Monday, June 27, 2016

Some days ago I had a few days no sexual harassment.
But it restarted after I spoke about that.

Saturday, June 18, 2016

I had the last time often stimulation of abusing sex
but this has also to do with my allergies.
This stimulation comes from some of the Thais
in the guesthouse. Disgusting!
My arthritis went some days that far that I
started to have stiffness issues. But it subsided
I had for some time to use the handrail to get up
the stairs I now can normally walk up the stairs
again. I feel depressed and do not much.
Programming and harassment had attacked  structures
of mine how I eat and organize. Some things I did
I just cannot do anymore or not at the moment.
There is some programming related to behavior change.

Tuesday, June 07, 2016

I had strong sexual harassment the last days.
This harassment has to do with the
development of various health problems
which may get serious some day.

Sunday, June 05, 2016

Yesterday voices announced that I should do something against
them. I did not so they would change me to their likes.
I had today programming to love western medicine. With my
little knowledge I  think it is a wrong way for a medicine and
cannot be accepted as a medicine of mankind though you
may need to use it. Though I had enough sleep I am exhausted
because of the programming. Meanwhile I am more
susceptible for influence because I am weaker now than some
years ago