or remain active
what happened presses me down.
Voices say I should do something about it. But I Have no proof
but at least I can complain.

Friday, August 14, 2015

I had again stimulation of abusing sex which was not that \
painful than the days before but then my mind starts to run
due to the programming in the night and it became very
stressful. In the evening I had pain in the chest on the left
side my left arm was tense while the right was not.
I eat more than I have appetite, I have little. Fatigue,
weakness is already longer time there. I sweat very easily.
 Maybe signs of heart problems.

Some years when I still was strong I was able to build up
defense against radiation attacks so that I woke up without
noting any impact.
Then shortly just days later I started to give up on this
defense. I did not yet  understand it at that time.
The attacks had switched from sexual harassment to
manipulation. I have to say I was not able to withstand
the manipulation which is possible by now. I just gave in
and did no more defend myself fiercely.
They have been able to switch off my English learning
within a day. They have reduced my meditation
to often zero and then further harassment and made me weak.
The manipulation has been switched of not long ago. The
harassment goes back to sexual harassment.
I am no more strong and have been passive for some time.
Voices say they want go on despite my possible heart
Well there is also arthritis, weak eyes, stomach problems.
weakness. depression.
I do not know how it will go on.
Without the manipulation I may stand that.

I did not understand for a long time that advancement
in technology will reintroduce brainwashing and slavery into
society in a hidden way like with such technology.
You doubt? In the USA the elite decides what
happens not the people. The elite will not be affected
by slavery and there is profit in such. So there it is to some
degree likely it comes back driven by western mainstream
hidden first for sure and maybe after some acceptance
programs openly With this technology I have to do with
it is already happening probably at many places in the world.

When societies will go bankrupt and or have to save
social systems will be dismantled. The options
for those living from it will become very few.
The rich will have then many possibilities go get
richer by recruiting mind controlled slaves with this
technologies I have to do with.

I am disabled with mental problems and have because
of this little support in society.  I notice often people are
 inside such stuff with me left outside.
In Germany I noticed police involved in such
harassment. They just openly gave me some hints.
In Asia I have one hint as well.

Thursday, August 13, 2015

I had again stimulation of abusing sex I note it is
sadistic sex which is programmed and stimulated
It brings me into a emotional mess. I was working
on this stuff was some steps away from such sex
and now get massive programming back into it.
I just was not far away from such yet.
This stimulation of abusing sex was announced
by voices.
I had tried several times to write some stuff down
for a police report but then attacks got stronger
until I was confused and end up doing other things
or slide in a depression. I have the whole last time
voices that I should do something that some people
are behind me. But inside I have a resistance
built up against such. Programming?

Monday, August 10, 2015

I have had massive sexual harassment over radiation
in sleep. Voices say it will continue until I am destroyed
Voices say much only some of it is true. Announcements
of harassment were often true. So the last harassment
also was announced. I assume that I can\t stand such
strong harassment in the long run.
I had twice last week heavy harassment which brought
back forgetfulness and very low concentration.
I had to do with such as a young man
which led to loss of job, but it was not always there
sometimes I managed for some time.
Later with a lot of meditation this was better, I did in
Europe partly 3 hours a day, but the
last time with hard harassment it came back.

Tuesday, August 04, 2015

I had very heavy stimulation of abusing sex
in the first night in Penang.
Forgetfulness being stressed out came with it.
I am not that accepted there and this is
usually enough for such. Too many human beings
never get above the level being a piece of shit
Not much about them.
Hey chit why not give me 50$ that I can enjoy
my laziness better? Don't like this? You can also
give me 100$.

Monday, August 03, 2015

I had like yesterday asleep stimulating of abusing sex
I could no more sleep afterwards so I lack sleep of
two nights.I notice that after such stress I can
hardly concentrate and mentally work.
This is probably intended.

Saturday, August 01, 2015

Yesterday evening I had voices that I now would be weak
and they finally could program me.
I had a lot of programming to a social democrat in the
night. Loks as if  the West is terrorist controlled.