Thursday, December 30, 2010

The last two days again stimulation of abusing sex. This makes my day miserable. I suffer usually quite some time after it.

Monday, December 27, 2010

I am staying on Penang island in Malaysia now. I had all nights except one sexual harassment during sleep. Apart from this I get woken up at certain times. That means there are perps around in the guesthouse where I stay.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Monitoring America: The Government’s Development Of A Vast Panopticon Spy Network

out of this article:

...The feds have defined “terrorist propaganda” as any material critical of the state. The Department of Defense characterizes peaceful protest as “low level terrorism” in its own report...

Comment: That is not an attitude a democratic government would utter. It indicates dictatorship.

...Large corporations such as Google, AT&T, Facebook and Yahoo to name but a few are also intimately involved in the overarching program. Those corporations have specific government arms that are supplying the software, hardware and tech support to US intelligence agencies in the process of creating a vast closed source database for global spy networks to share information...

...We are constantly bombarded with the notion that the biggest threat we face is from those who reject and abhor western values, yet the government and military continue to relentlessly focus their anti-terror activity directly upon freedom loving American people, while telling them they would be completely insane to voice any concern.

When a person who has different values than these westerners focus and not adhere to themselves you are seen as a threat. What is criminal with favoring different values than the west? Nothing!!! But the government of the USA decides that you are a threat then and may hidden treat you like this.

I am a victim of hidden Mind control technologies and hidden gang stalking for 15 years now.
Americans may be targeted the same way for instance because they do not follow the dictatorship of values.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Again in Had Yai stimulation of abusing sex. Before I had there hardly any.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

I slept twice in Had Yai now and had twice stimulation of abusing sex. I notice also brainwashing. Attitudes and thinking feeling changed. This is obvious possible for long done and not spoken about. Western Standard. The suprime human rights liars.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Last time asleep was again strong stimulation of abusing sex. I feel rather down afterwards

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Heimkinder können auf Entschädigung hoffen

Das geschah alles vor etwa 50 Jahren. Gut ist das die Sache aufgearbeitet wird. Aber wenn 50000 ehemaligen Heimkinder Entschaedigung beantragen sind das 2400 Euro pro Person.

Ich bin seit 15 Jahren bis heute Ziel von Gangstalking und Geisteskontrollwaffen. Ob und wann die ganze Sache rauskommt, wenn ueberhaupt steht in den Sternen. Diesen Terror scheinen zu viele zu moegen.
Jahrelang Aktivistenarbeit zu leisten um dann vieleicht irgendwann um die 2400 Euro Entschaedigung als Aussicht zu haben bringen mich dazu zu denken: Soviel Geld hat man wahrscheinlich schneller mit irgendeiner Arbeit verdient.
Es ist also letztenendes nicht allzuviel besser wie frueher. Wem bestimmte Missbraeuche passieren hat Pech gehabt und das wars, die Taeter kommen unbestraft davon.

Friday, December 10, 2010

I had this time asleep again massive stimulation of abusing sex.

Sunday, December 05, 2010

I had again stimulation of abusing sex during sleep. Voices say it will go on.

Friday, December 03, 2010

I had the lasts two times asleep again stimulation of abusing sex. This brings me down for hours mostly.

Monday, November 29, 2010

I have to say that I have caught all 4 parties living in the block with me doing pcychic attacks related to abusive sex. I have to say that also some around there have done psychic attacks related to abuing sex. I had psychic attacks not related to sex from all directions around my flat.
Repeated strong psychic attacks related to sexual abuse get me into depression.
Too many Thais love to abusive people sexually.
Well,they get probably get some happiness from this and so don't like to stop.
Some stuff is anyway produced by radiation and so I get more vulnerable to abuse. Many others feel this and also attack me sexually with psychic attacds. Further the wounds cannot heal and people go on attacking me like mentioned.
I admit that with this background also in other countries people would attack me sexually with such attacks.
But I see that people don't care also when a child gets beaten. A normal thing in Thailand as sexual abuse? Or is sexual abuse for certain groups tolerable like foreigners, the disabled or with a combination of this like me?

Thailand has a gangstalking system which harasses selected people. I am not a Thai but I am harassed by them.
That is what they like to do to some foreigners! Thailand serves the Western mainstream well in this area. No use to go to Thailand if you get harassed already in a Western country.
Sometimes the harassers show up. They work very well hidden and don't need to show themselves, but sometimes they do show up. They are Thais!!!
That does not mean that I can get them. I could not proove them anything.
So Thailand has the same laughable democracy as the Western countries, laughable also because they also have a gangstalking system to hinder, intimidate, brainwash or eliminate any undesired opposition with various means which are difficult to proove. (somewhat like "CIA grade" hatassment)

Sunday, November 28, 2010

I had stimulation of abusing sex and very much and hard programming to abusing sex 3 nights ago. This programming drags you into repeating abusing sex if there is a lot over longer time.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

I had on most of the last days stimulation of abusing sex. Sometimes heavy. Voices want me to accept that and not see it as abuse. Sometime before there were voices who condemned my success in working stuff out in this area and they said they wanted to destroy this success. The only hint I have is that voices want to program me to a German social democrat.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Mind Control

Saturday, November 13, 2010

The las nights again stimulation of abusing sex, sometimes stronger. Once I noticed the powersupply the stress source. But this stopped quickly after I noticed it.
This I know. Signals stopp after I recognize where they come from.

Monday, November 08, 2010

I had again stimulation of abusing sex three times the last nights. Once I woke up and could no more go to sleep. I had this already quiete often.

Friday, October 29, 2010

I stay some time in Surat Thani and had often stimulation of abusing sex and programming in my dreams. Sometimes it was hard. The terror makes me angry. But with no sure evidence where it is from how to act.

Monday, October 25, 2010

I recognize again and again that people stimulate bad emotional stuff.
I have to do with traumas which unfortunately can be stimulated easily.
Parts of them come up quite often so I have to deal myself with this.
Others notice this and think when I am inside the bad stuff myself
they also can stimulate.
I have managed to get some negative stuff considerably weakened over the years. Before I faced it often with the negative aspects.
That does not mean that anybody should join my emotional stuff when they feel ithem. It just increases my trouble considerably.
It takes long time to get distance to this if you manage it at all.
But at many places are people with negative abusive thinking who join such emotions when I have to do with them or stimulate them.
Chaiya is a place which belongs to the worst in this area.
Please leave me emotional alone. but to get this is difficult in a country which is tendentiel sadistic.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

I was in an internet cafe and recognized humiliating emotional contact. I asked the person to stop this contact. The man just laughed twice at this request and then got like me angry. Thais were not that primitive usually and mostly stopped this before.

I had much stimulation of abusing sex during sleep this time. Thais again. Thailand with some sadistic tendency.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Today I had again strong stimulation of a abusing sex during sleep in the morning.

Monday, October 11, 2010

I slept again some hours longer than it is said it is needed.
I had brainwashing to accept the globalisation.
Nearly no sexual harassment happened but this brainwashing makes me also exhausted. There are patterns just to accept globalisation in my brain and I have a lot of work to get this out. There are a lot of pattern programmed. If I don't throw them out they will become effective and the new way of thinking of me as it is desired by the programmers.
I am in an Thai environment with no foreigners close. That means this is probably again supported by Thais.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

The place where I stay in Phukt has become a bad one the second time I am staying there in a short time. A lot of stimulation of abusing sex wears my immune system out to a degree which is no more a small matter. This I had also in Chaiya and sometimes elsewhere. This is what I notice. I have noticed three Thais also staying on the same floor doing psychic attacks related to this.
I have difficulties to explain it but in my experience anyway mostly low quality characters do it and go on after I have spoken about it, fortunately these are only very few. Some stop after I have spoken about the psychic attacks and I have the impression they have not understood it.
When I compare Thailand and Germany about my personal experiences about stimulation of abusing sex the result is that I had in Germany much less stimulation of such. And this is just a matter of fact!
And this has also to do that in Thailand organized harrassment happened and happens?
The worst stimulation of abusing sex in the place where I stay now, which sent me a day emotionally off, was the night after my last criticism of the democrats in my blog.
Harassment in Germany was not that often related to stimulation of abusing sex other stuff was done and there were breaks.
That Germans liked abusing sex a lot less than the Thais in the past does not mean that I want have to do much with Germans. Many are everything but nice.
Well, there are countries which I experience worse stimulating harmful sex like Malaysia the first time in Penang about 10 years ago or also quite often later for instance.
Some of the last visits there were better but the last time in Penang it was miserable again.

Thursday, October 07, 2010

I had the strongest sexual harassment since long time. The whole day I was in emotional trouble and it is not yet over.

Wednesday, October 06, 2010

I had this time asleep strong stimulation and programming of abusing sex. I am in Phuket town a week now and had more or less strong stimulation most nights. When I stayed there three weeks ago I had no sexual harassment.

Thursday, September 30, 2010

I was some days on Patong Beach on Phuket island. I had all nights in the mornings sexual harassment. I have to do with habitual criminals which should be locked up for lifetime. But first I have to get them proove anything. They know that this is hard.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

This morning the first time since some time again sexual harassment on Patong Beach, Phuket. After that programming in my dreams. I notice that I no more tend to attack the social democrats, while the tendency to attack the conservatives is stronger now. Successful brainwashing?
I yesterday said about Barack Obama' it is not necessary to listen to him, no use'. Maybe the programming is the direct consequence of that but it need not be.

Der wirkliche »Change«

Vorabdruck. Nach fast zwei Jahren Präsidentschaft steht fest: Unter Barack Obama hat sich die Politik der USA nicht geändert, das Staatsoberhaupt verschärfte sogar den ­menschenrechtsfeindlichen Kurs

I suspect that the ruling parties in parliamentary democracies use techniques to suppress people with harassment and brainwashing over radiation to ensure their power and prevent opposition from coming up.
An immense failure of this democracies to speak publicly about this techniques and regulate them.

Tuesday, September 07, 2010

Yesterday night I was able to deprogram several programs related to abusing sex.
Today morning there was massive programming stimulation of structures in my brain and stimulation of abusing sex. I am that exhausted that I was the whole day in bed.
I went out but will go back to my room again soon. I do not know how much my sensibilities play a role in this stimulation.

Friday, September 03, 2010

Over years I had learned English every day reliably, though concentration and organisation was certainly not that good. Yet I did learn. The last time I do no more manage that as well as I do not meditate enough. But I noticed that I could learn easier when I slept on a train or a bus so that MCprogramming could not take place that easily. I know that many Thais are as a matter of fact my enemies and will support such stuff. Once I had an Englishbook stolen by Thais in a restaurant in Banbkok while I was on the toilet.
In Had yai again programming in my dreams during sleep in the late evening. They can set mentality with such stuff. I do not know if I will escape that.

Friday, August 27, 2010

I had today very hard sexual harassment on the first night in Chaiya. Some Thais do what they can do best, behave like chit. It is already evening and I still feel the pain.Yes, Chaiya stays on top of my list of worst places ever before Penang.

Altogether I had too much and too hard harassment in Malaysia to give it a positive rating.
I had this positive impression at first and spoke about it but this changed with time.Though I respect improvements in Malaysia. I need ot go more against this harassment if I should go there. I hope I get support for this.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Again sexual harassment during sleep which woke me up but not that hard.

Monday, August 16, 2010

Some Malays are now how I know them from former times, unbearable. I had sexual harassment during sleep again which makes my day miserable.

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Today I had stimulation of abusing sex. I had pain because of this through the day. I can't concentrate then for longer time. I assume it came from the people around in the guesthouse.

Monday, August 09, 2010

I had today during sleep heavy sexual harassment. I slept long but this I did some often the last time.

Sunday, August 08, 2010

After I had published my last post on comments on current politics I had some voices. I should see that there is a reason why there not so many are left who publish such stuff. Such people they go systematically after.

Tuesday, August 03, 2010

Yesterday and today sexual harassment. I told some Malays that i think Malays are more considerate and thoughtful than some years ago for me that ends up in bearable. That is right but some seem to be not following this as the attacks confirm.

Sunday, August 01, 2010

I had today again programming in my dreams during sleep. It was very hard and spoilt the day. So Malaysia gets a fuck again. We'll see.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Yesterday I had programming in my dreams and sexual harassment in Penang. I assume that people in the guesthouse are involved. Not easy to get the bastards.
I hope it won't go on. I just felt better in Malaysia than in Thailand.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Again I was woken up twice today. People close should be involved.
Asthma started again at once after this happened.
Yesterday I spoke positively about Malaysia today compared to it some years ago.
It is indeed better now than some time ago in some areas,but this idiotic gangstalking and MC are going on.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

I had three days asthma now and also a sleep deficit of three nights. I assume that gangstakling is going on in the guesthouse where I stay. I had some programming in my dreams at first when I was there. I assume I was woken up by it sometimes. I fear it will go on or stress induced in any way. The aim may be to bring me down again like I was in Chaiya sometime.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

In the guesthous where I stay a craftsman is working directly above our rooms. I fear that from above an implant could be set. Access to my room from the top is so possible without being seen. Okay it can happen any day anywhere with a room ceiling removable from above.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

I woke up very exhausted today. I feel cold at a temperature of 26 C. Some days I felt better in Malaysia than in Thailand before, but this is over.

Friday, July 23, 2010

Yesterday awake I had stimulation of abusing sex. After I noticed the direction where it was from it stopped. But there was strong programming I have problems to dissolve.
When I woke up today I was exhausted and stayed it the whole day. I noticed massive gay programming. Programming also tries to get me away from my aims and to make me receptive for orders.

If such stuff would be seen as crimes by the ruling help would be available.
As it is not the case the ruling are doing it.
Mainstream the new tyranny.

Monday, July 19, 2010

This morning again programming in my dreams, shortly stimulating of abusing sex. This recurring happenings include brainwashing already a long time. I notice that relating to sex are many prorgams set and also programming to this truth twisting model of the social democrats.
I have to assume that the culprits are close in the guesthouse where I stay in Penang but it is not easy to get proof.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

I had stimulation of abusing sex in Chaiya some days ago. I noticed that shortly the power supply may be involved. There is programming of abusing sex which is strong and built up over longer time.

Friday, July 09, 2010

Yesterday I had very strong programming to a gay. I had hours work to get some out of my head. I recognized a group Thais in Suan Mokh. One of them made it clear to me with his behavior that he was a gang stalker. The Thai gang stalking system is further harassing me.

The impression I had already before because the terror was sometimes huge while I came to Chaiya last.

Today again stimulation of abusing sex. Thai dirt in action.

Thursday, July 08, 2010

Today I woke up very exhausted in Suan Mokh. I am not sure about the harassment. Later when I went away I recognized a group of youngsters behaving strange relating to me without knowing me.

Wednesday, July 07, 2010

I had again in Suan Mokh stimulation of abusing sex. Sexual abuse most days. The people behind this if it is possible to get them are habitual criminals and such are locked up for lifetime in some countries.

Friday, July 02, 2010

This morning again massive programming and stimulation of gay sex. It is painful, stressful and hard manipulation against my will. Terror.

Thursday, July 01, 2010

Today again stimulation of abusing sex. Since I last came to Chaiya I had again and again programming to a gay. I was greeted in Chaiya when I moved there with "fuck you" by some. I have said it often enough that I do not want stimulation of such sex but character rubbish will not react.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

I had again strong stimulating of abusing sex during sleep. Sensivities may have played a role.
I recognize programming to like the candidate of SPD and Greens for presdident in Germany Joachim Gsuck. There was also stimulating of abusing sex.

At the first glance I do not like him at all and prefer Wulff, the candidate of the conservatives, to him strongly.

Gauck speaks for freedom.
To really support freedom would be against the essence of what the SPD is made of, an elitist organisation to represent the interest of the ordinary people in a way which serves the elite.
This means actually to control and suppress the ordinary people and lie to them to hide the real aims. So the SPD will never really be for freedom for the ordinary people.
Well, a candidate for predident who speaks for freedom won't have that big influence and does not contradict the aims of the SPD and can win votes.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Since I came last to Chaiya I have severe ongoing harassment. The days in Suan Mokh are not different. Today I woke up there with strong pain, there was also stimulation of abusing sex. Later during the day I recognized there was strong programming to a gay established in my head. Such programming is already going on for some time.
The harassment is all days strong maybe dangerous.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

The hard harassment I had the last days lead quickly to getting more passive doing not that much anymore. I am in Suan Mokh now again.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

The last days I had every time asleep sexual harassment. Two days ago severe. Yesterday stimulation of abusing sex awake. Today I can easily go against certain abusing sex awake, yesterday I could not.

Wednesday, June 09, 2010

I had the last three days in Chaiya again strong sexual harassment and programming. The day before yesterday and today I just lay down for hours during the day and did nothing. Without the harassment I can be more active I am just not that depressed.

Sunday, June 06, 2010

Last time asleep in Chaiya there was long time stimulation of abusing sex. But I am not sure how much my sensitivities play a role in this. There was also something like programming together with a movie about enforcing abusing sex through blackmailing.

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

I had yesterday in Surat Thani again stimulation of abusing sex in the place where I stay. I had it already before there.

The last time asleep I had programming in my dreams and brainwashing to a social democrat. I feel weak.
Thais involved no foreigners around.
As a matter of fact there are mostly too many Thais around who are just a fuck for me. It is awful that so many participate in such stuff against me and this contributes certainly to a worse picture of the Thai people

Sunday, May 30, 2010

I had three days in Suan Mokh stimulating and programming of gay sex during sleep.
Now in my flat I had the last time asleep in the morning stronger stimulating of abusing sex.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

I had last night programming in my dreams and a lot of stimulation of abusing sex in Suan Mokh. Probably MC but in the morning I noticed someone close also involved in psychic attacks.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

I am staying at Suan Mokh. Two nights ago I had again strong stimulation of abusing sex. I am quite sure it was MC.
The last night I stayed in Chaiya then not in Suan Mokh.
Voices want to get me out of Suan Mokh. I do a lot of meditation there. And this meditation is that strong support that it prevents that they can destroy me at the moment.
So they have to get me out. I haven't done that much meditation the last four years because MC prevented this. After lunch I went to a internet cafe at Suan Mokh. It started raining heavily and did not stop for hours. so I can't go to my meditation place.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Mindcontrol (Geisteskontrolle) und LIDA auf CNN


. Der militärische und geheimdienstliche Nutzen einer solchen Technik liegt auf der Hand.

Mein Kommentar:

Auch Bevoelkerungskontrolle, neue Sklaverei und Ausbeutung ist wahrscheinlich schon ein taeglicher Nutzen fuer Organisationen die Zugang zu solchen Waffen haben wie eben politische Parteien. Ich nehme wahr das ich zum Sozialdemokraten programmiert werden soll.
This evening was tried to program in my mind. It was programming to obey a special political system. (the top to bottom centered totalitarian system of the red pest or the generally mainstream system?). That would mean finishing freedom.

I recognized also psychic attacks coming from monks in the dharma hall close to the dorm where I stay in Suan Mokh now.
I had a lot of sexual harassmen of monks in Suan Mokh over the years. Why are these people generally respected people.

Monday, May 17, 2010

I had massive gay programmming during sleep this morning. Possibly psychic attacks. Or MC I do not know.
I tried to talk about this topic but there is no understanding. They just blame me.
Some of the weakest talks I ever had about psychic attacks. It does not make sense to talk to them about this topic anymore. It probaly has to do that some like this form of discrimination and or do not accept me as a person may be others don't understand the topic.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Today strong sexual harassment. I have assumptions who did it. Repulsive.

Monday, May 10, 2010

I had this time asleep strong programming of abusing sex. This destroyed conversation today because this is just there the mind tends to go there and drags others into it during conversation. I spent a lot of time in bed the last two days. Yesterday I was told during a massage that I probably had fever. Ah, that was the reason for this but not the only one.
I also recovered from attacks which had brought me down while sleeping long. But yesterday morning new attacks destroyed this effect.

Friday, May 07, 2010

This night was again sexual harassment.
During the day I feel weak. I sleep very long. Sometimes to walk is stress for me. I have difficulty sticking with meditation.
Possibly there is not much future for me anymore.

Thursday, May 06, 2010

The last time asleep I had strong programming in my dreams which I would call brainwashing because new structures were tried to set in my brain.
I was and still am exhausted from this. I have been lying down repeatedly longer time during the day. Sometimes my movements are affected from the terror.
The difference to the past is that there was no direct sexual harassment.
This seems to have stopped some weeks ago in Malaysia in Ipoh after a story I tell separate. Well it can start again at any time but I hope not.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

I had very strong stimulation of abusing sex during sleep in Suan Mokh today.
Every sex I do not want to have stimulated is abusing sex.
Through the strong stimulation others also start to stimulate and I get a very bad day.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Today I had what I had many times. In the guesthouse somebody had checked in beside me I was woken up in the early morning by any radiation then something in the room beside me fell to the ground. Usually I feel stressed and in pain because the whole thing included harassment over radiation in any way. I did not feel that bad at that moment but harassment effects show sometimes later. IF I went to the police and accused the person of harassment and the person denied everything and there are no devices in the room obviously for this I would be there making claims without base.
Nevertheless is such harassment important to address but I do not yet know how.

I went to sleep again after some time and had some pain when I woke up. The source I do not know It may have been programming or my allergies to something around me.

Monday, April 19, 2010

Once heavy stimulation of abusing sex in Had Yai. I still suffer from it. In Surat also stimulation of bad sex.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

This time asleep I had very strong of programming of abusing sex and some stimulation of such. The programming gives me a lot of trouble. It was the most severe programming for a long time. During the day also voices to press me to a social democrat. The voices said they could act also much stronger but that would be dangerous. Once in Penang I was not even able to move my hand in a certain direction and there were als voices about the topic.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

If the organised harassment I had in Thailand should stop or I get support to get it stopped I would be trying to be helpful in the crisis and I think I may have to say something useful.

I had four sexual stimulations of sex with violence which I would call rapes because of their dimension the last time I was in Thailand.

If police investigations I possibly will ask for will go similar disappointing ways like in the link below I will think of ways to answer this.

Multiple Farang Deaths in Phuket

What I speak about has to do how I am treated.
I had some reprogramming not stimulation of abusing sex.

Monday, April 12, 2010

I stay some time already in Ipoh. I quite often like today spent nearly the whole day in bed. Today there was nearly no harassment, but I notice a lot of mental stuff of the social democrats. I am not sure if all it brainwashing from the recent past or old stuff which got into my head as a child.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

I felt miserable today spent a lot of time in bed today. Harassment was announced yesterday evening and it happened. But there are also my sensibilities again involved. I notice something which looks like brainwashing again.

Thursday, April 08, 2010

I had stimulation of abusing sex again. I was woken up with it. I tried to find out. To my perception it was probably a customer in the postal office beside the place where I stay, but I was not able to find out who.
A restaurant is in the same house where I stay. Later some stimulation came from there.

Wednesday, April 07, 2010

I had programming in my dreams today which made me weaker. I recognize that it should me hinder to do what I want. The last time there has been also been set some structures in my brain by any means over radiation. This happened against my will without my knowledge and brings about stress, pain and a lot of work of deprogramming.
Voices say I should not be that uncritical and try to throw out all I notice. I think it is right. Terrorist's stuff should not be in my head.

Tuesday, April 06, 2010

Today I had something I had already many times. I did not hear my alarm clock ring and woke up sometime later. I was woken up by weaker stimulation of sexual abuse.
I had a lot of programming in my dreams.
I do not know how to counter this. Okay, from "mainstreamics" you anyway won't get useful answers in many important areas that often.

Monday, April 05, 2010

This time asleep no stimulation of abusing sex but programming of such. You tend just more to do it and have to deprogram it.

Friday, April 02, 2010

Today I am feeling miserable and I do not know the source for sure. My sensibility is for certainly to some degree involved but else?

Some days ago chemicals may have been used for harassment. I noticed this in Malaysia first in Penang. A T-shirt put out to dry had some white pulver on it. It gave me that much stress even after I had washed it again that I threw it away.
Comparable stress I had with one shirt some days ago. I just had to throw it away quite far away outside the house in a rubbish bin. I would like to get to know more about this stuff, especially which chemicals are used. It is easy to do, if you don't see someone putting such chemicals on your clothes you can hardly proove it.

Voices try to make me accept abusing sex again and again.
The stimulation of abusing sex alone gets me into a depression after some time.
Voices also try to get me to Germany for some time now.
That I stay that long in Malaysia and that I at all went there was programming which I did not counter.


Tuesday, March 30, 2010

I had after some days off sexual harassment again this stuff. Then during the day hard psychic attacks in the guesthouse where I stay. There are some nes guests there.I assume it is from them.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

I had again programming in my dreams yesterday. Today I woke up exhausted, but I assume that my sensibilities played a role in this.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

I experience harassment all over Thailand. I had it in Malaysia some time ago at various places, I know it from Europe at different places.

There are others who experience it. It is a problem of our time.

The Cetorian
A blog on organized stalking.
Two days ago I had strong stimulation of abusing sex, I feel the consequences in contact to people during the day then. Today I woke up exhausted. Sensibilities are again a part of this but I notice also stuff which looks like programming to a social democrat.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Two days before I had stimulation of abusing sex, but there may be also my sensibility to chemicals play a role.
This time asleep again stimulation of bad sex but it seems to have been shorter time. I notice programming to buy a car for instance.
I got told to leave the dorm of the guesthouse Grocer's inn. They told me the dorm would be closed and redecorated. Well, I found out that a group of girls had booked the dorm in advance. They did not close it.
Last time when I was there they played also a popular game with money at the reception. I had to pay, placed some bills on the table. I looked for an instance away and in this moment a ten Malay ringit bill had left the table. I could not prove it.
It is my task to be mindful but the attitude towards guests in grocer's is another.
I was told that one guest left the house after swollen legs because of bed bugs.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

I should have waited a little refering to the payment to Singapore and not drawn too early conclusions and spoken about it. I blamed somebody for doing this today shortly afterwards I did it myself.
Well, that's me but needn't be in future.
U actually wanted to go to Thailand. But now a payment I did to Singapore went wrong, so I have to go after that. I am not sure whether the origin of the problem is in Malaysia or Singapore
But in Malaysia games have always been played on me.
So I think it was a mistake to travel to Malaysia instead of going to Cambodia.
The whole thing is in line with voices which want me to stay there. Like it was with other corruption games I had there before.

The people are more friendly now but there is a lot left I do not like in Malaysia.

Apart from once I had sexual harassment all times asleep. I went to Kuala Lumpur because such attacks were less there in the past than in Penang or Kota Bahru.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

I am in Kuala Lumpur some days and had twice sexual harassment during sleep. The last time quiete heavy. It was accompanied by programming in my dreams and voices I had a little later awake.

Saturday, March 06, 2010

I had in Surat Thani again massive stimulation of abusing sex. That sophisticated I did not have that often. Many Thais are a sexual abusing loving people.

Monday, March 01, 2010

This time asleep there was massive programming to a social democrat. I noticed that the TV antenna may have been used. The terror is at least not like this that I can't do much anymore, like it was not that long ago. That does not mean that there is anything acceptable about it.

Sunday, February 28, 2010

The last time asleep again massive stimulation of abusing sex from which I suffer the whole day and may be longer. Well, certainly I encounter nice Thais. But the dirt of them decides the day and did it today again.
I have this harrassment in Thailand now for long time. And that many Thais enjoy this abuse towards me I got to know quite often. A culture which tolerates or enjoys sexual abuse I do not accept as a culture. Thai culture is for me not a culture any longer.
Thais you should look for something better than that. But looking to the west is not a option you cannot learn that much from the west.
I will soon go again to Chaiya. I see people who enjoy sexual abuse repeatedly as character rubbish. You do not speak to rubbish and I won't do it. Rubbish you throw away. Well, at the moment I won't play the rubbish collection for Thais.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Yesterday was programming in my dreams. Of what is going on around me people from the area could be involved.
Today stimulating of abusing sex and programming.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

I am now for about 2 weeks in Prachuap. In the beginning I had strong sexual harassment after that most of the days programming. Once I slept and woke up in the same mood I did this before the harassment started. I felt refreshed with a clear mind. This happens very rarely nowadays. I notice programming to a social democrat again.
Es muesste moeglich sein die Regierungen wegen Unterlassung von Regelung neuer Technologien die elektronischen Terror ermoeglichen und somit die Menschenrechte gefaehrden, zu verklagen. Ihnen vorzuwerfen dies sei Amtspflichtsverletzung. Den Staatschefs vorzuwerfen sie haetten ihren Eid gebrochen den sie bei Amtsantritt leisteten, oder sogar vorzuwerfen einen Meineid geschworen zu haben weil sie nie die Absicht gehabt haetten diese Technologien unter Kontrolle zu bringen. Der Eid verpflichtet diejenigen die ihn leisten in Deutschland z.B. Schaden vom deutschen Volk abzuwenden.
In den USA kann man der Regierung moeglicherweise sogar Vorsatz und damit Taterschaft vorwerfen, weil mir aufgefallen ist das Dokumente die ueber elektronischen Terror berichten verschwinden.
Dies alles muesste detailiert ausgearbeitet werden.

Saturday, February 06, 2010

The last two times asleep again stimulation and progamming of abusing sex.
I have a lot of work to get reprogram which also sometimes does not work that well.
Human rights you can forget in the face of that hidden terror and such a country like Thailand where it is supported.

Thursday, February 04, 2010

I had again stimulation of abusing sex and programming of abusing sex last time asleep. Thais who support this in any way I consider not only as not quality Thais I see them as temperamentally rubbish.

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

Yesterday I had programming in my dreams which I assume was coming from a gang stalker who came on a motorbike. Organized terror. I am not welcome in Thailand.
They certainly prefer quality tourists to disabled ones. Well I would prefer to meet more temperamentally quality Thais. Many,many are not.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

There was massive programming of gay sex the last time asleep. I do not know how this happens. Thai crap probably knows better.
I had stimulation of abusing sex and harassment all days in Prachuap. This means as a tourist place I would not recommend this place.

There were hints that the son of the guesthouse owner was participating in stimulating abusing sex.I heard that his father is working for the government. Okay, any mainstream government promotes bad character. Maybe the behavior of the boy has also to do with bad influence.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

I had in the morning strong stimulation of abusing sex again in. A lot of voices are around this. As I said many Thais like abusing sex, they really like it.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

I felt two days sick and haven't recovered yet in Chumphon. Only a little stimulaltion of sex as psychic attacks the second night. The last night Ihad strong mind games and did not get calm I assume psychic attacks again.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

I had hard days in my flat in Chaiya. 2 days ago I shielded in the evening the left side of my flat (left when you look out of the main door), which was not necessary before.

I shielded very strong and the signal subsided but another one started on the right of my flat, probably from the socket which is close to the windows. This signal stopped shortly later without my involvement. I know they can put up the signal in my flat to a degree I cannot shield and just have to leave the flat. I had it like this sometimes. This most heavy stress usually came from power sockets or from the power main switch. I had signals also coming from various sides sometimes which were hard to shield.
The people who live around unfortunately in the past often just participated in stimulating bad sex when this was part of harassment or else.

Today I woke up exhausted. Later I realized that there was massive gayprogarmming and programming to a social democrat. The name social democrat is a complete lie, isn't it. When they do brainwashing they are not social and not democratic, they act like a fascistic terror organisation. The war on terror should turn against them.
But this will probably not happen.

Monday, January 18, 2010

In Surat Thani was again sexual harassment. The man in the room beside mine could have been a perp.
I slept one night again in Chaiya. I had stimulation of abusing sex and feel exhausted again the whole day. There was something about the Greens (political party) in my dreams.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

The last time asleep I had the most severe sexual harassment I had for very long time.
The sources of the trouble are not easy to find.
When I consider the trouble I had all over the country I don't have a that much positive attitude towards Thailand.

Saturday, January 09, 2010

Again strong stimulation of abusing sex during sleep. The disturbed ones can't stop.
I had again strong stimulation of abusing sex during sleep and a lot of voices.
Okay Chaiya had hardly anytime been a good place for me.
This stimulation is a burden on my life.

Friday, January 08, 2010

There was programming to a gay. You feel that you like men on a special way which was not there before.
I did a lot of work to reduce this it.
Twice sexual harassment the last days, last time it was very strong.
There are a lot of voices some trials to initmidate me and join the social democrats.

Saturday, January 02, 2010

Every time asleep sexual harassment. Househole wire may be used for this. I need Information about this.
On the other hand I recognized a neighbor doing psychic attacks related to such sex.